Thursday, June 30, 2005Y
30/06/2005. *regrets*argh!im filled with regrets. :( shouldnt have cared about rushing off.and never go tell yani that i want huda as my buddy ferr ake. :( hope yani hasnt done any sorting yet. :x i want huda!!!!! x)*[i cant wait ferr every tml to come.i cant wait ferr the time i see eu.]*
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30/06/2005. *2.4 run*alahs.no need to ask.i flopped my 2.4 again todae.i failed it by a mere 5 seconds only. :s but lehs.mr ser was like.when i reach.he was like."good job good job.try a few more times.sure can one.good job".hahas.then when i go inside the gym.to grab my towel.i went over to ask mr heikal abt lunch time training.then he sae dun have.until after the exams. x) and he was like."its okes.eu did pretty well.i saw eu run.i noe eu put in alot of effort this time round.well done.well done.eu just missed by a bit.just 5 seconds.good job.dun worrie.eu sure will pass the next time round.dun worrie.well done.and good job". x) hahas!in fact.i tink i did better this time round arhs.can control my pace and breathing better. x) *well done shir!*sch was orites lahs.as usual. :)photos of I dae part two is up on the notice board lerhs.and most of them are on ake. :) and i see eye candy in there. ;) and hilmi.the limelight.hahas!gort his BIG face.then his buttock.and him with his flute.hahas! :Dsweet smile time! x) hahas.yang oso notice that when sweet smile smile arhs.very nice.hahas!she sae his gort very nice cheek bone and deep eyes.hmmm.the qualities that i have found out since long ago. x) ehh.me and yang share the same sentiments arhs.yang,wen and cais was like asking me.wat make me like.like arhs.then i was like."his smile".hahas.and of cos.some others i never say arhs.he's tall.and he realli make me go "wow"!and i lurve his smile and his eye.super nice eyes arhs. x) lurve the way he flash his smile.and just simply lurve the way he look.and pay attention in class. :p *woots!shir is going mad again! xP **[its eu.eur smile.and eur eyes.]*
Wednesday, June 29, 2005Y
29/06/2005. *drained*im totally drained out.so damn tired.legs tired.hands aching.tink i overstretched my hand muscles when i did my incline pull ups on mondae. :swent to ttc ferr ake prac todae.was fun arhs.as usual. ;) played 'the moon represent my heart' and 'chan mali chan' without the score.hees. :p and played c major individually. :) but dunnoe y.my left hand derhs middle finger and thumbkin gort two blisters. :xsch was fine.but i almost didnt get a bus to go to ttc. :s cos we didnt go and fill in the transport form.and kind mr heikal.he booked a bus ferr us.hahas! x) thans mr heikal! x) if nort.realli no transport liaos. :p2.4 pre test tml.hope i pass it.well.i want to pass it arhs.dun want to fail it like the previous one. :p just do my best lahs yeah?wondering if my legs can still carry me. :pgort to see sweet smile todae.during morning assembly.and when i finish gp.when i discussing chinese proj with yang they all.and when i am waiting ferr the time to go to the bus stop to take the bus to ttc.had a perfect view of him sitting in class. x)gort to see eye candy as well.i didnt expect to see him lahs.but when i keeping the angklung.saw him in the other room.the library i tink. x)*[i dun like that idiot!]*
Tuesday, June 28, 2005Y
28/06/2005. *econs essay*did an econs essay in class just now.and i am under the "still gort hope" list.hahas.eh.i didnt realli study very very hard last night.but sth just came out of my mind.and i just wrote them down.i thot i am going to fail hard time.but thank god!mr raj say.still gort hope.i realli thot i am going to die. :xsch was okes lahs.same old thing.and the canteen food.is better.but the cashier is way too slow.and there seems to be a limited supply of drinks.yeah.there are now hot coffee and hot tea.then can drinks.but nehs.no more packet drinks liaos wors.so cannot get to drink packet milo. :s and the other stall.no longer chinese food.but indian food instead.can smell the prata.hahas.but haven get to try it yet.maybe.somedae?hees. :pdidnt see sweet smile at assembly todae.he is probably late bahs.didnt get to see him after gp.but saw his bag outside the library.and saw him when i was having econs lesson. *its after my econs essay* and after econs.riyana saw him in the canteen.and asked me to go out faster to see.but i was copying sth.then slowed down.by the time i reach outside.only get to see his hand holding onto his bottle.but when i send yang,wen and cais out of class.saw him again.and yang was like asking.who did eu see?make eu so excited?hahas.i dunnoe wat to say.but all i noe is.i am going to have a hard time settling yang tml.hahas! x)*[all i can say is.i miss eu.]*
Monday, June 27, 2005Y
27/06/2005. *term three*phew.manage to strive thru todae at sch.hahas!it aint that bad lahs.wore my new uniform there.eh.i tink the material is still thick arhs.so wear liaos.like very hot.hees.but tink will be better after some time. ;)had pe todae.did incline pull ups and standing broad jump.manage to clear these two stations.going to do 2.4 on thurs.hope i clear it as well.alahs.pass or never pass.still have to go ferr lunch time training.hahas! x)sweet smile had a new hair style todae.he spiked it towards the back.pretty cool.but didnt get to see much of him though. :xanother long dae tml.and chinese proj we manage to get it extended till next tues then pass up.as ferr gp proj.still dunnoe when to present.hope that all goes well. ;)mrs wong say.nort many people pass ferr gp mid years wors.argh!dunnoe whether i will pass onort oso. :s*[hope all is fine ferr eu in sch todae.]*
Sunday, June 26, 2005Y
