28/05/2005. was toking tuh akbar online last nite.hmmm.can still remember him running ferr the 2000m mixed tingy.he like running ferr his dearest life like that.but he sae.its ferr his dearest medal. :) and we argued ferr quite a while.and we both 'disappear'.as in log out lahs.hahas! xD iggy sae sweet smile run farnie. :s i have tuh agree on that.but.no matter what.he still manage tuh close up that BIG gap rite? :) how i wish i can see him run again.hmmm. :p what a quiet dae i have at home.sheena ish off ferr a camp at kota tinggi.off ferr four daes.back only on mondae. :s and the entire house ish so darn quiet sias.no sound derhs.shannon went ferr swimming.shernise went tuh school ferr guzheng practice.and i am all alone at home.quite nice lahs.but too quiet liaos.no one tuh argue with.hahas! xD man.sheena ish one lucky girl.when she come back from kota tinggi.she ish off tuh thailand on sat.and when she come back next next fridae.off we are ferr hong kong on next next sundae. :) lucky her arhs.fly here fly there. :p yang and caiz going off soon lerhs.mondae morning derhs flight.hope all goes on well ferr them there yeah? :) argh!i gort angklung practice on fridae.9 - 12.and i have econs rememdial.8 - 10.how the hell am i going tuh shuffle between these two places?one at bartley.the other one ish like.in toh tuck!if i leave bartley at 10.by the time i reach toh tuck.it will be like.near tuh 12.if we take a bus lahs.then its like.practice ish ending. :s see how first bahs.yc sae.liang kai will inform her about practice again.if nort.then we leave earlier from econs norhs.no choice. :s
28/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[tuh my dearest sister out there at kota tinggi.HAPPIE 15TH BIRTHDAE!hahas.nice norts celebrate eur birthdae outside home AGAIN!hahas! xD takkaires of eurself when eu out there yeah?muacks! xD ]*
2:06 AM
Saturday, May 28, 2005Y
27/05/2005. argh!i am sick lerhs.feeling feverish.and having a bad throat. :s what a bad start ferr my june hols. :x sports dae was a total blast todae.before i start elaborating.ONYX ISH THE CHAMPION HOUSE! x) and ONYX HAS THE BEST SPIRIT! x) woohoos!so proud of onyx. :) the ferrever champions! x) didnt help sim ee with the cheering todae.tried tuh offer my help.but my throat ish realli uncomfortable.and i didnt want tuh go up.and get the whole team into trouble.and the rest by listening tuh my horrible voice. :s felt so sorries towards sim ee though.promised tuh help her with it.but sigh. :x *i'm so sories sim ee.* but.she did a realli great job. ;) getting the spirit up!and we gort that award! xD good job. :) woohoos!cheryl ish a total bestie sias. :) she won the individual champ.and clinced several golds.man.she ish a real athlete arhs. x) congrats cheryl dear.my childhood matie. :) orite.sweet smile ish late ferr sports dae todae.hmmm.but he came arhs. :) and he won an award ferr discus. :) coming in as champ.well.onyx clinched all the three positions ferr discus arhs.and he won first. x) well done! xD hahas.then he oso ran ferr the 2000m mixed thingy.and he ish realli fast arhs.closed up the gap on the fourth lap.bringing from the last position tuh the first.but sadly.the remaining runners slowed down the pace that he brought.but overall.the entire team did realli well. :) ooo.first time see sweet smile run.see him cheer.see him be farnie.see him.see him.still ish see him. x) after the entire thing.went makan-ing with wendy.yang.caiz.riyana dearie.amanda and abigail.hees.went tuh makan malay food again.ooo.mished malay food sias.yummy yum yum. :p after that.we said bye bye.and went on our own ways.then i lost my way at toa payoh!hahas.wanted tuh search ferr the bus stop with bus 142.and i walk and walk and walk.until i ended up in HDB hub.and i have tuh search ferr bus 142.hahas! :p finally.gort tuh cp safely.and waited ferr marmie there.and there.i saw jaswinder.this guy oso from MI bartley.cresencia and another girl oso from MI bartley. :) hees. had a long shopping dae todae.and bought a new pair of sports shoes wors. x) no choice.nike again. :p but quite comfy arhs.lurve it!and bought myself a new tee shirt as well.adding tuh my PINK collection of tees. ;) spot on a pink shorts.but cannort buy arhs.nort that marmie dun allow.ish that.tinking about the tees i have in my cupboard.all pink derhs.then cannort go with pink shorts mahs.later look so darn PINKY! :s dun even dare tuh tink about the scenerio.me in FULL PINK!wow.thats.scary. :s saw luq todae.didnt realli get tuh catch him.cos he sitting behind me thru out sports dae.only manage tuh glance a few times at him. :) but i tink.i spent more time glancing.or rather.staring at sweet smile. x) she gort her handshake from sweet smile. :(
27/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[eu made me scream and shout ferr eu inside my heart.when i have no voice. :s ]*
1:21 PM
Friday, May 27, 2005Y
26/05/2005. didnt get tuh post yesterdae.was super dee duper busy.came home at around 4plus.went tuh sleep ferr ten minutes.and gort woken up by sheena.AGAIN!she's owaes the one who wakes me up sias.morning.in the car.now!hahas! xD well.never mind lahs.if she dun wake me up.i will jus sleep thru.and nort wake up.and nort going tuh study ferr my gp. :s after that.rushed out my maths hw.cos yi chuang "misplaced" my maths assignment four which ish due yesterdae.and have tuh hand in assignment 5.1 todae.but i ferrgot.hahas! xD better remember tuh hand in tml. :p then had tuition.last tuition ferr the term. :) and she dragged ferr another half an hour! :x make me having lesser time tuh complete my hw. :s finished my maths at 9.45.and rushed out my essay plan ferr econs.when i finish my essay plan.then i remembered that there ish nort going tuh have econs todae.cos lessons ended early todae.let us have break before our gp paper.hmmm.studied until 11 plus.cannot tahan.then hit the pillow lerhs. :p lazee piggy me. :p todae!the best part i leave tuh the back yeah?super exciting and best ferr me arhs.and riyana ish like woohoos!high with me as well. x) glad tuh have her and liyana tuh be crazee with me. :) thans girls. x) gp paper ish.erm.okes lahs.compo.i did a qn on youths."do you agree that youths have more problems than adults?" and compre was on longevity.the qns was okes lahs.can do rephrasing.but nehs.the summary arhs.i cant realli find the points arhs.i tink i am going tuh flunk my summary.hope i do well sias.dun wish tuh die.or wat. :s scary. :x oh yeah.sth realli "suay" ferr me.wendy.and yang.have tuh do gp project with that guy.sians half liaos norhs.do with him.i no mood lerhs. :x but no choice lahs.have tuh do.man.i do chinese and gp one with him.sooner or later.i sure go bang wall one sias. :x collected my house tee todae. :) nice nice nice tee.black black derhs.then gort the word ONYX in front.then gort phoneix behind. :) hees.wanted tuh get the size xxl.but sweet smile and fildaus wanted it.took xl in the end. :p pretty long tee sias. :p okes!here come the HIGH part todae.it all started off with the collection of house tee.and of cos.sweet smile! xD hahas.after pe.went tuh queue up ferr collection of tees. :) and mr heikal sae come back ten minutes later.so went back tuh class arhs.and when i come back.waiting tuh hand the money i collected tuh my female house captain.saw sweet smile coming into the gym.oso tuh collect the tee. :) was so darn excited.hahas!and he stood beside me. x) woohoos! xD and riyana saw that.and i was realli.MAD liaos.hahas! xD and he tok tok tuh his fren.then like play arhs.so i siam tuh the back.then in the end.he went inside the pe room. :x ili manage tuh cut the queue.and gort our class onyx members derhs tee.and i told her i wanted xxl.then ili ask.then sweet smile show me the xl tee.and then my captain like sae.xxl too big.so ask me tuh take L will do.but i dun want.i took xl.hahas! :p then i found out that sweet smile took xxl. :x so.never mind arhs.hees.yeah.can see him like so darn clearly todae.a while in front.a while behing.a while beside.man.realli sight seeing sehs.but ish the best picture.hahas! xD sweet smile. x) oh yeah."she" tok tuh him behind me todae.and they were toking pretty happily arhs.but i noe.i can be relieved."she" oreadi in a relationship.so.i wont have tuh worrie.hees. :) tml ish sports dae wors. x) yeah!can see sweet smile.can see luq.whoa.hahas! xD best best! x) shall update about tml before uncle roy come and take my com away.ferr repairing. :( so.no com over the weekends!how nice! :s
26/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[HAPPIE BIRTHDAE 4jie.muacks!lurve and mish eu loads loads wors.must takkaires okes?! x) ]*
11:45 AM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005Y
