; AN UN-OPENED HEART ;

Tuesday, January 31, 2006Y

31/01/2006. *the island*

yesterday was DAMN FUN!
hahas. x))
loads of ppl flooded my hse.
and i simply love it. =))
hmmms.
my friends and buddies
seems to came in shifts yest.
the first shift consists of:
DIANE & YZ! x))
they wore the same shirt as
my sister. =)
second shift:
FARID & HUDA.
yays!
they came!
so sweet ayes? ;)
third shift:
WEND.CAIS.YANG & T-WEI. x))
my dearest hearty buddies. =))
LOVELOVE.
fourth shiftl:
NANCY.YONG HAO.FRIEND.
CHARMAINE. =))
my long-time-no-see sweet
harts friends. =)
fifth shift:
BEN.ANGIE.WEIKANG.PAT.
SHENGKAI.PENGSIONG. x))
THEY ARE MY LOVES. x))
and they stayed till 11.30.
awwwwww.
so nice. =)
and we GAMBLED.
wahahas.
lost $4 yest. =p
cos we played small.
and shengkai was the overall
winner i suppose. =p
my place was cleared by 11.30
yest.
which is so early.
we never clear so early before.
wahahahas.
PHOTOS?
they are uploaded under my
PHOTO BLOG. =)
today lehs?
went visiting of course. =)
went over to auntie mingzhu's
hse first. =)
and we caught the movie "the
island".
didnt get to catch it the other
time when its on the cinema.
its a great show i must say.
the male and female leads
are a great WOOHOO. =p
the entire story is like so
nice lahs.
about cloning ppl and all.
quite disgusting to see at
first.
but the entire thing is so
on - going.
GREAT MOVIE!
at about 5.30.
headed over to auntie yue'ers
place.
the usual.
STEAMBOAT. =))
and nice nice auntie yue'er
knows that i LOVE crabsticks.
gave me TWO plates of it. =)
*THANK YOU!*
left the place at about 8.
have to come back.
cos sister got paper tml.
and we also got sch.
YEAHS.
visiting again on friday.
after ake practice. =)
will be showering over at uncle
tan's place.
hehehes.
the smelly stinky me.
over to uncle tan's place.
WAHAHAS!

*[you look gorgeous. *smiles*]*

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9:08 PM

Sunday, January 29, 2006Y

29/01/2006. *first day*

todays fun!
hahas. x))
of cos.
collected ang baos ahs. =))
i always think that im so
fortunate lahs. =))
woohoos!
tmls the day when my place
is like CROWDED!
lols. =p
cant wait for tml to come
lahs! x))
yays!
hahas! x))

*[crowds.i love.]*

7:11 PM

29/01/2006. *happy new year! x) *

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! x)
*hugs*kisses*loves*
hahas. x)
the count down aint filled with
alot of mood though.
hahas! x)
but like yang say.
when tml comes.
automatically.
theres this new year feeling.
hahas! x))
recording wan yu for sherlynn
now.
hehes. =p
yays!
ive got my fingers manicure-ed.
toes pedicure-ed.
hahas! x)

*french-ed*

*french in the dark*

*pedicure-ed*

*pink toes*

hehes.
nice pictures aights?
lols. =p
but the manicure aint that
superb ahs.
cos some parts not really
nicely done.
but overall.
still good. =))
the toes are supeb. =)
love the colour.
hehes.
my three buddies were like
saying.
im sure to put pink.
wahahas!
and...
they actually all painted red
lahs!
three of them different
shades of red.
hehes. =p
but i love pink more.
hmmms hmmms.
still haven complete sch
work as yet.
mgt is okes.
i can complete pretty
quickly.
is srp thats the chore.
GOD!
THE WHOLE WORKSHEET
LAHS CAN?
so much.
and so little time.
esp when its like cny?
visiting period?
where got time sias! =/
ehhs.
cannot talk abt unhappy
stuffs. =)
must be HAPPY!
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!
x))

