Saturday, December 30, 2006Y
a game that i will surely lose is never a game for me. im never ever able to play it. cos im never strong and tough enough to play it. 我真的玩不起! so stop appearing. and go away! =x
hohoho. school's starting. and im still sleeping in late like nearly everyday. unless there's ake in the morning. HAHA! =p i better start tuning my body alarm so that i can wake up on the first day of school. (; woke up at near to 11am today. got to wake up and not sleep anymore. cos SSDCL is waiting for me at 12.45pm. hehs. =p SSDCL was alright. engine stalled only when im like doing directional change. =x but i will try to get better. (: and no more engine stalls. (; i hope.
dinner today was BEST! "bak kut teh". (; its like a damn famous stall down balestier road. and the whole inner stall is like filled with photos taken with famour people luh! like TORO, johnny yan, 5566, energy etc. alot luh! so as i eat my dinner. im enjoying the photos. HEHS. =p
one more day before 2007 falls and greatly pound on me and everyone else. a busy year ahead. and naturally. in a busy year. there will definitely be tons of resolutions & goals to accomplish. =x and mine are all listed on the left hand side of the blog. (: hope as the 2007 gets closer to an end next year. the number of resolutions & goals for me to accomplish/achieve will have more and more strike-outs. (: ALL THE WAY SHIR! (:
Friday, December 29, 2006Y
i dont know why. but i suddenly feel confused. and everything in my mind is in a big big whirl. i feel so messed up. and i dont know how to get out of it. well. it might just be my plain paranoid-ness. =x
performance was GREAT today! (: and BIG THANKS to my classmates of 05b3. (: especially when i just entered the school hall. and i hear a big "GO SHIRLEY!" from rachel sweetheart. (: and i receive cheers and waves from jiali. and i saw my long-time-no-see darlings, syaza, nurul, dee sayang, hidayah sayang & annas. (; i miss them like mad can? and i saw ANWAR TOO! (: been a long time huh! =p
anyway. the performance was wonderful. although there's this MAJOR DISTRACTION RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. but i think i did ok. HAHA! not really distracted. i forbid myself to be distracted. (: ake is like superb can? (: although we didnt really smile. haha. thats the greatest hurdle we need to pass aye ake? but we can surely do it someday. (:
many many familiar faces were seen. (: POK flashed me a smile when i was walking past the hall. and its nice to see him again! (: and sengkiat. he said hello! and i heard him telling a girl that "she's one of our junior." haha! =p thats so nice of him luh! (: okokok. i saw sweet smile as well. (: and. there goes. (;
after our performance. i went to hug hug my darling classmates. (: i didnt see FAD luh! and syaza told me "she ditched us". haha! naughty fad! =p after that. we shifted our instruments back. and i did my sight-seeing at the same time. HEHS. =p
when im in HARMONIS. i was "bullied" by my sunshine love. =x haha! not bully ah. he just merely use the bubble-wrap to wrap my hand. then use balloons to make my hair. until my hair messy. then laugh at me. then kick balloon until kick me. alah. just all those funny things. HAHA! =p and jas that gf. she also join in with sunshine. and start squeezing my bubble-wrapped hand. =x but see they enjoy. i also enjoy. HAHA! =p
ms wee, ms lim & mr pow gave us a "conclusion" for 2006. and we all know that 2007 will be a super busy year for us. every single one of us. and an even more stressful year for the year3s. (: but but. we will all strive through aye? (: hope all year3s can successfully be able to cope with ake & school work at the same time. and all year3s can take part in the august's esplanade concert hall's concert together. for the one last time. (: GO YEAR3s. GO AKE. WE CAN DO IT! (: (: (: and we will get better and better. and we will bring home our GOLD WITH HONOURS for our SYF 2007. (: (: (: (:
sera's right. after today. no more. ): and HEY SERA. i can help you see on your behalf. but i think i see more than i help you see. HAHA! how can i miss it? =p
i love my new school. i love my ake ensemble. i lovelovelovelove all of you. (:
Thursday, December 28, 2006Y
the internet connection is BAD. =x heard over the radio this morning. its bad because of the earthquake over in taiwan. =x its super slow luh! and i think i cant stand it. HAHA! =p me & tuankiak both thought our computer got problem. but luckily. ITS NOT! hehs. =p
big big cheers for me please! (: i came home by myself today! from the new campus. (; clever hor? =p took bus 66. and it took me around an hour. and BIG BIG THANKS FOR JUNLONG, YICHUANG, TUANKIAK & BEN! (: they accompanied me to take bus 66. making tuankiak unable to reach home within 45mins. and the other three to reach earlier. and the best thing is. we all think that 66 will pass by mcritchie. but when we are like near to little india already. then junlong say the bus dosent seems to be going to mcritchie. HAHA! =p so. they already miss the hwa chong stop. then they miss the little india stop. then the farrer park stop. and i "chase" them off at the WRONG bus stop to make them alight at boon keng. HAHA! =p wrong bus stop because they will have to walk in the rain to go to the boon keng station. but actually. the next bus stop is no need to get drenched. =x but still big thank you to them for accompanying me. (;