24/05/2005. econs test ish.erm.nort realli bad.can do.but nehs.feel as if like.all my answers are very WRONG!orites.its feel.i feel.nort the real thing. :p but i realli scared that i wont do well.cos i seem tuh be focusing more on that hong kong drama more than on my econs ferr the past few daes.i feel a pang of guilt arhs. :s worst news ish here!i failed my gp compre mock paper.how wonderful. *so sacarstic!* i scored only 12/35.and i lose most of the marks due tuh lifting.okes.i didnt mean tuh like LIFT the answers.i have no choice.cos i cant find any suitable words or vocab tuh sub that in!thats the worst situation i have tuh meet with.and man.chan choo's expectation ish pretty high.i realli feel like knocking her head.and telling her "hello.i am just in year one.a poor little year one who has yet tuh done anything during the first three mths.and this ish my first time." but i dunnoe how tuh tell her that.cos.she thot i am in like JC 1.which i am nort! :s that sucks orite? :x mr koh ish having maths remedial during the time when i am away!another good news aye? :s i told him that.and he sae.he confirm with me again. :s and i guess.i realli have tuh miss that three lessons.and he ish giving us SIX lessons.and each lesson ish FOUR hours long.i realli wonder.if we can stay up there.at that totally perfect condition.staring into maths qns ferr FOUR long hours. :s thats nort easy. :x but we have tuh do it.i dun want tuh fail my AO maths like how i use tuh fail A maths in mdm phua's lessons. :s i take AO maths cos i want tuh have a nicer grade.that can surpass my B3.in short.i want an A1. :) i just want it.no one can stop me. :) hmmm.i notice sth.many ppl cut hair todae!hahas.there are two girls whom i saw.they rebonded their hair.and pok cut his hair.realli short.and sk oso cut hair i tink.hee. :p sweet smile time! xD lalalala.saw him in the gym this morning.as usual.and when i was walking out of the gym.saw him toking tuh mr raj.hees. :p then during my breaks.went out during my first break.tuh makan.and saw him sitting there.right opposite me.and toking and joking around with his frens.best sias!hahas.perfect view. :) then.saw him again when i was having erm.my another break i guess.yeah.saw him walk out of class. :) thats all ferr todae lerhs.pretty short one. :) but ish realli satisfying. x) hope there ish no cca tml.gp paper ish on thurs. :0
24/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[eu are the one who can make me smile the widest. xD ]*
9:46 AM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005Y
23/05/2005. both my legs are like almost on the verge of breaking lioas sias.very pain sehs. :s cannot walk properly.cannot run.backside oso pain sias. :x thats the worst ting of all.backside oso pain. :x sounds gross arhs.hahas! xD but its realli painful arhs! :p econs!hahas.finish studying liaos. :) but nehs.when i do the mcq from the tys arhs.some terms i never come across before derhs sehs.ask iggy.he haven do that chapter yet. :s guess.have tuh ask mr raj tml lerhs.since i gort so many breaks tml. :) can make full use of the time.and the chance as well.hees. :) zelig msged me just now.reminds me of that girl.and nort ferrgetting.that guy. :x felt pretty irritated about the whole thing again. :x well.whatever it ish.i have the freedom tuh make frens.and i have the freedom tuh choose who tuh msg and who nort tuh msg.i have the freedom of choice.no one can control me.nort at all. :s currently totally engrossed nort only in my studying.but oso in this hong kong drama."split second".hees.totally engrossed and cant get myself out.wahahahas! xD
23/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[yeah!tml can see sweet smile lerhs ooo. x) ]*
12:43 PM
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23/05/2005. whees.gort my new internet connection lerhs.no longer using starhub cable.change tuh singtel derhs lerhs.and the connection speed ish damn fast arhs.can enter the new page like super fast.nort like starhub cable.so slow. :) satisfied with my new connection. :) but my com kena problem arhs.and uncle roy still haven make time tuh come over.calling him again later.make sure he come and make ferr me before the june hols.if nort how tuh work on my CLA pw nehs? :s econs mcq test tml.dunnoe can make it nort.it looks okes lahs.haven go try out the mcq in the tys as yet.shall try it later yeah?! x) just another public holidae.with like.nothing tuh do?hahas!actually have derhs lahs.have tuh hand in compo tuh chan choo later. :s and i have yet tuh start on the compo yet.have tuh send it over later.by tonight.two compos.save me! :x hees.luq accepted my request in my second account lerhs. x) so happie wors. :) lalalalala.tml ish break dae again.but have econs test.oso good lahs.can mug ferr econs test tml in class.with a perfect view of sweet smile.and sweet smile's class.all ish worth it!hahas! xD *lame*
23/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[HAPPIE 16TH BIRTHDAE WEN QIAN DEAR.muacks! x) lurve and mish eu loads girl. :) ]*
3:16 AM
Monday, May 23, 2005Y
22/05/2005. whees!todae ish my third anniversary with god daddie and god marmie wors.woots! xD hahas. *happie third anniversary god daddie and god marmie* x) big walk todae.nort realli sucky lahs.just that very tired.legs super 'suan'.hees.walked 10k lehs.nort easy wors.first time there.but can finish the whole thing.realli nort bad lerhs. :) but nehs.the weather nort realli on our side arhs.cos the sun super big sias.hahas! xD so hot.haven walk only.searching ferr yang that time.oreadi sweat lerhs.by the time we start walking.our tees oreadi wet wet lerhs. :p walk quite fast arhs.then cut here cut there.like worms like that.hahas!in the end.ended up having 'near tuh breaking' legs. :s hahas!we reach there even before mr heikal they all reach.then.me.yang.cais and wendy.we arrange together tuh send msg tuh mr heikal.telling him that we reach liaos. :p i first one tuh send over.then i shouted "sent"!then wendy.yang and cais.follow.sent sent sent!hahas.then call marmie tuh pick us up. :) sent cais and wendy tuh toa payoh mrt station.and yang tuh potong pasir mrt station. :) then receive msg from mr heikal.telling us that he ish opposite the centrum sign.but we oreadi like.reaching home?felt so bad.then msg him back.tell him that we went off oreadi.and tell him that we will see him in school on tues.ask him tuh takkaires.hahas! xD lunched out at plaza parkroyal hotel.had buffet lunch.my legs are so tired.until cannot even stand properly. :s hmmm.plaza parkroyal hotel.reminds me of my prom night last year.man.time realli flies so fast.i oreadi in MI ferr like 5 mths.going on tuh 6 lerhs.and prom night ish like over ferr nearly half a year lerhs. :x
22/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[HAPPIE BIRTHDAE ELSON! x) ]*
5:57 AM
Sunday, May 22, 2005Y
21/05/2005. ah!luq accepted my frenster request wors.hees.how nice.yeah yeah yeah!hahas.i am mad liaos.fancy going crazee over such things. :p but realli over the moon. x) sentosa was a boom!its raining.and can eu imagine?us walking in the rain.hahas.in sentosa.finally.gort tuh the performance area.and saw my sister there.practising.or rather.rehersing. :) she saw us when she ended her performance.and she was like.making farnie faces at us arhs. :p then she like distracted at the next rehersal.but during the actual performance.man.eu should see her there.so cool.calm.and steady norhs.second leader lehs.best sias. :) mbs derhs chinese orchestra oso very good wors.the songs all very nice derhs. :) well done mbs! xD going ferr newspaper big walk tml. :s sians half sias.cos have tuh wake up early.and have tuh meet mr heikal at kallang stadium at like.7am in the morning?thats realli early norhs.must wake up so damn early.on a SUNDAE somemore. :s sigh.no choice lahs. :x auntie jos and eugene they all will be there oso wors.hees.hope tuh see them there. :) at least.the walk will be much better.hahas!nort that yang they all nort good lahs.can see eugene they all.happie arhs.so long never see them lerhs. :( orites.got tuh go get more econs notes done.before hitting the pillow tuh have a better night's sleep. :) guess tonight.will be having another good night sleep lerhs. :)
21/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[thank eu ferr accepting. :) ]*
12:57 PM
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21/05/2005. slept ferr almost an hour just now.hahas.then suddenly remembered.i am supposed tuh write out my econs notes!cos i gort econs mcq test on tues.hmmm.hahas! :p did some notes last night lerhs.but still gort quite a lot more tuh go.and i have yet tuh like.read thru the thick textbook.which i have yet tuh find anything on National Income Accounting.at first.thot this chapter ish the worst of everything.but it ish actually quite easy tuh understand lahs.nort realli like difficult. :) having fun during econs.having fun during all lessons.including mgt tutorials with ms gan.although.sometimes.we dun realli noe wat tuh do.or wat tuh take note of.but slowly.we are getting the grasp of it lahs.hahas! xD
21/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[lurve my new sitting postition i class.as usual.can see sweet smile's class.but this time round.clearer view! x) ]*
7:45 AM