*[yays!its the day! x) ]*

12:23 AM

Friday, January 27, 2006Y

28/01/2006. *rondo romantica*

the song is now blasting in
my ears.
my darling maha bodhi schools
concert band played it.
DAMN NICE IS ALL I CAN SAY.
they even play spirited away.
one moment in time.
GOD!
i love the songs.
no doubts.
these songs remind me of the
best times i can ever have in
ake.
and the pracs.
the people.
rondo romantica really does
reminds me of hilmi.
our flutist. =)
he did so well. =)
*PRAISES*
the song will always be with
me.
no matter wherever i go.
its will stick to me like nobodys
biz.
im going to share this song
to everybody. =)
wanna hear the mbs band
play rondo romantica?
get it from me. =))
three mins after twelve midnight.
its already cny eve.
HAPPY EARLY NEW YEAR TO
ONE AND ALL.
LOVES-

*[can i have the score? =p ]*

11:56 PM

27/01/2006. *lion dance*

wows.
had lion dance over at MI(B)
today.
hehes.
and me and yang ahs.
suppose to help casey set up
his stall.
in the end.
the two of us admiring the
lion dance performance.
wahahas.
and yang even recorded part
of it for about 7+ minutes.
hahas! x))
and when helping casey outs.
yang learnt how to make earrings.
wend learnt how to make
necklaces.
and me?
i learnt chinese knots.
woots!
hahas! x))
overall was okes lahs.
and after sch.
talked to mrs heng for awhile.
wanted to wait for sk and ps to
come over to school.
cos sk want to see the sch.
but in the end.
i made them walk to the back
bus-stop to meet me.
wahahas. x))
and i wave to them.
they dont want to wave back.
and wend say.
im waving again.
and again.
no ppl want to react to me.
so i look like an idiot again.
ALL THANKS TO THAT MR TEO!
say i wave like an idiot. =/
and during the chalet.
im called a retard.
so...
now...
im a retard waving like an idiot.
OKES!
I NOE!
hahas. x))
had pizza hut with my three
buddy buddies.
and saw yz's sister.
and a bunch of punggolites. =))
LOVELOVE PUNGGOLITES! x)
after that.
went to look for laces.
and then bought ear rings.
and...
IM NOW BACK HOME!
hahas. x))
going outs for dinner later.
wells.
im still damn full lahs kaes?
just finish lunch only sias!
hahas! x))
yays!
1 more day to cny!
WOOTS! x))

*[punggolites.i miss.]*

4:24 PM

Thursday, January 26, 2006Y

26/01/2006. *presentations*

this week seems to be presentations
week.
today.
got TWO presentations to do.
one for econs.
the other for GP.
we seem to flop for econs.
actually we know our work
and all the stuffs *like mr raj
says*.
but when ppl start popping qns
to us.
we are stunned.
shocked.
and lost for words.
hahas. =p
as for GP.
orites.
i read from my script directly.
and i didnt make alot of eye
contact.
the rest is okes mrs wong say.
just that i cant read off from
my script itself.
so...
thats one part to work on.
YAYS!
NEW YEAR IS IN LIKE...
2 DAYS?
wahahas.
im going to have lunch with
my three dearests tml. =))
I LOVE THEM TO BITS! x))
and i love my peng siong
dearie boy as well. =))
go where to find such a nice
brother larhs?
hes like.
so caring.
concern abt me.
and even want to offer me
his rice for lunch.
see!
so nice rites?
how i wish pae wont end
so soon.
then i can see him more. =))
lalalalalalalalalalalalalas.
CANT WAIT FOR NEW YEAR
TO COME!
WHEES!
hahas.
anyways.
ppls.
take a look at the pictures.
and look at the calendar.
MY BDAY IS COMING!
wahahahas. x))

no no.
im just joking.
might ask mama to buy for
me this watch.
since i fail to get the xmas
version.
the "touch of heaven".
im determined to get this one!
wahahahas! x))

*[i hart that watch. =)) ]*

6:30 PM

Sunday, January 22, 2006Y

22/01/2006. *counting down. =)) *

6 MORE DAYS TO CNY! x))
yays!
im counting down.
and still counting.
6 more days!
woohoos! x))
I JUST LOVE NEW YEAR!
THE SPIRIT.
WHEES! x))
this new year is going to the
damn shiok one.
cos of some reasons.
woohoos!
hahas.
okes.
im crazy.
*as usual shir! x)) *
went for dinner with qian
and uncle tan and auntie irene
and family. =)
damn fun.
when me and qian get together.
one word.
YAKK!
hahas! x)
I LOVE HER COMPANION!
our table damn fun lahs kaes?
lols. =p
school tml!
god!
PE FOR TWO PERIODS.
GOD!
i dowan...
as if i got a choice. =p
sighssssssssssss.
shall i wear my PINK
sports bra tml?
WAHAHAHAS.
nopes.
i dont tink so... =p