performance is tml! (: and our school hall is quite big. (: there is also a performing arts theatre! i went in there today. and it looks like a movie theatre to me. HEHS. =p but i think i like my new school. (: and the canteen's stalls are...WONDERFULLY CREATIVE! got drinks stall, bento stall, wok stall and some more ah. dont know sell what. HAHA! but pretty creative names. was telling my sister about it. and she say i finally no need to bring bread to school. HAHA! =p
MY DINO DARLING IS BACK IN SINGAPORE! (: and i miss her like crazeh lah can? AND I MISS MY CLARIS GIRLFRIEND TOO! i think she's coming back today. (: hope to see her tml. (: ok. i think i really need to go out and chill with my dino darling. its like days since we last met. HEHS. =p and i still think she understands me the most. WAHAHA. =p HEY! that dosent mean that i dont love my other friends ok? (: I LOVE EVERYONE. with my BIG HEART! (;
Wednesday, December 27, 2006Y
i love my blog song. (: its called 小乌龟 by 张栋梁 as featured in "SONRIA PASTA". (: i think this song is super nice. and its a very very sweet confession of the male lead to the female lead in the show. (: its super sweet. (;
ake was great today! did the run throughs for all the performing songs. and a piece of good news! two aircons in the ake room are working! but leh. it seems to be only working a little. cos its not fully cooling yet. furthermore. the other two aircons are still spoilt. =x i think our ake room still lacks alot of things. like dustbin, air freshener, blah blah blah. =p time to furnish the room abit. (; oh. and while waiting for sera darling to print the lyrics for "if we hold on together". we played through the two versions of "SELEMAT HARI RAYA". and memories "WOOSH" back. (: i miss the esplanade concourse performance. i miss it alot. =x
gave out the little things i prepared for my section & my contact group. i received alot of "huhs" then "thank you!". (: and as i gave out the little things. i also received hugs. (: they are precious and important to me. at least they make my heart alot alot better. (: i love ake. i love every single member. (:
piano was awesome too! cos i manage to get my arpeggios for my piece A. (: and i can do playback for aural. (: im sooo happy! but piece B lacks feelings. and i know my piece C is still alittle messy. =x haha! will work on them will work on them. =p
the year is ending. school is starting. shirley has yet to start work and hit her books. hohoho. was telling mama. im going to enjoy my last few days before school really start. with my engine switched on. and off i go. hard core preparations for my As. (: i will storm it. i will. (: so so. last few days of enjoyment. im filling them up with SSDCL, ake, friends and fun. (: shoppings maybe for my last min replenish of things for school re-open. like pencil case and my nalgene bottle. (: they are the top on my things-to-replenish things. (;
jas dearie gf is facing some problems now. and i really hope she's fine. (: cos shes my dearest. and i dont wish for her to be upset and seeing her like that. really make my heart aches. hope shes fine now. GF. YOU HAVE ME ALL THE WAY OK? (: im always here. just a call/sms away. (: I LOVE YOU. <3
Tuesday, December 26, 2006Y
x'mas of 2006 was a warm one i guess. (: one full day with my family. how cool & warm can that be? (: went for our brunch at east coast's TUN LOK SEAFOOD. had dim sum there. i still love "xiao long bao" alot. HAHA! =p after that. we went to RAFFLES CITY. and thats where retail therapy begins. (; shopped for daddy's clothes. sister's jeans. mama's dress-es. and off we go to sembawang. (: alright. sun plaza aint a place like what i think it is with beautifully furnished shops. its something like rivervale plaza. but there are quite a few shops here and there. so still alright. (: i bought clothes from there. and as usual. "sponsored" by daddy. (; i spent like 200+ bucks in one shop. HAHA! =p thats very rare for me to do so ah. but im shopping for my CNY clothings. (; school's starting. and that is equals to me having little or no time for shopping. =x
surprisingly. after shopping for our clothes and all. daddy suggested a light dinner. and we shall all go swimming! (; and i tell you. IF you have got nothing to do during x'mas from next year onwards. you can go swimming! (: you will find yourself swimming in a public pool that seems to be like your private pool. HAHA! the number of people there excluding me and my family can really be counted with your fingers luh! thats how "private" the pool is ok? (; and you will really enjoy swimming there. (: daddy says that today's swimming pool is like us having about 50% of shares in it. HAHA! =p and its really super nice to swim there last night. (: (: (:
slept pretty late the night before. was watching "SONRIA PASTA" and msg-ing wei qiang at the same time. he's my OBS mate. whom i've been contacting since the start of the OBS camp till now. KUDOS to our three year plus friendship! (: and he says that we are SMS-pals. like others who are pen-pals. HEHS! (: i love this friend of mine. (;
ake tml! wooties! (: im excited. and i cant wait. (: i really do. (:
oh yes. i saw tee wei at SSDCL today. (: and i think i did pretty ok today. for the first time out of my SOOOOOOO many lessons. i never had engine stalls. (: KUDOS! (;
why do i feel that im getting further and further away from the person whom i really treat as a very very good friend? i just feel myself becoming further. and never closer. and im starting to really regret. really starting to hate this. and everything that has happened. why the hell must it happen. and especially to me and them.
