Monday, February 28, 2005Y
27/02/2005. tomolo ish the dae.the dae of fate.the dae of the results.the dae.i decide mois future.scared.nervous.worried.dunnoe wat tuh sae.dunnoe wat tuh do.want tuh sleep.but cant get tuh sleep.want tuh watch teevee.but no mood.want tuh tok tuh people.dunnoe wat tuh sae.sigh. :x
meeting iggy tomolo morning.still dunnoe wat tuh sae tuh him. :p
i am so not mois self todae. :(
27/02/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[so not muis. :x ]*
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27/02/2005. woke up realli early todae.8.30am.broke mois weekend records.usually.will sleep until mois mama come shout.then will wake up.hahas.no choice arhs.had tuh go tuh the gym with diane arhs.meeting her at 10am.but nehs.in the end.i missed the first 107 bus.then had tuh wait ferr a whole 20 mins before the nxt one comes.i ended up being late in meeting her.oops.not punctual.lols.but.she very nice one.forgive muis lerhs wors. :p so nice of her.
maybe its a sundae bahs.then the gym got realli crowded.and we left there at around 11.30.went tuh bishan ferr lunch.at cartel.first time there.and i seriously fell in love with the chocolate mint coffee.best!hahas.then went tuh shop around.bought shannon derhs card holder.and i bought mois self 4 pairs of ankle socks. :D marmie sae.now.i noe how tuh spend money liaos.hahas. :p oh yesh.didnt take money from marmie or daddie todae.so had tuh go atm.then arhs.i dunnoe that other than $50.i can choose other withdrawals.then i just press the $50 one.and i took out $50.sia lahs!got so much money with muis.i scared sias.hahas. :p in the end.spend until left near tuh $30.hahas. xD
tml getting results liaos.and i honestly am scared and nervous.although.i roughly noe the worst outcome.and the best outcome.like i have said.if the worst results ish mois limit.and mois final stage.i have tuh accept it.and i promise.tuh work extra hard.ferr mois A level cert.be it ish it in MI or ish it in SR.i will work double hard.and be more sensible.no more play play mode.or joke joke mode.i am oreadi going on 17.old enuf.tuh be responsible ferr mois own self and actions. :)
27/02/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[wat else can i worry ferr.except whether if the results aint that good.can i still stay on in millennia. :x ]*
Sunday, February 27, 2005Y
26/02/2005. wahahas.watching 'shao nian te gong dui' at the same time while i blog.kekes.its still as farnie as it ish in the past wors.much much better than 'xi ha pi tou si'.'xi ha pi tou si' ish a little too dry arhs.then 'shao nian' ish like.more farnie scenes and stuffs.more outdoor.so.yeah.its best!so farnie. :D
woohoo!i found out that i have been blogging alot todae wors.lols.this ish oreadi mois third entry ferr todae.wondering.if there will be a fourth one later.hahas.maybe yesh.maybe no.see mois mood.and see if i am 'hardworking' enuf tuh come add another entry.hahas! xD
26/02/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[i still want tuh sae.i want mois sweet smile! :) he ish so cute!]*
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26/02/2005. wat a weird guy he ish.i mean.mois tuition teacher arhs.hahas.just ended mois tuition.and i realli have tuh sae something about the way he looked todae.he looks.realli.weird.okies.he ish a man arhs. *like duh?!* and he went ferr piercing on his ear!can eu believe it?orite.its not the first time i am like seeing boys piercing their ears.but.he got this.rather sissy being.which makes him farnie if he pierce his ear.and he didnt shave!omg!thats the worst part i hate about guys.sometimes.they dun shave.and i find them so unkempt norhs!like yikes sias! :x
i noe.i am not supposed tuh like.comment.but.its realli like yikes tuh muis arhs.sorries if this offends anione else.but.its wat i feel arhs. :p
hmm.class outing again.whees.i tink.i am gonna enjoy it this time. :p i want cycling!i mished cycling! xD
26/02/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[i am realli worried.realli worried.ferr the outcome on mondae. :x ]*
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26/02/2005. realli damn bored.decided tuh have tuh lyrics of 'i drim' posted.hahas.wat tuh do?muis super damn bored.going crazee.thinking of sweet smile.lols! xD
I Drim - Sylvester Sim.
in my mind.
i can climb.
all the mountains that surround me.
my sprit's there where eagles dare tuh fly.
in my heart.
there's a spark.
that can light the world around me.
an open door where drims are.
dosen't matter if i'll win.
or the colour of my skin.
cos the race is all about.
believing in eurself.
and i drim.
i can run.
like the wind.
and be strong.
when my heart.
just wants tuh give in.
i drim.
i can be.
the hero thats in me.
when i drim.
i drim.
there's a time.
in eur life.
when the odds are all against eu.
there's no defeat if all eu keep ish pride.
first or last.
slow or fast.
there's a dignity that makes eu.
keep driving on when the world has come apart.
dosent matter rich or poor.
all the things eu've done before.
cos the race ish all about.
believing in eurself.
and i drim.
i can run.
like the wind.
and be strong.
when my heart just wants tuh give in.
and i drim.
i can be.
the hero that's in me.
when i drim.
i drim.
of the moment.
that forever will be golden.
when the torch ish last.
only drims will last.
that are being shared by everyone.
and i drim.
i can run.
like the wind and be strong.
when my heart just wants tuh give in.
i drim.
i can be.
the hero thats in me.
when i drim.
i drim.
i drim.
of eu.
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Saturday, February 26, 2005Y
25/02/2005. bored sehs.got practically nothing ferr muis tuh do one norhs.finished up another newspaper article ferr tml derhs tuition.then i realli dunnoe wat tuh do liaos.actually.i am supposed tuh go do up the family tingy.but.i am just purely too lazy.hahas.got things tuh do lahs.but.just dun want tuh do.i got realli sick and tired of working on families.i just want mois own nice and cosy family.its more than enuf.lols. :p
watched the entire PAE vcd again just now.one word.SUPERB!okies.its nice lahs kaes?memories realli flew back like wow.and.yeah.i still cant bear tuh part with them. :( sobs sobs.
argh!i want mois sweet smile!argh! xD
25/02/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[i want mois sweet smile.sweet smile.sweet smile.sweet smile! xD ]*
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25/02/2005. went tuh the gym todae.okies.i have tuh admit that it was rather 'xiong' arhs.cos i like dunnoe how long never go there tuh sweat out liaos.kekes.actualli not too long lahs.before chinese new year.i still got go norhs.only during cny period.i never nias mahs.hahas.so.not too long lahs.but nehs.i forsee that i am going tuh have muscle aches tml.hahas.sure one norhs.hahas. :p
school was rather nice todae.cos.basically.only two main periods.maths and econs.all ish pretty fine.except ferr the part where mr raj and mr koh wished us all the best.ooo.it just suck yeah?the sadness of leaving school.parting from that farnie mr koh and good econs teacher mr raj.just.sort of hurt.although.our stay aint long in MI.its just.a mere two months.but.there ish the feeling.its there.i noe.its just there. :x
two daes before i noe mois future route.i dunnoe.i expect mois results tuh be below 25.at the very least arhs.hope i can do better of cus.but.if mois limit ish still below 25.i will still accept it.i am not a realli bright student.neither am i a scholar.maybe yes in primary one and two.but.no longer am i a scholar now.if thats the furthest i can go.i shall just be there.ferr good.MI aint bad wat.if i realli got tuh stay.i dun see the harm.or the bad thing that ish gonna happen tuh muis.at least.i can get tuh see the people i at least noe.and the environment that i oreadi got used tuh.at least.i dun niid tuh go and accept a brand new environment.and make new frens all over again.and tuh adapt tuh a completely new surrounding.its good too.isnt it?! :) well.shall see how lahs aye?its still a little earli tuh make ani decisions.but.hopefully.i can stay.cos.i tink.this ish where i want tuh be arhs.i dunnoe. :p just a little way too indecisive. :p
ooo.iggy ish just so damn nice!hahas.got a note from him todae.so nice of him!hahas. :D thans iggy! xD
25/02/2005. *message ferr all*.
*[its not how close or far we are todae.its ow much we value each other.ferr muis.eu are all heaven's gifts.a bunch of special frens.i would alwaes keep.deep inside mois heart.]*
*[MI.just rock mois life.ferr the PAE period.it just.rocks.]*
Friday, February 25, 2005Y
24/02/2005. ooo.mois hand pain pain sias.just came back from piano lessons.hands are realli damn tired after it.i tink i over - stretched them liaos.kekes. :p only finish playing the first piece nias.then hand cannot tahan liaos.hahas.then the second and third piece are like at a super fast pace.and mois fingers are practically hopping around the keys on the piano.and i either keep playing the wrong notes.or i just cant get that toopid speed.its realli not easy tuh play a piece at like the speed of 176.argh.thats fast like dunnoe wat.die.i better start practising hard wors.cos nehs.mrs lee sending muis ferr exams in august!argh!thats pretty far yeah?but.its super near.its like.pae period ish oreadi ending norhs.hahas.that means.piano exams ish just round the corner. :p have tuh work extra hard.the exam cost like $250.and i honestly cant afford tuh fail it aye?must put in mois best. *ganbatte shir* xD
24/02/2005. *message ferr the dae*.