26/06/2005. *school*school is starting tml lerhs.how fast.here goes the june hols.soon.mid years will be here.started revision.but dun seem to be working hard enuf.sigh.shall continue to work hard.and harder than now. :)*[hope all goes well ferr eu.]*
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26/06/2005. *guitarist.vanilla*woots!nancy can be a guitarist lerhs.a guitarist in her cell group.hees.like finally.she get to fulfil her drim lerhs.well done nancy dear dear. x)as ferr my another buddie komala.she is all over her vanilla.and her vanilla was glancing at her.hahas!she's totally over the moon. ;) good ferr eu honey.may the force be with eu alwaes. x) *i miss mr raj* :p*[i dun ask ferr more.just eu.will be more than enuf.]*
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26/06/2005. *big fat idiot*he is nth.nth but a BIG FAT IDIOT!wth sias.shirk responsibilities.all he care about is chinese.chinese.and still CHINESE!wat about gp?never do the essay?give me lame excuses.i cant stand him anymore.tml he shall receive his desserts.irritating fella! :slast nite's dinner was.boring. :s the food is nort nice.the entire thing.is boring.and i didnt enjoy myself.except ferr the toilet.hahas!i like the tap.hahas.very special one.the water like waterfall.hahas!on the tap.and the water flow out from the wall like that.hahas.cute cute.hahas! x)slept very late ferr the past two nites.feeling so sleepy now. *yawn* shannon seems to be in the new year mood now.hahas.listening to new year songs.hahas! x)*[search ferr eur own happiness.and be happie.]*
Saturday, June 25, 2005Y
25/06/2005. *happiness*was watching kindred spirit just now.and saw this line."others' happiness.is your happiness".it fits in ferr me.hahas.dun ask me how to describe it.cos i myself.oso dunnoe how to explain it. :pin 15 mins time.i'll be off to change.and heading ferr the hotel.ferr that wedding dinner.of someone whom i dunnoe.hahas! x) well.see how lahs yeah?hope its okes. :)just uploaded a few pictures that i took last nite.hees.i abit mad arhs.hahas.well.thats me isnt it?hahas! x)*[i just want eu to be happy.]*
Friday, June 24, 2005Y
24/06/2005. *tml night*alamak.i still cant decide wat to wear ferr tml night sias. :s thats the problem.suddenly tell us gort wedding dinner to attend to.then suddenly.i have to go wors.all so suddenly.where to find clothes to fit the situation sias.and still at a hotel somemore.cannot malu daddie and marmie.cannot malu my grandfather and grandmother. :sargh!sth realli disgusting happened just now.theres a flat lizard outside.along the corridor. :s dunnoe who go step on it.and its flat.and dead. :x ah!!!so disgusting. :x*[i should just let nature take its own course.but i cant let it be.]*
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24/06/2005. *special guest*woots!see whos at my tag board.hahas!she's...huda!hahas.my senior in ake. ;) the nice lady that i have alwaes been toking about.hahas!she's here.and finding out my eye candy.hahas! x) *thans huda ferr coming.muacks!lurve ya!*went to compass point just now.thinking of getting my necessary sch stuffs from there.and nort forgetting.my ake file.found one file which is nice.but marmie ask me to go hougang mall then buy wors.thinking that there will be a similar one there as well.i didnt buy it arhs.anyway.cp derhs popular stocks seems to be totally cleared off.cant get my pencil lead.and correction fluid. :s who noes?went to hougang mall popular.dun have that black file!!!ended up getting one $12.80 one.hahas!30 holes.and can refill the pockets that i bought long time ago.so."carried" that home.hees. :pbought a new perfume too.the long awaited brand.'love passport'.but nehs.its nort the smell that me and karen and jie yan saw last xmas.its another smell.but its still nice.hahas! x) its finally under my possesion.after so long.hahahahahahas! x)*[please help me make a choice.]*
Thursday, June 23, 2005Y
23/06/2005. *wedding dinner*just gort to noe that.i have to go along with marmie and daddie to a wedding dinner this sat night. :s i dun like to attend wedding dinners.or rather.dinners of people i hardly noe. :x its boring lahs in a sense.cos no one there to tok to me.or even entertain me wors.kinda reluctant to budge.but i still have to go in the end.argh!!!someone!!!save me!!! :swell.when i was young.my grandfather ever brought me to a birthdae dinner of dunnoe who.and i ate a super big abalone!hahas.its realli big arhs.and have to use knife and fork to eat derhs.hahas!enjoyed myself then.lols! x)*[tons of tuition hw.but.still have to do. :p ]*
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23/06/2005. *tuition*orites.tuition starts todae.hmmm.is it sth gud?or is it sth bad nehs?i oso dunnoe.hahas.all i noe is.time to BUCK UP!PULL UP MY SOCKS!and STUDY! :p well.i dun seem to be doing that ferr the past three weeks.lols. :psch's starting.and busy-ness in sch is probably going to cover up 3/4 of my life.at least.3/4.wat abt the other quater?piano exams in august.and watever other stuffs that i am going to face and handle.i find that my posts are getting shorter and shorter. ;)*[i dun want to tink about anything else now.but when i see any one of eu.i just.cant control myself.]*
Wednesday, June 22, 2005Y
22/06/2005. *shine on you*hahas!rented a new show to watch.'shine on you'.nice and farnie at the same time. ;) gort 10 dvds.and have to finish watching by latest sunday. :pwell.as ferr the show 'my family'.miki and freeman didnt end up together in the end.they broke off.sad sad sad. :x well.the show had a nice nice ending.althought the couple didnt end up together arhs.hahas! x)*[can anyone tell me.wats going thru in my mind and heart?]*