Sunday, December 24, 2006Y
i think what happened two days ago left a scar in me. i wish for it to be gone. and never to come back. this shall be my wish for x'mas this year. cos all along deep within myself. never would i want to see this friendship just flushed away like that.
had seafood for dinner last night. (: at east coast park's LONG BEACH. the chilli crab is SUPERB i tell you. its damn spicy. and i mix the sauce with fried rice, bun, chicken. haha! =p in all. anything i can find on the table will be dipped with the chilli sauce of the crabs. (; YUMMS! after dinner. we went to NTUC at toa payoh. and i did my major sweep-the-tidbits job. haha! =p they are not for me of course! but for some surprise behind my major sweeping job. (; came home and started preparing my surprise. and i slept at near to three because of that. HEHS. =p
today's x'mas eve. supposed to go shopping with mama & sisters. but leh. me and my sisters slept till noon. =p so we didnt get to shop. mummy & daddy woke up early to the market to get the food for tonight's bbq. (: YES! THE 'S' FAMILY IS COUNTING DOWN TO X'MAS BY HAVING A BBQ! (; cool right? and we've never had a bbq session as a family before. in the past. its always bbq with guests around. this year. ITS JUST US! (;
jas dearie gf left me a msg on her blog. and i think she's so super sweet. (: LOVE YOU DEARIE! (;
oh yes oh yes! on wednesday. i will be asking ms lim & mr pow to see if ake will be planning to go catch "THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA" musical. cos i want to watch ah. and GFs would want to watch as well. so if ake is not planning to watch it together as ake. then we will have to chop chop book the tickets. (: and we want good seats. so must faster book. hehs! =p i love musicals. and "FORBIDDEN CITY" made me love musicals more. (;
school is starting like pretty soon. and honestly. i have yet to even touch my notes or books for revision. RAHS. there goes my plan to study. =x im suppose to start tml. but tml will be shopping with mama & sisters. see la! =x i feel so guilty now... *RAHS*
Friday, December 22, 2006Y
sometimes. its not the matter of whether you are loved or remembered. its the process of having one another by our side when you really need them. friends need not meet up every single week or month. but they are still close and very good friends.
just taking nancy dear dear for example. ever since cny this year. i havent meet her as yet. not a single time ok? but we are still friends. when im in trouble or when im feeling angry/sad or whatsoever. she's there! i mean. she did not leave me in my own lurch. and leave me to die. she's just there. although there's no meet ups. there's sms-es/msn-ing/tags on blogs. and i honestly say. SHE'S NOT FORGOTTEN BY ME! the same goes to ervy, ata, imah, thaki, shannon and wani. we never meet up only on cny. which is like ONCE a year. we are still good friends! when i finally saw ervy on my ake's esplanade performance unexpectedly. when we hugged. i feel the closeness that we use to have. not that we are not close now. but its just that we are all so busy with our own stuffs. that we hardly meet. but they are people who will be a message away when you need them. they never forget you cos through the process of becoming friends. we've all been through alot. quarrels, squabbles, unhappiness. but we tide through all these because the idea of "FRIENDSHIP & TREASURE" is deep within our hearts.
not everything have to be so explicit that it may become so fake. yes! i admit i say "i love you" to many people. be it those who i know for a long time like DKSYJ,ervy & co., to those who i know for a year or less like hendra,fahmi,my ake year ones,my new classmates of 2006. but all these "i love you" dosent need to be said face to face. they need not be showed through actions like gifts and everything. sometimes that three words just matter as much. its the heart and sincerity that really counts. some people can say "i love you" to their friends just for the sake of saying it. and after saying it. the meaning of saying it is just not there. or rather. it has never been there at all.
friends need not meet up every now and then. but they can still be friends. my pae friends and i havent meet up like since last year. but whenever our birthdays are here. there will be messages that are sent to you from THEM that makes our heart warm enough isnt it?
what "forget about the idea of DKSYJ". what "frankness". what "disappointment". what "hurt us and you are hurt as well". this is not what is necessary in a FRIEND/GROUP.