*[forrest gump once said : "life ish like a box of chocolates.eu never noe.wat eu will get." i never noe.but.when eu stepped into mois life.i noe.i got the sweetest box. xD ]*
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24/02/2005. totally pissed off.school sucks todae.yz they all pon school.and nancy aint feeling well.so.didnt turn up ferr school.i dun blame nancy arhs.she poor ting sias.sick. *mois poor dear dear* and thankiew god.todae.that irritating fella didnt turn up in school.phew.there ish no geog lesson todae.ms fong ish absent.had three breaks in a row.best rite?but nehs.no one accompany muis.wendy and yee wen got tuh go ferr their accounts class.then the rest of the geog students dunnoe go where.so.i went back tuh class.and stayed there.super bored sias!listened tuh mois mp3.then did some rubbish drawings.then slept ferr one period.but.the classroom ish damn hot and stuffy.so.didnt realli get a good sleep norhs.gp was worst.i got nth tuh do as i oreadi finish mois compre at home.listened tuh mois mp3 again.and tried tuh get tuh sleep.hahas.but that was an unsuccessful attempt. :p chinese period went tuh watch the movie "lu bin hua".was very touching.but i didnt cry.lols.people sae i no feeling one.hahas.so touching and sad.but still never cry.hahas. :p well.i thot i would.but i didnt.after chinese.break again!then maths.didnt realli get mois fullest attention as i got tuh noe that.the results will be out on mondae.scary and nervous sehs. :xresults coming out.means that.mois choosing time ish here again.JC or MI or NIE course?i dunnoe.see how it goes on mondae yeah?i scared i dun dare tuh see the results slip sehs.then i oso scared.later i see liaos.i cry like a spoilt water tap. :x die.scared! :xdaes in MI are realli numbered. *iggy.i am saeing the truth.daes are realli numbered.bt.i am not gonna leave the world so soon.hahas. :p* realli 'she bu de' sias.memories are there eu see. :( hope tuh get together again.even though.we leave the school.hahas.thats gonna be fun!hahas. :)collected mois vcd todae.ferr the orientation tingy.sae until vcd.i fed up sias.yi ting collected mois money when i ordered but never write down mois name sias.then in the end.i have tuh pay another time before i can get a cd lorhs.so sucky!saw the vcd in school thru wei xuan derhs laptop.its quite okies lahs.saw alot of sk derhs photos inside.hahas.and i saw iggy too!hahas.den got mois sweet smile derhs photos oso.whees.he ish so cute!hahas. xDsaw mois sweet smile play badminton before i left school todae.and kaos.it was raining when i am going out of the school tuh get tuh the bus stop.and the rain gets heavier and heavier.and by the time i reach the bus stop.i am oreadi drenched.hahas.totally drenched.lols. :D24/02/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[as the daes i am staying in MI lessens.all the more i cherish the people around muis.the frens.the seniors and everyone.cos.they made a difference tuh muis.during mois stay in MI.ferr the past weeks.thans loads.ferr leaving a footprint on mois road of life.eu guys.simply.rocks. xD ]*
Thursday, February 24, 2005Y
23/02/2005. wat rubbish.people just love tuh pon school and lessons yeah?fine!go ahead.and pon until eu guys enuf bahs.its none of mois business.and.i just have tuh go tuh school.and continue with wateva i want tuh do.all ferr mois own sake.i dun give a damn now.and i mean it. :xouting with the class todae ish not realli good.i am feeling realli tired i guess.and wasnt realli in the mood of hanging out in the first place.went tuh pizza hut and met mrs koh there.hmm.i got no comments about her yeah?after that.jia hui and the others suggested going tuh kbox.but i want tuh go home.in the end.they just went alone.and i went home with maggie,yee wen,j u and wendy.guess.todae ish just a bad dae ferr muis tuh do anithing.todae.just sucks.and i dun wish tuh elaborate on this sucky day. :(i tink.tml ish going tuh be worst off than todae norhs.yz will not be in school.and great!i will have tuh face that irritating person alone!especially ferr geog!argh!cant stand it animore.she ish realli getting on mois nerves! :xtml ish supposedly the best dae of the week.cos we got like.three breaks.but.all that good mood.ish gonna be gone soon.all thans tuh that irritating person and those who pon school again.i realli got nth tuh sae. :xyipees!ps got himself a gf liaos wors.aint that great?!hopefully.after getting himself a girl tuh be responsible ferr.he will grow up more.and be more mature.and realli be good tuh that girl.cant wait fer the dae tuh come.when i am gonna meet her.hehes.saw her photo.but.wasnt realli clear tuh show how she look like.but.she ish a innocent one arhs.hahas.good luck ps!and congrats!muacks tuh eu. xDooo.as time flies by.i am realli gonna mish MI when i leave the school.the teachers here like mr raj,mr koh,ms fong etc.the seniors like iggy (pok),sk,belinda,lynn and not forgetting mois beloved VENUS!she ish like.mois indirect senior in sec school.and now.she ish mois senior again!whees.oh yeah.not forgetting the frens i made in MI.they are a bunch of realli cool people.hahas.everyone in MI ish super dee duper nice.hahas.last but not least.MOIS SWEET SMILE!argh!if i leave MI.i cant get tuh see him and his sweet smile anymore!this ish sucky. :x cant see him smile.cant see him train up in the gym.cant see him do pe.cant see him having lessons.and all.ooo.this ish realli bad.hmph.sad sad. :(23/02/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[daes in MI.may not be smooth sailing everydae.but.at least.i look forward tuh going there.cos.there are people there.whom i realli want tuh cherish spending time with ferr at least.the last few days we can get together. :) ]*
Wednesday, February 23, 2005Y
22/01/2005. yeah!i finally got mois singapass done liaos.went tuh bishan derhs cpf building tuh get it done.man.the queue was long.and i mean it okies?!its reali long.but i got mois done realli fast.kekes.there was this guy in front of muis.who littered.and got fine!hahas.serve him rite fer doing so. *bleahs* and i got mois singpass derhs password liaos.faster than anione else who used the submition through the internet norhs.hehes.thankiew god sias!hahas.mani students went there tuh get theirs too.and supposedli.all of them got their password liaos.hahas. xDschool was fine.had fun during pe.actualli.we are all debating whether tuh go or not tuh go ferr pe during our break.hahas.in the end.all of us went.but mois poor yi ting and wendy nehs.they are sick.so.cant join us in the fun.did some conditioning.and then played floorball.whees!its fun okies?!hahas.especialli when mois group ish playing with bear bear (xuan yu) derhs group.kekes.well.mois group didnt win arhs.had tuh do many many push ups.but.its still fun tuh play with them norhs. :Dsaw sweet smile in the gym while i m having pe wors.hahas.still find his new hairstyle farnie.hahas.but.he ish still cute yeah?!kekes.easier tuh spot ferr him now. *bleahs* saw iggy too!while we walked past his classroom on the way tuh the staff room tuh look ferr mr koh.hahas.he ish so nice.hahas. :pthey sae.reaults will be out this fridae.i dunnoe.still not confirm arhs.but diane sae maybe yes.and mani people oso sae so.hmm.have tuh catch the news later.tuh see if there ish ani news of the results being out tingy.well.i am pretty worried about it arhs.although.i can tell others tuh not tuh worri.todae ish oreadi tues.as the dae of getting mois results draw near.the more i worry.i noe.i cant worri ferr anithing now.especially when the results are oreadi there.fixed.unchangeable.well.at the most.i stay in MI.which isnt bad at all.at least.i am there ferr mois first three months.and everything ish going on fine.love the people there.the teachers too!so.i basicalli can say that at least.i still have somewhere tuh go.better off than those who cant go aniwhere yeah?! *touch wood arhs* :xtomolo.ish our outing with mr koh wors.going tuh have lunch with him at plaza singapura.hehes.i just went there.like.on sundae?!kekes.but.this time ish different wors.we going there as a class!hahas.yipeeeee. xD22/02/2005. *words left unspoken*.*[happy birthdae mrs seah!muacks and hugs tuh eu wors! xD]**[todae ish tinking dae and founders dae.blessings tuh all guides and scouts. :) ]*
Tuesday, February 22, 2005Y
21/02/2005. toopid singpass sias!send mois application ferr two times liaos sias!still cannot be approved.sent mois third one todae.hoped it can be approved sias.then i dun have tuh go all the way down tuh the cpf centre tuh send in mois application.so irritating and 'ma fan' norhs.sigh. :x
school was fine todae lahs.just that.a little bit sians norhs.mr koh not in school todae mahs.so starting from first period.break liaos.best aye?!hahas.then the second period oreadi ish break mahs.hahas.so.can sae ish two periods of breaks in a row. :) chinese period went tuh watch a movie: "lu bin hua".quite a touching and nice show tuh watch arhs.dunnoe where got sell the vcd.hmm.maybe can buy and keep wors.worth watching.kekes.econs was the best lesson ferr todae norhs.did the supply and demand curves.fun! xD after that.econs lecture was okies too!the worst of all ish probabli gp bahs.cos like.oni 5 ppl go norhs.then like.nancy stayed tuh accompany muis. *wat a nice darling i have wors.muacks tuh her.muacks muacks!* yz they all pon like dunnoe wat like that sias.left muis alone.then nancy sae want tuh accompany muis.so she stayed. :) went tuh the com lab tuh see shahidah and pei qi and hui yu derhs ppt presentation.after that.went tuh the library tuh do newspaper article.saw sk there.hahas. :p oh yeah.saw iggy oso.he was coming down the stairs when we are going up tuh the com lab. :p
hmm.todae ish 'pe dae'.sweet smile had his pe lesson wors.kekes.saw him with his new hairstyle todae.kekes.still as cute as ever. *bleahs*
21/02/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[changed mois style of writing again liaos wors.like this beta bahs i guess.then people can read and understand.hahas. xD]*
Monday, February 21, 2005Y
20/02/2005. whees.went shopping with diane todae!hahas.had fun though.went tuh orchard as usual.our hangout place.went tuh fasr east first.the building seems tuh be so damn empty sias!no one one.then the shops like not all open.so rather dull.went tuh look at pmk shirts.like all big big.then the pattern oso not realli nice.so never get tuh buy ani tees there this time round.although.i am yearning tuh buy one soon.hahas.getting a little sick of op liaos.kekes.no offence wors.hahas.went tuh people of asia oso.but nth much tuh buy.the clothes there other than the skirts.dun realli suits muis.a little too mature bahs.i dunnoe.hahas.went tuh mache ferr lunch.had quite a lot arhs.hahas.but its mois first time there.was rather amused by the tables and chairs and the signs that they put on the table telling ppl that its occupied/reserved or we are done or its available.so damn kawaii wors.had boneless chicken and mashed potatoes.hahas.very nice sias!put with the black pepper sauce.yummy yum yum.hahas.then had the wild mushroom soup too.the colour not realli nice arhs.but the taste ish realli damn superb wors!hahas. xD
after lunch.we shopped around in heeren.bought rubber band (pink one!!!).then took neoprints.hahas.we stayed in the booth ferr quite sometime wors.hahas.cos like.the time limit ish never ending one.hahas.pretti nice the photos.after that.went tuh wisma.bought mois self a necklace.and one ferr sheena oso.she was over the moon when i showed it tuh her okies?!so happi that she ish happi.hahas.