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21/05/2005. hees.i am so happie todae.hahas!last night.had a good night's sleep.teehees.manage tuh add luq into my frenster account!hahas!how nice.hope he accept it soon wors. :) have tuh wake up early todae.cos gort piano lesson at like 11.and have tuh send shernise tuh school first.cos she later.in the evening.gort performance at sentosa.she best sias.she the second leader of the guzheng ensemble wors. x) so proud of her.she suppose tuh be the first leader derhs.but she gave up her chance tuh her friend. :s but i noe.she will do well derhs. :) guess wat i eat this morning ferr breakfast?macdonald's hotcake.should be nice hot hotcakes rite?with honey toppings.but.THERE ISH NO HONEY!how tuh eat sias.so.i end up eating plain hotcakes.with nth on it.and it taste.awful. :s but have tuh eat it no matter wat lahs.if nort.waste food.had a hard time getting it down my throat.dry and.yeah.sort of tasteless.never ever will i eat hotcakes without honey. :s yeah!going sentosa later.woots! xD so long never go liaos.hees. :p mr raj's birthdae todae wors. *HAPPIE BIRTHDAE MR RAJ!* can still remember.saddad signed on mr raj's birthdae card.saying "we lurve eu mr raj".hahas!so nice of saddad. starting tuh lurve my class more. :) good sign! x)
21/05/2005. *food ferr thought*. *[alwaes laugh when eu can.it ish cheap medicine. :D ]*
4:59 AM
Saturday, May 21, 2005Y
20/05/2005. been a notti girl todae.didnt go ferr heats 2.reasons behind it which i dun wish tuh mention.but i regret arhs.cannot see luq.cannot see sweet smile there. *if they are there* :( mrs wong ish nort in school again todae.so have three breaks in a row after srp.during my second gp lesson.which ish a break.went tuh find mr koh.and he went thru me and yi chuang's maths paper with us.sad tuh sae.i flunked it. :( i score only 19/50 arhs.worst than expected.and i am realli darn sad sias.cos i oreadi try tuh be realli careful lerhs.but i still have a lot of careless mistakes.mr koh sae i gort my grasp of concepts.its my careless-ness that bring me the results of wat i have.realli damn disappointed with myself arhs.sigh. :x chinese was okes lahs.was at room 25.cold cold room.hahas!didnt bring my jacket todae arhs.hahas!cos i thot i going ferr heats mahs.so didnt bother tuh bring.cannot liaos.nxt lesson.have tuh bring jacket lerhs. :s sweet smile time. :) hees.erm.saw him this morning.as usual. :) then.saw him when i in class.and i tink he caught me starring at him again. :s hahas! xD then.went ferr maths with mr koh in the library.then saw him there!hahas!using the com.and right beside me. :) hees.so damn exciting.hahas! xD after that.he went tuh play game with a fren.and sitting opposite me.with his back facing me arhs.then when the bell ring.he went off lerhs.after that.during econs.saw him in his class again.and dunnoe y arhs.he keep catching me starring at him.hahas!and he's like.sitting there.by the window.where i can see him thru out my entire econs lesson that i can hardly keep my eyes off the window arhs.hahas! xD after that.cannot see him lerhs.cos went tuh room 25 ferr chinese mahs.then i oso never go ferr heats.sigh. :s luq.my new eye candy.but nehs.i still tink sweet smile ish more attracting. :p sigh.mished heats todae.cannot get tuh see him lahs.thats sad sias.hope i can see him next fridae wors.which ish sports dae. :) hmm.going tuh make a fool out of myself on fridae. :s hope allswell. :) maybe going tuh sentosa tml.tuh see my mei mei perform with her school's guzheng ensemble. x)
20/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[i decevied myself again.cos.i am stealing glances at sweet smile.nort luq.]*
1:07 PM
Friday, May 20, 2005Y
19/05/2005. chinese test sucks todae.so damn tough sias.all the words in the paper we all never see before derhs sias. :s thats realli damn difficult arhs.first time in my life i never finish my chinese paper.and first time in my life i actually find chinese paper difficult! :s thats realli bad sias. :x sigh.time tuh realli go read the dictionary liaos.i am nort kidding. :s pe.did cardiovascular exercise.ran round the school four times.and whenever we reach the gym.have tuh to SOC.standard obstable course.did four times of everything.didnt run with wendy.yang and cais.ran with vig.encouraged and spurred each other on.hahas!and we finished it!hahas! xD econs.have tuh donate money ferr the school students.who need financial help. :) most willing tuh help.maybe.donate from my own piggy bank bahs. :) dun want tuh take marmie daddie derhs money.its suppose tuh be from the bottom of my heart.and.i promised tuh help yang and cais on their cip tingy. :) yang and cais.me owaes here ferr eu guys derhs wors.nort ferrgetting wendy as well. :) we can go thru all sorts of thick and thin together derhs rite?! x) sweet smile.saw him in the gym this morning.eh.during srp.saw him in his class.during chinese.saw him walking back tuh his class with his rice.then.after pe.saw him in his class.and i tink he saw me staring into his class.hahas!so malu. :p and after break.saw him in his class.leaning against the window.and toking tuh his frens. :) went ferr mgt. :) econs time.saw him going somewhere with his baggie.thats all.hahas! xD gosh.cant imagine myself.my mind ish actually occupied by 'him'.tml ish the dae.hmm.i realli wonder sias.after sports dae.when will i ever get tuh see 'him' again.its nort like sweet smile.where i can see him everydae until the dae he leaves school.but.'he' ish different arhs.cos he's like so far away.and he's oso year three. :s and cca ish oreadi ending nxt fridae.that makes it even more impossible tuh see 'him'.argh!feeling so confused. :s alahs.tml see until i enuf lerhs then saw bahs. :) track heats 2 tml.at bishan stadium. :) hope can see sweet smile there.as well as my new eye candy.who will be so far away from me. :x
19/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[doodled eur name on my mgt notes todae. ;p ]*
12:06 PM
Thursday, May 19, 2005Y
18/05/2005. went ferr track heats 1 todae.and i have tuh sae.it just suck lahs.cheerleading sucks.cos we didnt even do anything ferr the preparation of the cheerleading competition sias.and we just practically slacked there norhs.until i go find yang and wendy. :s me and tessa ish totally unhappie about some stuffs.yet.we cant realli voice out our opinions.and its like.so darn off irritating arhs. :s now.i am going tuh make this realli clear.i am NORT going tuh take part in the competition anymore.washing my hands off the competition.and leaving it ferr the ttc people.i am either going tuh lead the remaining people on with the cheers.or just sit there.and slack thru' out. :) nort a bad idea though.since no one appreciate wat me and tessa has done.no one appreciates the cheers that we did.no one listen tuh us.why the hell should we go conform?!orite.i am getting realli angry over this.and sories tuh those.if i were tuh hurt anyone.i didnt mean tuh do it. :s sories. :x hmm.mgt test ish cancelled ferr us tml.hees.cos we haven finish our tutorial worksheet.and we haven even gort back our FIRST test paper. :s which ish nort good or rather.fair ferr us tuh take the test.without sufficient revision and studying time.so.thank eu mdm siti!lurve eu! xD sweet smile.saw him this morning in the gym only.and only when i reach toa payoh stadium.i saw him alighting from the bus that brings him there. :) and saw him thru out the whole heats arhs.i tink he won in some competition.cos people are like congratulating him. x) well done sweet smile. x) akbar did pretty well oso.saw him run ferr one race.and i tink he came in second bahs.well done too akbar! x) hmmm.guess who's in my house?!hahas!liang kai.the angklung president.and some ake members.hmm.those are the only people i have seen before from ttc.and can sae.all are from ake.hahas! xD okes.i am sure.i have nort FALLEN ferr sweet smile like lurve him or wat lahs.just his smile and eyes that i like.and he ish just an eye candy ferr me. ;) nort that i am taking sweet smile as my floating board.tuh save me from 23 or anything.but i tink.there's someone deep inside my heart.who has oreadi taken over 23.and seems tuh be taking over sweet smile's smile and eyes.hahas! xD he's.someone.dunnoe lahs.just caught myself catching glances at him.hahas! xD
18/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[me and 23.the past.me and sweet smile.alahs!i just like his smile and his eyes. x) ]*
10:10 AM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005Y