DKSYJ is not a very easy friendship that we build up. its not a one-second or one-minute matter. you know how often i bring up DKSYJ in front of my other friends? you know how much outings i've forgone with my ake dearies & darlings, my girlfriends & my 7B+T^2 just to make our DKSYJ outings possible? every single DKSYJ outing i try to make a point to go will just make me disappoint my 7B+T^2 alot? i really really miss out alot with them. for the two years since i've been in ake. i only went for lunch ONCE with my girlfriends & 7B+T^2. and that ONCE is not ONCE for each group. but its after our ake outing. you know how happy they are when i say "lets do lunch together after our ake outing"? you know how important the smiles on their faces meant to me? the smiles and happiness are just as important as the smiles and happiness i get from DKSYJ. those who know me well should know that if people around me are happy. i will be happier. thats because i hate to see anyone beside or around me to be unhappy. it just hurts me to see them like that. and you know how much it hurts for me to have to reject them whenever i make the decision of putting DKSYJ before anyone else? every single one of my friends have a place in my heart. and im willing to do anything for them. cos they are my friends. people who i care and love for. that dosent mean that i dont care or love DKSYJ anymore!
what is most important in a friendship is the heart and the trust. if you think that the old ones will be forgotten when the new ones arrive. im here to prove you wrong. totally wrong.
some might wonder why am i having such a strong reaction towards this matter. it might just be some small matter or even nothing to some people. but this really make me feel very hurt and disappointed. near to two months ago. ake lost a member. that member is my friend. we might not be the best of friends. but she is a friend of mine whom i can talk to. and she ever tell me about her problems. and she stood by me when i need someone to lean on. the lost of her is a great impact on me. i've never lost someone who's so nice and close to me. ever since then. i learn to treasure every single one around me. love my enemies more. and hate no one. its a very important thing in my life now. cos i dont want to regret when things aint going the way i want it to.
everyone lead their own life. and live life their own way. the days now are no longer like when we were back in secondary school where we are in the same school. in the same class. under the same timetable. things are different. and being friends. they have to understand that when we all move on to a new school. we face a new class and a new group of friends. we will all live a different life. its probably impossible to be able to fork out time for gathering and outings. but what is most essential and important in the friendship that we build with other people as friends is the ability to understand and accept. sometimes. a little sms/testimonial/tag on one another's blog can make up for the loss of interaction or meet ups. thats the power of a really strong friendship.
PLEASE REMEMBER: LIFE IS UNPREDICTABLE! TREASURE WHAT YOU HAVE NOW AND NOT REGRET WHEN YOU LOSE THEM!
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last night's wedding dinner was a great one luh! the whole thing is super grand please. the bride is super pretty. she's like the photo-copied version of mrs heng la can? the groom is SUPER TALL. their wedding is like a mixture of chinese + ang moh style. got cake-cutting. toasting and even a dance floor where the newly weds had their dance. (: cool right? and the bridesmaid & bestmen are all very nice also! i like the bridesmaid dress! although its RED. but is super nice! their scarf is like so nicely tied to their back. and it dosent seem to drop! (; and the guests are all well-dressed. and ladies look elegant. men look great. (: saw many familiar faces. and the best one i saw would have to be mrs lim. the mrs lim that taught me history and social studies when i was in punggol. (: she cant recognise me already. and forgot my name. but its ok. she manage to have her memory refreshed! (; the whole thing ended pretty late. and by the time i reach home. i feel super tired. hit the pillows. and snore like a babi. =p
ake today was COOL! HAWAII 5 0 was great. im a bass player for that song. and i think my hands are not long enough to play octaves. HAHA! so i play one note only. HEHS. =p accidentally in love will also be in i think. and i love playing on the vibes for that. (;
OH YES! ake will be having a performance at the esplanade next year. and its FULLY OUR CONCERT! (: cool right? and im like so high about it. HAHA! i bet all year twos of 2006 are HIGH over it. (: and it will be our last performance with ake. ): but we have to make that day the best of the best. and really perform with all our heart and soul. i dont know how am i going to take it when i need to graduate next year. im going to miss ake like MADNESS! =x
another thing before i SHOOOOO off for SSDCL. junlong is our HOUSE-HUSBAND. (: he did the mopping for me of the whole ake room today. (: nice of him. but too bad. i called him a HOUSE-HUSBAND! haha! =p
mama's calling.SO OFF I GO! (:
Wednesday, December 20, 2006Y
the gamelan workshop is fun! and its worth going la. (: so... whatever happened yesterday should be over once and for all. or rather. it should never even appear in the first place. =x played a few instruments. and we learnt two songs. (: its fun but much much tougher than learning how to play the angklungs/kulintangs. =x but still. i guess all of us enjoyed ourselves aye? (:
did my manicure & pedicure today. ooo. and now i lovelovelove my fingers & toes. haha! =p i think my toes are now BEAMING! =p oh yes! i asked the person about the crystal nails that edith wants to make. its like $100 for both hands luh! and the person recommend me the gel & acryllic one. i saw another lady doing the gel one for another lady. =p and its super dee duper nice please! i also want to make! haha. =p maybe for CNY. (: but leh. i still need to go school leh. i scared they dont allow me to have such fanciful nails. =x
ake tml. and before practice starts. there will be a meeting. I WILL FOREVER SUPPORT MY GF! who ask her to be MY baobei gf leh? hehs. =p lovelove.