*[6 DAYS TO CNY! x)) ]*

9:40 PM

Saturday, January 21, 2006Y

21/01/2006. *shopping AGAIN! x) *

YAYNESS!
went shopping again today. =)
from 11 shop till 7 lahs.
hahas! x)
im a mad shopaholic. =p
bought PINK sports undergarment.
WOOTS!
damn nice.
hahas! x)
spot on a blue one with nice back
prints on it.
BUT...
sadly...
theres no new piece. =(
so just have to wait for the new
shipments to be in.
new shipments = new designs. =)
WHEES!
hahas. x)
diane also want to buy them.
so...
when the shipment comes in.
HIT THE SHOP!
wahahahas. x))
bought a pmk PINK piggy shirt
today as well. =))
and some highlighters.
ooo.
hahas! x)
buddies were also in town.
but i only manage to catch
ah wend. =)
LOVESLOVES BUDDIES. =))
ate at cafe cartel for lunch.
WITH YZ TOO!
hahas.
shes came along with diane.
BUT I DIDNT NOE!
I MISS YZ! x)
and the receipts were added
together.
to get me the cafe cartel
student card. =))
GREAT THANKS TO MY TWO
DEARIES. x)
HUGS-
i wore heels today.
and now.
my legs are aching. =/
maybe because i didnt wear
heels and shop for so long
before bahs.
damn tiring legs.
hahas! x)
and i saw LIANG KAI while
on my way down to far east
today. =)
he said HI HI and talk on the
phone at the same time.
wahahahahahahahas! x)
and me and diane saw
MICHAEL as well at j8. =))
OOOOO.
so long never see him liaos
lerhs wors. =)
took neo prints today as well.
hehes.
will be posted at my photo
blog afterwards. =)
ALRITEY!
done with shopping for today.
time to hit the books! x)
gonna study for my mgt test.
which is on a i - dunnoe -
what - date.
hehes. =p
not i never pay attention.
is mdm siti never say okes?
hahas! x)

*[HOT PINK.loves- ]*

8:41 PM

Wednesday, January 18, 2006Y

18/01/2006. *disappointed*

im damn disappointed and sad
for myself.
ive never done so badly for
my chinese common test.
i scored only 30/50.
super bad sias.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
actually i count wrongly
today.
count until 36.5/50.
but i tink i scored only 30.
so...
im going to look for lao shi
tml.
then check the paper.
and get the marks corrected
over.
MY BUTT IS ACHING.
lols.
cos of pe ahs. =/
and LTT.
long time no see LTT. =/
sighs!
im so so tired........

*[shagged life.]*

6:33 PM

Sunday, January 15, 2006Y

15/01/2006. *black pepper crab*

WHEES!
had black pepper crab for
dinner today! x)
YUMMS!
LOVE THEM!
hahas! x)
watching "tian guo de jia yi"
on scv.
GOD!
THE SHOWS DAMN NICE!
still haven want to buy yet.
lols.
wait see got further discounts
nots.
lols! =p
damn nice the show.
willian damn good looking.
hahas! x)
haven do srp yet. =p
but the gp proj is more or less
done liaos. =)
pe tml!
ahhhhhhhhhh!!! =s

*[fingers lickin' good!]*

9:56 PM

Saturday, January 14, 2006Y

14/01/2006. *parents day*

parents day was okes lahs.
mrs wong talked to mummy.
about my GP of course.
then listen to mr tan talk.
then after mr tan's talk.
we left.
cos mummy and daddy need
to bring shannon go for
her swimming lessons mahs. =)
YAYNESS!
going to do manicure with
diane and sister soon!
cheap deal lahs can?
now still haven raise the price
as yet ahs.
manicure set is $20.
additional french is $8.
total for french manicure is $28!!!
cheap aint it?
and pedicure set is $30.
a bit steep ahs.
but i might not be doing it.
lols.
can do it at home myself ahs.
cos i wear shoes sehs.
then cover toes liaos mahs.
so no point doing when nobody
is going to SEE MY TOES rights?
lols. =p
yays!
im going to do MANICURE!
whees! =))

*[VAAAAAAAROOOOOMMMMM.]*

2:23 PM

Friday, January 13, 2006Y

13/01/2006. *shan hu hai*

shan hu hai (jay chou)

(jay):
hai ping mian yuan fang kai
shi ying mai.
bei shang yao zen me ping
jing chun bai.
wo de lian shang.
shi zhong jia dai.
yi mo qian qian de wu nai.