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22/06/2005. *confused*i dun seem to noe wat i want anymore.i am so confused.was tinking about the entire thing just now.and i found out.i realli dunnoe wat i want anymore.i am lost.and confused.i dunnoe where exactly i am heading at.or what i am thinking about.its all messed up.totally messed up. :s*[is it a?or is it l?it seems to be l more.much more.]*
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22/06/2005. *ake bbq*decided to have a new way to insert my entry.hees.oh yeah!time to update about yesterdae derhs bbq.hees.it was fun! x)yc came over to meet me at my place at about 4.and we set off at about 4.30.to queensway mrt station.when we reach there.saw the three ake people.slowly.more people came.and then.people are like.'are eu shirley'?hahas.cos i added some into msn.with the greatest thanks to huda.who gave me their email add. x) then saw pearlynn.she saw me.and called me over to her side.and tell xiao xuan that i was the one who added her into msn.hees.and liang kai was like asking me.wats my name.then my chinese name.hahas!he was actually looking ferr yc.hahas!cos yc gort call him before. ;)after that.we headed off with the others to ms tay derhs place first.then some wait ferr the rest to come.reached ms tay's place.helped the seniors to clean up the wet tables and chairs.then sat and waited.and chatted with ben and yc arhs.then amanda came over to tok with us as well. ;) nice nice girl. :) and farid was like.come come.eat eat.like our daddie like that.lols! x)soon.himli and another guy came.and hilmi was like asking 'whos shirley?'.and i turn over.then sae me!and he sae.'oh.eu noe syahril?'i tink is syahril arhs.cant really hear properly.and i sae yeah.and he sae.oh.he's my fren.hahas!wat a small world. ;) but hilmi is nice.he tok.and make us laugh and all.liang kai too!he jokes around.and like.realli fun arhs.make people laugh.and make us tok.hahas! x)ah!eye candy!hahas.he did went.and get to see him arhs.hees.captured loads of him with my eyes.hahas! xD but i left earlier than him arhs.so didnt get to see him till the end of everything.sigh! :s wondering when can i get to see him again.ah!!!!! :xhad a good time yesterdae.and realli.tons of thanks to all who made yesterdae so fun and memorable. ;) *[looking forward to the dae.when i can get to see my eye candy again.]*
Monday, June 20, 2005Y
20/06/2005. its the dae tml!hahas.ake bbq. ;) whees.cant wait ferr todae to end faster.and i can go ferr the bbq liaos. :) wonder wat would it be like tml.hahas!fun?filled with laughter?lets hope we all will yeah?and get realli heated up real soon. ;)new air con ferr my room tml!hahas. x)marmie was telling me to study hard ferr my mid years.and i was realli wondering.how much have i completed.or rather covered ferr my mid years ferr the entire of this june hols.how much have i done?i dun tink alot.except ferr mgt and chinese lit notes.wat else?i realli dunnoe.its realli time to work lerhs.and realli time to stop all the slacking about.all shall start todae.and right after this post.i shall start.realli start.20/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[yes!can see my eye candy tml lerhs. x) ]*
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20/06/2005. phew.have been rushing out two blogs ferr ranie and eugene.hahas.last night.managed to complete the two of them derhs blog.hees.pretty satisfied with my production wors.hahas.and they are enjoying themselves with their brand new skins and blog. x) going to head ferr louis one now.if nort.later arhs.he come after me with a chopper.lols! x)HAPPIE BIRTHDAE DADDIE!muacks!hahas.its daddie's birthdae todae. ;)going over to yang's later.to continue with our project.now.i'm running thru our ppt that we did that dae.ensuring that all is going on well.and its all intact. :) happie with our ppt.and it has to be out by todae.if nort.tml i dun have anything to hand in to yc ferr them to do the essay. :pwoots!ake bbq tml.how best.hahas! xD looking forward to it with a big and smiling heart. ;) hmmm.wat should i wear ferr bbq tml?still tinking. =p20/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[who exactly am i tinking about?]**[7 daes more.and i am back in class.staring at sweet smile.again. x) ]*
Sunday, June 19, 2005Y
19/06/2005. yoohoos.its daddies' dae todae wors.and tml nehs.is daddie derhs birthdae.aint it easy to actually like remember daddies' dae and daddie's birthdae?hahas!its either on the same dae.or its a dae or two after daddies' dae.hahas.going out ferr dinner with daddie later.at carlton hotel.woots! x)hmm.haven give god - daddie his daddies' dae prezzie yet.maybe.shall do it later than. ;)19/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[happy daddies' dae to all daddies!]*
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19/06/2005. i can never ever imagine myself.fancy driming of 23 again.its like.so sudden arhs.then i oso dunnoe y.the drim ish farnie.but its damn sweet.hahas! xDorites.it all happen to happen on my birthdae.hees.and i was out with imah and ervy first.ata,shan and thaki called to sae that they will be late.so me,imah and ervy jalan first arhs.then suddenly.we see sh.23 and ps downstairs.on the escalator.coming up towards our direction wors.i was shocked arhs.cos they like call me.then i wanted to run away.but didnt make it.sh caught up with me.and ask me wat time am i leaving the mall.then i sae about 6.then sh sae.so still gort time to spare lahs.i sae yeah.then at first.i thot.sh they all want to join me and imah and ervy to shop sias.so i sae i dun want.then sh suddenly pull out sth from behind him.and sae happie birthdae to me. x) he sae its on behalf of the unit.and its excluding 23 wors.then like.i pai sehs arhs.then 23 like push push sth to sh.then ask sh to give me.then sh ask him to give it to me himself.then he like pai sehs oso.then i didnt