maybe. its time for me to make-up. maybe. its time i start to realise my mistake. and work out a solution. maybe. i should just start doing so.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006Y
had our first ake prac at the new campus today. (: THE SCHOOL IS SUPER BIG OK? and our ake room isnt that small after all luh. quite ok lah in fact. but the air-con is not working today. the compressor is spoilt. =x the whole room like new new. got the new new smell. HEHS. =p our ake room's name is not "the sound of music" anymore. its "HARMONIS". cool aye? haha! (; packed our stuffs and practice for the school's move-over concert piece. (:
had piano today. and mrs lee gave me a x'mas present. (: i bought her a box of chocolates. and she gave me this hp holder. a square looking thing. that has a pair of dangling legs. HAHA! =p cute!
was at bengawan solo just now. and bought my breakfast for tml. theres this gamelan workshop at holland village tml. *dont talk about it.it makes my mood drop. =x * RAHS. i think i flare up a little bit when i was at ake today. RAHS.
i was really shook. and honestly. my entire mood just "VROOM!" right to the lowest point. RAHRAHRAHS! =x
this whole week is all about ake luh! from monday till friday. every single day i will see my ake dearies & darlings. EVERY SINGLE DAY. (:
Monday, December 18, 2006Y
ake bonding was a great one. (: we all had fun. (: we met at harbourfront mrt in the morning. but we waited for others to come along. so we left for sentosa at like 9.30am. supposedly we wanted to carry out the wet weather programme cos it looks like its raining soon. =x but in the end. we carried on with our sentosa activity because the sky was quite clear. (: i think heaven loves us. cos as we play. it only drizzle a bit. then stop. it was until our final stop when the rain came down heavy. but by the time we finish the last station. the rain stopped. (: when we were divided into our groups. i was supposed to be with junlong,james,claris and nilam. then junlong changed with meiling. and i changed with edith. so in the end. my group members are JUNLONG, VALERIE,JERINE & MR POW. (: we did great. and we came in THIRD. (: regardless of the position. the most important thing is that we have fun. (: LOVELOVE to ake! (; we did a mini amazing race. and at the last stop. we were asked to do mass 3-legged climbing stairs. and on our way. we were smashed with water bombs filled with SEA WATER! by the end of the game. we are all sticky/sandy/salty. HAHA! and yongsheng gave me a great bomb by smashing it on my leg. HAHA! no worries dearie. 我玩得起 ! (;
showered and everything. and we headed to vivo for lunch. (; me,edith,sera,cj,clar,jas,sher,yihong,james,ben,junlong,yongsheng & mr pow. we had lunch at CARLS JUNIOR. my first time there. and i shared food with edith. (: we had chilli cheeseburger combo + chilli cheese beef fries. (: we couldnt finish our fries. HAHA! but the portion was BIG luh. so two person share is just nice. (: we talked and gossiped! thats like our fav past-time. (; then we laughed and all together. HEH! =p
i was telling them. if 7B+T^2 & clar,jas,sher, yihong,james,yongsheng BLAH BLAH BLAH go on a holiday together. the coach fetching us will collapse. the aeroplane flying us will be filled with air stewardess-es screaming for us to SHUT UP! =p haha. we will turn out as a noisy bunch of people luh! and i think we will all GET HIGH! DAMN HIGH I MEAN! =p but i really look forward to that day. where we can all travel together. (: its surely going to be a GREAT COOL THING! (:
RAHS! no swimming today! its like raining cats & dogs at tamp. and its impossible to swim because of the thunder & lightning. and the water will surely be damn COLD. *BRRRRRR.....* and i cant swim on thursday because of the wedding dinner i need to attend. WELL WELL. only until monday then can i swim
again. =x this week is a BUSY WEEK! *RAHS...*
TODAY IS MY HENDRA SUNSHINE LOVELOVE's BIRTHDAY! (: happy birthday sunshine love. too bad you cant join us today. and I MISS YOU A LOT A LOT! (: tml tml tml. i will be seeing you tml. (: LOVESSSSSSSS. <3<3<3
Sunday, December 17, 2006Y
i woke up today with the words "WHAT YOU WANT TO EAT FOR LUNCH?" ringing in my ears. ok. i slept till noon today. (: no "SONRIA PASTA" last night. i nearly died from sleeping at 3+ consecutively. =x
after lunch. i caught the repeat of "STAR AWARDS". since i didnt catch it the other time when it was telecast LIVE!. oh well. chen wei lian got like THREE AWARDS. =x and ELVIN NG whom i thought would win the "最佳新人奖" didnt win because chen wei lian got it. =x well. thats others' choice. now watching the 庆功宴. hmmm.