after that.went tuh plaza singapura derhs starbucks ferr some coffee.hadd a blueberry cake andd caramel dunnoe wat.but its a coffee.its rather bitter sias!then in the end.had tuh add some sweet transparent liquid which i thot was plain water at first.lols.luckily i didnt go pour and drink.hahas.if not later malu sehs.hahas.then outside starbucks.got this stage.and i happen tuh see taukik derhs poster there.then i noe that taufik ish going tuh appear there.but there dont seem tuh be mani audience or rather supporter wors.not like i want tuh comment on it.there ish ppl there.but not alot.hmm. :x
after coffee.went into ps again.tuh buy eye shadow.yeah!i got mois pink eye shadow liaos wors.actualli want tuh buy the lip gloss one.but then.the colour.not realli nice arhs.so didnt buy.oni settle on the eye shadow nias.after that.went tuh meet diane derhs mama and grandma.then went home.hahas. xD
20/02/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[ended mois dae on a high note. :) ]*
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20/01/2005. hmm.yesterde was at 'ah jim' derhs house.had fun lahs.cos there ish tv tuh watch.then got chingay somemore.hahas.when we reached there.auntie yue er and auntie june watching the 'kindred spirit'.which ish wat i was watching before i left home tuh go tuh 'ah jim' derhs house. :p watched until 7.then went ferr dinner.then came back tuh watch the chingay performance.was quite nice arhs.actualli arhs.this ish the first time i ever realli like sit down tuh watch the chingay performance norhs.hehes.was trying tuh search ferr yi ting.but cant find her though.hahas.after watching nehs.did some econs work there.since the men there want tuh watch soccer.stop muis from watching the chingay.hmph! :x did mois supply and demand curves.hahas.i managed tuh draw them up nicely wors.aint that great?!hahas.was so damn happi.felt like doing maths one.then i sians liaos.oso want tuh sleep oreadi.so never do.hahas.ended up inside jia ling derhs room.hahas.consoling her.since she ish crying and ish looking ferr muis.so went over tuh console her.gees.i am not a realli bad 'marmie' after all yeah?!hahas. :pafter consoling mois 'daughter'.went tuh play cards with eugene they all.started off with a 50 cent coin.and played ferr quite long wors.hahas.got win until $3.50 one sias.then last few games.lose until left 50 cents again.hahas.so no win no lose norhs.after that.went home liaos.god daddie was rather late yesterdae.went when we are about tuh go home.hahas.but.still get tuh see him arhs. xD20/02/2005. *food ferr thought*.*[the greatest pleasure in life ish doing wat people saw eu cannot do.]*
Sunday, February 20, 2005Y
19/02/2005. watt a boringg niitee i hadd lastt niitee overr att unclee tann's housee.okiiees.i hadd tuhh admiitt iit thatt unclee tann andd thee restt weree reallii niicee andd greatt peoplee.att thee startingg.whenn we arrivedd.iit wass prettii okiiees.andd i wass lookkingg forrwardd ferr somee funn.yepps.indeedd i hadd somee funn whilee i hadd moiis foodd withh wenn qiiann andd huii wenn.but afterr dinnerr.iit wass reallii boredd tuhh deathh.as usuall.i hadd tuhh takee caree of shannonn.andd i havee no problemm wiithh thatt.normallii.i wouldd havee somethingg elsee tuhh do as i lookk afterr herr.but nott yesterdaee.i practicallii gott nothingg tuhh do norhhs.exceptt ferr listenningg tuhh moiis mp3. :x unclee tann thenn askedd muiis,shannonn andd sheenaa iintoo hiis roomm.whiichh iishh quiietterr.andd att thosee tiimees i weree iinsidee thee roomm arhhs.i almostt fell asleepp mann.iit wass reallii coollingg andd a perfectt conditiionn ferr a goodd niitee's sleepp.askedd marmiiee andd daddiiee watt timee leavingg.theyy saee soonn.andd theiirr soonn.iishh neverr fastt.lols.askedd agaiinn wiithh huii wenn whoo iishh also dozingg off.andd theyy saee.okiiees.letts go.watt a sighh of reliieff.finallii cann go homee andd gett somee cosyy sleepp.hahas. *shir wentt tuhh be pigg pigg liiaoos*.goingg tuhh 'ah jim' derhhs housee laterr.att leastt theree iishh moree promiisingg of a goodd niitee aheadd.att leastt.theree iishh tv tuhh watchh theree.andd i wontt be so damnn boredd aniimoree.hahas.muiis,huii wenn andd sheenaa hadd oreadii plannedd tuhh bringg ourr workk theree tuhh do.justt iin casee.thee boredomm comees.we havee gott somethingg tuhh workk onn.gees! xD19/02/2005. *worrdds leftt unnspokenn*.*[i am tryingg all overr agaiinn.tuhh ferrgett euu.i reallii niid tiimee.but.i honestlii doubtt moiis abilityy iin ferrgettingg euu.everyythingg.iishh becos of euu...]*
Saturday, February 19, 2005Y
18/02/2005. wentt tuhh punggoll justt noww.saww thee np roomm openedd.so wentt iin.andd saww roddrickk derhhs sandalls theree.thott he wass iinsidee.so.didntt daree tuhh go iin.nicholass wass iin theree.so.i askedd hiim tuhh comee outt.thenn he tell muiis thatt roddrickk nott iin theree.hahas.passedd watt i wantt tuhh passedd tuhh angiee tuhh nicholass.thenn wentt tuhh thee toilett.saww roddrickk havingg hiis lunchh iin thee canteenn.afterr thatt.mett somee sec two cadetts iin thee toilett.althoughh i didntt takee themm ferr a lot of timees iin trainingg.theyy cann still rememberr muiis siias!hahas.surprisingglii.theyy toldd muiis aboutt thee yearr bookk.andd theyy showedd iit tuhh muiis.aniiwaee.i am supposedd tuhh buyy iit att 10 buckks fromm thee schooll onn thee daee i receivee moiis resultts.whiilee i lookk thruu thee yearr bookk.wass lookkingg att who i wantedd tuhh lookk att.att thee samee tiimee.i dunnoee y.justt feell liikee lookkingg att hiim.siighh.onn moiis waee backk homee.walkingg outt of schooll.saww hiim tokingg tuhh miss liim.i actuallii att thatt momentt.wantedd tuhh go saee goodbyee tuhh hiim.but didntt iin thee endd.justt walkedd off.wonderr.iif he noee thatt i am gonee. :xschooll wass finee todaee.andd liifee wentt onn as usuall.rumourrs still wentt onn iin schooll.but i reallii cantt be botheredd wiithh themm aniimoree.i justt dunn wiishh tuhh add onn anii unnecessary stress tuhh moiis selff.drew a numberr of supply andd demandd curvee duringg econns tutoriial todaee.econns wass funn duringg lessonns andd tutorials.but nott whenn theree iishh a testt.iit justt suckks.mathhs tutorial wass nothingg.mr kohh justt tokk tokk.thenn lett us off at 12.30.bestt yeahh?hahas. xDiggy andd shu jiann camee iinto ourr class tuhh takee a videoo todaee.att firstt.he camee iin duringg ourr breakk.but nonee of us wantt tuhh lett hiim takee.so all wantt tuhh siiam.iin thee endd.theyy camee agaiinn duringg mr kohh derhhs lessonn. :)18/02/2005. *worrdds leftt unnspokenn*.*[i amm actuallii hopingg ferr hiim tuhh dropp a hello.i amm actuallii hopingg ferr hiim tuhh talkk tuhh muiis.i amm actualii hopingg ferr hiim tuhh askk aboutt thee photoos takenn overr att moiis housee thatt daee onn cny.i amm actuallii hopingg ferr somethingg niicee andd sweett tuhh happenn.somethingg reallii sweett andd niicee tuhh leavee a deepp andd memorablee markk iin moiis heartt.i noee.i havee oreadii madee moiis effortts thatt i did tuhh ferrgett hiim tuhh comee tuhh a wastee.ish iit goodd?or iishh iit badd?i reallii havee no ideaa.]*
Friday, February 18, 2005Y
