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Monday, April 30, 2007Y

jas gf is working on the ake banner, and she ask me to write something about ake in 3 - 4 sentences, like what ake means to me and all. so i came up with this :

" MIAKE, a place filled with tons of love & happiness. MIAKE-IANs never fail to make me smile endlessly & give me their utmost support, care & concern. Throughout my entire journey with MIAKE, my passion for music grows and its a wonderful place where friendship grows, love blossoms and ties bind. Being able to be part of MIAKE is the best thing that has happened to me throughout my journey in MI. "

although short, but i manage to squeeze all my feelings, thoughts and whatever that i feel and have for ake into it. HAHA! =p if you really want me to write, i can write ESSAYS AND ESSAYS OF IT. haha. =p

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had a pretty uneasy day at school today. jas gf & edith would know why. well, i choose to ignore, and take it as though i've known nothing at all. :) thats the best thing i could do, at least for now. :) was "caught" talking to junlong luh. and i feel "stared". =x whatever.

junlong bought "YOU TIAO" for me, edith & himself this morning. OUR BREAKFAST! hehs. =p "you tiao" and porridge for breakfast. WOOHOO! the "you tiao" are nice luh. hot & crispy. ;) we each have got our own way of eating the "you tiao". =p me & edith were laughing & gossiping all the way can? HAHA! =p or rather, i'm more of the crazy one. *as usual - like what junlong says...* so that breakfast lasted for me till now, and in between, only ate one marble cake slice. HAHA! =p feeling hungry... =x

after the GREAT breakfast in the morning, i felt super lethargic during lesson time. i nearly doze off during econs & gp please. luckily never really sleep luh. if not, thats it man! =x so, i suspect junlong added sleeping pills onto the "you tiao". HAHA! =p


i lovelovelove breakfast with edith dearie & junlong this morning. WOOHA! ;)

ooo. ben says, HENDRA IS MINE! hahahahahahaha! =p

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Sunday, April 29, 2007Y

yayness! changed my blog's header photo. =p jas gf say that it's BIG, with a lot of ME! HAHA! =p spent quite some time editing the photos and getting the header photos together luh. this is the one with most of the year3s. :) i love my section a lot. ;)

this is the one i made, myself with most of the year2s. ;)

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fahmi dearie made me send him the two of them i made. =p he say, its for the memories we had fod syf. :) awww... i'm so gonna miss him & leong's PIU MOSSO! =p they love piu mosso, because... they don't have to play anything for that part! haha. =p

anyhow, was at tuankiak's blog. :) and he had this acronym in his entry -- PSYFS, which stands for POST SYF SYNDROME. me & jas gf are caught with this syndrome. =p another acronym is MIAAKE, which is MILLENNIA INSTITUTE ALUMNI ANGKLUNG & KULINTANG ENSEMBLE. haha. i think this is a super good one. count me in MIAAKE ok tuankiak? ;)

during tuition today, mrs low told us what does RAINBOW stands for. :) just like flowers, each type of flower have got its own meaning behind it. :) so does RAINBOW! :) RAINBOW = A PROMISE TO BE KEPT. :)
when this was told to the class today, the first thing i thought of, was the RAINBOWS that MIAKE-IANs need to play for our syf's "DANCE FANTASY". although it reminded me about my solo, but it also brought me to believe the meaning of rainbow more. when miss wee added rainbows into our piece, it's actually a promise for all MIAKE-IANs to keep, promising to do our best for our syf. :) all MIAKE-IANs kept their promise, and we all did well for our syf. :) meaningful indeed. :)

mama's going to collect the PHANTOM's ticket on monday. ;) YAY! i'm so happy and excited about it please. =p

oh yes, i saw JULIE SWEETS & FAD DARLING when i was at MacDONALDs' getting myself and my sisters dinner. :) gave them warm hugs, and i really miss them. :) they're just gorgeously sweet. :) LOVELOVELOVE GIRL-IES! ;)

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Friday, April 27, 2007Y

AK 129, MILLENNIA INSTITUTE's ANGKLUNG & KULINTANG ENSEMBLE --- GOLD! :) yes yes! we attain the GOLD award for yesterday's SYF 2007. :) thats the reward for ALL MIAKE-IANs hard work & effort. :) WELL DONE MIAKE! ;) i'm really proud to be part of the team, and be able to contribute a little to that award. :) my FIRST & LAST SYF, and i manage to contribute and obtain GOLD. :) was really happy. :)

this entry is going to be another LONG one. =p but no choice. it is going to be filled with endless details about what happened yesterday, and a little of today. ;)

yesterday morning, mama dropped me off at school as usual. since i woke up, it has been raining cats & dogs, monkeys & bananas. =x but my spirit wasn't at all dampen. :) i became really high the moment i head up towards HARMONIS. :) as i was walking towards HARMONIS, i see BEN & LEONG playing badminton outside the room. with hendra love eating his breakfast. ;) went into the room, and saw many people inside already. :) i was greeted with many "GOOD MORNINGs" & "HELLOs". :) MIAKE-IANs just got a way to start off my day great. :)

as more and more people start to stream their way in, more and more smiley faces i see. we had a run thru before we all head back to class for assembly. and i can say, we are more or less ready to head for the performance. :)

after assembly, me and yichuang couldnt join the rest at HARMONIS at 8.15am. but its ok, we joined back at 8.45am. :) as we walk back to HARMONIS, we saw miss wee there already. she's early! ;) when we return to HARMONIS, everyone was like asking the both of us, what happen to us and why we didnt go back to HARMONIS at 8.15am. haha. =p

then grace darling started to help people do their hair. she was looking for me, but i wasn't there, so she helped others did theirs first. :) yichuang did hers too! but the first attempt did by grace ain't successful, so grace did mine first. :) she did something like hers for me, but mine wasn't side ways. :)

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please ignore hendra. he's trying to steal my hair's limelight. WAHAHA! =p

after doing up my hair, while waiting for yichuang, i started giving out the little encouragement gifts i prepared for the year3s, my section. :) they are little boxes of chocolates with their name tags. :) hope they like it, although it aint a very big and expensive gift. :) my main purpose is to encourage them, and spur them on. :) jas & jannah too had little gifts for their section & ake respectively. :) when they receive the little gifts, they were all smiling, which made me smile too! :)

went to change into our costumes with jas gf, sher gf, yihong, cj & yichuang. :) we made quite some noise in the toilet. HAHA! =p there were a group of girls, year1s i guess, they wished us luck. :) thats so sweet of them please!

