Saturday, June 30, 2007Y
today's a damn suay day for me can? =x really suay until don't know what to say please. =x and i nearly burst into tears in public. *RAHHHHHHS. =xafter tuition, i wanted to cab home, cos there are guests over at my place. so after bluetooth-ing edith sweets the songs she want, i walk really quickly over to the 7-11 area, hoping to catch a cab asap. who knows, the queue for cab is like so long, and in front of me, there are near to 10 people waiting? and those cabs are really irritating. i stood there for 10 mins, with only ONE cab coming into the lane. super slow please! =x then there's this woman, who was two person ahead of me, she saw a cab that flashed the "bukit batok" sign, and she flag that cab and asked for "choa chu kang". the taxi driver said ok, and she hopped on. the rest who were in front of her were scolding her luh! but she didn't even bother, and just hopped on, and off she goes. =xthen, mummy called, to ask where am i. i say i'm still queuing for cab. she ask me to hop on 13 if it comes. but stupidly enough, there's no 13 as well! *RAHS- no cab, no bus, i continued to wait pathetically. =x mummy called again, and ask me to go to the coffeeshop behind my tuiton centre to take cab. so i walk really fast all the way back there, and on my way back, this really stupid cyclist BANG RIGHT INTO ME! =x and his bike got this hook that hook onto my shorts, and the thread came out. in the end, there's a hole in my shorts. and the cyclist didn't even apologise please! come on lah! i'm not very small size ok? cannot see me in front of you is it? can't you like ring your bell to ask me to let you pass? and i didn't pluck anything into my ears luh! ringing a bell won't kill right? now you cause my shorts to have a hole leh, sorry also never say then ride off. ANGRYYYYY! =xas i walk to the coffeeshop, i tried to cover that hole with my jacket and it makes me look weird. cos i walk really weirdly. =x finally, i reached the area, and started waiting for cabs to come by. irritating enough, still adding onto my irritated-ness, NO CABS ARE COMING ALONG WITH THE SIGN "HIRED" OFF! =x damn pissed off already, and people are just fighting with me for cab lah! all those adults ah, really cannot stand them. then there's this indian aunty who seems nice, asked me, "girl, where you going?" so i said, "potong pasir." then she said, "oh! potong pasir! i'm going ang mo kio, later if we got cab, we share ok? then we can all go off. i drop you first, then i go ang mo kio." i was super happy when she said that lah! i wouldn't mind paying for the journey from bishan to potong pasir for that please. BUT! THIS AUNTY CHEATED MY FEELINGS! =x she went opposite to flag for cab, and when she got her cab, she went off on her own. I FEEL DAMN CHEATED PLEASE! at that point of time, i really want to cry already. =x one after another, continuously can? =x *RAHHHHHHSSSSS-mummy called, ask me how is it already. i say no cabs lah! then she told daddy, so daddy came to fetch me. i was super relieved to hear that. and while waiting for daddy, still no cabs. when daddy came, i complained to him like crazy. sooooo pissed please! =x i'm not pissed because there're no cabs empty for me, but that PEOPLE ARE FIGHTING WITH ME WHO CAME FIRST, PEOPLE ARE BANGING INTO ME AND NOT APOLIGISING, AND PEOPLE ARE CHEATING MY FEELINGS! =xwho else can be more suay than me today? i guess no one! =x *RAHS-ok. now my maid just came and tell me that SHE BURNT MY SHORTS. anymore SUAY STUFFS COMING MY WAY? CAN THEY COME LIKE AFTER NOW? i can't take it anymore! =x
Friday, June 29, 2007Y