(lara):
ni yong chun yu shuo ni yao
li kai (qing bu zai).
na nan guo wu sheng man
le xia lai.
xiong yong chao shui.
ni ting ming bai.
bu shi lang er shi lei hai.

(together):
zhuan shen li kai.
fen shou shuo bu chu lai
(ni you hua shuo bu chu lai).
hai niao gen yu xiang ai.
zhi shi yi chang yi wai.
wo men de ai (wo men de ai).
cha yi yi zhi chun zai (hui bu
lai).
feng zhong chen ai (deng dai).
jing lei ji cheng shang hai.
zhuan shen li kai.
fen shou shuo bu chu lai.
wei lan de shan hu hai.
cuo guo shun jian cang bai.
dang chu bi ci (ni wo dou).
bu gou cheng shou tan bai
(bu ying gai).
re qing bu zai (zhen ai).
xiao rong mian qiang bu lai.
ai shen mai shan hu hai.

(jay):
hui huai de sha diao ru he
chong lai.
you lie hen de ai zen me
chong gai.
zhi shi yi qie.
jie shu tai kuai.
ni shuo ni wu fa shi huai.

(lara):
bei ke li yin chang shen me
qi dai (deng hua er kai).
wo men ye yi jing wu xin
zai cai.
mian xiang hai feng.
xian xian de ai.
chang bu chu hai you
wei lai.

(together):
zhuan shen li kai.
fen shou shuo bu chu lai
(ni you hua shuo bu chu lai).
hai niao gen yu xiang ai.
zhi shi yi chang yi wai.
wo men de ai (wo men de ai).
cha yi yi zhi chun zai (hui bu
lai).
feng zhong chen ai (deng dai).
jing lei ji cheng shang hai.
zhuan shen li kai.
fen shou shuo bu chu lai.
wei lan de shan hu hai.
cuo guo shun jian cang bai.
dang chu bi ci (ni wo dou).
bu gou cheng shou tan bai
(bu ying gai).
re qing bu zai (zhen ai).
xiao rong mian qiang bu lai.
ai shen mai shan hu hai.

GOD!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS SONG!
lols. =)
thanks jasmine for the lyrics. =)
yeahs yeahs!
hahas! x)
ake prac was DAMN FUN today.
lols.
went there pretty lates arhs.
so only get to do abt 20 mins
of self study. =/
but at least did study.
lols! x)
going to have a mini party
on friday.
woohoos!
first time party with the
ake members.
hahas! x)
played the entire "dayung
sampan" today.
damn nice sias.
only got angklungs.
and me and yc manage to
clear the chords!
hahas! x)
and liang kai played the
chords with me when
towards the end of the
practice.
hahas! x)
HAD FUN!!!! =))

*[love does not mean
having the other one.]*

8:19 PM

Thursday, January 12, 2006Y

12/01/2006. *attitude.black face*

im given the attitude as well
as the black face today lahs
okes?
i dont wish to say who it is.
i dun even care.
i dun even care wats going to
happen on saturday.
as long as i think that im
never in the wrong.
alls correct in my way.
im correct.
i flopped my 2.4.
okes.
thats like so irritating.
i slow down when ppl start
to run past me.
i slow down when turning abt
at the cone.
i slow down at upslopes.
mans.
i hate that route.
lols. =p
i did it in 17mins 30secs.
didnt even stop in between.
i didnt walk.
i slow down.
but i didnt walk.
i kept my pace for the entire
run.
and i did better than last years
first pre - test. =)
which is sth im very happy of. =)
shall work on it more. =)
ake yest was damn good.
very very long time never hear
the mixed sounds of angklungs
and the kulintangs.
its so nice lahs can?
and...
MS WEE IS SO PRETTY SIAS!
shes dashing. =)
so so pretty. =p
im part of the angklung choir.
which is a medley that we are
suppose to play with just the
angklungs.
and no accompanyment with
the kulintangs. =)
me and yc playing the chords.
pretty tough.
but fun.
hahas! x)
ake prac again tml.
ooo.
how i miss it.
hahas! x)
school today is alrights.
ms yok aint in sch this week.
cos of some personal stuffs.
so today.
got 4 BREAKS!
hahas.
me,yang and wend study
until 12+ then go eat.
see.
so hardworking. =p