dino darling sent me a sms just now earlier. nothing much. just ask me to buy mags and take not of shows that have MAYDAY. (: her top top fav. and im never the TOP. haha! =p *just joking dearie* but leh. she say she miss me! haha. =p and she feel alien there. HAHA! =p of course she feel alien. cos she's a DINO at INDONESIA. (; *joking AGAIN! (; *
WONDERFUL-NESS. YAYNESS. WHATEVER-NESS that can describe HAPPY/EXCITED/LOOKING FORWARD... tml's ake's very own AMAZING RACE AT a little island SENTOSA! (: woots! im soooooo excited. haha. =p ok. im nuts you can say. BUT I REALLY AM! haha. cant wait for the entire ake to get together fast fast. and have FUN. (: after that. LUNCHING + SHOPPING with my dearest dearest GFs & 7B+T^2. yay yay yay! (: (: (:
Saturday, December 16, 2006Y
went for buffet just now. to celebrate my sister's bday. (: been quite a long time since i last had buffet. hmmm. since mummys day? i think so. HEHS. =p we went to FURAMA HOTEL. alright la i think. but i didnt really eat much also. dont know why. i just feel full. =x there is CHOCOLATE FONDUE! (; but its too sweet. =x
DIANE HAS FLOWN OFF! she's enjoying herself right now at indonesia luh. im not jealous. i just miss her. ): my phone is super quiet today luh! so thats why i miss her. HAHAHA! =p
COUNTING DOWN : 1 MORE DAY BEFORE I SEE MY DEAREST DEAREST AKE! (: woots! (: yadayada.
Friday, December 15, 2006Y
i think im a great "gan jiong spider". i just think that i am. (; even my instructor yesterday also say that im one. and say that im blur. and im S-L-O-W. OK! I ADMIT. im a tad slower. im retarded in some ways. (: but i seem so happy about it. HEH! =p
that aside. the part below my left waist is hurting. and i simply dont know why luh! its like so irritating. i cant walk properly. and i cant sit on the floor with legs
crossed. i cant sit for too long. and i think the whole part is going to tear apart one day. =x RAH RAH RAH!
DINO DARLING IS FLYING AWAY TML MORNING. ): ): ): i just found another thing that will happen to me when she leaves. MY SMS RATE WILL DROP. haha! cos she's the one i mostly sms with. and with her FLOWN AWAY. the rate will definitely DROP. *good/bad?* BON VOYAGE DINO DARLING. i will wait for your return very patiently. and your GOONG's BEHIND THE SCENCES shall be MINE for the time being till you come back. (; and i assure you. i will watch it like dont know how many times. HAHA! =p and while you are there. DONT MISS ME OK? (; but i know she will. HAHA! =p
YES! jas GF just tagged me and say that her FIRST vivo trip is given to us on MONDAY! (; yayness. vivo on monday! woohoos! (: and am i going to meet mama there? HOHOHO. and theres swimming on monday. (: WONDERFUL. i love to swim swim swim! (; yadayada.
Thursday, December 14, 2006Y
SSDCL was filled with me & vila's voice today. haha! i met her there. and we chatted. =p we talked for quite long and we were like treating that place as our own luh. =p and i met her on the road. and me & my instructor were waving at them. HAHA! and today's practice was fun-filled and laughter-filled. (: never had such a fun practice before luh. and i love todays practice. all thanks to the wonderful instructor. (: MR TEO. hehs. (;
bought my dress for the wedding dinner next thurs. ooo. i love it. (: the salesgirl made a great combination for me luh. and make me from dont really like the attire to LOVE THE ATTIRE. (; thats the power. HEHS!
mama is going to vivocity on monday! RAHS! i want to go also! but i alreadyarrange to lunch with my GFs after our bonding. ITS OK! vivo can wait. for my darlings I CANT! (: lovelove.
gym-ing with diane today was cool. been "years" since i last step into the gym. =p and we talked/gossiped. just the usual us. (: im gonna miss her. ): BAH!