oral wasn't really good i guess. i stutter a whole lot, because i was freaking nervous. when i'm nervous, i can't speak well & properly. =x before i even reach school, my heart was thumping, my hands were cold, and i keep wanting to go toilet. =p when i saw chuting at the noticeboard area, she ask why my hands so cold. haha! =p i told her i was nervous. =p while waiting for my turn, i was super thirsty, and i dare not drink water, if not, i will keep running to the toilet. =x before it was kiat's turn to go, i ask him to talk louder later. haha! =p when it's his turn, i could hear him from where i'm sitting luh! but not very clearly. haha. =p can hear him say a lot of "wo...wo...wo..." =phad a great talk with leong last night. (: after sooo long ya? haha! =p we talked till 2+, and i slept till 11am this morning. =p wanted to wake up at 10am, but obviously, i was sooo tired and sleepy that i refuse to wake up when my alarm went off. HAHA! =pwas doing up my july schedule for my blog's front page, and i realise that under [JULY HIGHLIGHTS], everything there are BOLD-ed. they are all important. especially my CLA LISTENING & the TRAFFIC POLICE PRACTICAL TEST! =xtoday's the 29th. FOUR FREAKY MONTHS LATER = the START OF MY As. my first paper is on the 29th OCT, CLA P1 & P2. four freaky months. really freaky. =xYAYNESS! ONE MORE WEEK BEFORE STEAMBOAT-ing WITH DEARIES & DARLINGS! woohoo~ (: lovelove dearies! <3anyhow, went to IMM for lunch today, before heading down to school. (: when i reach the place, memories of last year's IMM performance came back to me. and when i saw the cargo area, i remembered how we cheered/sing and wave to the other schools' performers. i miss those ake performance days, when we were all dressed up and looking good, and having the best time we could have. i miss the esplanade concourse's performance more. those two nights were really the greatest two performance nights. (: i miss ake...i love days without stares. ((:
Thursday, June 28, 2007Y
7 DOWN! 1 MORE TO GO! ((:i'm a happy girl, cos exams are ENDING! ((: one more paper to go, and i'm done with mids. (: whatever the results i will be getting back in about two weeks time, they're what i've worked for. if they are good, that's good. if they are not up to my expectations, more to work for. if they are bad, i can go jump into the drain/jump into any holes i see/cry like a baby etc., and back to work. and i really mean WORK, HARDER THAN I EVEN "SLOGGED" FOR THREE YEARS AGO FOR MY Os.econs today was... pretty tough. =x MCQ was really mind-twisting. i ALMOST couldn't finish it can? =x and i "tikam" my qn20, cos i was thinking really hard, trying to squeeze as much brain juice/cells out as possible, and the teacher went, "ok! stop writing!" =x drq was better, cos i can really write. (: case study, i'm sure it's a bummer! =x i didn't manage to finish it luh! ):i seriously think that i have time management problem. for ALMOST every paper, sure got AT LEAST ONE QUESTION i cannot complete. =x i got to start tuning myself to the exam time allowance. i don't want to be unable to complete my papers during the actual As, which is like SUPER SADDEN-ING please. =x
chinese oral for my As paper tomorrow. like kiat says, "so fast!" it's really fast, and i didn't prepare myself for it though. i guess, i will just go there, blabber, and flash them a BIG smile. (: hope the conversation isn't that tough luh. at least, let me got room to "explore" a bit. =p especially when i cannot be like kiat, think of all the points and ideas that i want to say on the spot. =p and those points that he come up with, are really good ok! (;
anyhow, xianyang told us this morning that teewei's going to do parachuting today. and on my way home from hougang mall, i saw PARACHUTING IN PROGRESS. (; my mama ask me to see when she saw two people jumping off from the plane. and i manage to catch only when they were already in mid-air. so the first question that came out was, "MUMMY! CAN SEE TEEWEI?" hahaha! =pall those late night since the second week of holidays till now, i really am, and totally am drain-ed. but still, I MISS THOSE LATE NIGHT CHATS WITH LEONG! (: he really manage to keep me awake and study till really late into the night. (: thanks leong dear! (:
swimming later! ((: i miss swimming! SWIMMMMMMMM. ((:
i feel terrorised. i really feel so... oh, don't you know that staring is WRONG? =x
Wednesday, June 27, 2007Y
FIVE DOWN. TWO MORE TO GO! :))random-isation. no choice, gotta muggggg. =x- maths p2 was a total KILLER PAPER today. :( and i didn't finish the paper. :(
- others were rather manageable? i hope the results reflects so...
- CLA 'A' LEVELS ORAL THIS FRIDAY. *omg*
- someone bought over my driving time slot this friday. :) LOVES to that person. :)
- condensed time-table for T3 is out. i go home LATE every day, except FRIDAY.