care.and tok tok to ervy and imah.then 23 suddenly ask me to one side sias.and pass me sth.in a nice nice paper bag.and say happie birthdae to me. x) i was like.damn happie.and damn shocked arhs.and we two stood there.in silence ferr quite a while.then he walk off with shi han they all liaos.so me,ervy and imah.walk to one corner.open up wat 23 gave me.and saw many things inside.gort bracelet.then gort dunnoe wat else inside arhs.but one thing.i am definite about that ish inside.a necklace.a super ex necklace.its an alphabet "S" necklace.silver one.and its super nice arhs.and one look at it.noe that its very ex liaos norhs. :pthen my drim end liaos.hahas! xD best aye?although i noe.i shouldnt tink about him anymore.but.cant help it arhs.cant control my drim arhs.hees.so sweet hors. :pmsg ervy about it.then she was like telling me.if only its true.hahas! x) well.it will never happen derhs.never ever happen.19/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[what a sweet and nice drim.scenes that will only appear in drims.and nort reality.]*
Saturday, June 18, 2005Y
18/06/2005. whees!still watching "my family". x) and freeman and miki are together lerhs!whees! x) hahas.a beautiful ending ferr the two of them wors.as ferr ray lehs.sigh.let go lerhs norhs. :) good good good. x)18/06/2005.*words left unspoken*.*[only if my life ish that beautiful as well.]*
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18/06/2005. just changed a mouse last night.and its a mini wireless mouse.lols. x) and its realli small norhs.small until i feel that my hand ish too big liaos. :p but its cute arhs.hahas! xDtml ish daddies' dae wors.haven buy god daddie derhs prezzie yet. :p marmie go get it ferr me lerhs.oso good lahs.ferr me this kind of careless girl.hahas!dunnoe wats best.and cant even remember wat i bought ferr god daddie ferr his birthdae last year. :p sotong hors?but thats ME! x)i actually ferrget about ata's birthdae sias.firstly.i was overseas mahs.then last nite.ata called me.then i remembered.argh!!!i totally ferrgot about it.i feel so darn bad arhs. :x i'm so sories ata.i didnt mean it.sories. :ssaw shi min online just now.and we were toking about mr right.hahas!she thot i was still waiting ferr 23.but sories.its over. :)18/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[23 ish the past.realli.the past.]*
Friday, June 17, 2005Y
17/06/2005. was watching 'my family' just now.and saw that the big brother and the second brother fall ferr the same girl.and the girl.seems tuh be falling ferr the second brother.hmmm.complicated love.what ish the exact feeling when two guys fall ferr the same girl?i noe.one guy will get hurt in the end.if things progress on.i only noe the feeling.when two girls fall ferr the same guy.and the girls.are best buddies.and i oso noe the feeling when a guy likes a girl.but the girl happen tuh like another guy.and only treat the guy who likes her as a brother.its so difficult tuh settle.although i noe.when the ending comes.one has tuh suffer.but ferr my case.two people suffer.deeply. :(17/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[love.a complicated subject.]*
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17/06/2005. i would realli realli have tuh thank my komala honey big time now.hahas!she sent me a msg while i was away.and told me that somewhere.there ish sweet smile's pic. :p and i just went there.and i realli cant get my eyes off the screen anymore.thank eu honey.realli lurve eu loads loads. x)17/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[i thot of eu.even when i am away.]*
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17/06/2005. woohoos!i'm back lerhs wors.gort mish me mahs?hahas.well.i practically mished every single person i noe arhs. ;) yerps.i did enjoy myself alot.especially at the ocean park.wahahas!i sound realli like a kiddie yeah?but its realli fun arhs. ;) orite.shall give a detail.well.nort realli detailed post about the trip bahs. x) be ready ferr a long long entry. ;)DAY 1.wakakas.on the plane.i cant get any food into my tummy.cos i am feeling giddy all over.and feel like vomitting.can only eat the yogurt that ish available and stare into the tv screen in front of me. :swhen we arrive at hk.the airport ish so damn nice sias.and cute at the same time.hahas!cos we have tuh take a train.from one side of the aiport.tuh the other side of the airport.hahas!like taking mrt like that arhs.then the immigration man arhs.ish so damn slow motion.will stare at eu.like eu are an alien from outer space.then chop slow slow.type slow slow.then let eu go in. :s orites.reach the airport lerhs.then the tour guide brought us tuh our hotel.regal kowloon hotel.at 'tsim sha tsui'.hees.very big hotel.and the room oso very big. :D then after that.rest ferr a while liaos.went tuh 'The Avenue of Stars' [xing guang da dao].tuh look at those famous people derhs hand prints on the floor.hahas!best sias.and the sea view there oso very nice. :p after that.went ferr dinner.seafood dinner at 'lei yu mun' [li yu men].lalalalala.the food was nice arhs.ate lobster noodles.small little abalones.clams.vegs.fish etc.after dinner.set off tuh 'tai peng shan' [tai ping shan] tuh see night view.but raining arhs.so i didnt go down tuh see.hahas! xD after night viewing.went tuh 'temple street' [miao jie].there ish like our 'pasar malam' arhs.all the stalls stalls.selling different things derhs.but nothing tuh buy.so we all chop chop go back tuh the bus lerhs.teehees. ;)DAY 2.went tuh the 'convention and exhibition hall' very early in the morning.even before we makan breakfast.the tour guide sae.this ish tuh prevent traffic jam.hahas!cos the 'tong lo wan' [tong luo wan] side just change road.and its the first working day ferr the