after changing is MAKE UP TIME! ;) went to do make up with yichuang & jas gf. sher gf & cj didnt came to look for us, because we forget to direct them to the toilet we're heading towards. =x *sorry girls!* anyway, as we "parade" ourselves and walk to the toilet, many people saw us, and we feel eyes "staring" at us. HAHA! =p i was brave enough to take the lead and walk in front. :) hees! finish dolling up ourselves, and we went back to HARMONIS. :) on our way in, we received our ear-rings from gracie darling. :) they are pretty pretty! ;)

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silver hearts with blue beads. ;)

before we left HARMONIS, and head ourselves towards SCH, we took a BIG GROUP PHOTO! ;) i have yet to receive any from anyone's cammy as yet, so can't upload it now. =x will grab from people soon, and upload asap. :) all the girls were pretty & beautiful, and the boys are handsome & dashing. :)

on our way to board the bus, we CAM-WHORED! ;) as usual, we can never live without cam-whoring. HAHA! =p on the bus, we were all chatty and bubbly. LEONG led us in our warm-up. :) soon, we saw the entrance towards SCH, and my heartbeat got faster and faster. my hands are turning cold, and i refuse to queue up with my ake mates to go into the hall. =x yes, i'm starting to feel nervous & scared. my mind starts to become blank.

people like yinwhee, jerine, meiling, yvonne, edith, jas & sher gf all gave me a lot of encouragement and support, and held my hand to bring me into the line. my heart just kept thumping, and it just got faster and faster. i was really scared. saw NJC's team as well, and i just got even more nervous. =x

while sitting down and waited for our turn, i wanted to go to the toilet. =x hendra love also want to go. HAHA! =p but i don't think we're allowed to step away. so got to just stay put. =x my hands were damn cold, and i didn't talk much. i was really nervous and scared. leong saw how nervous i was, and he offered me his hands, and held onto mine. he's trying to give me warmth, so that my hands won't be as cold as it is. his warmth was really passed on to me, and my hands were less cold. he held onto my other hand, and yes, both hands are given warmth! ;) *THANKS LEONG! :) *

we get to go to the toilet. being the group that have got so many ladies, the toilet was "jammed" by us. HAHA! took turns, and line up again. i was still scared. my hands turn cold again. =x when i return back to the line at the "foyer" of SCH, yihong start to distribute our mallets to us. i grabbed mine, and run thru the pieces with grace. i was very very nervous, and forgot a lot of my notes, especially my bird call & solo. =x i was really scared. i start to tear. leong, hendra, sher, jas, yichuang, meiling, jerine, yinwhee, muiwoon, yvonne, nilam, nani, shahidah, nora, jannah, grace, they were all telling me its going to be ok, and i will do fine. but i just got so scared that i don't know what to do. jerine sweetie even reminded me of the parts that i've got to take note, the parts where miss wee did "last min" editing, and my rainbow and stuff. :) thats really useful. :) thanks dearie! :)

while waiting, we had a news that SHOCKED us. honestly speaking, i was shocked and blurred when i hear that news. i don't know what i should do. percussion has always been part of the KULINTANG SECTION, and when i hear the news, i don't know, i just got even more scared and messed up. my mind is in a mess, and i really don't know what to do, except becoming really quiet. when i see tzekiat coming, and asking about the situation and stuff, i got even more scared and nervous. =x

miss wee gathered us before we are being led into the stage area. she told the entire MIAKE about what happened, and even plan properly for us the things that we should and have to do if the percussion stuffs don't get to us on time. =x we can only nod and agree, and take the suggestion as it. at the same time, we can only pray that the things arrive on time.

before we enter into the stage area, me & jas went down the line, to give our section hugs & last minute encouragement & confidence. when i start off from the front, nani say, "you like that, i'm so gonna cry." i told her, its ok, we will cry together. HAHA! =p we didn't of course! and we also tell them that everything is going to be ok, and we will be seeing really good things. :) as i went down the line, i gave my hugs to everyone. :) hendra love hugged me as well, and he really gave me the strong encouragement and confidence. :) *THANKS LOVE! :) *

manage to "catch" tzekiat before he went to help out with carrying the instruments to the backstage, and wish him good luck. he's the last person in my section i have yet to wish luck to, and encourage. :) i know he will do fine. :) i know AKE will do fine. :) i just know. when i shook his hand, he look at me, and ask me, "why your hand so cold?" i just look back and say, "i'm very scared, very nervous." haha! =p he laughed and say, "it's going to be ok. :) and good luck ok?" haha! =p TOLD YOU! MY HAND IS LIKE ICE! =p

mr tan said something in the morning during IRP period, which became my quote of the day, which i shared with my section, and others. :) "when you believe that your day will be good, whatever you see, they are all good." :) i told them, its going to be ok. the things will arrive on time, and we'll do well. :) just before we followed the SCH crew up the stairs into the back stage area, mr pow told us, the percussion stuffs will be arriving in FIVE MINUTES TIME! :) we were all relieved, and really, upon hearing that, my heart settled down, a lot. :)

BIG BIG THANK YOU TO MR RAM! :) he is our real SAVIOUR! :) and really, we really owe mr ram one. he did us such a great favour by sending us our stuffs. i'm really glad that he manage to help us, and even made it on time. :) so that our performance can be smooth and on-going. :) THANK YOU AGAIN MR RAM! :) :) :)

again, before we enter into the back stage, i went down the line, helped my section arrange their uniform, give them the last "good luck, we're the best. :) " and went back to my position. :) at that point, i was even more nervous, and more scared.

at the backstage, after being with our instruments, and pushing it to the place it should be before we head onto stage, we get to see the tv that's placed at the backstage, for the next group to watch the group before them's performance. before us, was NJC. i thought they were good. :) i watch and listen a little, and don't dare to watch on. i walk away, and walk around. james was a real darling. :) he came to hug me, told me that i can do it, and gave me a really strong boost before i go on stage. :) *THANKS JAMES! :) *


finally, its SHOW TIME! :) i was still as nervous and scared, the moment the crew says, "alright millennia, its YOUR SHOW TIME!" the door that opens up to the stage opens up. jannah, joleen, sally and yihong walked out first. then its my turn. as i push my vibraphone out onto the stage, i hear nilam & james behind me. as i push my vibraphone onto the stage, i keep telling myself, calm down and all's going to be ok. my hands were shivering as i push my vibes, arrange my mallets, and get myself ready. i can hear my own heartbeat, i can feel the entire MIAKE's heartbeat. we're all beating as one, i can feel the tension. =x i was really scared. my hands tremble as i look at the LARGE GROUP OF AUDIENCE sitting in front of me. i'm right in the middle. right in front of the podium. i'm just right in the middle...

miss wee walked out, and gave the audience a BIG BOW. :) the moment i see miss wee in front of me, i feel a little settled. soon, i see her lifting up her baton. i picked up my mallets, and smiled along. :) i hear the windchimes, and the birdcall played by tzekiat. :) i know we've started. and we're on our way. :)