- i love counting down to end of exams. :))
COUNTING DOWN:
END OF MIDS - 8 DAYS! :)
STEAMBOAT-ING WITH DEARIES & DARLINGS - 9 DAYS! :)
TRAFFIC POLICE PRACTICAL - 28 DAYS! =x
Saturday, June 23, 2007Y
i'm "killing" trees. a lot a lot of trees. because i'm using a lot a lot of rough papers. =x pity the trees okay? :)i feel aches all over my back. it's always the case when i sit at the study table for too long. okay, i'm old. :( late nights have really worn me out, and today, during tuition, i felt like i'm going to doze off at any moment. =x and best of all, i failed the vocab grand test. mrs low went, "it's so un-characteris-ing of shirley!" at that very moment, guilt ran all through me. =xokay. my purpose is to post PHOTOS that were longggggggg due. =pdaddys' day dinner [part 2]. :)weird. the folder for part1 is not here. =x
cam-waring on the car. although it's quite squeezy with four people at the back, we always manage to "war" our way through. ;)
:))*boo- exams! =x
this packet of wormies kept me awake for most of the nights. :) they are really sour, and i HATE sour stuff. so they did the trick. ;)
the last wormie. :( it wants to help me "share" my load. =pdaddys' bday dinner. :)finally! daddy manage to celebrate his bday with us this year! :)) although we only get to dine together on his chinese bday, but, at least, WE DINE TOGETHER! ;) lovelove daddy! <3
making use of TUNNEL LIGHTS. ;)
act cute hor? =p she will "kill" me if she knows i post her photo here. =p
endless disturbs from my sisters. that's what they LOVE to do when i take photos. *PIANGS-
:))the end! ;)
Friday, June 22, 2007Y
3 more days to the start of MYE. =x i can only say, i'm not confident enough for the papers. especially, econs. =x i feel as though i haven't studied enough for econs, although i've got my content, but i don't seem to be able to remember them well, not as well as i do for management. and i really feel sooooo dead for econs. =x it's either i do well, or i flop for my essay paper. *boo-jieyan called me the other day. he ask me to relax for my mids, and not get so tense. he says, the real spur and push will come three months before the big As. and that's the time, when i'm really really turned on to my full revision mode. :) thanks for making me feel better 4jie. :) i miss you guys a lot please. as promised, after my As, we will rock town ok? :)anyway, from what i can remember, i'm the one and only 4A-ian taking As this year. those who graduated with me from punggol, are already either JC-grads, going on to be undergrads, or are in their last poly year. well, lucks to me. most of them knows that i'm on my battle this year. =x and thanks to those who wish-ed me luck for my mids. :) hope the lucks are working! =p
i think i need better brains. brains that can allow me to store all my content. there's already a lot for me to remember, and i still can't remember. best of all, management is mixing up with econs. *POOF-
COUNTING DOWN:
DAYS TO MYE - 3 DAYS! =x
DAYS TO END OF MYE - 13 DAYS! :)
DAYS TO OUTING WITH DEARIES & DARLINGS - 14 DAYS! :)
DAYS TO TRAFFIC POLICE PRACTICAL TEST - 33 DAYS! =x
three more days. to make a difference. can i turn the table around, and make it my winning round, it depends. three more days...
Monday, June 18, 2007Y
COUNTING DOWN:DAYS TO MYE - 7 DAYS! =xDAYS TO END OF MYE - 17 DAYS! :)DAYS TO OUTING WITH DEARIES & DARLING - 18 DAYS! :)DAYS TO TRAFFIC POLICE PRACTICAL TEST - 37 DAYS! =xthe timer is on, the clock is striking, the days get lesser...
Friday, June 15, 2007Y
nich just got to make my day. :) he sent me a comment on friendster, telling me that he's the superman. :) when i thank him over msn, he replied, "anything to make you feel better. =D " that's super sweet, and it heals please. :) THANK YOU NICH! :)meeting expectations and achieving targets are tough. pressure is coming from EVERYWHERE, in EVERY FORM. =x
nich just reminded me, As is in LESS THAN 160 DAYS. ok. that's GOOD & BAD news ALL TOGETHER. it has been long since SHIRS-WORLD takes her official break. :) so, SHIRS-WORLD will be on "MUGGING HOLIDAY", cos i really need to get down to serious, full-drive & hardcore mugging & revision for my mids.
nich & i have a deal. :) if i give him good news for my mids, he will meet up with me, and drive me round town for shopping after he got his liscense. :) YAY! he's pushing me hard enough to spur me on. ;) LOVELOVE! ;)
keep the tags rolling in. i will pop by to reply them, and will blog when i feel like it. :) take care people! :)
i cannot bring myself to not wonder, and think, and make wild guesses. it's getting really out of control. and i hate it.
it's true. what hurts the most, is being too close. :( closeness invites jealousy, closeness invites misunderstandings, and closeness invites hurt when things ain't going the way we want it to be. :( yet, at the same time, we yearn for closeness. closeness in the heart, mind & soul. closeness physically & mentally.