change of road.so sure will have traffic jams.smart her.and its realli true.but we werent caught in any.phew!over there.we saw this BIG golden flower.hmmm. ;)after seeing the flower.went ferr 'dim sum' breakfast.yummy yum yum.and i thot of nic immediately.he telling me about the 'hargow' and 'siew mais'.hahas! xDafter breakfast.on our way tuh 'qeng shui wan' [qing shui wan].we past by 'sam shui wan' [shen shui wan].there arhs.10 years ago on the 13/06.there ish sharks that appeared there.and killed people.so arhs.they now put yellow floating balls that stringed up and form a closed up area.and below the yellow stringed balls.ish a net that prevents sharks from coming in.so people are only allowed tuh swim within the stringed balls.and the life guard will only save eu if eu are within the stringed balls. :xback tuh 'qeng shui wan'.we went there tuh see many structures arhs.ferr praying purposes.gort 'guan yin'.'cai shen'.'mi le'.'ma zu'.alort lahs. :p then when we going out arhs.we saw jackie chan's house.lols! xDwent tuh the 'hui yun shv' [xu yuan shu] as well.poor tree.bare bare liaos.nort as big as it used tuh be.and the trunks all rot lerhs.if we throw the paper and orange up arhs.the branches will fall off.poor tree.but there's sth realli good over there.a 5 star toilet.super nice derhs sias.gort flowers in side.then cooling cooling derhs. x)went tuh the jewellery factory as well.and see big big gems and diamonds.see until i oso blur.hahas! xDwent tuh 'ce gong miu' [che gong miao] oso.then go makan lunch.then dessert.hees.the dessert very cute derhs.gort two types.'dan dan'.or 'dan nai'.'dan dan' ish steam egg.and 'dan nai' ish steam milk with egg white.quite nice lahs.but eu eat more than half a bowl arhs.eu cant take in anymore liaos.cos the more eu eat.the mroe eu feel like vomitting. :swent tuh 'lui yan gai' [nv ren jie].and bought quite a lot of stuffs there.kekes.cos its like.more close tuh girls and children derhs things mahs.hahas! x) swept home towels.loads of them. ;)and went tuh eat roast goose rice ferr dinner. ;) best best.DAY 3.ocean park dae!hahas.very fun.went tuh see panda 'jia jia' and 'an an'.then see goldfish.a whole collection of them.see sharks.see fish.loads.sth like underwater world lahs.but its nicer.cos its like.gort four levels.then eu slowly walk down.it will slowly progress norhs.from above the water.eu will see until the bottom of the whole thing. x)and guess who i saw there?CLARENCE LIM!i saw him there.wasnt confirm it was him until i gort a closer look.and yerps!its him!and he came over tuh me.when i was buying things at the souvenier shop at ocean park. x)DAY 4.went tuh 'dai yu shan' [da yu shan].go pray.and see a big big buddha.went 'dai o' [da ao].go there makan 'dao fu fa' [dou fu hua].its like 'dou hua'.very silky derhs.very nice.mishing it liaos. :pDAY 5.thats it.yesterdae lerhs.came home lerhs norhs.hahas! xD17/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[i want tuh go hk again!i mish the tv.mish the food.mish kenia,my tour guide.mish whiskers.mish ocean park! :p ]*
Sunday, June 12, 2005Y
11/06/2005. wat a sotong me arhs.ferrget this and ferrget that. :s went tuh mrs lee's.without my umbrella and without my aural book. :x and i ferrget tuh bring yang's chinese worksheet that i bought ferr her.see lahs.ferrget three things liaos.hope i dun ferrget anything tml sias.that one arhs.sure gone case liaos norhs. :xwent tuh yang's.and did quite a bit ferr gp.thot of wanting tuh finish up gp ppt.but nort enuf time.and i have tuh go off liaos.but we manage tuh do lahs.realli go werk on it.and get it done.did 6 slides lerhs.6 more tuh go.and me,yang and wendy are done with our part ferr gp. x) well.we did enjoy ourselves.and did our part well.i realli think we are doing pretty alrite.guess.now.me and yang derhs biggest worry ish the chinese pw.cos i dun realli noe wat the hell ish going on.and i explain tuh yang.she oso dunnoe. :s realli dunnoe how tuh carry on.saw yang's info.so much better than mine lahs. :) but its a bit different from wat we plan tuh do.but i stick with yang's one.cos its simpler.and its easier tuh understand.i tink wat we did yesterdae.was a bit too way out. :x ahhh!i realli dunnoe lerhs lahs! y the hell ish he in my group?!i dun want him.get lost!!! :xlalalala.flying off tml lerhs.so happie. x) hmm.wont be blogging ferr the next few daes.until i come back on thurs lerhs norhs. :)so long pals.from now.till then.gonna mish eu all loads loads! x)11/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[hk.here i come!!!!!]*
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11/06/2005. just came home from breakfast with sheena at the mac's.hahas.so long never go there and makan lerhs.hees.when go inside there.and sit down.like the feeling of me being a young girl.eating breakfast with marmie.daddie and my sisters.the feeling just came back.hahas! xD now i big girl liaos wors.no more makaning at mac's with marmie and daddie.ehhh.no no.nort sae no more.ish lesser liaos. ;)going over tuh mrs lee's ferr piano lessons later.then after that.meeting yi chuang and wendy at cp mrt station.going over tuh yang's place and do proj.hees.good news ferr all of us wors.that guy ish nort going. x) he sae he ish running a temp wors.good good.we can all do things peacefully.and happily oso. x) i am just so bad.but i am forced tuh derhs. :pfinally manage tuh finish packing my luggage yestedae.left putting in one extra tee and long pants ferr at night derhs.then i am all done. x) cant wait ferr tml tuh come wors. ;)hmmm.was looking thru my diary yesterdae.and founf out that i am pretty busy in july.especially the wednesdaes. :s 06/07 gort SYF performance.have tuh go singapore conference hall tuh see the performance.13/07.i gort my mid year paper.20/07.i have tuh go ferr the singapore heritage tour with yang.wendy and cais.the four of us signed up ferr it mahs.hmmm.so that means.IF THERE ISH AKE PRACTICE ON 20/07.I CANT GO!!!!! :( sobbie sob sob. :'( but one practice should be okes derhs hors?!hope so.11/06/2005. *food ferr thought*.*[life ish just like a piece of plain paper.human's control ish just like colours of paint.we control our lives.tuh make it a better picture. :) ]*