"DI TANJONG KATONG" was a real soothing one. :) i didn't forget my bird call. :) me & gracie darling's final bars were good. :) we were together. :) no wrong notes from me, and i was still smiling and smiling. changing of sticks didn't cause my costume to block away the ringing of my vibes, i was relieved. :)

changed back to my hard sticks, and get ready for "DANCE FANTASY". was still smiling. this time, i spotted MR POW, MISS LIM, MSS TEH, YANI, HUDA, DIAN, AFIDAH & XIAOXUAN. :) i smiled.

miss wee's baton is up again. and the PBs rolled, nilam's solo began. :) its the second part. :( i keep telling myself, i got to do well for my solo. my one and only solo. no more after this. DO WELL...

my solo came. the first part of it was good. :) the rainbow can be heard, and i think it was ok. :) but, the second part of my solo was bad. it became bad from the time when my "G" quaver came in late. YES! MY "G" QUAVER WAS LATE BY ANOTHER HALF BEAT. it became semiquaver and back to quaver. it was SUPER OBVIOUS. i can hear it, the WHOLE AKE HEARS IT. even mr pow. :( i quickly get back to the momentum of quaver, and ended my solo alright. that lag was a disappointmet. :( from that lag on, i didn't smile anymore. i force myself to smile a little, but it's really a forced one. my heart sank right to the bottom. i don't know what to do, i don't know what to say. continued for the rest of "DANCE FANTASY". i still feel very very bad. :( i "dam" my last bar alright. the moment i dam, no more ringing. good ending, but i didn't look at miss wee. :( i felt even worst the moment i hear the applause from the audience, i look up, and i felt like crying. :(

everything is over very quickly. we shifted everything out and back to the backstage area. grace was crying. i felt like crying, but nothing seems to be willing to come out. :( i was utterly disappointed with myself. :(

consoled grace, but my heart was still aching. :( everyone heard my mistake, everyone knows. :( i'm really glad when i hear that they smiled their way through to cover up my mistake. i'm really thankful they smiled. :) but i am really very very disappointed with myself. i'm the kulintang SL. before i even enter into the backstage area, and onto the stage, i told my section, play your best, we can do it. yet, when on stage, everyone was so good, and i just got to spoil my solo. i screwed up my solo. i cannot take the thing that i screw up my own solo. :( i feel bad, i feel guilty, i really feel down...

after pushing the instruments out, we enter the hall again, and waited for our results. the seconday schools' results were released first. SIGLAP SEC got GOLD WITH HONOURS. *CONGRATULATIONS SIGLAP!* after all seconday schools' results were announced, its the JCs/CIs. NJC got a GOLD. and when the announcer announced ours, MILLENNIA INSTITUTE's ANGKLUNG & KULINTANG ENSEMBLE --- GOLD! we all clapped and cheered for ourselves. i cried. i really cried.

i cried not because we didn't manage to clinch the GOLD with HONOURS award. i cried because, it's over, we've did it, we didn't let ourselves down. but the main reason i cried is because, i let myself down a lot. i disappoint myself, i think i disappoint miss wee, and i disappoint the entire MIAKE. just because of a mistake that i can avoid, all i need to do, is to be more careful. but i still made such a bad mistake.

before i step out of HARMONIS on wed, miss wee reminded me, i can make mistakes for any single run throughs in school, but the next day, i should try to avoid any mistakes. i know, i heard it, i know i need to be real careful. before i step onto the stage, jerine reminded me, i need to be aware of all the changes and rainbows, i know, i heard it, i know i need to be aware. i really do. :(

i feel so bad, i let those who believe in me and have confidence in me down. i let those who have encouraged me and trust that i can do well and make it down. i feel really bad.

i tried to swallow everything down after crying in the concert hall. i tried to act normal, but i know, i just gave myself away. in order to keep normal, i went all over the place and took photos with everyone. i want to accomplish my aim, to take photos with ALL MIAKE-IANs. :) i think i did, but i think i left out one or two. i'm so sorry. to those whom i've left out, we will take TONS on I-DAY. to those whom i didn't left out, we STILL HAVE TO TAKE OK? :)

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shir & nani. i love seeing her smile wherever she goes. :)

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yinwhee & shir. she attempt to send msg-es with my phone to... =p

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yihong & shir. the STRONG quarter-mistress! ;)

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tuankiak & shir. he got BIGGER eyes & NEATER hair yesterday. ;)

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shir & yichuang. i "forced" her to make-up. HAHA! =p she's pretty right?

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shir & nilam. she's playing beside me, the bird-ie no. 2. ;)

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grace & shir. she's also one of the bird-ie. :) we two have got puffy eyes. =x thanks to the "natural water tap" we switched on ourselves. =p

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jannah & shir. the babat i love the most. :)

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jas & shir. my girlfriend. the best gf in town. ;)

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shir & sher. she's my girlfriend too! ;) another goody girlfriend in town. ;)

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shir & hendra. he is my loveliest sunshine. :) i really love him a lot. :)

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huda & shir. sayang came down to support. :) i'm really happy to see her after so long. :)

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dian & shir. she's the kulintang SL before me. :) i hearts her a lot. <3

the moment we reach school, i felt really emo. my tears are at the brim already. i still held back. after arranging all instruments, we are asked to change. i didn't even change, i just ran to the toilet, and cried. sher was with me. i didn't want her to worry. so i came out very quickly. the moment she hugged me, i know, i lose it. i haven't remove my make-up at that time. so i cannot cry a lot, it makes me look ugly. =x

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tzekiat & shir. i manage to take another nice photo without myself having red eyes after crying. BUT! he says that he DID smile, but i still think he didn't. HAHA! =p

back into HARMONIS, i saw junlong, i faced the white board area. he was just beside me, i cried endlessly. i know i can no longer take it. i just cry and cry and cry. no matter what junlong tried to console me and coax me with, there's no use. i just kept crying and crying. i really lose it. i really did. :(

it was until leong found out that i was crying, he came over, and put his hand over my shoulder. he held me throughout the time he talked to me. :) i really appreciated it. :) he kept asking me what happen, why i cry, i just shook my head, but cried on and on. =x then he said, "its ok, no matter what, it's over ok?now leong is with you, i'm close to you now, and i share with you my heartbeat. don't cry already. quickly, take tissue, faster take! and wipe away your tears, and blow your nose. faster!" haha. i smiled, i think he really made an effort to make me stop crying. =p as leong ask me to take tissue, junlong already took tissue and clean my tears for me. junlong say i cannot cry already, cos my make-up will smerge, and i won't look pretty anymore. haha! =p thanks guys. thanks leong, thanks junlong. thanks for making me feel better. :) at that very moment, i feel like hugging onto the both of you, and not let go. thanks junlong for all the console and companion. thanks leong, for the warmth, and that sharing of heartbeat. :) thank you so much. :)