17/02/2005. shouldd i be relievedd?!or shouldd i be nervouss?!i dunnoee.i am currentlii underr a reallii confusedd stagee.andd i seriouslii dunnoee watt i shouldd do nextt.thee wholee thingg.startts fromm thee letterr thatt thee moe sentt tuhh muiis.as i saidd earlierr.theree aree talkks aboutt iit iin schooll todaee.andd.iit hass becomee thee maiinn concernn ferr manii of us.includingg muiis.justt noww.yz toldd muiis tuhh lookk at a webbiee.andd i foundd outt thatt.i maybe.didntt burstt moiis O levells iin thee endd.andd i mayy havee scoredd abovee moiis expectationns.i dunnoe.maybe abovee.or maybe beloww.i reallii havee no ideaa.watt iishh thee meaningg of ann averagee of 17 pointts?!higherr or lowerr?i reallii dunnoee.but.att leastt.i noee.i didntt burstt moiis O levells.i hopee.i didntt.gettingg iintoo SRJC mayy nott be thatt badd afterr all.IF i reallii managee tuhh scoree aboutt 17 orr abovee or beloww.i will definitelii choosee SRJC.andd movee onn wiithh lifee iin thatt schooll.att mostt.i 'biia' a littlee biit moree.andd.i tiinkk.i cann surpass iit.andd carrii onn.moiis onii hopee noww.iishh tuhh lett muiis do well.andd gett iintoo SRJC.att thee verii leastt.17/02/2005. *worrdds leftt unnspokenn*.*[nthh tuhh add onn.waiit tinkk of iit liaoos.thenn come here agaiin.bleahhs.]*
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17/02/2005. cann aniionee justt tell muiis.y am i so tiredd andd wantt tuhh be onn moiis bedd snoringg liikee a littlee piggyy noww?!yawnningg manii timees liiaoos.eyees onn thee vergee of closingg iits shopp ferr thee daee.but i cantt sleepp!i still gott manii tinggs tuhh do sehhs!howw tuhh sleepp?!sianns. :xfinalii gott overr withh thatt toopidd gp projectt derhhs presentationn.ratherr suckii worrs.cos liikee.iin thee firstt placee.we cantt gett ourr cd tuhh startt up.thenn laterr.whenn we doingg thee presentationn.gott a littlee mixedd upp.all thanns tuhh muiis cuttingg thee scriptts into partts.thinkkingg thatt iit will be easierr ferr all of us.thenn thatt oldd mann arhhs.saee watt.we wontt be ablee tuhh scoree ferr ourr presentatiionn markks.cos we do too muchh tokingg andd presenttingg reallii littlee.but thatts watt thee paperr writee ferr us tuhh do watt!iit ishh statedd thatt.maiin focus iishh nott onn ourr ppt mahhs.iishh onn ourr ORALL PRESENTATIONN mahhs!thenn noww we cantt scoree ferr ourr presentationn.sighh.dunnoee whetherr iits moiis faultt onott siias.cos i am thee onee whoo workedd onn thee ppt derhhs mahhs. :xsaww sweett smiilee iin thee gymm todaee.cos we reallii free.gott twoo periodds of breakk mahhs.saww hiim walkingg outt of thee gymm.turnn arndd.andd saww hiis bagg.whees.hahas.afterr thatt.a whilee laterr.he camee backk.thenn playedd badmiintonn.hahas.so cutee!hahas.cooll mann.hahas.afterr thatt.whenn thee bell goes off.he wentt off liiaoos.i thenn wentt tuhh thee libraryy arhhs.thenn saww iggy iin hiis class.wavedd att hiim.hahas.he iishh oso anotherr funn guyy.walkedd pastt sweett smiilee class.saww hiim havingg hiis lessonns.kawaii nehhs.wentt tuhh thee libraryy.hadd quiitee somee funn.especiallii laughingg ourr wayy thruu outt.hahas.aroundd 1.15.wentt backk tuhh class.saww sweett smiilee iin hiis class agaiinn.ooo.so attentiivee worrs.walkedd pastt iggy's class agaiinn.dunnoee y.he liikee shakee hiis headd whenn muiis andd nancy walkedd pastt.hahas.thenn thee two of us ka jiiaoos hiim arhhs.hahas.verii funn.hahas. *bleahhs* :pgeogg lessonn was ratherr slackyy todaee.talkedd wiithh ms fong. :)theree iishh a rumourr goingg onn iin schooll todaee.aboutt thee letterr thatt thee moe sentt overr tuhh muiis aboutt thee teachingg seminarr tingyy ferr motherr tongue, music andd homee econns.iit wass a biig newws arhhs.firstlii.theree iishh sayinggs aboutt iit beingg ferr thosee wiithh abovee 15 pointts ferr L1R5 ferr thee O levell resultts.thenn gott peoplee saee iishh ferr thosee whoo liikee gott A1 ferr mt andd so onn.thenn oso gott peoplee saee iits ferr thosee whoo havee a resultt of 17 - 20 ferr L1R5.ooo.resultts will be outt soonn.teacherrs saees nextt weekk.scaryy mann.wonderringg watt moiis resultts will be liikee siias.hopefullii.att leastt a 19 - 20 arhhs.i noee.tuhh manii peoplee.thiis iishh likee thee mostt unwantedd resultts.but nehhs.i dunn reallii wantt tuhh havee too highh hopees onn moiis selff.as i noee moiis ownn limitts mahhs.so.i dunn wantt a paiinfull fall. :)17/02/2005. *worrdds leftt unnspokenn*.*[i will havee tuhh tryy all overr agaiinn.tuhh ferrgett euu oncee moree.]*
Thursday, February 17, 2005Y
16/02/2005. arghh!so pekk cekk siias!thee gp projectt iishh gettingg onn moiis nervees liiaoos.cantt takee iit aniimoree.cantt waiitt tuhh settlee thee ppt wiithh wendy andd nancy.thenn i cann gett awayy fromm thiis liiaos.arghh!hatee thatt oldd mann. *bleahhs* :pooo.noww i noee watt iishh iggy's favouritee chocolatee brandd.hahas.easii tuhh gett hiim prezziee thee nextt timee.justt boxess andd still boxess of chocolatees.hahas. xDohh yeahh.verii soriees aboutt sthh.thee flowerr thatt iggy gavee arhhs.oreadii 'goingg' off soonn.feell so damnn badd aboutt iit.i nott goodd att suchh stuffs arhhs.dunnoee howw tuhh takkaiirees of iit.boohoos.sadd sadd. :( reallii feell so damnn badd norhhs.sighh.16/02/2005. *worrdds leftt unnspokenn*.*[sometimees.peoplee reallii dunnoee whatt theyy wantt.i am onee of thosee peoplee.i reallii dunnoee whatt i wantt. :x ]*
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16/02/2005. yesterdaee.forgett tuhh add onn thatt i oredii collectedd thee fotos.hahas.yepps.andd i oreadii scannedd iin somee of themm liiaoos.hahas.leftt somee onn frensterr oso.but thatt stoopidd darnn frensterr.suddenlii liikee uploadd three of thee fotos i tookk wiithh roddrickk siias.thenn cannott deletee liiaoos. :x irritatingg siias!neverr mindd.laterr thenn i slowlii go meddlee wiithh iit yeahh?!thee fotos weree goodd.andd shii hann iishh realii damnn tall.i reallii lookk so shortt besidee hiim. :p
hadd econns essayy testt todaee.siighh.i tinkk i gonna flunkk iit agaiinn derhhs lahhs.cantt gett tuhh finishh iit norhhs.hahas.tiimee managementt no goodd.hehes.well.iits prettii normall ferr muiis derhhs lahhs.i cann neverr gett tuhh finishh essays onn timee.hahas.sloww iin gatherringg infoo andd thenn writingg oso slow.siighh.sloww coachiee. :p finalii finishh moiis gp projectt derhhs powerpointt liiaoos.hadd a ratherr texxingg timee doingg iit norhhs.hopee thee outcomee iishh goodd sehhs.iif nott arhhs.i realli wantt tuhh bangg moiis headd agaiinstt thee wall liiaoos siias.spentt so muchh timee andd hardd workk onn iit norhhs. :xsaww moiis sweett smiilee agaiinn todaee.he havingg lessonns iin his classroomm.yesterdaee.nott onii duriingg thee totall defencee performancee i saww hiim.but oso saww hiim whenn i goingg homee.hehes.saww hiim iin hiis class oso.he wass gettingg readii tuhh leavee. xDhadd a ratherr funn daee iin schooll todaee.gp lessonn.wentt tuhh watchh an indiann moviee.aboutt marriagees andd divorcee.hmm.neverr finishh thee moviee arhhs.continuingg iit onn thee nextt lecturee daee.gp lecturees aree alwaees funn.but nott thee tutoriialls.maybe becos of thatt oldd mann bahhs.hahas.well.he iishh reallii boringg andd nott funn onee.mathhs wass thee bestt.mr kohh talkedd aboutt binomiall ferr aboutt 20 minns.thenn startt tuhh tokk cockk.hahas.reallii tokk cockk derhhs norhhs.laughhedd a lott.hadd a lott of aiir iin moiis tummii liiaoos.hahas. :p leftt schooll damnn earlii todaee.aroundd 1.20 liikee thatt.we all leavee thee class roomm liiaoos.hehes.nottii yeahh?!sortt of.hahas.