*[i hate attitudes.i hate
black face!]*

6:32 PM

Tuesday, January 10, 2006Y

10/01/2006. *aching*

im aching big time!
god.
after yesterdays pe.
my shoulders dont seems to be
mine any longer.
they are so achy!
and my legs.
how the hell am i going to run
my 2.4 tml under this condition
sias! =/
I HATE PE!
hahas. x)
okesokes.
im rubbish-ing. =p
went outs with mrs heng today.
had dim sum at yam cha.
okes lahs.
not bad.
just that a little unforseen
circumstances. =s
after eating.
went shopping with my three
dearest.
and met tee wei to pass yang
the og card.
shop for awhile.
look at clothes.
from inside to outside.
then shoes.
bags.
wallets.
hahas! x)
then went home.
cos i need to get ready for
tuition.
met tee wei again.
and off we go! =)
yang they all coming over
to my place on the 30th!
im going to make it a point
to try go bai nian with them
arhs.
since they bother to come
over to my place.
but if cannot.
sorry sayangs. =/
ooo.
and we just love to tease
one another rights?
hahas! x)
im mads.
and tee wei say im very pink.
cos tee shirt pink.
earrings pink.
watch pink.
slippers also pink.
hahas! x)
im a pink panther. =p
2.4 tml.
HOW TO RUN?
just run lorhs. =/

*[pink me.]*

5:40 PM

Saturday, January 07, 2006Y

07/01/2006. *mixed*

everything is mixed up.
my mind is mixed up.
everything is horribly mixed up.
i dunnoe wat to say.
i dunnoe wat to do.
dun ask me anything.
i dun want to say anything
about it.
ive let go.
ive forgotten.
ive stop liking.
thats the truth.
till the day he intro his gf
to me.
announce it to me loud
and clear.
im strong.
ill stay strong.
from the start till the end.
im strong.
he've hurt me once.
i wont let him hurt me anymore.
i wont.
i wont.

*[mixed.dun ask.]*

10:17 PM

07/01/2006. *cancelled*

piano lesson for today is
CANCELLED!
orites.
i just receive the msg this morning.
at 7.43am. =)
thats so early horhs?
and i woke up at 10.
when i slept at 2 plus almost 3? =/
gosh.
im damn tired larhs okes?
but.
i die die also have to get use
to this tiring situation as soon
as possible.
i see a years long hours like
this in front of me. =(
I WILL STRIVE THRU'! x)
its tough.
but i will. =)
WOOHOOS!
i cant wait for wed to come!
first ake practice for the new
year 2006!
hahas. x)
cant wait to play the angklungs.
and the kulintangs.
that i miss so dearly.
lols. =p
yays.
the day is drawing near.
oh yarhs!
did i say that mr ram is a nice
teacher?
hes like.
so nice when i talked to him abt
the transport tingy yesterday.
lols.
then he was like saying.
if not enough ppl to get a bus.
then we'll have to take a taxi.
but get the receipt.
and he will claim for us.
hahas! x)
hes so so so so nice! =)
maybe hes just stern during
lesson time?
hehes. =p
ooo.
im having my napfa pre-test
on monday.
god!
im sure to die on tues.
scared i cant wake up sias.
strains on legs!
cant walk properly.
cant climb staircase.
mans!
okes.
im going to camp in the living
room from monday till
the day i can take the stairs. =p
kekes.