i want to remain close to you & you. i want to be as close as possible, and be as close till the end of time. i don't know what's installed for us tonight, tomorrow, next week/month/year/lifetime, i just want to remain like now. the closeness i feel & am aware of, the closeness i love, and the closeness i cherish & will never forget. i don't ask for much. no matter how confuse i am, no matter how complicated things are, no matter what happens the next moment, i just want things to be like now, and i will be a really happy & blissful girl. :)
Thursday, June 14, 2007Y
been working on maths since tues. and i really hate statistics. =x oh. kill me please when there's STATS! :( I HATE STATS cos STATS MAKES ME MAD! :(night driving in an hour plus time. *boo!- hope tonight's better. i love driving, as long as there are no hiccups. :)nike have got a new pair of PINK CARDIO SHOES & a really sweet blue maryjane style sports culture shoes. sher gf spot on! she knows my heart is going towards them. ;) BUT! no way. not now i guess. when we agree to save up for our HK trip next year! ;) WOOHOO~
Wednesday, June 13, 2007Y
was looking through the photos i took at macau, and i realise something. my hair colour is super obvious. HAHA! the brown under the camera lens is like so nice & clear. =p i love my hair colour. its natural ok? ;)night driving is so not fun. i can't see clearly luh! the headlight from other cars are blinding me, and i cannot figure out whether to move or not to move out when i feel so blinded and my vision is unclear. =xanother session of night driving tomorrow. hope its better than today. :)was chatting with leong last night as usual. :) he's really a great person to talk to. :) manage to release some unhappiness that i've cooped within myself for some time. and he say i got to learn how to stay strong. true, because at the end of the day, no matter what happen, i have to stand up on my own, and move on by myself.i need a superman to bring me out of everything. my moody times, my emo periods, my unhappy days, and all the bad things that are happening/have happened to me. where's the superman? :(
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i'm totally feeling something that i shouldn't be feeling. i feel confused. and i really am. i feel jealous, i feel uneasy, i feel uncomfortable. =x i don't know how to face the entire situation now. *SIAN-DED!*PHOTOS TIME! :)
budget terminal. i like their logo. NICE! ;)
budget terminal also got nice boarding gates hor! ;)
welcome on board TIGER AIRWAYS! :)
cam-waring on the plane before take off. :)
portuguese egg tart! i love them please. sweet sweet crispy crispy. *YUMMS-
they sell all sorts of "ba-gua". and i really meant ALL SORTS. from chicken to pork, to...
ostrich meat. =x yes, ostrich. =x
my travel master went touring at MACAU, SHEN ZHEN & HONG KONG! ;) lucky travel master. barely three months old, and is already travelling. =p
a really nice view of the left over of an ancient church. :) the most famous place in macau. a place i DIE DIE also must go and see when mummy told me we're going macau for holiday. ;)
my sister LOVES to interrupt from BEHIND! =p
its hand-drawn. *duh!* and its quite expensive to have me & my sisters drawn out. but the drawing was worth the money. :) come see it in my living room the next time you guys visit my house! HAHA! =p
the ONE & ONLY time i had a good ferry ride without popping pills before i board the ferry. =x
me & my replica. WAHAHA! no no. hendra sunshine say i'm a goldfish. ;)
tell me, how can i not miss ake people when i'm there. i even see "ILLY"s name there luh! there's even hotel & casino named : "SUNSHINE HOTEL" & "SUNSHINE CASINO". then there are BOTTLES & BOTTLES OF JELLY BEANS that reminds me of leong. and at the theme park, they just got to play "ONE MOMENT IN TIME". *memories....
CUTE BABIES advertising for PASTA SHOP! ;)
hello kitty! :) the things inside this shop are expensive! =x
forever my cam-waring partner wherever we go. :) WE LOVE TO CAM-WAR! wooha! ;)
for CUSTOMER SERVICE, please head towards the COURTESY DESK, for COURTEOUS SERVICE. :)
this is SANDS CASINO. the night view is even better! i would really love to go inside and see for once, regardless of the smelly smoke. :) it's really nice please!thats all to be posted. :) the rest are all under my photo albums. :) [macau holiday trip '07]. :)
Tuesday, June 12, 2007Y
i didn't want to blog. but my heart itchy itchy after reading my lovelies' blogs about the ake agm on friday. =p and, i'm still not very sleepy, although i'm very tired. talking to LEONG at the same time as i blog. =p I MISS HIM LUH! :) he left me a LONGGGGGGG offline message last night, and i left him a LONGGGGGGG offline message tonight. but he manage to come online before i sign out, so here we go, yakking online. =pbefore i begin, yesterday is LEONG's BIRTHDAY! :) HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LEONG! :) i'm super happy when i manage to return home on time to wish him happy birthday. when i'm on my way for dinner after we arrive at singapore, i wish for dinner to be short & sweet, so that i can wish him before midnight. and when i'm on uncle henry's car on our way home, i wish that his cars has wings, that can fly me home immediately. well, i reached home at around 9.30pm, and i manage to wish him before 10pm! ;) *phew*after reading what he left me online, i felt that i missed him so much, and i messaged him. he called me back in return. was pretty shock when he called me, but we chatted for awhile. :) he say he decided to call me while his friend