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junlong & shir. he really went all out to stop me from crying. HAHA! =p

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leong & shir. he's really sweet and nice. :) i'm really glad to have known him. :)

after changing, we had a debrief. we were all happy with what we achieved. :) i really am happy. :) then we decide where to go for dinner at. :) as we were discussing, grace sweetie asked if i was ok. :) i really am darling, i just need some time. :) we decided on AL-AMEEN! i was super happy please. because i've never been there before. HAHA! =p but i was really starting to feel sicker. my cough is getting real bad. i can't eat sweets, drink cold stuffs or eat chocolate or chilli. =x but i still want to go AL-AMEEN! ;)

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shir & james. his hugs really made me better. :) and this photo is taken before i remove my make-up. HAHA! =p

al-ameen dinner was cool please! we talked, laughed and joked around. :) i controlled myself real well, and i didn't turn emo or shed a single tear at all. :) i even went home on my own! ;) there were A LOT of companions on 985. :) so i ain't scared. HAHA! =p

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my dinner, mee goreng seafood! ;) i took nearly 1 hour to finish it, and my food came first, i finished last, :) i was "angry" with kiat when he say the number i give leong won't open for 4D, and he say, my anger can heat up my food, cos he see i eat very long already, still haven't finish. =p everyone is laughing at me for eating very slowly luh! =p

after i reach home, i know i can no longer control. tears just flow, and i just kept asking myself why did i make such a mistake. till i finish uploading the photos, till i went to sleep, till this morning, i'm still in a disappointed mode. =x

reached school this morning, and saw hafirah. :) i got to know that she'll be announcing our achievement this morning. i felt my tears coming out, but mrs seah came to congratulate us. :)

reached the canteen, and edith & junlong came. the moment i saw them, i cried. i really let go and cry. they were trying so hard to stop me. but i just kept crying. went up to the hall for assembly, i heard jannah sayang's voice, she came over to hug me, and i cry all over again. then i saw sher, i hugged her and cry. i saw jasmine darling, i hugged her and cry. i saw joleen, i cry. i just kept crying lah. my tap got spoilt. =x

i made jas's mood went downstream as well. when i exit class from irp to go for pe, hendra love saw me, and asked me, why jas cry. i was shocked, and i saw her. i ran towards her, and ask her what happen. i saw her cry, i cannot take it, but cry along. we hugged and cry at the same time, with so many people walking past us and stare at us. =x we didnt care, but continue to hug, cry and say sorry to one another. =x jannah, yihong & sher came over to stop us from crying, and "chase" me to pe. =x i feel so bad for making her mood bad also. :( i'm just the emo me. =x

well, syf's over. it's over so quickly, that i wish it would have lasted longer. =x maybe, i wish for it to be all over again, so i could correct myself... argh! whatever. =x

no matter what, this goes out to all AKE-IANs. :) you guys did a really great job. :) you guys were really great. :) thank you to ALL OF YOU, who worked so hard, and this is our achievement. :) after the "battle" for so long, it's time for us to take a short break. no ake practice today for everyone. :) rest well ok? you guys really did a great job, and i'm really proud of ALL of you. :)

also to MISS WEE, thank you for ALL the guidance and help. :) MISS LIM, MR POW, MISS TEH, thank you for ALL your support. :) MR RAM, for being our saviour. :) and all those who gave us your support, CLARIS, PEARLYNN, HUIJUAN, LIZHEN, HUDA, DIAN, YANI, AFIDAH, XIAOXUAN, AH POK etc... :) thank you. :)

ALL THE WAY MIAKE, ALL THE WAY. :) you guys were really awesome. i'm so proud to say, you are the MIAKE-IANs. :)

enough of emo-ing. :) time to get back to the books and papers. :) mr tan announced something to the class today, that made myself really happy. :) i'm glad i made it up there, and i want to stay there. :) i promised huijuan i will study real hard, and i really will. :)

this post is super long, if you've read till here, i can only say, YOU'RE AWESOME TOO! :)

loves. <3

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007Y

i'm getting all emotional again. i didn't expect myself to cry. i didn't expect myself to shed a tear at all today in school. i thought, i can take it. whatever comes, i can take it. but i'm wrong. when i hear mr pow say those words, i cried. i know how much ake meant to me, how important they are to me, and how much my love has grown for ake. :) its within me, never fading, but getting stronger as days pass. i know, it's ake, the one and only MIAKE. :) they made a difference.

for the past 2.5 years, i've seen ake grow. boys to guys. girls to ladies. we've really grown, progressed & improved. not everytime, but, over the last few practices after our SCH rehersal, we really improved a lot, and we really really were a lot better. :) i'm very very proud of MIAKE. i'm really very very proud to be part of the team, and witness all the growths, improvements, and establishment of friendships and ties between MIAKE-IANs. :)

well, like what mr pow say, we're something to him, we're something to the whole MIAKE, we're something to the school. but to me, MIAKE is a lot to me, a very very big part of me. :) how i wish, i can just stay in ake for as long as i can, and never leave. never at all. =x

alright! enough of being emo, and bring up all the unbearables. =x today's practice was alright. :) we're near there. tomorrow, we'll just go and give our very best. :) we can do it. whatever we're going to get tomorrow, we will leave to what the judges want to give us. we'll just go there, enjoy the atmosphere, the mood, and get the experience. :) AKE GO GO GO! :) tomorrow will be a really eventful day ok? :) LETS ENJOY IT! ;)

cam-whore a lot today. =p here are some of the photos! ;) i shall let the photos do the talking. :) they mean more than anything else. :)













hafirah, jasmine & shirley.


shirley's personal audio record! =p *like real*

jasmine is a BUNNY! ;)

when i show gracie darling this, she just went: "WAH! LIKE REAL ONE!" =p

















when the birds get together... :) *two more birdies MIA! fly back nilam! fly back kiat!* WAHAHA! =p

















my GF! :)














so is she mine. ;) *WHERE's CLARIS TAN?*













the brightest sunshine in my life. :) I LOVE HIM! <3














i'm glad i got to know him. :) he's one of the COOLEST friend who can really crap with me! ;) lovelove tuankiak! ;)
he is stupid snake. :) a really good friend of mine. :) LOVES TOO! <3
tomorrow will be another CAM-WHORING/CAM-WARING day! ;) my aim for tomorrow is... TO TAKE PHOTOS WITH EVERY SINGLE MIAKE-IAN! ;) right yinwhee? ;)
yay! gracie darling is my hair-styler tomorrow! ;) LOVELOVE! <3
to ALL MIAKE-IANs. :)
tomorrow is a really LONG & EVENTFUL DAY. :) after practising for SO LONG, after having improved SO MUCH, its time for us to SHOW OFF & FLAUNT WHAT WE HAVE TO PRESENT. :) i believe we can do it. :) because we're the MIAKE-IANs. :) whatever is the outcome tomorrow, always believe, we're already very very good. :) hold that belief, and we will go on stage with our ALL TIME MIAKE-IAN SMILE, ALL TIME MIAKE-IAN BOUNCING & SWAYING, and we will just go there and enjoy. :) LOVELOVE MIAKE-IANs! :)
have an early night, and rest well ok? :) we'll meet tomorrow morning, and we will just go for it. :)
ALL THE WAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!! ;)
thank you(s) to ALL who wished us! :)