Wednesday, December 13, 2006Y
hehs. i love my new blog image. =p
im like super crazy over "SONRIA PASTA" now luh.
for the past two nights. i have been watching it until like 3+
into the morning.
HAHA! =p
and i sleep till almost noon the next day. =p
but i LOVE that show.
its nice and sweet.
but sometimes. i think the characters are dumb and crazy.
HAHA! but i still love it ok? (: (:
YAYNESS! swimming again tml evening. (:
and gym-ing + lunch-ing with diane tml.
another yay yay! i get to borrow her LOOLOO again.
and talk personal stuffs with her.
HAHA!
well. that will be our last meet-up before she fly overseas.
*HUMPHS.SHE HAVENT TELL ME WHERE SHE'S GOING!!!!! =x *
and the next time i get to meet her.
will be when she come back luh.
thats like twelve days. hurhur.
edith ask me to go swimming with her on friday.
SORRY DEAR! i cant make it. =x
ooo. im sooo excited for monday's ake bonding at sentosa.
heh heh! =p
i cant wait for that day to come.
one full day of activities. (:
sentosa. then vivocity with ake dears & darlings for lunch-ing &
movie-ing. *most probably*
then come home and get ready for swimming! (;
eventful monday. (:
AND AFTER THAT! AKE RESUMES! AND WE WILL HAVE OUR
PRACS AT THE NEW CAMPUS. AT OUR NEW AKE ROOM!
double yay yay! (;
Tuesday, December 12, 2006Y
i went swimming without my goggles just now. =x i couldnt find my goggles before i leave my house luh. and im like panic-ing where the hell i dump my goggles. my own one spoil already. so i took my sister's one. and i lost it now. =x RAHS. didnt get to ask edith dearie along because it was rather last min. =x sighs. i need to find my goggles soon. but i already need to get a new one anyway. so maybe just go grab a new one. (;
i slept at like 3+ last night. haha! was chiong-ing my SONRIA PASTA. (: its damn nice until now. course 8. hmmm hmmm. course 9 is confession time! YAY! speaking up of love. (: wonderful. LOVESSSSS.
today is my CLARIS DEAREST GF's 18 BIRTHDAY! (; her long awaited 18 years old is here. and HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! you know i love you like truckloads. and lorries-load. and many many. LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU CLARIS! (: (: (:
Monday, December 11, 2006Y
the trip was not really good/not really bad. i also dont know how to describe it though. when we set off on friday at 6.30am. we reach genting at like near to 9pm luh! thats the first time i arrive at genting so late ok? moreover the entire bus ride is HORRIBLE! the bus did not take the tuas route. it took the WOODLANDS route! and when we enter m'sia already. it didnt hit the expressway. IT TOOK THE KAMPONG ROUTE! like the route that we took when i went m'sia with ake. =x but for heaven's sake! the route is worst off than the one i had when i was with ake lor! the entire ride is bumpy and honestly speaking. i nearly puke at every single stop. and i dont have any appetite at all. better still. i feel as if my stomach is filled with air and it goes "bloop bloop" every now and then. =x thats damn irritating. =x by the time we reach genting. we are all tired from sleeping and taking bus. we reach so late and we got no more energy to like walk around to explore the place like last year. =x the next day was better. (: cos we had our own free time and do our own things. wenqian, huiwen & the rest went to the outdoor theme park and play. as for me, my sisters, my mama, my god mummy together with the other aunties. we did SHOPPING! (: i bought quite a number of things luh! (: a wallet, 6 pairs of earrings and a pair of heels. (: the heels are pretty pretty. the earrings are cute and nice. and the wallet is COOL. (; oh yes. i went into my all time favourite sports brand NIKE OUTLET. and i think i got a great scare. haha! the latest edition of nike running shoes cost near to $500 singapore dollar ok? and the shoes are damn nice la! i love the shoes. but the price make my heart sink. =x yesterday we came back to singapore. (: it should be a happy thing. but the ride was as bad. its bumpy and by the time we were about to have lunch. i already want to puke. =x and after lunch. the route got worst and there is even a jam. =x the more i want to puke la! =x on the way back. there were less noise from everyone. everyone are tired and bored already. i feel so bored from sleeping la! and thats like damn irritating. cos all i can do on the bus is SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP! after eating SLEEP! after visiting the toilet SLEEP! go everywhere also SLEEP! =x and make me feel like a PIG! RAHS! we reach singapore at like 8? and we were sent back to auntie mingzhu's house. went for dinner. and by the time i step into my home sweet home. its already 10.30. =x LATE