Saturday, June 11, 2005Y
10/06/2005. sheena ish back!hahas.mished her loads loads. :) she touched down todae at 1553 hours. x)did chinese pw todae.yi chuang and that guy came over.he's late.ferr 13 mins.orites.late ish nvm.he nehs.i sae this.he want tuh sae that.and use all the chimalogy words.use until i oso blur. :s and he use all the 'cheng yus'.use until i dun even understand what the hell he ish trying tuh convey. :s so irritating.but no one tuh turn to.so have tuh tahan until 4.when they leave lerhs.i feel so much more relaxed arhs.AH!going tuh see him again tml. :s and going tuh face him again!!! :x wat a "lucky" me yeah?! :xtink going tuh yang derhs place tml.tuh carry on with our project.and me and yc will be doing the gp essay cos we are both leaving ferr a hol nxt week.and yang,wendy and that guy will work on the ppt while we are away. :) nice arrangement wors wendy. :) whees!me flying off on sundae lerhs wors.hahas.getting excited liaos. :p taking plane again.woots! xD whoa.when i come back.have tuh realli rush all out ferr our projects liaos.although.the chinese pw ish nort ferr A levels.but we all think.we should still go all out on the materials and info and everything.we shall make it the best of the best.better than anyone else's. x) *hees.i sound so ks here. ;p * well.at least.we should aim tuh do better than kwan seng's.thats our aim. ;)10/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[i dun look forward tuh the dae i see eu leave.]*
Friday, June 10, 2005Y
09/06/2005. before i do or say anything.i have tuh sae.HAPPIE BIRTHDAE IGGY!hahas.he ish 18 years old liaos wors. :p hmm.pretty old huh. :pgees.gort my uniform lerhs. x) and look quite okes in it.just tried it on.so happie.gort my uniform lerhs.i wont be uniform-less liaos. :pwent ferr ake practice todae.its so darn fun arhs.went thru the entire session.todae ish oso angklung dae.did warm up.c major.then did stretching oso.hahas!feel like i'm having pe. :p then played 'the moon represent my heart'.but with expressions.and then.'chan mali chan'.then.learnt a new song.'if we hold on together'.whoa sehs.lurve that song arhs.but its pretty difficult tuh get the counts.maybe becos i play the song with the piano.now.play with angklung.abit blur arhs.then hands all tangled up.hahas! xD but i realli enjoyed myself alot todae.hees.now toking tuh ake derhs senior.huda.hahas!she ish pouring me with email addies of members in the ake team.hahas!cos i asked her arhs.then she slowly one by one intro me.hahas! xD going tuh do proj tml at my place.sigh.tink of that guy coming over.i super sians sias. :( but no choice.i just gort tuh do it. :( 09/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[eu are just there.in my mind.at a corner.unerasable memory of eu.]*
Thursday, June 09, 2005Y
08/06/2005. orites.i am bursting with all these projects shuffling around my side.i am realli turning stressed up.and nort in the mood tuh tok.or even joke.argh!!!!!!!work nort done.haven even meet up properly ferr at least twice.man.what a ton of shit lahs. :s somemore have tuh tahan some people.this one cannort.that one cannort.everything cannort.thot eu wat sias?some prince or king?as if we all nice tuh bully hors.IDIOT!i am getting irritated.and i am going tuh kick whoever's arse if they tell me they cant make it again.i am sure tuh do that.just.watch out ferr eur arse.before eu see my flying legs!toopid projects.one CLA one ish enuf ferr me tuh suffer and have no hols.now still gort GP.what on earth ish going on in school?we are super robots. x) full of time and energy.two BIG projects.with so LITTLE time.great.just great.08/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[just wish that idiot can get out of my side.once and ferr all.and nort see him again.but i noe.its impossible. :( ]*
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08/06/2005. woke up at 10 todae.hees.later than usual. =P then went tuh buy my uniform.i reach school at 10.45.and i see a super long queue arhs.gort there.saw hidayah,khai and jac.was toking tuh jac when i notice that the vendor ish nort here yet. :s and someone called me.turn over.and guess who i saw?!NAZATUL!hahas.my pae mate.class mate.as well as og mate. :) mish her loads.and manage tuh see her.hahas!so happie. x) when that vendor came.went tuh queue ferr uniform.and the whole counter ish so messy arhs.and so crowded. :x then mrs ong came.and did some proper planning.and everything looks neater and nicer. :) then.when its my turn.i asked ferr my blouse size.and guess what!they dun have it anymore!and still tell me that they have it.and ask me tuh come todae tuh get it.now tell me dun have.damn fed up arhs.then settle wendy derhs skirt liaos.went tuh wait ferr that vendor tuh explain tuh me his reason.marmie came.and "shouted" at him.and he promised tuh rush out our blouses by the 22/06.settled everything.came home.and had my breakfast.ehh.its oreadi near noon arhs.so cannot say its breakfast liaos.hahas!although its just 'chwee kuehs'. :pafter that.when working on my chinese notes.that uniform vendor called me.telling me that they gort my blouse size liaos.cos they gort another box they never open and check.so ask me tuh go get my uniform tml. ;) hees.i gort uniform lerhs!dun need tuh scared i will go uniform-less. :)went tuh raffles city in the afternoon.at around 3 bahs.and bought myself a little winnie.and i thot of imah.so bought her one too.hees. x) and went ferr dinner at 4.30pm.hahas!dinner pretty early todae wors. :p then shop ferr a while.marmie bought a new digital cammie.and we headed ferr hagen dazs ice cream! xD shared with shernise.and marmie shared with shannon.and we still gort 20% discount cos marmie gort the vip card.lols. x) yc and dat guy coming over tuh my place on fridae.nort tuh play.but tuh do our proj.and we doing on sat oso.angklung practice tml.WOOTS! x) excited.cant wait! xD08/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[i realli mish eu a lot.a lot more than i thot i would.]*