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007Y

four weeks ago, MIAKE was at SCH having their ONCE & ONLY chance of rehersal. we were all saying, "there are FOUR MORE WEEKS for us to make a difference." :) and we really practice, and make sure all mistakes and weaknesses are brushed up. :) today, 24/04/2007, which is FOUR WEEKS after our rehersal, we can only say, "TWO MORE DAYS TO GO!" we're all starting to count down, and indeed, as we count, the more nervous we get. yet at the same time, we're all excited about its arrival. i believe we can do it. because, we will give in our very best on that day. :)

ALL THE WAY MIAKE! :) CHEERIOS! ;)

during gp today, mr tan let us watch this video, which has a speech with it. i think its very meaningful & motivational. :) some lines picked up from the speech:

enjoy the power & beauty of your youth. you might not understand them until they have faded. but, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself & recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you & how fabulous you really looked.

don't be reckless with other people's hearts, don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.

don't waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. the race is long, and in the end, it's only with yourself.

remember compliments you receive, forget the insults.

whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself, either. your choices are half chance, so are everybody else's.

enjoy your body, use it every way you can. don't be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, it's the greatest instrument you'll ever own.

get to know your parents, you never know when they'll be gone for good.

be nice to your siblings, they are your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.

don't expect anyone else to support you. maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you'll get a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one might run out.

be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who supply it. advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth

understand that friends come and go, but for the precious few, you should hold on. work hard to bridge the gaps in geography in lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young.

out of the so many, i love the last one on "friends". :) which i totally agree with. :) that's why, i really treasure my sayangs & all MIAKE-IANs. :) you know who you are. :) :) :) :)

anyhow. i caught a flu due to walking in the rain on fri. =p and i'm having a pretty bad cough. =x so, this morning, i was busy stopping my nose tap, and hendra love came. he saw the tissues on my table, and he shook his head and finger at me. =x then i saw hafirah while going to the toilet, i said, "hafirah!i'm sick! :( " she was like "HUH?!HOW COME?TAKE CARE OK?PLEASE GET WELL SOON!" when i saw jas gf, she went "HUH?!REALLY TAKE EFFECT AH?MUST TAKE CARE OK?YOU VERY IMPT DE!" then i saw junlong, as usual, he FORCE ME TO GO HOME, AND WANT TO CALL MY MAMA! =x after school, i saw hafirah again. :) she's super sweet please! and she ask if i was better, and ask me to take a lot of care. :) i feel bad for being sick. =x RAHS! =x

my heart thumps, as i hear "lord of the dance". =p

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Monday, April 23, 2007Y

everywhere i go today, as long as there are MIAKE-IANs "lurking" around, i will see the "THREE" finger sign. telling me that... ITS THREE MORE DAYS TO AKE's BIG BIG DAY! =x especially LEONG. he got to just come so close, and put that THREE FINGERS of his right IN FRONT OF MY FACE! haha. =p okok. i got the message. and tomorrow, it will be TWO, then ONE, then ZERO! ;) i'm turning nutty. =p

i don't know to be happy that everyone is so enthu and excited about it, or should i be nervous about that day itself. =p a mixture of feelings i would say. i'm superbly nervous + excited + worried + scared all at the same time. HAHA! for the whole of today, i can feel my heart thumping like madness luh! and its really thumping as though the next minute i'm going on stage for SYF already. =p "GAN JIONG SPIDEY" at work AGAIN! =p

this morning, we had morning practice. :) the turn-out was great and i'm really glad to see the spur in MIAKE-IANs. :) although not all turn up due to the EARTH WEEK'S PROJECT RUNWAY, but at least, i see a lot of faces entering HARMONIS. :) which is a very warmly sight luh. :) and i'm really happy to see them coming to practice. :) manage to have a MINI combine. with representatives for every single part. :) the 3 angklung parts, the melodies, the pbs, the bass... what we lack is... PERCUSSION & DRUM SET! the player, MR ENG TZE KIAT, came in to see see look look, and then "disappear"! haha. =p

still... we've got THREE MORE DAYS! hopefully, for the next three days, ALL MIAKE-IANs rest well, and take real good care of themselves. :) more care and extra care than usual. :)

LOVELOVE MIAKE-IANs! <3

school was fine today. :) it's true that you don't know what/who you've got with you without having to go through some incidents. :) i love the hugs, i love the words, i love those who stayed with me. :)

my life's beautiful... more beautiful than usual, because... there's them. :)

YINWHEE IS MISCHIEVOUS! =p but i still love you ok? ;)

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Sunday, April 22, 2007Y

friday marks the end of night practice. :( from then till i dont know when, there won't be anymore night practices. :( i'm sure gonna miss them. late nights on friday spent in school with MIAKE-IANs are really great nights. tiring, but fun-filled. :)

some pictures taken on friday! :)















6 MORE DAYS, 1 MORE PRACTICE. *ignore the grammar mistake please!*














sher, yinwhee & shir. :)











yinwhee & shir. we're in our SYF costume! NICE NICE! ;)



two prospective house-husbands : JAMES & YONGSHENG! ;)

MORE PHOTOS @ : last ake prac :( [20042007]

how i wish everything remains. then i won't have to worry that i'll forget any single detail, and keep everything within my heart, my mind, my memory...