tuitionn todaee wass boringg iin thee firstt placee.but.slowlii.thee funn pickedd up whenn we did newwspaperr articlees.hahas.moiis favouritee mann.hahas.at leastt.dunn reallii niid tuhh listenn too muchh of hiis tokiinggs.hahas. xD
16/02/2005. *worrdds leftt unnspokenn*.
*[thee personn i miishh thee mostt.will neverr be minee agaiinn. :( ]*
Wednesday, February 16, 2005Y
15/02/2005. hadd a prettii funn daee todaee.hadd tuhh wearr full u mahhs.so.wentt tuhh schooll ratherr earlii todaee.reachh theree.saww komala iin herr guidees u liaoos.shee iishh reallii fastt.hahas.wentt into thee gymm.andd saww jiia huii oreadii sittingg theree norhhs.shee iishh oso reallii earlii.wentt tuhh changee full u.thenn wentt backk tuhh class tuhh putt ourr stuffs.iggy messagedd muiis tuhh tell muiis he iishh oreadii iin thee sc roomm.but i cantt go findd hiim.cos nancii havenn reachh yett mahhs.thee bell wentt off.wentt tuhh thee gymm tuhh gett readii.mr singhh wantt us tuhh standd iin frontt.thenn putt onn headd dress.but nehhs.blurr sotongg muiis.ferrgett thatt i oreadii returnn thee headd crestt tuhh mr yeo.thenn i neverr borroww fromm angiee somee moree.so.wentt onn thee daee withoutt havingg thee headd dress onn. xD no pe todaee.cann be exemptedd.howw i wishh.everiidaee wearr full u.thenn no niid tuhh do pe.hahas.ohh yeshh.gavee iggy hiis prezziiee liiaoos.hahas.justt hopee he liikee iit yeahh?!somethingg reallii small lahhs. :)pianoo lessonn todaee.neverr practisee att all norhhs.luckilii wentt theree.mrs lee neverr scoldd.hahas.iif nott i chamms siaas!shee still saww wantt tuhh sendd muiis ferr examm iin july.arghh.suree cannott.hahas.cos i no confidencee as yett. :p needd moree timee tuhh practisee andd gett readii arhhs.hahas.especiallii ferr muiis thiis kindd of sotongg.hahas.ohh yeahh.ferrgett tuhh add iin thee totall defencee performancee todaee iin school.thee quiz was damnn boringg andd nott muchh peoplee answerr osoo.hahas.thenn iishh thee skitts.sweett smiilee wass iin iit too worrs.hahas.he iishh so cutee siias!hahas.hadd funn duringg thee skitts.hahas. xD15/02/2005. *wordds leftt unnspokenn*.*[nthh tuhh add onn. :p]*
Tuesday, February 15, 2005Y
14/02/2005. happii valentinees daee tuhh all. (: hadd a bazaarr iin schooll todaee.nott a reallii bigg onee arhhs.but.wass ratherr funn norhhs.hahas.go aroundd andd ka jiiaoo peoplee.muiis andd nancyy ka jiiaoo mr kohh andd thenn iggy.hahas.whenn i gavee hiim thee lovee iinc cardd.he wass ratherr shockk.hahas.but.he acceptt iit thoughh.nancyy arhhs.go ka jiiaoo hiim.ferr prezziee.hahas.but.sweett littlee iggyy.reallii gavee muiis andd nancyy eachh a flowerr.so damnn sweett andd niicee of hiimm yeahh?!hahas.onii till todaee.thenn he noee howw i actuallii lookk liikee.hahas.well.iit ishh still nott too latee lahhs yeahh?!yunn zhenn osoo gavee muiis prezziee worrs.hahas.a gell tubee.wiithh moiis namee.so niicee!thanns yz!muackks! (:saww sweett smiilee haviingg hiis pe todaee.andd saww hiim doiingg pull upps.whees.he iishh so damnn strongg siias!well.justt tuhh clarifii thinggs agaiinn yeahh.i onii liikee hiis smiilee andd eyees worrs.hahas.nothiingg elsee.reallii.he camee overr tuhh thee gymm tuhh see thee bazaarr runningg osoo.ooo.so damnn cutee.hahas. xDtomoloo hadd tuhh go wearr full u iin schooll siias.a littlee biit lazee arhhs.but nehhs.watt tuhh do?!justt wearr norhhs.so.laterr havee tuhh go polishh up moiis buttonns,badgees andd bootts.siighh.verii longg neverr go touchh moiis bootts andd stuffs liiaoos.reallii longg.countingg iit.iit ishh almostt 10 monthhs liaoos worrs.unknowingglii.i oreadii stepp downn fromm npcc ferr 10 monthhs liaoos. xD thatts reallii fastt andd longg.well.tiimee fliees watt.andd we cantt expectt timee tuhh waiitt ferr us derhhs mahhs. :)ohh yeshh.forgett tuhh add iin worrs.i oreadii completee moiis donatiionn cardd withoutt reallii cariingg aboutt iit.hahas.well.i didntt expectt iit tuhh be completedd oso.hahas.thanns tuhh all who donatedd tuhh muiis arhhs.especiallii tuhh auntiie mingg zhuu.ooo.generouss!hahas.muackks tuhh euu all worrs.14/02/2005. *worrdds leftt unnspokenn*.*[thanns loadds iggy.ferr euur prez.andd.happii valentiinees' daee tuhh everiionee yeahh?!]*
Monday, February 14, 2005Y
13/02/2005. mann.iits reallii daees everr siincee i lastt bloggedd yeahh?!ooooo.hahas.wass haviingg reall funn ferr thee pastt feww daees.andd yepps.hahas.i collectedd quiitee a numberr of angg baoos.hahas.riichh agaiinn. *bleahhs* justt gott homee fromm auntiie joss derhhs placee.cantt gett tuhh go tuhh karenn derhhs housee.cos thee three littlee impps justt wontt lett muiis leavee!!!hahas.well.soriies tuhh karenn worrs.noww.lett ourr memoriiess floww backk tuhh thee secondd daee of cny andd so onn. xDsecondd daee.as usuall.invitedd loadds of peoplee overr tuhh ourr placee andd havee funn.shengg kaii wass thee firstt tuhh reachh moiis placee.hahas.thee earliestt!10.45am.hahas.i wass still outtsidee whenn he liikee call andd tell muiis thatt he iishh onn thee traiinn andd iishh oreadii att serangoonn!wass outt tuhh helpp moiis daddiiee collectt thee foodd mahhs.whenn i wass onn moiis way backk.afterr buyingg icee.saww hiim outt theree amongg rowws of housess.hahas.waiitingg ferr moiis call.but.cantt gett hiim tuhh hopp onto thee carr.cos thee food coveredd all thee seatts.hahas.afterr he camee.satt andd tokk ferr a whilee.nancy calledd andd tell muiis thatt shee reachh liaoos.so i wentt tuhh pickk herr up.shee wass thee secondd onee.hahas.afterr nancy.iishh onee wholee truckk of peoplee.all moiis frenns.cantt reallii believee iit.actuallii moiis frenns camee overr tuhh moiis placee thee earliestt!heehees.thee wholee gangg includedd roddrickk,shii hann,benjaminn,weii kangg,pengg siongg,lesterr andd angiee.roddriickk wass iin redd.hahas.reall redd siias!hahas.thenn theyy camee.tokk.playy cardds.eatt andd stuffs.but.poorr themm.havee tuhh changee locationn so manii timees.hahas.frmm thee gardenn tuhh moiis roomm.thenn tuhh gp derhhs roomm.well.watt tuhh do?!theree seemms tuhh be too manii peoplee.andd everyywheree iishh peoplee andd still peoplee.andd still peoplee. *bleahhs* peoplee startedd tuhh streamm iin startiingg fromm liikee 12 noonn.andd soonn.thee entiree housee iishh reallii packedd!cann hardlii findd anii spacee tuhh walkk thruu properlii.addingg tuhh iit.manii liitlee kiidds liikee rouu yii.so small!sometimees.cantt evenn see themm aroundd.hahas.so.havee tuhh be realli carefull.char camee a littlee laterr.andd thenn dinoo andd jy.ervy andd gangg camee att aroundd 2+.oncee theyy camee overr.tookk somee picturees wiithh roddriickk theyy all.thenn roddriickk thatt groupp of peoplee wentt off liiaoos.ohh yeshh.muiis tookk picturees wiithh roddriickk andd shii hann worrs.hahas.liikee finallii.hahas.but.thee scenee wass ratherr malu ferr muiis arhhs.but neverr mindd.at leastt.i hopee everyyonee enjoyys themselvees arhhs.hahas.ervyy andd gangg stayedd ferr thee longestt liaoos.untill 10++ thenn leavee.hahas.thiis yearr derhhs cny.iishh reallii thee bestt of all liiaoos.reallii.thee bestt. xDthirdd daee.no niid tuhh go schooll mahhs.so.wokee up ratherr latee.gees.wentt overr tuhh auntiie mingg zhuu derhhs placee.thenn stayedd untill 4+.thenn wentt overr tuhh auntiiee yuee err derhhs housee.theyy iinvitedd overr liionn dancee.andd we hadd a greatt vieww of iit.iit was prettii loudd thoughh.hahas.iit hass beenn reallii longg everr siincee we lastt hadd liionn dancee overr att moiis housee.andd.cann saee.ratherr longg neverr see liionn dancee performancee liiaoos.hahas.fourthh daee.wass alsoo anotherr busii daee.iin thee morninngg.wentt overr tuhh auntiiee lynettee derhhs housee.nth muchh lahhs.thenn afterr thatt.wentt overr tuhh godd marmiie andd godd daddiee derhhs housee.thatts wheree thee reall funn iishh. *bleahhs*
Thursday, February 10, 2005Y
09/02/2005. justt gott homee afterr spenddingg hourrs outt theree iin thee hott sunn.prettii tiringg andd stickii all overr.wokee up att 8 thiis morningg.andd lazee iin bedd till aboutt 9.15 bahhs.thenn wakee upp.exchangedd greetiinggs wiithh mommiiee andd daddiiee.andd moiis twoo granddmaas.thenn hadd lightt breakfastt.eugenee camee overr tuhh 'baii niiann' wiithh mommiiee andd daddiiee.thenn we sett off tuhh godd marmiee godd daddiiee derhhs housee.wenn qiiann theyy all thiis yearr earlierr thann us.hahas.so.mett themm theree.afterr i 'baii niiann' withh godd marmiie andd godd daddiiee.wentt tuhh thee nextt usuall placees we wentt tuhh.untill now norhhs.