Wednesday, June 08, 2005Y
07/06/2005. woke up at 9.20 todae.and remembered that i am meeting yc at ttc at ten.luckily.when i switched on my hp.received a msg from yc.telling me that she will be late.but nehs.when i about tuh step out of house at 10.05.she msg me and tell me that she reached liaos. :s so i ask her tuh wait ferr me norhs.but she tell me she nort feeling well.so i get her tuh rest first.and i rushed tuh ttc. :xwhen i reach there.saw this back view of a guy.very farmiliar.see carefully.orhs!its sk.hahas!he look as if he just woke up. :p back tuh yc.reach there liaos.went tuh the toilet there tuh find her.saw her sitting there.looking very pale.so i help her tuh buy her uniform. :) and i promised tuh help jia li buy oso.and as i was queueing up.i heard two person shouting my name!hahas!its my beloved yang and cais. x) mished them so much!yang was like."gort mish me?" hahas!i was like.shocked and happie at the same time.until i dunnoe wat tuh sae. :s hahas! xD they oso buy their uniform arhs.cais was helping wendy buy.cos wendy oso sick liaos.but nehs.dun have the blouse size i want.cos they never take down from the office. -_-" hav e tuh go back bartley tml tuh get my uniform arhs.and marmie ask me tuh buy new skirt oso.cos the skirts that i am wearing now.and the new blouse.the colour ish like so off.one so new.the other one.nort old lahs.just like.lighter.and the blouse and skirt dun match norhs. :s so marmie ask me buy new ones.didnt go and do project todae lahs.see yc so "xing ku".we oso cannot get working.so didnt do.i oso dun want tuh face that guy alone without yc and yang. :x so went tuh collect air tickets with marmie.then came home. :) whees!i am flying off on sundae lerhs. ;) but nehs.i super worried about my projects arhs.like haven even start sias. :( hope that this fridae.everyone can make it.and realli get our engine started.07/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[even if eu are there todae.i oso cant get tuh see eu. :( ]*
Tuesday, June 07, 2005Y
06/06/2005. phew!manage tuh finish watching "misleading track" within such a short time.hees.marmie rented a new show."my family".auntie amy sae the show very farnie derhs.hahas.nort gonna sleep tonight if it ish realli so farnie.hahas! xDyang they all come back liaos.just hung up with yang.hahas!she sounds realli tired. :p glad that they are back.and they enjoyed themselves norhs. :) mish them so much!cant wait tuh see them wors. :pgoing tuh get my uniform tml at ttc.meeting yc there as well.then coming back tuh bartley.tuh do chinese pw and gp proj. :s gonna be a realli long dae tml.and.i have yet tuh find out the newspapers ferr the "family violence". :s dead meat.info needed tml wors. :p later better go find. =/argh.i have tuh face that guy ferr a pretty long time tml wors. =/ make me no mood liaos.but cannot sias.have tuh work with him ferr nort only this time.but.ferr three years! :s i am going tuh faint. :shmm.this week.i will be going tuh ttc two times wors. :p one time which ish tml.then the other time.ish ferr ake. x) cant wait tuh go ferr practice on thurs. ;) hope can see eye candy arhs. :p notti me again. :phelped diane tuh ask akbar and iggy about the pw last night.hahas!and crapped with akbar alot. :p ooo.iggy's birthdae ish coming.and someone ish turning old!oh oh! :p06/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[will i be able tuh see eu tml?just want tuh let eu noe.i mish eu.]*
Monday, June 06, 2005Y
06/05/2005. last night watch tv until very late wors.hees.watch until nearly 12.30.hahas!slept with marmie last night.cos daddie nort in.then sheena oso go thailand.so we all slept with marmie norhs.hees. :)watching a new hk drama lerhs wors."misleading track".another super gan jiong show arhs.watch until eyes glued tuh the tv liaos. :phave been doing up mgt notes ferr the past two daes.finish chapter two liaos. :) hees.then have tuh do up ferr chapter one.three then oso ferr small biz.after that.have tuh make econs one liaos.then can get ready ferr mid years lerhs wors.athough.hees.haven realli start preparing yet. :p06/05/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[eu filled my mind.]*
Sunday, June 05, 2005Y
04/06/2005. sheena ish off tuh thailand lerhs.send her off this morning.as a result.i have tuh wake up at 5am. :s but never mind lahs.hope she enjoys herself there.and gain more experience back. x) *bon voyage*went tuh see shannon compete in the swimming olympics.can see people from all over the world arhs.and shannon was in the 25m floating swim event. :) she came in third.WOOHOOS! xD so proud of her wors. ;)daddie ish off tuh work lerhs.nort coming back till fridae. :xgoing tuh get some management notes out nicely printed and well typed.and file them nicely.ferr preparations ferr my mid years.hmm.if time permits.allow me tuh do ferr econs as well bahs. ;)04/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[its impossible.]*
Saturday, June 04, 2005Y