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Saturday, April 21, 2007Y

nothing beats having great and lovable friends staying by you no matter what happens. :) i'm really glad and thankful for having them with me, namely, ALL MIAKE-IANs, SHARINEE, NURUL, HIDAYAH E., SYAZA, FADLINAH, JULIE, and blah blah.. :) it's really nice when they gave me those comforting words, always ready to be my listening ear, always there to lend me their shoulders, and always ready to give me the warmest hug that i ever need. :) over the past two days, i haven't been really having a good mood. they were the ones who will flash me the "everything will be ok" smile, giving me endless assurance that i'm never alone. :)

thank you so much people. you guys got to know this, nothing beats having you guys with me throughout. really. i'm really really very grateful and thankful for having you guys sent to me. :) i really really love you guys a lot a lot. :)

like i say, the past two days were pretty bad days i have to pass by. but i manage to strive through them, because of the people i mention above. :) they are the greatest people i've ever met in MI. :) i really am a fortunate girl. :)

yesterday's morning may not start off well, but the hugs and LOVE POWER that sher & jas gf gave me at the stadium (which brought me to tears) were so powerful that i feel what they want to pass to me. :) after a while, i was ok. :) the remaining school time was alright. :) and i enjoyed myself with yichuang, sharinee, nurul and cj at break. :)

during lunch break before ake start, i know i can no longer take it. i broke down. many saw, and i'm so very sorry to make you guys worry for me. i'm fine already. :) thank you to: NURUL, SHER, YICHUANG, EDITH, CJ, SHAHIDAH, NORA, JANNAH, GRACE & YINWHEE. :) thanks for being with me, thanks for listening to me, thanks for asking constantly if i'm ok. :) thanks for telling me that no matter what, you girls will be there for me to confide in, and will help me to "beat" those who bully me (jannah babat!), and telling me constantly that you girls are just 8 numbers away. :) thanks for the warm and comforting smiles and pats. :) they are just so warm that i cant bear to continue emo-ing further and spoil the rest of your day. :)

after crying out, i feel soooo much better. :) hugged my nurul darling goodbye, and off i go for lunch with SISTERS' CLUB. :) i started to cheer up a lot during lunch. i started to laugh, and yes, i start to forget how i start my day off. :) thanks to the SISTERS' CLUB, who start to make me HIGH. ;)

after lunch, was at HARMONIS, "supervising" the year2s clean up the room. i'm not actually supervising luh! i'm fooling around. HAHA! busy cam-whoring, and thanks to EDITH, SHER & YINWHEE, i really cam-whore my way through. :) then was "chased" out of the room because they need to mop the floor. HAHA! and marilyn, asrida & wani start to create their BUBBLE WORLD! :) they blew a lot a lot of bubbles. cam-whored AGAIN! ;) after they finish mopping, i ran into the storeroom. and i saw the piano sitting in its own corner. whenever i'm down, i need to play the piano, and i will feel better. so... i sat down, and played "PACHEBEL's". play play play. after the song ended, it brought away all my emo-ness. and yes! i'm better. :) cam-whored after that AGAIN. ;)

ms wee came, and we watched the video that was taken on the rehersal day at SCH. HAHA! =p me, gracie darling & jannah babat got a lot of funny faces and funny actions on stage please! best of all, they were all captured. =p we laughed and watch at the same time. when everyone were settled in the room, ms wee & ms lim say that we got to pause our watching, and have our rehersal in the center stage. so off we go! shifted all our instruments into centre stage, and we rehersed. :)

some time between our rehersal, mr tan & mrs seah with two guests came into the stage area. MIAKE-IANs were all on the stage, and we all gasped! haha! =p but we still got to play on. HAHA! =p practise practise, very quickly, its already 5.30pm. our dinner break time! ;) shifted everything back into HARMONIS, and off we go for dinner outside. :) after dinner, while walking back to school, IT RAINED! =x i didnt bring umbrella *as usual*, so got to share with CJ at first, then with jas gf in the end. :) me & jas wanted to walk in the rain, but sera darling refuse to let us walk. =x she scared we fall sick. HAHA! =p she's like our mama when she refuse to let us walk luh! =p but we are two defiant kids. we insisted on walking, and we really walk. ;) met yinwhee & her group of people, and we all arrange to walk in the rain after our syf. ;) YIPEE! ;)

clean and dry ourselves up, and we were back in HARMONIS, continue to watch the rehersal video. :) we were all HIGH & LAUGHING luh! and we really were noisy. HAHA! =p the video was great! especially when we laugh at one another's facial expression and actions. HAHA! =p

after the video, had our full dress rehersal in the hall. :) was very very nervous. HAHA! and for the first run through, for "DI TANJONG KATONG", i didnt change sticks when i'm supposed to. i only remembered that i need to change sticks when i saw gracie darling change. HAHA! =p thats very BLURRRRR. =p second and third run through was alright. :) and back we are in HARMONIS after that. ;)

changed and get ready for the FINAL run through for the night. :) i really think that we're good and getting along really well. :) we're really good. :)

after run through is the usual debrief and announcement time. :) ben announced regarding the year2s having to fill in their position form. at that moment, i really feel like crying all over again. i was brought back to the time when we were all back in toh tuck's MR, and we had our farewell and AGM. :( on that day, i manage to control myself and not cry, until AUNTIE BOREDOM came to hug me. me & sera cried. :( we just can't bear to see them leave. :( we just don't want them to leave. :( now, i'm back to the same situation. a day when i have to step down, and the year2s have to step up. i know i should be happy for them. but i really can't bear to leave them, i can't bear to leave ake... :(

ake has always been my greatest pillar of support over the past two and a half years. asking me to leave ake, is really a tough thing to do. over the past two and a half years, from an angklung player, i became a kulintang player. from an angklung player, i took over HUISHAN's place, and i became a vibraphone player. it hasn't been easy for me to play the vibes, especially when i'm super easily nervous and "gan jiong". but ms wee continued to let me play on it, and i became the kulintang section leader. :) from then on, i really got no idea how in a way i've helped the section. but i really believe that my section is really a great one, and they are really great people to have. :) jas gf, my counterpart's section leader. :) we're really happy to have the angklungs & kulintangs being such great sections. :) i'm happy with my post, and whoever will take over my position, i'm sure they will do an even better job. :)

ake, not only my pillar of support, but also a place where i find endless happiness, with people who gave me endless reasons to smile. :) no matter how down or unhappy or moody i am, there will definitely be someone who will come and make sure i smile back. :) seldom a day i will leave the MR/HARMONIS with a frown. no matter how late night practices are, i always leave ake with a BIG WIDE SMILE, and ALL HIGH. :)

thats the power of ake. thats what ake means to me, thats how ake make my life a fuller one, a better one, a more colourful one. :) every single member played a part in my journey in ake. :) we might not be super close, but we still talk, joke, play, make fun and really enjoy together. :) being in ake for the two and a half years have really been the greatest part of my life. :) and having to know every single member in ake from the day i step in till today, till forever, they are the best people i would have ever met and wanted in my entire life. :)

i hope, even after we leave, we will still be in contact, still be as fun and loving, still be as crazy and nutty, still be so filled with the ake spirit. :) ONCE A MIAKE-IAN, ALWAYS A MIAKE-IAN. :) i've never ever regret being part of ake. and i've never ever regret making every single member part of my life, and allowing them to leave their foot marks on my life's journey. :)

endless words can describe my love and passion for ake. nothing can overtake them, nothing can surpass them. they are my love, my life, my everything. for ake, i will. for the members in ake, every single one of them, i will. for the whole of MIAKE, I WILL! :)