*[sugar roll.]*

11:20 AM

Friday, January 06, 2006Y

06/01/2006. *medleys*

chinese new year songs are
continuously ringing in my ears.
hahas!
ive been humming them at home.
lols. =p
no choice.
for me...
THE MOOD IS HERE! x)
anyways.
todays saddads bday.
HAPPY BDAE SADDAD! =))
saddads a wow okes?
hes the one and only SC in our
class.
hahas! x)
schs fine these few days.
yangs the new econs rep.
lols.
mr raj dun want to bother me
with the job anymore.
so...
our dearest YANG got the deal.
hees. =p
the job as a treasurer is okes.
got to know how wend "suffer"
last year.
but its not that bad larhs.
still okes.
the class is pretty co-operative.
so alls going smoothly. =)
everything is about to get on
track lerhs.
and starting to feel the heat in
school.
hope to strive through this year.
thats my bday wish.
and new year wish.
and whatever wish.
i want to get to year three.
PERIOD.
did i say how sweet ps is?
he even bother to see if im eating
during recess nots.
hahas! x)
so sweet rites?
my dearie. =)
going for his checks today.
wells.
alls going to be fine.
i noe.
alls going to be okes. =)

*[how are you?]*

6:42 PM

Tuesday, January 03, 2006Y

03/01/2006. *cream of the crop*

BACK TO SCHOOL! x)
hehes.
saw the pae year ones today.
so cute larhs!
hahas.
they are like "blur blur".
but when they meet their friends.
they turn chatty.
lols.
so us can? =p
i miss pae loads. =p
the two papers are okes today.
except for the tian xie han zi for
the chinese paper.
lols.
i dun tink i can score for that. =/
saw wen qian in the morning.
and ps when hes learning the dance.
miss my ps dearie.
now can see him for three full mths.
how cool can that be? ;)
saw the new principal today.
and cais thot hes the new pe teacher.
hahas! x)
and he heard us saying that in
the canteen.
and he even clarify himself before he
start off his speech.
hahas! =p
he say that we are the top 20-30%
of our cohort.
and are the cream of the crop.
however.
as compared to the other JCs.
we are the final layer of the cream.
but we are still the cream.
hahas! =p
this principal is funny.
and he say.
for those in the top 25% for promos
last year.
maintain there thru'outs.
the chances of getting into the U is
pretty high.
OOOOO.
thats so motivation.
wells.
im going to work towards that.
I WANT TO GET MY BURSARY AGAIN
NEXT YEAR! =p
honestly.
who dont want to get it rights? =)
wont be blogging so often since
school has already started.
maybe only arnd the weekends.
MISS MY DEAR DEAR!
MISS MR KOH!
MISS 05B9.
orites.
another thing to announce.
IM THE CLASS'S TREASURER!
how great can that be? =/
amanda was like appointing me
to be the class rep.
but yang they all thought that
if they didnt vote for me.
i will not be the class rep.
and i thot that too!
who noes?
i became the treasurer.
and first job on my place.
collect $$ for the sch's handbook.
i noe....
05b3 is filled with nice ppl.
so...
they will pay up by friday horhs?
i noe they will. =)
AHHH!!!!!
TREASURER!
when i see my name under the
treasurer column on the board.
i almost fall can?
god.
how can i be the treasurer?
ill try my best.
as hard as ah wend does in the
past.
ill try...

*[no more sight seeing.]*

6:05 PM

Sunday, January 01, 2006Y

01/01/2005. *newbie*

mummy bought new tees from
new world order today.
and can apply for another newbie
card.
hehes.
shall ask mummy to help me apply
for it.
but...
i cant get the pink version.
cos mummy got the pink one already.
maybe.
will take either the black or the blue
one bahs. =)
haven finish studying for my chinese
paper!!!
this time round.
i guess ill be so dead for the paper.
SAVE ME! =X
im so slpy.
lols.
schs starting.
and i have to adapt to a change.
which might take a really long
time to adapt to.
hope alls going to turn out as well
as how im coping with the moving
on. =)

*[im movin' on.and coping really well.]*

7:35 PM

01/01/2006. *2006's first post*

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ONE AND ALL. x)
the start of the new year.
the start of life again. =)
all the best to all.
to those taking their As next year.
GOOD LUCK.
and...
ALL THE WAY. x)
to those doing pw.
hahas.
i dunnoe.
im doing it as well.
lols.
to the rest.
I LOVE YOU ALL! x)
best wishes.

*[time to let go of the unhappy past.
and accept the new moments.
nxt year.no more you.so.start all
over again. =) ]*

12:11 AM