visited the toilet, so that i can miss him lesser. :) thats like super sweet can? when i hear his voice, i was staring at my computer screen, with his offline message box big big open, and i was looking at what he left me. man... i just feel like crying... =x well, i'm home already! and i'm talking to him now! :)read jas's blog about the agm. another detailed one would be tk's entry. including what leong typed in his blog, i more or less got the gist of the whole happening. :) the agm seems really fun, but not all year3s turn up... and i thought it was a little disappointing... =x its ok! at least most of them were there. :)my trip was ok-ok only. i prefer travelling to hongkong, because of the shopping i can do there. =p macau is rather boring to me, mainly because, there aint much things to do there, except to play in the numerous casinos. well, i don't gamble so i didn't enjoy a lot. =x i wouldn't suggest macau for those who don't gamble ah. seriously, hongkong is sooooo much better. :) most of my shoppings are done there, or rather, ALL are done there, in ONE shopping mall. ;)macau's casino allow foreigners above the age of 18 to enter the casinos and play. daddy brought me in on saturday morning, and i was asked for my identification stuff even before i stepped into the security check area. =x the two security guards think that i'm not 18, and they want to check my identification. =x so i got to exit that area, and walk back to my mummy to collect my passport. =x even after i showed them my passport, they have to count the number of year's i am since i'm born, to fully and completely ensure that i'm 18. wan jun ask me to act fiercer, so that they wouldn't ask for my identification. but i already tried to contain my laughter luh! still, they ask to check. check check lor, i already pass 18. and that's the fact! ;) HAHA!went inside, and saw the layout of a really simple casino. only about two tables were open for playing. but the thick smoke of players smoking is choking me like crazy. =x from then, i resent entering there again. i wanted to go in, just to see see look look, and know what a casino look like, whether it looks like those in HK dramas... it look just like those on TV shows, and those people working there are also dressed like those on TV. =p it's a good thing to be exposed to ah. at least know how it looks like. but asking me to stay there to play, is a BIG NO-NO. firstly, i DON'T KNOW how to play, secondly, i really don't like the smell. =xbut i thought SANDS CASINO was really beautiful. mummy say the casino that STANLEY HO own is even more beautiful. didn't get to see the stanley ho's one, but i like the SANDS one. =paside from casinos and casinos, there isn't anything else in macau for me to look forward to. at that point of time, i feel cheated. =x people are telling me how great macau is, yet i don't think i enjoyed myself at all. =xwhile i'm on the plane on friday, flying to macau, my watch showed : 2pm. i turned to my sister, and said, "AKE's AGM IS STARTING." as time pass, i look at my watch, i turn to my sister, and grumbled, "20 MINS SINCE AKE's AGM STARTED, AND I'M STUCK ON A BUDGET PLANE!" i think i grumbled a lot, and i think my sister is so gonna slap me. =pyes, i'm on a budget plane from singapore to macau, and from macau back to singapore. TIGER AIRWAYS! ;) my FIRST time on a budget plane, so it's my first time to the budget terminal. =p i thought the terminal is a place that's empty with NOTHNG. but the moment i enter, i thought the place was nicely done up, and with HANS restaurant on the left, and nice counters opposite the entrance doors. :) a place simple and comfy. :) there are shopping areas inside after the check-in areas, and i had a great time shopping before entering the departure gates. :) bought ANNA SUI perfume before boarding. ;) wahaha. another perfume into my collection. now, i have TWO that i'm currently using, and TWO more new ones. =p i can don't buy perfume for the next one year. HEHS! =pbudget plane = no food/drinks, unless you pay & there's no entertainment. so unlike SQ. we got to pay if we want food/drinks, and we got to find our own entertainment. =x was a really boring flight, but i manage to talk with my god-daddy who sat beside me. :) and i found "entertainment" by studying my CLA lit, and sleeping. =p the flight back was the same, studying & sleeping. =pslept a lot throughout this trip. like it's a trip solely for me to rest myself. slept on the plane & on the ferry... =p i feel like a PIG. =psecond day was a trip to SHEN ZHEN. a really "messy" place because, EVERYWHERE IS FILLED WITH PEOPLE! =x the ferry trip there was alright. slept through the entire thing, but the trip back is horrible. =x i had sea sick because of how badly the entire ferry is jerking, and i feel so terrible. giddy-ness & the feeling of puking is make me feel like shit. and the ferry just refuse to stop jerking! =x i can't even open my mouth or eyes, and i just feel totally like madness! =x after that, when the ferry finally arrive at the harbour, i couldn't stand properly and walk properly. =x the taxi ride to the custom made me felt worse. the driver is practically swaying his car in all directions! =x ok, the whole thing is so shitty. =xyesterday was to HONGKONG! :) finally, my proper shopping is here! :) manage to grab some things here and there for people here and there. and in all, i only manage to get for myself a nike sports wear, and two small note pads. =x that's how little i spend for myself, with my own money! =x OH! AND A BOX OF PLASTER THAT SWIPPED HK$15 FROM ME, WHICH IS S$3! =x i feel cheated again. you know, i so wanna stay in HK, and not go back to macau? just for the shopping i get to do there. =xbecause of the bad weather, we can only stay in ONE SHOPPING MALL, and do our shopping. after i finish, i thought we can proceed to another mall for MORE shopping. but... they say we're going back to macau. :( *heart sank!