17/05/2005. hmm.didnt get tuh blog yesterdae wors.so.got tuh make up ferr it todae. :s so.just a gentle reminder.this ish going tuh be a super LONG entry. :p shall start off with yesterdae yeah? :) sch was okes lahs.pe was fun!did some 5BX.then played my favourite game."dodge ball"!hees.but quite tiring arhs.by the time i reach class ferr maths.i oreadi half dead liaos. :s sweet smile time!hahas!yesterdae.saw him ferr quite a lot of times wors. ;) as usual.in the gym in the morning.but this time.its different.he's late.yesh.again!hahas. x) and when i was walking out of the gym.saw him sitting there.man.gosh!he's just so darn cute arhs. :p and yeah.during econs.saw him running around the school.but too bad.i only manage tuh catch him in action ferr once.hees. :p but when i am having my chinese lesson.while listening tuh mrs heng tok.we suddenly hear someone toking very loudly.so we turn out.and guess wat?!its sweet smile toking on the phone!and when he saw us like look out.he walk behind the pillar.hahas! xD man.cute sias. :p yerps.i tink thats about it.cant realli remember lahs.but its sth like that.hahas! xD orites.time ferr todae derhs lerhs.tues ish break dae ferr MT A students.have loads of breaks arhs.then me an yi chuang went tuh the library tuh study ferr our maths test.then wendy they all ordered mac ferr breakfast.so me and yi chuang oso ordered ours arhs.then we went tuh study.then when the food come.they call us norhs.so nice of them. *muacks*! x) lunch time training was okes lahs.went tuh get out big walk tee.my no. tag ish 40464.hees.nice hors?hahas! xD first time going ferr this big walk tingy.but it ish a 10km walk sias.hope i can survive till then yeah?hahas! xD then we play games.cos its raining.very heavily.hahas! xD so no need tuh run. :) goodie goodie good. :p played net ball with yang.vila.wendy and cais.but in the end.we play with syazana.sen and hidaya.and i kept laughing arhs.laughed realli hard.laugh until no energy sias. :p econs was in LR2.have tuh climb all the way up tuh level four.and mind eu.its after my super dee duper great lunch time training.which i oreadi laughed so hard.and i am so beat.hahas! xD and on my way up.reaching liaos.i dropped my gp file on the floor.and i went "oh shit!" :s cais.yang and wendy thot i fell.hahas!so they were like turning around. :p and guessed who was beside me?its akbar and aisyah!and akbar was laughing at me. :s after econs.was maths arhs.and its all the way below.at the function room. :x make me walk all the way down again.saw akbar and aisyah again.but didnt sae hie lahs.was so darn tired.after a droning lesson of econs.first time feel that econs so tiring.and make me so sleepy. went ferr maths.after that.change location tuh the audi.have tuh do test.then met akbar at the stairways.i told him that i am dying soon. :s and he asked me wat happen.i sae tired.then he want tuh buy drinks.but the stall closed.hahas! xD press machine.nort enuf shillings.came tuh ask from me.and now.i owe him 10 cents.hahas! xD cos i only gort $1.90 with me.as in shillings lahs. :p sweet smile time AGAIN!woots! xD saw him in the gym. *like duh!i owaes sae that. :p * but never mind.i like it.hahas! xD then saw him when i was going tuh the library with yi chuang.he sleeping in class.then saw him after my lunch time training.he was walking and eating at the same time.and i went "whoos!" and cais sae i mad. :s then.saw him again when i going ferr maths test.he was in his chinese class.but nort studying.sleeping. :s sleepy head. :p argh!track heats tml!and i have cheerleading practice.and its ferr the competition derhs sias.and nort enuf ppl are in the team.thats bad.and i have two tests coming up!have yet tuh prepare ferr any.and i have yet tuh do chan choo's hw!i am in ferr a big time now. :s man.its a three year pre u course.but somehow.i feel more stressed up and busy as compared tuh jie yan they all.which makes me feel farnie.hahas! xD we seem tuh have more activities going on.and lesser time tuh spare ferr myself. :s
17/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[eu are the limelight of my life.]*
10:00 AM
Monday, May 16, 2005Y
15/05/2005. finally gort the lyrics ferr 'wo de cuo' by B.A.D. liaos. x) marmie derhs duck noodles nice nice wors.hees.and i help tuh make wantons again.hahas! xD next time.who need help tuh make wantons.call me yeah?hahas! xD i can help eu guys tuh make.nice nice derhs. x) gort myself a second account ferr frenster lerhs wors.so.add me yeah?at [shirleynal_wijaya2@hotmail.com] gees. x)
wo de cuo - B.A.D. fei ji yi li kai ji chang. ni xuan ze le qian wang ni de fang xiang. bu zai mi wang. wang le wo men ai de guo wang. wang le wo gei ni de shang. xue hui jian qiang.
cong qian de wo bu dong ni xi sheng duo da. wei wo shi qu peng you bu jiang. hai fang qi le suo you meng xiang. jue de mei zen yang. bu hui jiang xin bi xin qu xiang. rang ni man man man man shi qu le xi wang.
neng bu neng gou zai gei wo ji hui hao hao de ai ni. wo hui zi xi de ling ting. ni dui wo shuo de yi yan yi yu. wo hui xue hui qu kong zhi bi qi bu rang ni shang xin. dui ni hao hao de qu zhen xi. qing ni xiang xin wo de xin. hai shi ai ni.
wo xiang zai cong lai yi ci. hui dao guo qu mi bu ni de shang. mei na zhong shi. zen mo zuo cai neng gou ting zhi. hou hui jing shang ni ru ci. bu zai fang si.
wei he zong dao shi qu cai dong de nan guo. dang ni zai wo shen bian de shi hou. zong shi wei wo mo mo shou hou. dou shi wei wo de cuo. cuo guo zhe nan de de yong you. jiu rang ni ai wo de xin man man liu zou.
neng bu neng gou zai gei wo ji hui hao hao de ai ni. wo hui zi xi de ling ting. ni dui wo shuo de yi yan yi yu. wo hui xue hui qu kong zhi pi qi bu rang ni shang xin. dui ni hao hao de qu zhen xi. qing ni xiang xin wo de xin. hai shi ai ni.
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15/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[wo hai sha sha deng dao qi ji chu xian de na yi tian.]*
10:51 AM
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15/05/2005. after re-reading the post that i posted yesterdae.i noe.i've forgotten sth realli realli important.hmmm.the last programme of I dae!the teachers sang the institute song in a different way.well.nort all teachers lahs.just five teachers.among the five.sad tuh sae.i only noe two of them.ms michelle foong and mr heikal.man.ms foong have a realli sweet and nice voice.mr heikal's one oso nort too bad lahs.if never remember wrongly nehs.he sang a high key. :s hahas! xD but he ish realli good looking yesterdae norhs.wore a coat and this white shirt inside.and yang was like gaga liaos.hahas! xD and riccia oso sae he's good looking todae.alahs.he's oreadi good looking in the first place arhs. :) but nehs.he still reminds me of rodrick.ehhh. :p ms foong very pretty oso.she wore this pink dress.darn sweet arhs.hahas! x) last night.cant even eat proper dinner.hahas! xD cos after lunching out with yang they all.i so full sias.and when i reach home.marmie and daddie oreadi want tuh bring my sistas out ferr dinner. :s i cant eat arhs.so didnt eat much.just a little.but drank two cans of green tea.hmmm.now i noe y wendy and yang cant live without green tea.and must be heaven and earth one somemore.cos its so nice sias. x) lurve it oso.nort so strong the taste and smell. :) nice one! xD marmie cooking duck noodles ferr lunch todae.hees.first attempt.hope it turns out well wors.but watever she cook nehs.everybody oso give her a pass.hahas! xD nort purposely.but its realli nice mahs. x)
15/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[lurve eu loads. xD ]*
1:23 AM
Sunday, May 15, 2005Y
14/05/2005. went tuh NTU ferr I dae todae.hmm.the school ish like damn big arhs.and then i need tuh meet seraphine mahs.tuh pass her my skirt. :) in the end.we arrange tuh meet.and we ended up at different places.hahas!she's in the audi.while i am outside the audi.hees.and the first bartley SC i met.ish sk.hees. :) then.went in with yi chuang tuh book seats ferr cai hua.yang and jia li.then i saw liyana.and she went."sweet smile".hahas! xD after we settle down in our seats.liyana suddenly call ferr me.and tell me that sweet smile went tuh the back stage liaos.but the prob ish.i never even see him come in!hahas!how can he be going tuh the back stage.hmmm.but in the end.saw him appearing beside me.he's sort of late.hahas! xD he reach at around 10 bahs. :s but he didnt get tuh sit with his class arhs.cos no space lerhs.then liyana saw him.and sae "shirley notti arhs".and i was like smiling from ear tuh ear.hahas! xD then the whole thing start liaos.started off with jazz band performance.nort bad lahs.a bit noisy.hahas!but its nice. :) then there's this malay girl who sang.after that.the guest of honour came.and we have tuh rise.hahas!there seem tuh be so many GOH coming in.and yi chuang was asking me.which ish the exact one.hahas! xD after the GOH settle down liaos.the malay dance did a welcome dance.graceful one. :) then mrs ong talked.saw pics of ppl flash thru the ppt.then modern dance did sth on tsunami.followed by the indian dance.on warrior princess.next.ish the GOH speech.pretty short.then followed by award presentation.whoa!year ones oso can get awards derhs wors.as in like eur promos.eu do well.then can get awards.hahas!so nice.hope next year my turn arhs.hahas! x) sports and cca oso. :) nice nice.best best sehs. ;) award presentation finish liaos.gort drama "teochew porridge".reminds me of the "quarrel" that the seniors put up in TTC.and one of the teacher actually tried tuh stop them.hahas! xD then dikir barat.woots!farnie one.hahas!cos they sing in malay.chinese.then in tamil.hahas!so cute.then there ish this