collectedd quiite a numberr of angg baoos todaee.hahas.okiies.cann saee.quiitee happii arhhs.but.manii peoplee all saee i groww upp liiaoos.hahas.well.maybee.hahas.
yeahh!tomoloo will be a superr dee duperr funn daee.manii peoplee overr tuhh ourr housee worrs.hahas.
arrangedd wiithh dianee tuhh go swimmingg afterr thee cny.hahas.yeahh.i betta gett goingg oso.hahas.tuhh shedd moree kiloos.hahas.sheddedd somee unknowingglii.hahas.still wantt tuhh shedd moree.hahas.cantt waiitt tuhh shedd moree.hahas.
09/02/2005. *worrdds leftt unnspokenn*.
*[no wheree iishh betta thann homee.reallii.]*
Wednesday, February 09, 2005Y
08/02/2005. hadd a supperr dee duperr greatt andd sumptouss reunionn dinnerr withh moiis familii.todaee.we havee gott moree peoplee arndd.gott moiis unclee andd hiis girll.andd moiis maternall granddmaa.a totall of tenn peoplee crowdingg arndd thee tablee.haviingg loadds of funn andd niicee foodd.of cos.thee crowdd will definitelii nott be as bigg as whatt sk has arhhs.hiis ishh superr extendedd familii.hahas.hadd a reallii greatt dinnerr.
tomolo.iishh firstt daee of neww yearr liiaoos.thatts reallii fastt.i dunn havee anii moodd tuhh wantt tuhh do bryann derhhs tuitionn homeeworkk liiaoos.but nehhs.still havee tuhh do arhhs.iif i reallii wantt tuhh enjoyy moiis neww yearr tuhh thee fullestt norhhs.hahas.iits a totall of fivee daees breakk worrs.hahas.how niicee of mrs ongg tuhh giive us onee moree daee of holidaee.manii peoplee dunn havee worrs.hahas.millenniaa reallii rockks.hahas.thee crowdd maybe a liitlee way too rowdyy.but.iits still funn beingg theree.andd beingg partt of millenniia.
listenningg tuhh thee beatless derhhs 'twistt andd shoutt'.thee onee thatt mr heiikall andd hiis jazz teamm didd thiis morniingg ferr thee concertt.hahas.actuallii.tuhh saee thee truthh arhhs.mr heiikall andd hiis teamm.soundds betta thann thee beatless.hahas.dunnoee y.hahas.thee beatlees seemms tuhh soundd.ratherr.hoarsee iin a wayy.hahas.a veryy farniie tunee tuhh havee.hahas.theyy seemms tuhh be singging outt of tunne.hahas.
08/02/2005. *worrdds tuhh saee*.
*[happii neww yearr tuhh all.may all be thee bestt of thee bestt iin thiis neww yearr.andd.stayy happii andd keepp goingg.hahas.mayy thee forcee be wiithh euu all.hahas.so mr rajj.hahas.]*
*[thans tuhh iggy.ferr thee nicee msg.thanns!]*
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08/02/2005. yeahh.i madee iit.wiithoutt anii fumblees or aniithingg.justt thatt.whenn i go upp.andd wantt tuhh go performm.thee keyy boardd wass nott evenn pluckedd andd i hadd tuhh stayy theree ferr liikee 5 mins.tuhh waiit ferr iit tuhh be pluckedd iin.andd mr heiikall havee tuhh comee andd helpp outt.beforee i cann gett onn.lols.well.thatt wass thee onii thingg i mett wiithh thruu outt thee entiree performancee arhhs.well.cann saee i didd iit ratherr okiee lahhs.betta thann all thee rehersalls.hahas. *shir patt herselff onn herr backkiee* selff - praiisee ayee?!hmm.thee wholee concertt wass pretty goodd worrs.especiallii mr heiikall's performancee.iit reallii makee thee entiree schooll go reallii hiighh.hahas.nan's dancee wass oso reallii cooll.shee dancedd reallii well.as ferr thee dancee thatt thee MCS didd.thee modernn onee.wiithh thee guyy i KICKEDD onn thee legg.iit was oso veryy well donee.cann saee thatt.we all didd reallii well bahhs.hahas.mr heiikall hadd tuhh do hiis performancee twicee.cos iits justt wayy too popularr.hahas.
saww moiis sweett smiilee onlii afterr thee wholee thingg endedd iin the gymm.but.att leastt i see ritte?iif nott.havee tuhh waiit untill nextt mondaee.oso dunnoee whetherr cann see onott.cos we haviingg a bazaarr tingii.siighh.justt waiitt andd see yeahh?!i will be prettii free onn thatt daee thoughh.so.cann go arndd andd see see lookk lookk.hahas.shiiookk!
wentt backk tuhh punggoll justt noww.andd stanleyy calledd muiis a RAMBUTANN!cann euu everr imaginedd thatt!?calliingg muiis a fruiit!!arghh.cos i wearingg redd tee mahhs.alamakk.liikee thatt oso cann becomee rambuttann.thenn peoplee osoo saee i lookk liikee angg baoo.ahh duii.i oreadii feell redd enuff liiaoos.theyy still saee muiis.hahas.aniiwaee.i tinkk i lookk ratherr liikee onee lahhs.hahas.verii longg neverr wearr untill so redd liiaoos.hahas.maybee.cann be sortt of changee bahhs.hahas.
yeahh!i am so damnn happii.hahas.onn thee secondd daee of cny.manii of moiis frenns aree comingg overr tuhh moiis hsee tuhh playy.hahas.rodriickk andd shii hann oso comingg.hahas.raree guestts.hahas.yippee!!!
08/02/2005. *worrdds leftt unnspokenn*.
*[ohh dearr.mr heiikall iishh soooooooo muchh liikee rodriickk siias!reallii.everythingg.hahas.]*
Tuesday, February 08, 2005Y
07/02/2005. todaee's lessonn simplii suckks.lastt two periodds hadd gp.sianns.thee teacherr seemms tuhh be moanningg thruu outt thee entiree lessonn siias.cantt standd hiim.speakk so softly somee moree norhhs.underr thee superr hott weatherr.hadd tuhh tahann thee heatt andd hiis moanningg voicee somee moree.reallii a greatt unbearablee thingg.hadd a throbbingg headchee somee moree.siianns halff liiaoos mann.
saww sweett smiilee havingg hiis pe todaee.cos we duringg chinesee periodd.wentt tuhh thee gymm tuhh helpp thee teacherr tuhh decoratee thee gymm ferr tomolo's derhhs performancee.thenn saww hiim havingg pe andd playingg badmintonn.ooooo.he iishh justt so damnn cutee.andd he playy quiitee well siias.hahas.hmm.andd cann see hiim smilingg practicallii thruu outt thee entiree thingg norhhs.hahas.he ishh reallii so cutee!!!!
havee tuhh performm tml liaoos norhhs.scareddddd.dunnoee iif all cann turnn outt well onott norhhs.siighh.hopee iit dosentt flopps worrs.pleasee.