* disappointed... =x before we headed towards the ferry terminal to "ship" ourselves back to macau, we had desserts at a small shop by the road. the desserts are great please! all made from MANGO! and i love them! haha! =p another good thing about HK. GOOD FOOD! ;) and daddy love the roasted goose there. =ptoday, is back home. :) back to my lovely home, my lovely singapore, where my friends and love ones are. :) when i return home, like i say, first thing was to message LEONG. :) then go online, and i was messaging my hendra love at the same time. =pthat's about all for my trip? a rather boring one. =xsuggested to leong, shall go over to HK together next year! and he said... OK! provided he's not in camp. well, we can always accomodate you! :) heehee. i'm so excited about it just by thinking. =p i so wanna travel with them! ;) and the best thing is, LEONG LOVE SHOPPING TOO! ;) WHEE~ and i've found another shopping partner! ;)nicky boy thought i got a bf. *another one!* me & leong both inferred it as, nich is talking about LEONG! =p not the first time people thought i got bf, and nich is not the first one who thought that leong was my bf. anything can come out from anyone's mind. junlong/leong/kiat/hendra... alamak, this kind of thing, TROUBLESOME! =x NOPE! none of the above are my bf, and nicky boy, i'm not attach as yet ok? :)I'M TIRED! i need to sleep. econs class tomorrow. GOODNESS. SAVE ME. a lot to do tomorrow. and i still got tuition. pray hard that i dont fall asleep during tuition. it's sure draggy, and it will extend beyong 10pm. =x ARGH!will upload the photos i took for my trip tomorrow. :) and i can't wait to receive jas's recording on miss wee's speech tomorrow. ;)can ake bbq come asap? :)
Friday, June 08, 2007Y
i just can't get to sleep tonight. i'm feeling tired already because of all the late night i had over the past few days. but i just can't sleep. since my sister watching tv, i shall accompany her and talk to my LEONG DEARIE online! ;)LEONG's SUPER NICE CAN? he say, next time, when he die at the age of 75, he will leave 90% of his inheritance to his wife, donate 5% to charity, 3% TO ME, 1.9% to his kids, and 0.1% to KIAT! wahaha. I GOT MORE THAN KIAT! =p well, he better not bully my LEONG DEARIE, if not... he will get 0%! =p wahaha. =pit's really nice to talk to leong online luh. and it's really really a great thing to know him so much better this year. ;) he's really one great person to know, and spend time with to chat with, and have a lot of fun & laughter. awwww... i'm so gonna miss him over the next few days! =x12 more hours to ake farewell. :( i'm missing every single one of them like mad now. :(i wrote a speech. dedicated to the entire ake. sherlynn darling will read out for me tomorrow. she will help me distribute the gifts i prepared for them for nights with jas gf. i will remember every single moment i had with them. every little little details, every event. i will never forget...ake help me to grow. ake help me to be a better person, a better friend, a better friend. ake mould me to what i am today, ake is my pillar of support. ake is my love, now till forever. :)i'm flying off in 10 hours time. take good care people, and i will be back to update on monday. :) will take loads of photos, and lovelies, await your goodies i will try to get! :) LOVELOVE PEOPLE! <3LEONG DEARIE: no sadness for you from today till monday ok? whatever it is, must continue to SMILE SMILE! :) JIA YOU OK? :) will miss you for sure. ;) LOVES. <3MR ENG! : don't make my jas gf cry until jia lat jia lat hor! if not... i also don't know what i'll do to you/can do to you. but, don't make her cry too jia lat ok? :)AKE : please have your fill of fun today, and enjoy to the fullest ok? :) hope you all like the little gift i've prepared for you all. and, I REALLY LOVE ALL OF YOU TO BITS! :) will definitely miss you all like crazy. take good care of yourself ok? I WILL LOOK FORWARD TO OUR ANNUAL BBQ! ;)*MISSES PEOPLE! :) LOVELOVE. <3
Thursday, June 07, 2007Y
i don't understand why am i upset over such minor issue, and spoiling my own goody goody mood. i'm super stupid to do so! remember? since that day, that incident, Y-O-U are not making me feel much. i'm sorry if this sounds so not nice. but thats the truth. :) and i don't bother much about the outing also. :) zero impact. :) i'm going to enjoy my holiday no matter what. *BWEAHS-i feel as though i'm not going for a holiday tomorrow. i finish all my packing within half an hour, and i'm bluetooth-ing songs. =p it's like, when i'm going for just a 2D1N ake camp, i take HOURS to pack. and i will get like super irritated over packing. but for a holiday that's going to be 4D3N, i pack like super fast and i'm done. weird huh! =x
this is called : messy packing. :)
I LOVE MY SHORT HAIR! ;) gracie darling is so gonna scold me when she sees my hair. =pi'm wearing my "DOT DOT" shoes to HK tomorrow! whee~ hope it don't give up on me, especially when i'm not going to bring any other pair of shoes along. and i've yet to get my havaianas sandals. =p oh! do they sell havaianas merchandise over at HK as well? hohoho. if they do. i'm so gonna grab them if they're cheaper than over here. WAHAHA! =p