valedictorian's speech.short one too. :) then the MAJOR and BEST part of the entire programme.hahas!the ANGKLUNG KULINTANG ENSEMBLE performance.hees. :) they played three songs."shenandoah"."rondo romantica" and "festival medly".hees.lurve the rondo one.hahas!so nice.so soothing.me and yi chuang were humming it thru out.hahas! xD and cai hua gort "attracted" tuh the flute guy.hahas!but i tink the president better.hahas! xD after the whole thing.went out slowly.and saw liyana.she seems so excited tuh see me.hahas!and she point out sweet smile ferr me.hees.so nice of her. *muacks* then while waiting ferr wendy.saw sweet smile by the door.hees.after wendy ish ready.went tuh jurong point ferr lunch.and saw the channel u artiste recording a show.the 'yuan lai jiu shi ni'.hees.the wings wings one. :p then shop shop a while with wendy.cheryl and yang.yang bought a RED adidas bag.hahas!so red until eyes can be blinded liaos.hees. :p and i spot on a billabong bag.gort two colours i realli like.pink and white.or black and pink.but i tink black and pink nicer.hees.my next aim ferr a bag.woots! xD and when we are on our way out of JP.guess who i saw at JP?!hahas!i saw....SWEET SMILE! xD he was with his frens.i oreadi have this feeling that i will see him.but didnt expect it tuh be so darn accurate arhs.after seeing him.i was practically smiling.ferr watever reason it ish.hahas! xD and i told nancy and liyana.then nancy called me.saeing that she ish at boon lay mrt station.so while waiting ferr cheryl tuh go toilet.i wait and try tuh spot ferr nancy dear dear.then haven see dear dear.see akbar.aisyah and their two frens.and akbar ask us how he look with his PINK bag.hahas! xD nort his bag lahs.but we feel like farnie.hahas! xD then met nancy liaos.she going ferr service i tink.went off tuh take train.saw akbar they all again.when on the train.they were sitting directly opposite us.hees.then akbar ask where i going.then i said outram park.he thot i live in outram park.hahas! xD then he doze off.but before i got off the train.he woke up and said bye.hees.so nice. :) had a nice dae todae.hee. xD especially when there's frens and sweet smile around.woots! xD
14/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[surprised tuh see eu there.but.i am too happie.hahas! xD ]*
8:22 AM
Saturday, May 14, 2005Y
13/05/2005. orite.liyana ish getting as high as i am over sweet smile.hahas! xD well.glad tuh have such a crazee partner arhs.hahas.can realli go mad.hahas!and she ish hating me!ferr having such good taste.and having her favourite colours on my wallet.hahas! xD life ish going tuh be real fun with her around. *muacks liyana.* x) school ish okes lahs.chinese lesson ish better todae.cos ms yok joke with us.hmm.i tink i am on my way of picking up her good points bahs. :) she's nice lahs.like finally. :p I dae at NTU tml.so fast sias the time flies.hahas! xD like so fast I dae lerhs.and nxt week gort two track heats.one at toa payoh stadium (wed) and the other one at bishan stadium (fri).have tuh shuffle.and.bad news!our cheer leading ish nort even practised!and bartley ish fully in charge of cheerleading competition.and what have we done?NOTHING!and i am getting.slightly.or rather.quite irritated.hmmm.hope things will turn out better. :x although.its nort realli on the right track now.i just cant see the spirit and the thing dun seem tuh be going. :'( i just cant see the highness and the woohoos feeling. :x so nort punggol sias.mish punggol daes. :s went back tuh punggol jus now.tuh collect my O level cert.hees.finally see that cert of mine liaos.but the school seems rather deserted.cos exams finally over lerhs arhs.most of the ppl are flying off tuh play lerhs bahs? :) well.when i went back there.there ish this realli good feeling.hahas!i mish the school.the teachers.my happy family.my cadets.my sirs. :x i even mish the school toilet!hahas.comparing MI's toilet tuh the one in punggol.hmm.punggol ish cleaner.and smell better.hahas!but there ish NO TOILET PAPER!MI's toilet have tons of papers.hahas! xD nancy dear dear. *if eu happen tuh read this.cos i noe.eu will come here derhs.* cant go out ferr pigging out tml with eu lerhs.but i promise.we get together some time during my hols kaes?before eur service arhs.then i can meet chau and eur brother oso.hahas!kinda mish them liaos. :) excluding the part where they call me....hahas! xD but still can be frens mahs.rite?!hahas.so.we get together again okes?i still remember!i owe eu a treat on ICE CREAM!hahas! xD yummy yum yum's ice cream.wait ferr us!hahas! x) muacks dear.lurve eu loads! xD sweet smile time!woohoos! x) saw him in the gym this morning as usual. :) he's nort late lerhs wors.hees.good good good. :) then only get tuh see him after school.when he ish walking towards the bus stop tuh catch the bus tuh toh tuck. x) ahhhhh!!!!!so cute!hahas! xD when i am on marmie's car.on our way tuh fetch shernise.liyana called.and tell me she saw sweet smile at the bus stop.hahas!and tell me that she can see him.hmmm.and tell me that there's this particular girl.who ish the particular one that i dun realli like.ish toking tuh sweet smile non stop.argh! :s never mind lahs.its nort as if he's MINE!hahas! xD
13/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[eu made my life more beautiful.]*
11:31 AM
Friday, May 13, 2005Y
12/05/2005. hmm.mrs heng todae ask me.if i ever feel alone or lonely.i sae i dunnoe.hahas.cos i will like find ways tuh make myself happie again.then will make myself laugh.and laugh at myself.and then.my sisters will sae i 'siaos ding dong'.hahas!but thats the way tuh get myself out of unhappiness arhs. :) nice way aye? :p then wendy and yang sae.then i will msg them.hahas!tuh entertain myself.hahas! xD hmm.realli arhs girls?how come i dunnoe.hahas! xD well.now i noe. :) saw iggy this morning in the gym. :) then saw akbar and aisyah too. :) seem tuh be seeing ppl i noe like everywhere.hahas!well.MI bartley ish small.so yeah. :) pe todae ish horrible. *as usual.anyway.sk oreadi inform me about that in the first three mths.lols!* mr ser took over todae.and man!he made us do 6BX todae.hahas.nort 5.but 6!and after every single excercise.he send us ferr running.three rounds round the gym.thats mad okes?! :s oh yeah.and mr ser actually remember me performing during cny this year in MI.hahas!i thot no one would go remember.but todae.when mr heikal ask ferr past band members.mr ser was like pointing at me tuh mr heikal.then sae.i performed during cny. :s and mr heikal was like."oh yeah huh." hmm.can still remember mr heikal adjusting and making the electric piano ferr me..... x) lunch time training ish erm.okes lahs.did running.three rounds round the gym AGAIN!then five rounds round the school.and after every round.have tuh skip ferr 10 times. :s this ish torturous.hahas!shed shed shed quickly! :p as if its so easy.the gym at hougang ish mishing me badly. :x after all that toopid runnings.that ish going tuh make me HATE the gym.had free games.so played touch rugby with yang.wendy.cheryl.cai and this guy.i dunnoe who he ish.hahas! xD but i see him around though. :p i cant get tuh borrow any uniform ferr I dae. :( wanted tuh borrow from amanda.but she alter the whole thing so much.the top ish okes.but the waist part ish a bit.koyak. :x never mind lahs.tink i will just have tuh appear at nanyang audi in PUNGGOL SECONDARY SCHOOL uniform.hees.ferr a moment.i am back as a punggolite. :) woohoos! xD dunnoe y.these few daes.when my head hits the pillow.i will tink of 23. :s nort suppose tuh anymore.but dunnoe y.he just flash out. :x nort a good sign wors. :x year three derhs cca ending on the 27th lerhs.that means.no more sweet smile at the bus stop.no more sweet smile going tuh toh tuck. :( sweet smile.woots!saw him in the gym this morning.he's height ish alwaes so attractive.hahas!attract my attention. :) then after pe.waiting ferr yi chuang.saw him in his class.walking here and there.then he stopped.hahas!so caught him!hahas!then after mgt.walked past his class.didnt get tuh see him lahs though.cos he in his class.then his class gort curtains.cover him.hahas! xD
12/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[just a glimpse will do.]*
6:22 AM
Thursday, May 12, 2005Y