ALL THE WAY MIAKE. WE'RE ALMOST THERE. 5 more days! WE'RE GONNA DO IT, MAKE IT, and return to school with big smiles. :) because, we always believe, no matter what happens on that day itself, we have one another. no matter what happens on that day, we're forever the one and only MIAKE, the best MIAKE with the MOST LOVABLE, FUN-LOVING & CHEERIO MIAKE-IANs. :) so... HANG IN THERE MIAKE!

we're on our way. ;)

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Thursday, April 19, 2007Y

my morning started off bad. and i nearly broke down in school. i really don't know what to do or say. i really don't know. my heart just sank when i hear those words. i sank even further when i face those attitudes. i cannot help it, but i got to feel worst than before. i just think that i don't deserve it. i expect more understanding, but i don't seem to have it. so, forget it. just leave me alone, please.

as i walk around school today, ake-ians saw me. i'm very sorry if i didn't reply to any of your waves, hellos or questions. i just don't feel good at all in school today. but thank yous to yichuang & nurul for staying by me. :) thank you jas gf for that warm hug. :) i'm feeling better now. :) thanks for all those who asked. :) i'm fine. :)

ake tomorrow! :) my happy happy day of the week. :) so, don't try to spoil my mood and make me feel down. i want to enjoy my every single practice i have with ake. i want to enjoy my every moment with my MIAKE-ians. :) they really mean a lot to me. they really do. :)

today, i'm even clearer about one thing. never judge a book by its cover. you'll never know. the person whom you think you dislike the most, they might become your best companion or even your good friend. :) i think i've met a second diane. ;)

it's through the ups & downs, then you will know, who are those who are the real friends who will stay with you, throughout. :)

COUNTING DOWN : 7 DAYS TO AKE's SYF 2007!
go ake go! :)

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Wednesday, April 18, 2007Y

i had a great laugh with sher gf today. :) and i really mean a GREAT ONE! ;) this is the time when i had the most laugh throughout these few weeks. ;) and the two of us just cant stop laughing the moment we step into HARMONIS luh! and all the way even at the canteen during lunch. hehs! =p the JOKES of the day! WOOHA! =p

"DON'T USE YOUR THROAT! USE YOUR DIAPHRAGM!"

wahaha! here i go sher! =p

practice was GREAT! ;) we're getting there MIAKE-ians! all the way! :) and BIG BIG THANK YOU TO MISS TEH! for the encouraging words & belief. :) YAY! ;) i'm happy with the good news miss lim brought us today. :) yipee!

i'm a happy girl today. and i'm recovering from the horrible gastric. but i still think i'm a sickly kid. =x *RAHS!*

ooo! my house have got wireless connection already! WOOTIES! ;) and daddy's lappy is officially able to surf the net, get logged on. WOOHOOS! ;) lovelove my connection!

i will be a happy girl EVERY SINGLE DAY. as long as, there's you. :)

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007Y

got to give pe lesson a miss. and also my napfa. =x terrible gastric pain came to visit me. i was in super great pain during maths lesson. so pain that i could hardly pay attention. honestly, nothing of today's maths lesson got into my coconut. =x quite some catching up to do! *RAHS!*

thank you to those who asked after me. :) and i've learnt another new thing today. :) never judge others during normal times. you may dislike that person for some particular reasons during normal periods, but you will never know that they are actually the ones who will extend their helping hands, caring words and concern. :) they are the ones to provide you with the warmth you need. :) thank you again to all who asked. :) LOVELOVE! <3

CONGRATULATIONS SHER GF! :) you cleared your 2.4! ;) jia you jia you for 5 stations on friday! :) *KUDOS TO MY DARLING! ;) *

oh. talking about napfa. i'm suppose to do it on friday i think. GREAT! i will be all stinky when i go for ake if i dont get to shower. =x *eeeeeewwwwww......*

COUNTING DOWN TO AKE's SYF 2007 : 9 DAYS!
*the counter keeps falling, my heart keeps beating... *

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Monday, April 16, 2007Y

i thought as we know one another longer, we would better be able to understand one another better, and be more sensititve towards how one another feel at different point of time. maybe its because of the difference in the way we think and do things. maybe its because of the difference in our interests and mentality towards things. maybe... we're just different.

now, i know who sticks by, who stays by, who help me through the darkest days and toughest times, and who are those who really care and bother. :) even though amongst these people there may be times when we argue or are at loggerheads, or even have disagreements, at least i never regret for being myself when i'm in front of others. :)

from now on, maybe we should just remain as it is, and move on with our own lives. at least, be ourselves, and mingle around like how we want to. it would be better. :)

dead poets' society during htp today. :) a little short segment, but i remember the flow of it. :) I LOVE THAT SHOW. :) till today, it is still 4.5 LOVES! <3

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Sunday, April 15, 2007Y

"We, the members of the national police cadet corp, will always bear true faith
and allegiance to the President and our Republic of Singapore. We will always be
loyal and true to our country, our people and the government. We will always be
prepared to serve our country and community. We will always preserve the
peace and uphold the law."

does the above pledge rings a bell in anyone's head? :) yeah yeah. it's the NPCC PLEDGE. :) can still remember those three and a half years that i have to recite that on every saturday whenever we have master parade before training start. there's once when i was the parade commander for consecutive two weeks. both weeks were a big flop flop. =x i guess the most hilarious and stupid one must be the first one. =x

i was the parade commander. i already gave the cue for all to get ready for the national anthem. everything was alright until when i need to give the cue for both the national pledge and the npcc pledge. FOR HEAVEN's SAKE! i was super nervous. so nervous until i forget my own national pledge. =x yuewei who's the squad leader of the squad right in front have to help me with the two pledges. =x he mouthed the words, and i follow after him, with the entire unit following after me. =x that's how nervous i was. HAHA! =p after that, my two CIs have to come forward and ask me, "why so nervous?" haha! the best thing is... the CIs are not really satisfied with our performance for the parade. SO, THEY ASK ME TO DO IT AGAIN! and if i never remember wrongly, i have to do the pledge THRICE! =x and i can't remember them for three times. WAHAHA! =p i think i'm a "DUMBO!" =p

till today, i'm still that can't-help-but-be-nervous dude. =x i can get superbly nervous over little things, like napfa? i'm still that "gan-jiong spider" as rodrick used to say that i was. i guess i haven't change much? haha! i wonder if it's a blessing or is it an unfortunate thing. =p

oh yes! guess who i saw yesterday at dinner time. :) SHERMAINE! :) shermaine who? hehs! the shermaine whom i used to have organ lessons with at yamaha back when we were like 4/5 years old till about near to 7? yup! its shermaine and i can never be wrong. :) she didn't change luh! and she's already waiting to get into the uni. ;) she was telling me, "can remember those days when we were with mrs lee at the JMC class, we got to sing and play together. and we even have to change mummys! =p " ya. we got to do a "swop" of mummy every time we start lesson, and we have to do a shampoo thingy. HAHA! =p at that time, me, shermaine and cheryl were three little good girlies, having organ lesson together. :) nice to see shermaine again! especially when i'm already seeing cheryl EVERY DAY IN SCHOOL! haha. =p shall tell cheryl tomorrow. WHEETS! ;)