my "DOT DOT" shoes. ;)
mama helped me to change S$100 to HK$. not a lot though, but hope its enough for me to buy my lovelies some things, 2 birthday gifts, and something for myself. :) being able to spend some of my own hard-earned savings is a sense of satisfaction luh! hehs. =pecons today was good. :) i passed the mcq practice! although not fantastic, 24/40, but i passed like finally! and, whatever i've studied over the past one week plus, i manage to remember like most of them. but careless-ness is riding over me. =x *RAHS-tomorrow's agm. i'm sad again. :( i'm so looking forward to ake's annual bbq. :) i'm gonna have fun on that day, and spend precious time with my lovelies! ;) and i can't wait to get our ake tee 2007 too! ;)i'm so gonna miss all my fella MIAKE-IANs. :( ili just IM-ed me, saying that i will be missed by them. nadiah msg-ed me yesterday, telling me that they will miss & remember me, and they all love me. :) these two darlings have made my day. yet, i feel even sadder for not being able to be with them. i feel so bad... but nevertheless, they will always have a place in my heart. not only them, the whole of MIAKE. every single one of them, will be missed by me. and i'll miss them a lot.wherever i will be tomorrow when the farewell & agm is held, i will be thinking of them. wondering what they are doing, and wondering how are they. is my gf & babat sayang crying really hard? is my yinwhee darling controlling well? is my section ok? is my section very very sad? is my section doing well? are my year2s ok? are they coping fine? will the whole ake be ok? will they be flooding HARMONIS? i really will think & wonder. wherever i may be, i will think, and i will miss them. like i say. they always remain within me. they will never be forgotten... i swear & i promise...when i return from holiday, it's time to really chiong all the way through till the end of the year. lucks to me...
Wednesday, June 06, 2007Y
before today's over in less than an hour's time, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TZEKIAT! :) ok, this boy is super lucky on his birthday. he got PES A for his NS medical checkup, and he's now hoping that he won't get into police. HAHA! =p whatever it is, DOUBLE HAPPINESS KIAT! ;)leong messaged me. "ROMEO & JULIET" is in LITHUANIAN. a stranger language to us. haha! he just got to be enjoying it with kiat. ROMANTIC LEH LEONG! =p
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I CUT MY HAIR! :) it's really short now, and i'm loving it! :) decided to snip away my longgggg hair because i feel super aunty-looking and adding on the super hot weather, i think i look exactly like a mad woman. =x i love my short hair. so light and easy to kempt. :) whee~yesterday had lesson in school. after lesson, while walking down to the harmonis toilet, wendy told me, "shir, your bao-beis are sun-tanning." i was wondering what 'bao-bei' she meant. look down, and i saw ROWS OF ANGKLUNGS OUT IN THE SUN! :) just like how we arranged it during our ake camp. letting them have fresh air and sun tan. :) i was sooooo excited that i ran down the stairs, and as running down, i saw james, and i went, "JAMESSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!" :) yinwhee, jerine and meiling were there too! :) talked to them, and helped them with the clearing up of the angklungs for a while. :) i miss them luh!today, after studying for awhile in the library with jas gf while waiting for sher gf, we went down to harmonis. :) my plan was to visit them and take a really good look at them, since i can't be there on friday. :(saw miss wee outside, and she as usual, asked, "WHY ARE THE THREE OF YOU HERE?" haha! went into harmonis, and they were all busy practising. the year1s are learning "THE MOON REPRESENT MY HEART" and the year2s are learning "SPIRITED AWAY". :) even while in the library, we could hear the bells playing "spirited away". :) i really miss music coming from ake.stayed there for quite awhile, then came home. i don't know, i feel weird when i was in harmonis. like finally, they're on their own, and they've all grown up. :) it's a relief to see them doing so well on their own, yet it's really a form of sadness that surge up when i realise that they're really good on their own. :) i see many changes, and its really good ones. the library is more organised, the store-room is so much cleaner, our duty roster is still on-going... the feelings within me is just mixed, and undescribable.nadiah darling felt really bad because i'm sad for not being able to attend ake's farewell on friday. its ok darling, don't feel bad. i'm fine with it ya? :) at least, there's something for the rest, and they will update me about it. :) no worries ok? :) LOVELOVE. <3<3
Monday, June 04, 2007Y
had a longgggg chat with leong last night. hope he's feeling better now. :) GO LEONG! YOU CAN DO IT! and i'm always behind you. :) when i ask him if he wanted anything from macau, he said no, but would want me back safe & sound. :) thanks leong. i sure will. :) i will try to get something from over there for him & kiat, since their birthdays fall before and after my hongkong trip. :)i miss school. holidays are getting really draggy & boring. i can't wait for school to start soon, but exams to end even sooner. so i can enjoy and have a really good sleep. :)was on bus 66 on my way home from school, and the bus drove past the 985 bus-stop that was near al-ameen. memories flashed back within my mind, and i realise, it is already more than one month since SYF. i miss the 985 ride back home, with many many ake 985 companion on that day...