11/05/2005. the back of my thigh ish aching like dunnoe wat.and my left shoulder seems tuh be out of place.lols.both are painful lahs. :( then my leg ache.cant walk.tried lifting me leg high up tuh 90 degrees.but i only raise a little.i can feel the stretch liaos.dunnoe how the hell am i going tuh do pe tml. :( and tml got lunch time training somemore!i want tuh play 'hemtam bola'! :x hope i feel better tml.or else.i shall 'dai shang shang zhen'. :p the effects.play liaos then sae.hahas! :p photo taking todae.and met the SCs taking theirs too.hmm.they look farnie in the blazers and tie. :p but okes lahs.handsome and pretty. :) then our classes turn.then that teacher want me tuh put on a blouse size 14.5.and i am suppose tuh wear 15.5 or 16. :x and khalis was like.man.it can fit.i noe!and that teacher made me wear a guys shirt.which make me look so darn cartoon.and when they take the photo.can see the guys pocket sias.i dun care!when i get my uniform.i am going tuh take the photos again!all over again!make myself nice nice. :) sat ish I dae.and we all have tuh go in full uniform.but most of us in BC still dun have uniform arhs.then the principal suggest that we go borrow the uniform from the seniors or our frens.maybe borrowing from amanda bahs.the blouse lahs.if nort.see wat else we can do.i certainly dun want tuh go there in punggol's uniform. :x see how lahs yeah?! ooo.todae during HTP.iggy and intan was in our class. :) they preparing ferr dunnoe wat lahs.but when i go into the room.i was surprised!nort that i see iggy.but.hehes. :p notti me. :p find another eye candy?nort so easy sias. :x sweet smile.muacks!hahas!didnt see him in the gym this morning.but.when during my break.went tuh the library tuh work out my maths with yi chuang.hehes.saw him in the function room.working realli hard on his work. :) and i had the perfect look of him thru out my time in there.hahas! x) then when i going towards marmie's car after school.saw him in the gym.his back facing out. :) then saw mr raj.he pointed his sign at me.so.i pointed back!hahas!then when marmie u turn rite.past by school.then saw him walking out of the gym. x) ooo.so cute sias. :p
11/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[no second eye candy.]*
8:12 AM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005Y
10/05/2005. phew!i passed my gp compo and my maths test!hahas! xD first gp test.and i passed it. :) erm.i got like 26/50.nort realli a gud pass lahs.but nehs.at least i pass on my first attemp. :) which ish sth that i am happie about. :) and my maths!i scored 21/30.despite all the carelessness i did that make me and mr koh both so disappointed. :( will be more careful the nxt time round derhs.and will continue tuh work hard.ferr the upcoming mid year papers. :) lunch time training was pretty slacked todae.cos of the rain.no nid tuh run round the school.and i played basketball.hahas!surprise!hahas! xD i have tuh sae.i dun like playing basketball.but todae.no one want tuh play with me other games.hahas!cos yang and yc never wear pe shorts.so left me and wendy nias.so played bball with sen and hidaya. :) okes lahs.quite fun.hahas!cos we laughed a lot!and i meant.A LOT! :p ahhhhh!akbar "caught" me using my hp in the toilet.hahas!i made an excuse tuh come out of class tuh call my marmie.cos like.maths lessons ish extended. :s so came out tuh call.and oso tuh de-freeze myself.hahas.and i didnt noe akbar walked out of the library.and i was by the toilet door.with my back facing outside.then i heard someone like whispering my name.so i turn around.then saw him there.then he like "orh.use hp." hahas!and i made farnie faces at him.hahas!see how notti i am. :p sweet smile.me and liyana.hahas!crazee girls. :p anyway.yerps.saw him during my second break.he was buying rice.hees.then saw him in the gym during morning assembly.he's early todae.cos he came into the gym without his bag. :) then.erm.when i was having maths.i ran out of class tuh call marmie.and saw him having chinese lessons. :) woots!but when i finish maths.he nort in class liaos.class ended bahs. :)
10/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[wat am i going tuh do after this year?]*
9:18 AM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005Y
09/05/2005. had a surprise maths test todae.i flopped it lahs basically. :s careless lahs!and mr koh saw my paper.and he was like 'kok' my head.and sae i damn careless.and he ish very upset about it. :( i oso sad arhs.cos like.i am suppose tuh do better.nort that the other ppl are lousy.but becos i took up Add maths in punggol.then i scored a B3.thats y. :'( when mr koh like sae me.i sad arhs.almost cried. :'( so sad.sobs sobs. :'( pe was okes lahs.did 5BX.as usual.then played captains' ball.then after that.ran with mr heikal.then did some stretches.ran pretty smoothly todae.and can run up the staircases more easily. :) hope this can help me build up my stamina more arhs.have a pretty slacked stamina ever since after the Os. :x mrs heng gave us bookmarks.and we took photos with her flower that we gave her last fridae.she ish so happie about it.and even brought up the idea of going out one dae.tuh makan.and tok tok. :) she's so nice. :) didnt have chinese test todae oso.hmm.hahas! xD ms gan ish nort here in school again todae. :x gp paper ish brought forward tuh the 26th may.good or bad nehs?i oso dunnoe arhs.and sports dae ish brought forward tuh in the morning. :) mrs wong sae we are all involve in the I dae.and have tuh go tuh NTU on our own on sat. :x and its in the morning somemore sias. :x have tuh wake up early early liaos. :s mid year exam schedule out lerhs.exams on 12 - 14 july. *time tuh buck up more shir.cannot slack arhs!never ever slack!* liyana was toking tuh me about sweet smile.and like ka jiao arhs.hahas!no choice.sweet smile.my eye candy. :) saw him in the gym this morning.then saw him during my chinese class.he going back tuh class after his break arhs. x)
09/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[muacks.]*
10:03 AM
Monday, May 09, 2005Y
08/05/2005. marmie fried 'chai tau kuay' ferr us ferr lunch just now.hees.so nice sias.yummy yum yum. x) msg iggy just now and asked him ferr his chinese paper format. :x and got 'tian xie han zi.duan ju xuan ze.ju yi ce yan.zong he tian kong.li jie wen da.'and got summary oso.hees.so nice of iggy tuh explain tuh me wat i dunnoe.and spending the time tuh tell me the format.hahas! x) and the han yu ping yin arhs.only three have sias.and the other two dun have.hmm.things are getting tough sias. :x cannot give up!must strive.cannot lose tuh that idiot boy!that irritating boy! :s
08/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[time ticking away.mishing eu as each second past by.]*
7:03 AM
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08/05/2005. HAPPY MAMA DAE! x) todae mama dae wors.just gave marmie her prezzie.hees.hope she like it. :) yeah!getting a new broadband ferr my com lerhs wors.hees.yesterdae go apply ferr it.singtel derhs.then marmie bought a new hp. :) 3G phone lai derhs.i oso dunnoe wat it ish used ferr. :p but its nice lahs.hahas! x) cant wait ferr july 31st tuh come.then can change my phone liaos.hahas! xD yeah!can get my cammie phone.woohoos!noe wat am i going tuh do with it once i have it?hehes. :p going out ferr mama dae dinner tonite.at phoneix hotel.woots!hahas! xD chinese test tml.first chinese test.have tuh do well sias.cannot lose tuh that guy. :) sweet smile!tml ish mondae again lerhs. :) and tml ish pe dae.sigh.cant see him do pe though. :x
08/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[i mish pe dae.i mish sweet smile.]*
1:59 AM
Sunday, May 08, 2005Y
07/05/2005. went tuh changi village ferr dinner just now.and memories flew back like woohs!ubin camps.rodrick.man.all just came back arhs.how i wish time can be turned back once more.at least.me and rodrick.nort so cold towards each other.sobs sobs. :( anyway.all ish over liaos.maybe things have oreadi changed ferr the better.and there ish space and room ferr making frens bahs.thats wat i realli wish ferr norhs. :) went ferr piano lessons on my own.and i lost my way.hahas!seeked help from mrs lee.and i arrive safely. :) then after that.went tuh hougang mall tuh meet marmie and daddie.and tuh my horror and surprised.my train fare ish 80 cents per trip sias!and i took train twice.that makes it $1.60!no wonder my ez link derhs money inside like drop so fast!then go top up money.cos only 60 cents left.then ask that person y 80 cents.they sae they charge me adult fare!man!i still schooling sias.they charge me 80 cents.got tuh be kidding. :s then they issue me receipts.telling me my extension of bus concession.maybe becos i haven go extend it bahs.but i thot it would be automatic?hmmm.sth tuh ponder about.hahas!never mind.next time take train.go observe the cost.better jump back tuh 45 cents arhs.if nort i box that person's face. :p bought marmie derhs mama dae prezzie liaos.nort sth big or special lahs.just hope that she will like it. :) i receive the aftermath of angklung.hahas!my wrist pain pain wors.then this morning still go piano lesson. :p now aching.hahas! xD maybe tml cannot raise my hand lerhs. :p
07/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[eu are the one i care ferr the most.]*
12:55 PM
Saturday, May 07, 2005Y