03/06/2005. hit the gym again todae.with marmie and daddie. :) sweat loads.and tee ish totally soaked.hahas!manage tuh improve on my 2.4 timing.hope with all these trainings and bucking up.i can do better ferr my 2.4 arhs.but.there ish owaes a station that i have tuh overcome.without any cheatings.hahas!that ish.sit ups!its pretty farnie arhs.cos i can do my crunches.but i cant do sit ups!weird isnt it?hahas!but thats me. :ptoked tuh ake derhs senior huda online just now.she's a nice person arhs.hees.going tuh noe more ttc ppl. :) cant wait.okes.i still want tuh sae.i cant wait. x)03/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[i cant make eu mine.]*
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03/06/2005. went ferr angklung practice todae.and wow.its damn fun arhs.mr raj ended class early.so me and yc manage tuh leave at 9.30am. :) met cj at the library.then headed tuh take cab.who noes.we dun realli noe the road tuh ttc.so just 'aga aga' there. :) but we manage tuh arrive there safe and sound. :) went tuh the MR room.and we see people playing lerhs.the year ones were all by the angklung.the year twos are by the kulintang.when we reach there.we were brought tuh the angklung part as well.and we learn how tuh play "the moon represent my heart" and "chan mali chan". x) nice nice one.the person who taught me was hilmi.dunnoe spell correctly norts lahs.but its him.hahas!the play flute that one.hahas!he was like.ask me.whether i can read notes.then i sae yeah.then he tell me the first note.then ask me tuh play.so i played.he suddenly stop me and ask me if i was from band.cos he sae i can play.then can read notes like fast.and can catch the tune.so i sae no.then he was surprised arhs.so i tell him i play piano.then he was like.ohhhh.then he went off.came back and check if i was okes.hahas! xD after that.we self intro arhs.when they noe we from bartley.they seem tuh welcome us alot.hahas! x) never like seperate us or what.totally just blend us in arhs.thats realli nice norhs.realli enjoyed myself there todae. x) *thans peeps!*ake gort bbq at ms tay derhs house on the 21st june. :) looking forward tuh that dae. x)oh yeah!when i left ttc.the ake ppl from ttc was like waving tuh me.hahas!so nice of them yeah?first time i realli like enjoy going tuh ttc. x)hees.eye candy came in ferr a moment as well.hahas.gort tuh see my eye candy wors. :p well.he left pretty fast.but at least.caught a glance.the last time i saw him was on sports dae.only realli get tuh see him upclose that time when everything ended.anyway.i did get tuh see him realli upclose when i was at the first ake practice arhs. :pake practice nxt thursdae.at ttc.2-5.gees. x) another dae tuh enjoy. x)03/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[i guess.i have tuh wait ferr very very long tuh get tuh see eu again.]*
Thursday, June 02, 2005Y
01/06/2005. took a jab ferr my hk trip yestedae.and my hand just hurts.seem tuh be swelling. :s cant sleep on that side.hahas! xD have tuh sleep on my right side. :p pain pain.and i get pretty sensitive when people stand on my left side.hahas!scared that they will smack or whack me on my hand.hahas! :ppoof.going tuh hit my pillows soon.tml ish going tuh be a long dae.have tuh rush out econs essay and drq hw.and have tuh watch finish my dvd on "split second" so as tuh be able tuh catch up with marmie.and watch the last two dvds together with her. :)sheena ish going off again on sat.man.am gonna mish her lahs.come back a few daes.then she fly again. :x well.she mishes daddie alot.almost two weeks never see him liaos.of cos will mish lahs.but she ish definitely stronger than me.i one dae oso cannort tahan. :p hahas!yang they all in thailand liaos.ferr the third dae lerhs.hope they are fine out there wors.mish them loads! x)01/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[i mish sweet smile.]*
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01/06/2005. my com ish finally back tuh my side! x) after daes and daes of mishing it.its finally back! x) whees! x) okes.and i can see clearly.that my mailbox ish flooded.my tag board ish oso flooded.and my frenster message box ish oso flooded!man.its just.four daes.and its flooding! :pokes.a thorough update now. :) start from.sat yeah? :)sat.went tuh the food fair at the expo.okes lahs.nort too bad.cos my first time there.so its pretty new tuh my eyes.all around me ish just food samples.and still food.bought cafe mocha packets home.hees.and trust me.cafe mocha ish realli best arhs.cant stop the desire of drinking it norhs.its realli nice. :p yeah.then after makaning dinner there.went tuh cp.and saw sandra jie jie and her bf. :p came home.mugged ferr my mgt test.that ish being postponed till todae. :xsundae.went tuh the book fair.kaos.its the most boring one arhs.nothing tuh buy.nothing tuh see.and half of the hall ish like.ferr religions derhs. :s dun look like a book fair tuh me norhs.went tuh sun tec.felt realli tired.so went tuh marina square and had andersen's.saw keshia working there. :) long time nv see her lerhs.she still recognise me.well.she become realli pretty lerhs wors. ;) had cafe mocha instead of ice cream. :p and yerps.i'm lurving it! :Dmondae until todae.had lessons in school.and sat ferr mgt test todae.nort too bad.can still remember bulk of it. :) discussed about chinese pw todae.and nort bad.gort things going.hope tuh be able tuh do well. :)gort angklung practice on fridae.and mr raj allow me and yc tuh leave earlier tuh go ttc. :) thank eu mr raj. x) taking a cab down on that dae. :pargh!liyana sae sweet smile run like robot!no no no!he dun look like one!although he run abit weird arhs.but nort like robot lahs.NO! :s he ish still the cute and handsome sweet smile. x)01/06/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[eu are nort a robot!eu are eu. :) ]*