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Y

小情歌

这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着人们心肠的曲折
我想我很快乐
当有你的温热
脚边的空气转了

这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着我们心头的白鸽
我想我很适合
当一个歌颂者
青春
在风中飘着

你知道
就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了
看见你背影来到
写下我
度秒如年难捱的离骚

就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了
最后谁也都苍老
写下我
时间和琴声交错的城堡

这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着我们心头的白鸽
我想我很适合
当一个歌颂者
青春
在风中飘着


你知道
就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了
看见你背影来到
写下我
度秒如年难捱的离骚

就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了
最后谁也都苍老
写下我
时间和琴声交错的城堡



知道
就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了
看见你背影来到
写下我
度秒如年难捱的离骚

就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑

最后谁也都苍老
写下我
时间和琴声交错

的城堡

-END-

:)

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GP BLOG
love passport
MI LINK
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nike women
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cheekbutts
maple syrup
rainbow spree


pengsiong brother! <3
sheena <3
shernise <3


charlane
xiao meng


hui jia
hui wen
hui ying
hui ying [LJ]
yan yi


edith SWEETIE
shi hui


AKE <3
afidah
asrida
claris GIRLFRIEND
dian SAYANG
gracie BIRD-Y NO.1
hendra SUNSHINE LOVE
james
jas
joleen
leong (:
minhui
mui woon
nani
nilam BIRD-Y NO.2
nora
shahidah
sherlynn GF
xiao xuan
yani LUNCHEON
yin whee
yuslinda


DKSYJ
diane AH SHIN SAO
jie yan 4 JIE
karen RENFU SAO
yun zhen LORD OF LAUGHTER


phil
seri
shu ting
yanni


charmaine
cresencia
enos
fadlinah
farhana
fatah
hidayah A.
hidayah W.
ignatious (:
julie SWEETHEART
lynette
nadia
nancy DEAR
seng kiat
syaza PURPLE
victoria
wendy
yi ting


weiwei


brandon
clarence
patrick
shannon DARLING
shi min
wani CHAIR
wei kang

[memories alive]; Y

punggol oso '03


pae '05
ake tee '05
ake bbq '05
ake syf presentation night '05
RHD '05
ake LPS [1] '05
mid autumn festival '05
class & ake '05
snow city '05
last day of sch '05
outing with DKSYJ '05
ake LPS [2] '05
chalet '05
genting [dec] '05
xmas with besties '05
god mummys bday '05
ake m'sia trip '05
cycling
neoprints 2005


neoprints 2006
outs with diane [210106]
cny eve '06
cny 1st day '06
cny 2nd day '06
yangs bday '06
cny day 14 '06
pre karens bday & bai yun gang '06
fun day '06 [sentosa]
fun day '06 [ttc]
pre birthday celebration
after gyming [16032006]
birthday gifts '06
birthday celebration with DKSYJ '06
ake orientation '06
class tee '06
dianes bday celebration '06
institute day rehersal '06
sports day '06
ms wees birthday '06
mothers' day '06
yz bday celebration '06
institute day '06
ake conference performance '06
ake [bartley] dine out '06
ake farewell '06
first ake prac without year 3s '06
hokkaido delight : DAY ONE
hokkaido delight : DAY TWO
hokkaido delight : DAY THREE
hokkaido delight : DAY FOUR
hokkaido delight : DAY FIVE
hokkaido delight : DAY SIX
hokkaido delight : DAY SEVEN
ake bbq '06
ake IMM performance '06
ake cycling '06
dining out
maths class
mr lows last day in school
ake session with PANDAN PRI SCH
ake session with PANDAN PRI SCH [2]
national day celebration '06
piano exam '06
cip @ sentosa '06
teachers day '06
forbidden city with ake '06
lunch out with shernise
wedding dinner
class & ake '06
last day of school '06
chalet '06
class bbq '06
out with diane '06
ake performance @ esplanade [DAY ONE] '06
ake performance @ esplanade [DAY TWO] '06
ake bonding @ sentosa '06
ake gamelan workshop
'tang yuan' making '06
mrs heng's daughter's wedding
bbq @ home
x'mas '06
new school canteen!
ake performs @ MI MOVES!


new year '07
guzheng concert '07
ake performs @ PAE parents meet
yang's bday '07
cny eve '07
cny day one '07
cny day two '07
cny day three '07
cny day five '07
cny day seven '07
junlong's bday '07
shannon's bday '07
ake camp '07
nurul's bday '07
ake syf rehersal @ SCH
pre-bday @ ake '07
bday celebration '07
bday gifts '07
bday celebration @ home '07
lunch with mrs heng [01042007]
dinner with family [01042007]
cip '07
last ake night prac [20042007]
last ake prac before syf '07
ake syf '07
mothers' day with mrs heng '07
phantom of the opera musical '07
institute day '07
year3s lunch-dinner after i-day '07
sports day '07
class tee '07
dine out [19052007]
syf costume '07
PU3 retreat @ Raffles Marina '07
macau holiday trip '07
daddys' day dinner '07
daddys' day dinner '07 [2]
*BOO- EXAMS [mye] '07
daddys bday dinner '07
ediths bday dinner '07
crumpler adventure '07
western dinner [04082007]
bowling SEP [07082007]
dinner [10082007]
ake performance @ esplanade library '07
mummys bday '07
teachers' day '07
grandma's 80th bday '07
singapore flyer
DKSYJ outing [23092007]
hidayah E's bday '07
graduation tea '07
class photo '07
syf photo '07
ake photo '07
ake rehersal @ SP '07
ake performance @ SP '07
ake bbq '07
DKSYJ @ x'mas '07


farewell dinner for NS-to-be boys
daddy & mummy 22nd wedding anniversary
shopping with diane & karen [26012008]
CNY day 1 '08
CNY day 2 '08
karen's bday '08
b'day celebration [1] '08
b'day celebration [2] '08
b'day celebration [3] '08
b'day gifts '08
ake concert - IN HARMONY '08
diane & yunzhen's bday '08
KEMING - last day of term 2 '08
grace's farewell & pre-21st party '08

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