06/05/2005. woohoos!i am so damn happie todae arhs!went ferr angklung.and yerps!i am in liaos!whoa sehs.so damn happie sias.cant control my happiness.and the whole thing ish so cool!the quarter master was like asking ferr ppl with music background.and me and another girl victoria gort grade 7 ferr piano.but victoria wanted tuh play the drum.so left me. :x but never mind.i am in the kulintang team.and man.its so fun!played with this black black instrument. *alahs.i still dunnoe wats the name of that.* and we play C major scales.woots!its so fun!nort as easy as piano lahs.but its definitely fun tuh learn.but the bad thing ish.my left hand and right hand dun seem tuh be co-ordinating well.hahas!alwaes either the two sticks together.or right faster than left.hahas!its so farnie arhs.and i owaes play until the note before. :s but the seniors there are nice.they wont flare up.and they teach eu nicely.hmmm.hahas! x) got tuh practise hard hard ferr it.its so fun!yeah!!!!!angklung kulintang.woots! x) didnt catch the 1pm bus tuh toh tuck.cos we ordered a cake and a bouqet of flowers ferr mrs heng as mothers' dae prezzie.then mrs heng aint feeling well.so she went home.and missed the receiving part.cos time running out.and me,yang,cai and chuang have tuh go toh tuck before 2.30.so call ferr cab.then left the prezzie on her table. :) and the farnie thing was.when my cab came.jonathan and shu jian thot it was their cab.hahas!but tuh their disappointment.its ours!hahas.so went off.on the cab.heard yang telling me about some personal stuffs.and we felt so sad ferr her. :( oh yeah!anklung.hahas! xD went ferr training.and yeah lahs.its fun.all i can sae.hahas! xD the seniors are nice lorhs.first time i actually look forward tuh going tuh toh tuck again.cos i finally see nice seniors around.and the teacher in charge ish so cute!hahas!she laugh like farnie like that. :p but she ish a nice teacher.and yeah!i saw ms foong!man.mish her so much.sadly.i never take geog liaos.mish her teachings.and her wonderful lessons. :s then.when in the media room.mrs heng called me.and i excuse myself tuh the toilet.and i tok tuh her.she ish so touched that she sae she ish on the verge of crying. *happy mama dae mrs heng!* and when i hear what she sae tuh me.i oso feel like crying.she ish such a motherly teacher norhs.so ncie tuh have her as our teacher. :) sweet smile time.hees.yesh!i saw him todae.before my chinese class.then i want tuh go find mr koh.tuh hand in my maths.i saw him filling in his bottle.and he ish standing rite opposite me. :) and when i toking tuh mr koh.i heard him toking tuh ms yok!and he spoke chinese!hahas.this ish the first time i hear him speak chinese.and wow.its realli nice.hahas! xD *i'm mad.* then when i waiting ferr the cab rite.look look at the notice board.and saw his name there.hees.he did well ferr his common tests.and oso his pw!woots! xD
06/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[well done.]* *[happie birthdae emest di.muacks!ai ni. x) ]*
12:30 PM
Friday, May 06, 2005Y
05/05/2005. went ferr lunch time training todae.and yerps.i had fun!we did a little bit of running.then did some ball tingy excersise.then did this turning turning leg thing.then off we go.GAMES TIME!hahas.we played dodge ball aka 'hentam bola'.hahas!mr heikal prefer tuh call it 'hentam bola'.so cute! :p and yeah.mr heikal was in my group.and we played realli hard. :) our team won against mr azlan's team.and i find a different side of mr azlan.he ish a realli nice guy.and a realli fun teacher.just that.sometimes.he ish a bit fierce.but he and mr heikal are realli too fun tuh be with when come tuh playing.man.they are so damn nice!so.yerps.ferr lunch time training todae.we had darn loads of FUN!and other than FUN.its still FUN!cant wait ferr the next session tuh come.mr heikal at first thot we got no lesson.then can continue tuh play.but we have arhs.he was a bit disappointed.so he made it a deal tuh play it again nxt week.hees.cant wait! x) pe was horrible todae.hahas!did running around the whole school.and that includes the staircases at the library block.but nort that bad lahs.just that my legs are still aching ferr dunnoe wateva reason.i just feel kinda tired and my legs just cant go on. :s so walked arhs.hahas!up the staircases. :s and yeah.i sweat like a PIG!hahas! xD econs test results are back.i got 13/30.when i take the paper.mr raj was like saying."eu are almost there.but nort there yet." i knew i would fail.but i didnt expect myself tuh fail so 'nicely'.hahas!but mr raj sae.those who score 10 and above are good.cos there are 10 questions in there that are nort suitable ferr us at this moment.so i scored 13/20.hees.a pass. :) which ish sth that i am so darn happie about.at least.boost a little of my confidence in econs arhs.its nort realli impossible bahs.jus whether i want or dun want. *marmie owaes sae that of me derhs.* :x mrs heng ish so nice!she gave out little prezzies tuh us.tuh give them tuh our marmie on mama dae.so nice rite.she actually help us tuh tink of such little minor stuffs.and she ish realli happie when doing it.man.she ish such a nice teacher.lurve her!but too bad arhs.she teach us language.then ms yok teach us lit. :x which ish a little way too bored.but no choice.i have tuh stick with it.cos its my choice ferr this combi.i cant blame anyone else. :) cca at toh tuck tml.anklung kulintang!hahas.hope they accept me sias.if nort.i realli have tuh wait ferr badminton liaos. :s i realli dun want tuh wait ferr badminton tuh start arhs.cos i like anklung.hees.tml go then see bahs. :) sweet smile time again! x) saw him this morning ferr assembly.then saw him when i was going ferr my lunch time training.then after that.no more.sobs sobs. :(
05/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[millions of lurves.]* *[happie 17th birthdae goodie goodie imah.muacks!lurve eu loads syg.mish eu like mad.hahas! xD anyway.all the best yeah?and takkaires.meet up somedae!i cant stand mishing eu anymore. :x ]*
8:51 AM
Thursday, May 05, 2005Y
04/05/2005. i find myself alwaes plopping in front of the com when i reach home.cant wait tuh jot down every single thing that happen on that dae itself.time tuh have some control over my desire of staring into the com.and tapping away on the keyboard. :x will nort be having any double or triple posts every weekdaes.unless.its weekends lahs.therefore.everything will be down in only one entry. :) with effect.from.tml.hees! :p
04/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[sk ish rite.wait till eu leave school. :( ]*
7:40 AM
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04/05/2005. heats was cancelled todae.cos of the rain.but.when everyone ish dismissed.the rain stopped.hmmm. :x anyway.was there at toa payoh stadium.and i was darn early.didnt go in arhs.cos like no ppl.until i see a bus from bartley.and see abigail and diyana alighting.then i saw SWEET SMILE!hahas.he was on the bus too.and yerps!i saw him. :) after a while.saw mr heikal's car.and there i go.walking in slowly.and looked ferr abigail and diyana.sat and tok.until i met other onyx members.ehh.as i sit and tok.i keep seeing sweet smile arhs.he was like walking here and there.there and here.and yeah.he have tuh walk in front of me.so i can like see him every single min. *hahas.i sound mad. :p * then he went tuh change.and after that.was toking tuh sk. :) ahs.enuf of sweet smile first.yeah.heats was cancelled!and onyx did cheers.the cheers were thot by tessa and sim ee.and i am handing in more cheers tml. :) hees.i am going tuh bring the julius spirit into MI.and into onyx. :) excited wors. :p then arhs.this guy.from my house.called fildaus.man.he got a realli loud voice.and he realli have an accent.but he realli brought the attention from the onyx members.as well as other members from other houses.he realli gort a damn loud thunder like voice. :s lalalalalala.sweet smile.my house captain.woots! x) oh yeah!did i mention this before?sweet smile ish last year's discus champ!how cool ish that?woohoos! *wonder wat event will he be in this year* cant wait ferr sports dae tuh come.erm.better still.the next heats. :)
04/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[sweet smile.]*
7:31 AM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005Y
03/05/2005. never go ferr photo taking todae.lazee arhs.and i dun want tuh put on the 'on loan' uniforms.so.see how tml lahs yeah?! :p nottie me. :p school was okes lahs.break dae. :) and slacked ferr most of the time. :) ferr the first time during econs lesson.we didnt do anything.did this reflection on last sat's second hand bazaar.hmm.my group earned the most wors. :) *well done peeps!* hees.i dun mind doing it again.cos its fun!and i learnt alot.and met ppl from toh tuck.and made new frens.how nice. :) orites.ferr once.i tink the toh tuck people are okes. *heis!its okes!nort good. :p * track and field heats tml.gort tuh go tuh toa payoh stadium.and guess.we will be doing cheerleading practice.thats going tuh be fun.i missed julius cheerleading competition last year.i sprained my ankle. :s so.this year.i wont miss it!hahas! xD yeah!can see sweet smile do track tml woooos.hahas! x) sweet smile walked past my class todae. *woots!* and from then till the end of the dae.i never see him liaos.except during morning assembly.caught him there.nort late. :) our fourth president of singapore has passed away yesterdae.so.the national flag was half - raised todae.and till fridae.it will still remain half - raised.and todae.in school.after the pledge taking.the school observed a moment of silence.