07/02/2005. *worrdds leftt unnspokenn*.
*[sk.havee tuhh tunee downn tml arhhs.hahas.tryy euur bestt tuhh be liikee sweett smiilee.softt softt.but a littlee louderr thann hiim.he iishh reallii a littlee too softt.hahas.sk.euu cann makee iit derhhs!hahas.jiia youu...]*
Monday, February 07, 2005Y
06/02/2005. watt thee...okiees.i noee.i shoulddntt havee pushedd thee blamee or anithingg.i offeredd tuhh do thee ppt.andd i shouldd go alongg wiithh moiis promisee.i dunn mindd euu see.all i wantt ishh thatt i cann reallii finishh thiis darnn projectt asap.andd go havee funn duringg moiis cny periodd.somee moree iishh fivee daee iin a roww worrs.liikee bestt.i dunn wantt anithingg tuhh liikee obstructt andd thenn spoill moiis moodd mahhs.i may be a liittlee rushii lahhs.but.i reallii wantt iit donee fastt andd oso goodd mahhs.watt rubbishh pros andd conns.i cantt evenn thinkk of anii or evenn arhhs.wantt tuhh makee up anii or evenn go findd anyy!moiis teamm matees havee beenn reallii finee andd all.theyy aree reallii goodd.helppingg muiis wiithh thee info andd stuffs.theyy aree reallii doingg greatt.maybe.thee problemm.lies wiithh bryann andd hiis darnn ideaas.watt pros andd conns.neverr evenn thiinkk iif we cann do iit.or evenn findd iit.we aree justt a bunchh of 17 yearr oldd kiids arhhs.nott thatt we cantt makke iit.but iits reallii withiinn ourr ability mahhs.didntt meann tuhh ventt outt all moiis unhappiness or angerr arhhs.but i reallii cantt tahann aniimoree norhhs.watt a tonn of shitt! :x
06/02/2005. *worrdds tuhh saee afterr coolingg downn*.
*[gott nthh tuhh saee.andd i havee yett tuhh cooll downn.waiit andd see.suree flaree upp!]*
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06/02/2005. tiredd sehhs.sleptt at 2 lastt nitee.thenn thiss morningg havee tuhh wakee upp att 9.15 tuhh answerr phonee call.angiee calledd norhhs.tuhh askk muiis abtt thee buttonns tinggy.thenn dianee calledd moiis hp.tuhh askk abtt goingg tuhh thee gymm.cantt go arhhs.needd tuhh go gett tee ferr cny performancee.ahh duii.onii onee cny performancee.i niid tuhh go gett a REDD tee.whenn i dunn likee tuhh wearr REDD outt onn thee streett!sighh.neverr mindd.do iit ferr thee sakee of doingg arhhs.yesterrdaee.carry thee electricc pianoo.makee untill handd andd legg.paiin paiin.wristt paiin.toee oso paiin. *sobbs sobbs*
thee gp ppt iishh almostt donee liiaoos.waiitingg ferr bryann tuhh helpp see thruu.
arghh.dunnoe watt thee hell am i doingg siias.keepp tinkkingg of thinggs andd peoplee i shouldntt be thinkkingg!!!arghh!
06/02/2005. *worrdds leftt unnspokenn*.
*[todaee iishh janee derhhs birthdaee.happii birthdaee giirll.]*
Sunday, February 06, 2005Y
05/02/2005. forgett tuhh add iin watt i saww yesterrdaee siias!yesterdaee.thee donatee bloodd tingyy wass heldd iin schooll mahhs.thenn becos i wass siickk withiinn thee pastt three weekks.so i cantt donatee.thenn whenn komala wass haviingg herr donatiionn.i wentt tuhh see arhhs.thenn see thee needlee liike OMG!thatts so damnn thickk siias!likee scarii!thenn saww iggyy doiingg iit osoo.siia lahhs.i reallii envii themm mann.theyy so superr bravee norhhs.iif ferr muiis arhhs.i tinkk i see moiis bloodd floww outt arhhs.i faiintt liiaoos siias.somee moree iishh a superr biig packett euu noee.300ml siias!thatts liikee a cann of driinkk.arghh!!!!
todaee iishh shii miin derhhs 17th birthhdaee worrs.so fastt.peoplee arndd muiis aree turningg 17 liiaoos.tiimee reallii fliies.neww yearr comingg.muiis iin MI oso ferr onee mthh lerhhs worrs.aintt thatt fastt?! xD
05/02/2005. *worrdds leftt unnspokenn*.
*[happi birthhdaee tuhh shii miinn andd syahhrill. xD]*
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05/02/2005. hadd a rehersall todaee iin schooll.quiitee boringg arhhs.liikee.practicallii nthh tuhh do norhhs.maybee becausee moiis partt iishh iin thee earlierr partt norhhs.thatss y liikee ratherr siianns.well.thee entiree thingg iishh ratherr okiees lahhs.justt thatt.whenn we wantt tuhh gett thee keyy boardd.thenn liikee heavii.thenn muiis andd yz havee tuhh carry.carry onii a whilee niias.muiis andd yz sweatt liikee siiaoos lerhhs.hahas.cos thee keyy boardd quiitee heavii.thenn liikee.theree aree oso manii stepps we havee tuhh takee.thenn quiitee difficultt wantt tuhh carrii.but thankk godd.thee groupp of guyys thatt performm togetherr wiithh mr heiikall helpp tuhh carrii iit downn tuhh thee gymm.hahas.thanns loadds guys!toughh onn euu guyys lerhhs worrs. ;) aniiwaee.mr heiikall's voiicee ishh quitee niicee arhhs.thenn he singg andd playy thee bandd tinggy.nott badd.quiitee niicee.hmm.christiiann's voiicee oso veryy niicee.hahas.well.thee overrall performancee iishh goodd lahhs.hopee all turnns outt well onn thatt daee norhhs.ohh yeshh.i didntt fumblee todaee siias.hahas.did quiitee a prettii jobb.satiisfiedd andd happii.hahas.
gott tuhh go ferr tuitionn laterr.sianns halff liiaoos.nott thatt i dunn liikee tuitionn norhhs.ishh probablii thee teacherr bahhs.i am still nott usedd tuhh havingg a malee tuitionn teacherr.so.yeahh.still likee scaredd scaredd.or ratherr.ishh a littlee uneasii bahhs.sighh.still havee tuhh tiidee thruu thiis periodd.maybe.he aintt so badd afterr all bahhs.justt havee tuhh try tuhh adaptt norhhs.siighh.toughh timee aheadd.
05/02/2005. *worrdds leftt unnspokenn*.
*[miishhedd moiis superr cutee sweett smiilee.ohh yeshh.cann anii onee explaiinn tuhh muiis.y does mr heiikall lookk so muchh liikee rodriickk siias!theyy nott onii lookk a littlee alikee.but thee way they talkk andd everythingg.ohh mann.he ishh so rodriickk stylee!hahas.]*
Saturday, February 05, 2005Y
04/02/2005. schooll iishh finee todaee.hadd onii twoo subjectts norhhs.econns andd mathhs.hahas.iin thee morningg.sk camee into moiis class.tuhh askk ferr thee bowliingg tingyy.well.i didntt takee upp lahhs.wasntt iin thee rightt moodd thiis morniingg.andd he suddennlii appearr thenn tokk.i wass wonderriingg whenn thee hell didd mr kohh derhhs voiicee becomee so youngg.hahas.thenn lookk upp.thenn saw sk.shockedd siias!everythingg wass finee iin schooll.
wentt tuhh unclee jeff derhhs shopp todaee.tuhh collectt moiis clothhess norhhs.hadd a longg tiimee gettiingg all alterredd andd readii.so endedd upp havee tuhh go homee onn moiis ownn.wass ratherr worriedd as i neverr go homee onn moiis ownn fromm liike raffless placee.scaredd i kenna lostt.hahas.thenn cantt gett homee.thenn i chamms liiaoos.but lehhs.thankk godd.i gott thee ritee placee.thee ritee traiinn.andd i gott backk tuhh moiis belovedd homee.hahas.
sweett smiilee as usuall.neverr holdd thee morningg assemblii.wass thee otherr guyy.but lehhs.he iishh still as cutee as everr.hahas.yii tingg saee shee saww hiim.hahas.well.iits okiies.hahas.at leastt.i saw hiim iin schh.hahas.saw hiim goingg ferr PE.thenn saww hiim iin thee gymm osoo.ohh yeshh.saww hiim outtsidee thee toilett!ooooo.shiirr iish goingg siaoos agaiin!!!!hahas.
PS gott hiis ssgt rankk liiaoos worrs.hahas.happii ferr all moiis cadetts whoo gott thee rankk.theyy suree cann makee punggoll proudd derhhs.coss theyy aree punggoll npcc unitt derhhs cadetts.cos.theyy aree moiis juniiorrs.hahas.well.nott moiis creditt lahhs of cos.iishh theyy reallii workk hardd ferr iit derhhs.keepp iit upp guyys.keepp rockiingg andd goiingg.muackks!!!!!
04/02/2005. *worrdds leftt unnspokenn*.