Sunday, June 03, 2007Y
we cannot ignore the fact that time really has wings and knows how to fly. it is confirmed that AKE's farewell & AGM will be held this coming friday, 8th JUNE 2007, 2pm, at HARMONIS. what more can i say? nothing. but only swallow every single bit of tear that is going to fall at any time. i really got zero idea of how i'm going to cope on wednesday when i go back to see them. i also got zero idea of how i'm going to cope on friday when i'm at the airport. =xlike sher gf says, i've treated every single opportunity i have with ake so dearly that i really can't bear to leave. it's really true. because only when i'm at ake, i see real happiness, real friends, and i feel really really relaxed and free from trouble. whenever i step into the ake room, i was greeted by people who i dearly love, and i'm always surrounded with people who never fail to make me smile and take away all the unhappy moments i had before i step into the room. :) the smiles they flash, the hugs i receive... i really really really miss ake days a lot. :(when i receive nadiah's sms regarding the confirmation of the farewell & agm, i teared. all the sadness and unbear just gush into me, and took away my happy pill for the day. i'm sad not because i don't get to go for the farewell/agm, but because i cannot end my service with the people i started off my service with. everything is a process, and i'm sad that i cannot complete this process, with the people i utmostly love with all my heart. :(i miss ake. i miss my ake dearies & darings, miss wee, miss lim & mr pow. i miss my vibraphone. i miss the kulintangs. i miss the angklung. i miss the sound of music from ake. :(
Saturday, June 02, 2007Y
guess what. last night, i chatted with JAS & SHER GFs on MSN till... 2.30AM! :) we're super good at this luh! and how i wish claris darling is with us as well. when the GIRLFRIENDS get togethers, it's just ENDLESS TALKS, GOSSIPS & BITCH-ing. ;) manage to let off something that really choke me for one week plus. *phew* a lot a lot better after spewing it out. :)THANKIES TO SHER & JAS GF for the wonderful chat last night. and sorry if i've talked too much. making you girl-ies listen to me grumble. =x still, SHER! I LOVE THE NAME YOU CREATED! wahaha. ;) i miss my CLARIS GIRLFRIEND please! hope she's feeling better now. :) jas was telling me she ain't feeling very good. although i didn't know what went wrong, but most importantly is she's feeling better now. :)may all the LOVELY THINGS go to my FAMILY, GIRLFRIENDs, SISTERS' CLUB, SUNSHINE LOVE & MIAKE. :) and i'll be a very happy girl. :)movie-d for tuition today. :) 4 LOVES for it. :) forgotten the title, but i love "DEAD POETS SOCIETY" more. =pi'm so gonna shop my heart out during my trip over to HONGKONG. :) and i'm gonna get goodies for my LOVELOVEs as well! ;)WOOSA WOOSA~ ;)
Friday, June 01, 2007Y
i'm craving for havaianas footwear. =p two pairs caught my eye from a mag. :) pink & white sandals, lime green flip-flop with flower prints. :) i've always wanted a pair of havaianas sandals, but no colour caught my attention. now... hehs. the pink & white one is my biggest craving. =p"cheng huat" steamboat at marina south's advetisement just played on tv. the first and last time i went there was on national day in 2005. =x i'm so gonna drag my girlfriends & sisters' club there after our mid-years. =p WAHAHA. =pFOUR MORE CHAPTERS FOR ECONS, and i'm done with my FIRST round of revision for econs. :) WHEE~to my sher lovely girlfriend. :) JIA YOU DARLING! you can do it for your LCCI paper in FOUR days de! :) you've prepared yourself for this paper for so long le. sure can de! :) JIA YOU & KEEP GOING DARLING! *go go go- LOVES. <3jannah just message me, and she say she's trying to fight for ake's AGM to be on another date. because... not only i can't make it. yihong, ben & fathiah can't make it too. :( i hope the date can be changed... even if it can't be changed, it's alright. :) i've gotten my speech ready. an emo speech. =x