03/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[eu are the rite one.]*
8:32 AM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005Y
02/05/2005. file checks.so many many file checks.srp.maths.and my files ferr school ish piling up and choking my shelves!nort enuf shelves marmie!i need more! :s yeah!go sch tml liaos.so happie. :) can see sweet smile.and somemore.tml ish BREAKS dae!hahas!so many many breaks.with no test. :) how i wish nancy they all are here again tml.more time tuh 'pei' them. :x that shows.how much i mish them. :s
02/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[eu linger in my mind.]*
10:00 AM
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02/05/2005. whees.no school todae.hees.its a public holidae. :) how nice.can skip two periods of torturous pe lessons.and no nid tuh end school late late. :p but nehs.still have tuh wake up early todae.cos got piano at 9.30am. :s nth tuh blog about ferr now.later see got anything exciting bahs. ;) *punggolites taking exams starting from tml!best of luck!* *ps.patrick.weikang.emest.clarence.lifen.liyin.eliza.study hard.and do well.get out tuh chill after eur exams during the june hols yeah?meanwhile.mug!* *brandon.mel and other cadets.do work hard.eu will see the results coming out after all the efforts eu put it. :) * muacks!lurve them. x)
02/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[its only when i lurve.then i noe the exact feeling.]*
3:06 AM
Monday, May 02, 2005Y
01/05/2005. thank goodness.nth ish going on.and didnt happen.phew! :p had a special dish ferr dinner tonite.marmie fried 'tang hoon'.yum yum.hahas! xD and had barley drink. *thank eu marmie.muacks!* :) oops.did i mention that mr raj met my marmie and daddie?it was yesterdae.at the night bazaar.and my marmie and daddie came tuh pick me up.and i haven finish arhs.so they come give me more support. :) and mr raj was at my stall.so i intro mr raj tuh my parents. :) so nice of me.hees. :p ooo.aisyah noes me.hahas!although i didnt realli go tok tuh her or anything.just smile smile whenever i see her.but she remembers me though. :) how nice of her.of cos lahs!MI bartley are filled with nice people. *except ferr 'uh hmm'* hees.i am starting tuh lurve MI more than i thot i would. x) woohoos!MI.the place i want tuh be in.eh.i oreadi in there arhs.hmm.ah!MI.the place where i belong. x) hees.
01/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[eu.eu.eu.eu.eu.]*
11:21 AM
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01/05/2005. chams.just now.one of marmie's fren online.then i happen tuh be flashing sweet smile's photo.and putting sweet smile's name.die die die die die.hope she dun sense anything wrong.and then go tell marmie.if nort i sure die sias. :x this teach me another lesson.dun anyhow put names and photos. :s had delifrance bread just now ferr lunch.yummy yum yum. :)
01/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[smile.]*
4:32 AM
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01/05/2005. her status there states.in a relationship.who on earth ish that guy?i dunnoe.yang they all sae ish that malay boy.ish it?i dunnoe.and i dun wish tuh noe.maybe.i want tuh noe.cos she ish somehow or another.was attracted tuh 'him' before.dun ask me who that 'him' ish.i dun wish tuh sae.lets hope that its nort that 'him' i am referring tuh.although.i noe.there might be a chance.but they dun realli noe each other yet.so.maybe no.argh!i dun dare tuh tink about it.please.let me noe.its a NO.n-o.NO! :s its yet another sundae.just woke up.and i have got no breakfast.my three sistas ate instant noodles.and there ish just nice.three last packets.so.i am left with nth.hahas!its okes.i shall eat some biscuits and wait ferr marmie and daddie tuh buy me food. :) used tuh stay hungry liaos.hahas! xD man.i just lurve my flying pooh.WHEE~ :p sweet smile.mish him.and his smile.man.have tuh wait till tuesdae. :x
01/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[eu are ferrever up there.and in there.]*
1:37 AM
Sunday, May 01, 2005Y
01/05/2005. man.the sales ish realli damn good sias.made near tuh 400 bucks ferr my entire group. :) best aye?and each of us got about 50 bucks back.hmm.50 bucks tuh me ish realli BIG money sias.and i earn it on my own. :) how nice! x) reach tanglin mall and was outside delifrance at around 4pm.and cai hua and wendy reach at around 4.10.and cai hua brought along alot of stuffs.jeans.tees.slippers!and we sold all the slippers. *with the help of that squidward!* man.we realli sold alot.and made alot.hees.todae shall be the best dae and the dae with the best experience.i earned 50 bucks!my first 'salary'.my first hard earned 50 bucks.my first. :) nancy dear dear came tuh support me wors.how nice of her.muacks! *lurve eu dear!* nic oso came.after his touch rugby game.although he lost.but its okes.i noe.he sure can make it the nxt time round. *go nic!eu have me as eur ferrever supporter! x) * iggy oso came and support us.he walked past my stall.but i saw him.he didnt see me. :x but never mind lahs.at the very least.he came. :) lynn came too.she ish so pretty. :) *thans lynn and iggy ferr coming.muacks!* oh yeah!i bought that flying pooh!all thans tuh wendy.she didnt bring enuf money ferr that bear.and she told me about it.and i bought it home!nancy dear dear saw it.and the rest too.and they were so jealous.hahas!hugging it like its theirs.hahas!well.i dun mind.they are nice peeps.and they are my frens. :) anyway.i was telling wendy and xian yang.if they mish it.then come my house.i let them hug it.hahas! xD so notti of me yeah?and i bought it at 10 bucks!cheap aye?gaya sold it tuh me at 10.the rest want tuh sell at 12.hees.and i got it!the selling price was 17 tuh the other peeps. :p yeah!i got it! xD didnt get tuh see sweet smile todae.or rather.i dun even noe if he came.well.i saw his frens.but i didnt see him.nort even once.maybe.he wasnt there bahs. :(
01/05/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[eu may nort be there.but eu are up there.in my mind.and in there.in my heart.]*
3:23 PM
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30/04/2005. first and foremost. *HAPPY BIRTHDAE AI ZHEN!* hees.she's one year older liaos.thats fast.ppl are getting older dae by dae.and i am oreadi 17 and 30 daes old.hmm.growing older every single dae. :s nic ish having a touch rugby game at taka todae.too bad.i cant go.got tuh get ready ferr tonite's bazaar. :s *sories nic.i promise.the nxt time.i will try tuh be there.okes?!* :) just another saturdae.with nth tuh do.hees.cos now my tuition change tuh thursdae liaos arhs.so now.weekends are free from tuition. :) how nice.hahas!no no.got things tuh do.i am suppose tuh go cut all the newspapers that have been stacking up dae by dae below my bed.hurhur. :p well.basically.no one ish helping me with the cutting except ferr myself.that explains the piling up. :) hees.i shall be nice.and be a good girl.and go do all the cuttings.and do it ferr my own good.while my sisters enjoy the benefits.of nort dirtying their hands.and can read nicely cut and pasted article. :)
30/04/2005. *words left unspoken*. *[eu are the centre of my attention.]*