*[nthh muchh.finall congratts tuhh moiis dearestt cadetts who receivedd theiir rankks todaee.keep strivingg!!!]*
Friday, February 04, 2005Y
03/02/2005. justt gott homee afterr poppingg by att unclee jeff derhhs shopp.hmm.saww moiis clothhes.verii niicee worrs.hahas.happii wiithh iit.thenn.beforee thatt.kenaa 'saidd' by moiis marmiee onn thee carr norhhs.cos i didd sthh wrongglii arhhs.i deservee iit thoughh.hehes.
thenn.todaee.endedd schooll att liikee 3pm.thenn tookk backk thee econns testt paperr.siighh.i flunkedd iit arhhs.siighh.gott onii liikee 1/20.hahas.firstt tiimee iin moiis liifee moiis testt markk so superr goodd siias.hahas.but nehhs.neverr mindd lahhs.att leastt i noee i learntt fromm iit ayee.all thankks tuhh moiis 'beautiifullii' drawnn PPC curvee arhhs.thee firstt partt wrongg.thenn thee restt all wrongg liiaoos.siighh.mustt workk harderr liiaoos.
siianns.gott rehersall onn satt.agaiinn.full dress thiis tiimee.still havenn decidedd onn watt tuhh wearr onn thatt daee ferr rehersall andd oso onn thee actuall daee.superr tiriingg.hahas.
ohh yeshh.sweett smiilee agaiinn.hahas.he didntt holdd thee morniingg assemblii arhhs.but lehhs.he wass standiingg behiindd thee personn holddingg iit.hahas.he ishh justt so cutee!saww hiim smiileed quiitee a feww tiimees iin thee morniingg.ooooohhhh.sweett smiilee sehhs.hahas.thenn.saww hiim comiingg downn frmm thee staff roomm i guess.cos i waiitingg ferr moiis chinesee teacherr att thee foyerr mahhs.thenn saww hiim.sho happii.hahas.thenn whenn i wass iin the IT resourcee roomm.i lookk outt of thee wiindoww.andd i see hiim standiingg att thee bus stopp.hehes.saww hiim boardd thee buss andd go off.ooooohhh.hahas.goiingg crazee agaiinn yeahh.hahas.thatts muiis.
GP projectt iishh gettiingg onn iits roadd liiaoos.starttingg onn the ppt lerhhs.reallii hopee tuhh finishh iit onn tiimee.so i cann reallii enjoyy moiis chinesee neww yearr tuhh thee fullestt.too badd.ata justt calledd tuhh saee.shee aintt comingg.so sadd.mishedd herr sho muchh.
03/02/2005. *worrdds leftt unnspokenn*.
*[nthh muchh arhhs.justt a littlee worriiedd abtt thee outtcomee of moiis performancee.may all go onn well...]*
Thursday, February 03, 2005Y
02/02/2005. iit reallii suckk!tuhh thee coree someemoree.i wass shoo damnn nervouss norhhs.reallii.superr dee duperr derhhs nervouss.cann euu everr imagiinee?!justt thee startiingg notee andd i oreadii fumblee sehhs!playedd thee wrongg notee.andd hadd tuhh startt all overr agaiinn.diie.stagee friightt.howw thee hell am i going tuhh go facee thatt bigg bunchh of peoplee sittingg outt theree.wiithh theiir starees andd everythiingg.i cantt affordd tuhh makee anii miistakees.laterr thee P comee afterr muiis.thenn reallii chamms untill dunnoee liikee watt liiaoos siias!someemoree arhhs.reherrsall iishh supposee tuhh startt at 2.00pm.thenn thee teacherr 2.15 thenn tell muiis thatt shee neverr takee thee keyy boardd.ohh greatt!howw thee hell am i goingg tuhh rehearsee iif theree iishh no keyy boardd?!thenn shee askedd muiis tuhh go tuhh thee audii andd practicee.thenn waiitt ferr herr.andd guess watt.muiis andd yz waiitedd ferr liikee 2.5 hourrs.beforee thee teacherr evenn comee iin tuhh lookk at us.watt thee hell!thiis ishh reallii so damnn irritattiingg siias!do mathhs untill i wantt tuhh 'pok' liaoos.sias.still waiitingg!stoopidd muiis.neverr briingg geogg tuhh schh tuhh do.thenn slackk arhhs!2.5 hourrs worrs.do nthh ferr liikee 1.5 or moree hourrs!arghh!!thankk godd.thee seniiorrs weree danciingg iin thee audii.att leastt gott somee entertaiinmentt.hahas.
sweett smiilee heldd thee morniingg assemblii agaiinn.todaee.thenn lynn,iggy theyy all gavee theiir closiingg speechh.sweett smiilee wass sittingg onn thee benchh.hehes.cann see hiim likee wow.hahas.someemoree horrs.whenn i was gettingg readii ferr rehersall.wentt tuhh thee washh roomm wiithh yz.thenn saww hiim agaiin.hahas.goiingg off.thenn suddenlii.he liikee appearr behiindd muiis whenn i wass aboutt tuhh stepp into thee toilett.hahas.he payiingg thee toiilett a visitt oso.hahas.cool ayee?!whees!
talkedd tuhh onee of thee seniiorr todaee.venuss norhhs.thee onee lastt timee fromm peii daoo onee.we talkedd a lott.thee peoplee heree iin MI aree reallii superr derhhs niicee norhhs.so sweett.cariingg andd niicee.cann reallii talkk tuhh euu evenn thoughh theyy onii noee euu ferr liikee.less thann an hourr.hahas.
02/02/2005. *worrdds leftt unnspokkenn*.
*[satt gott tuhh go backk tuhh schh ferr full dress reherrsall.pleasee SHIRLEYWIJAYA!dunn euu daree fumblee andd gett euur stoopidd stagee frightt agaiinn!verii maluu siias!!!!]*
Wednesday, February 02, 2005Y
01/02/2005. oooooooo.moiis sweett smiilee heldd thee morniingg assemblii agaiinn todaee!hahas.he iishh justt so damnn cutee.okiies.i noee thatt i am alwaees sayingg thee samee thiingg all overr andd overr agaiin.but.iit iishh justt thee truthh norhhs.he iishh justt so damnn cutee.andd hiis smiilee iishh so damnn smashiingg!arghh!!!
saww sk a few tiimees iin thee canteenn todaee.nott neverr call euu.justt thatt i nott feeliingg reallii well.so neverr go upp andd call euu.hahas.sk.dunn miindd arhhs.hahas.nextt tiimee.suree go arhhs.hahas.
saww iggy osoo.ohh yeshh.hiis posterr iishh liikee practicallii EVERYWHEREE!cann see iit whenn i do pe.the staiirrs stepp.thenn iin thee canteenn osoo.outsidee thee toiilett osoo havee siias.he reallii superr powerrfull mann.hahas.thenn saww hiim iin thee canteenn.wiithh lynn.thenn osoo outtsidee thee audii.tokiingg tuhh mr raj.hahas.
wentt ferr pianoo justt noww.askedd mrs lee tuhh teachh muiis thee songg.immproviisedd arhhs.thenn changee untill becomee accompanii.siighh.havee tuhh learnn everythiingg all overr agaiinn.siighh.watt a troubleesomee perrformancee siias.siighh. *scarryy*
01/02/2005. *worrdds leftt unnspokenn*.
*[todaee iishh yuee weii derhhs birthhdaee worrs.happii biirthhdaee boyy.onee yearr olderr liiaoos.all thee bestt arhhs.]*
*[miishhedd moiis sweett smiilee liiaoos worrs.gees.]*
Tuesday, February 01, 2005Y
31/01/2005. longg daee todaee worrs.lessonn untill three thiirty.lastt periiodd iishh GP norhhs.thankk godd.todaee derhhs lessonn iishh muchh muchh betta thann lastt weekk derhhs.hahas.hadd funn thoughh.but.i dunn seemm tuhh be iin thee moodd norhhs.not feelliingg reallii well arhhs.so.yeahh.thee daee wass spoiiltt norhhs.siighh.sangg thee schh songg todaee iin schooll.nott too badd.hahas.att leastt.i cann rememberr thee lyriics by noww liiaoos.isntt thatt greatt?!hahas.
sweett smiilee heldd todaee derhhs morniingg assemblyy worrs.he iishh justt shoo damnn cutee norhhs.hahas.thenn.saww hiim haviingg hiis pe todaee oso.ohh mann.hahas.he iishh justt siimplii too cooll.hahas.andd cutee!!!arghh.i reallii goiingg crazee.whees!
uhh ohh.tmll gott pe.dunnoee whetherr cann makee iit or nott sehhs.still nott feeliingg reallii well norhhs.hopee i gett worstt.thenn no niid tuhh go ferr PE.hahas.shoo goodd.hahas.of cus.iif cann makee iit.thenn go norhhs.iif reallii cannott.thenn slackk ferr onee daee.go tuhh thee gymm tuhh makee up.hahas.skiippedd gymm ferr liikee a feww daees liiaoos.betterr gett well soonn.thenn wontt lagg behiindd.hahas.
31/01/2005. *worrdds leftt unnspokenn*.
*[nthh muchh tuhh saee.justt wanna saee.i miishh moiis sweett smiilee.bleahhs.]*