RIGHT? TOLD YOU THE RIDE IS BADDDDDDDDD! =x and this time round. the trip isnt that fantastic. the best thing of the whole holiday is SHOPPING. and no more! RAHS! =x next year. if we are going genting again. HOPEFULLY. no more such buses and no more such roads. =x they are BAD! if not. CHANGE LOCATION! cruise is good too! hehs. =p alright. thats quite FAR away anyways. =x i miss ALL my gfs. i miss my dino darling. i miss my DKSYJ. and i miss my ake dearies & darlings. ): i want ake to resume faster. HEH! =p ecp is cancelled because jas's leg is still injured. and i guess no one would want her injury to get worst. so might as well call it off. and i think it will be replaced by lunch-ing & movie-ing after our ake bonding on the 18th. (: ooo. there will be great enjoyment on that day. cos i know we will all GET HIGH! (;
Thursday, December 07, 2006Y
was at SSCDL and i saw many many punggol people. first i saw EUGENE TAN & another guy who is also from punggol. then i see GARY who used to be in my class. then i see GUANG YAO & RESMAN. ooo. like what karen say. its a mini punggol reunion. (:dont know why. i feel so empty. =x and i keep thinking of the past. YES! THE PAST! like what the hell i think of it for? =x damn irritating la! but i just keep thinking. and this stupid brain of mine. cant it just control itself? =x RAHS!jas gf is back from her chalet. (: and i hope her leg is ok too! (: the tags that gf, hendra sunshine & yinwhee left are really warm. LOVE THEM LOADS. and i miss ake to the max. =x i cant wait for the ake outing to come chop chop. and I REMEMBER! I OWE SUNSHINE CHEESECAKE! (: his bday is coming! (:YAYNESS! im going genting tml already! (: with many many people. (: ONE FULL BUS FILLED WITH OUR PEOPLE! isnt that cool? (: hehs. so i wont be blogging till i come back on sunday ya? TAKE CARE EVERYONE!I LOVE YOU ALL AS MUCH AS BEFORE. (: <3*[感情是要付出的.而最简单的付出.就是承诺.]*
Wednesday, December 06, 2006Y
some things are meant to be spoken. for example love. spoken love will make everyone more clear of what they really want. and also the direction of route to take will be clearer. unspoken love only make one feel difficult. when feelings are not made clear and are all kept within oneself. when the opposite party is gone. we cant do anything but feel as if we have lost something important in our life. opportunity often knock only once. even if the opportunity is a bad one. however the other party can possibly be good to you and all. but once the opportunity is lost. it is never easy to recover them back. and things will never be the same again.why is life so contradicting? why cant we have the best of both worlds? because it is not possible. and it is never possible. often enough when we want to love and be loved. we can only choose one. people always say its better and more fortunate to be loved than to love. but in actual fact. which is better? to love or to be loved? i would still want both. =x i regret for not making myself clear and speaking out what i want to say at that time. resulting in two parties when there is a possibility of being friends to become two person who avoid one another wherever we go and do something else just to avoid looking into one another's eyes. all i want is to keep things simple and leave it as it is. but when the entire thing has hiccups. i realise i can never do anything at all. and i also realise that keeping quiet only make things worst. problems can never be solved. misunderstanding will carry on and get deeper and deeper. and the scar that will be left behind will be deeper and more painful. so people. speak up! say whatever you want. be it to your friends, family or even the person you love. let them know how you feel. and let your love be spoken out. (: i guess. thats the only way we can set our heart at ease. and enjoy the entire process of loving and being loved. (: *[当一个人在要死/生命又危险的时候，脑海里总会出现心目中最重要的人.老实说，在我下去的那一刹那，出现在我脑海里的人，是你.]*
Tuesday, December 05, 2006Y
was talking to shi han just now. and found out that he took part in the standard chartered marathon too! (: but he more power ah. he did the full marathon. 42k. i think he's super good la can? and he teach me to condition my legs before the marathon. which is to let my legs get use to the long distance that i want to cover in the marathon. (: I WANT TO TAKE PART AGAIN NEXT YEAR! hehs. and snake wants to too! maybe we will run together again. but we got to train early. (; and condition our legs. (;
lalala. im like so bored now. dont know what to do. talking to snake. or rather. CRAPPING with snake. (;
i cant add songs into my mp3. ): how to listen to songs on the bus like that? RAHS! =x
another depressing news. DINO DARLING IS LEAVING SINGAPORE ON THE 16TH AND COMING BACK ONLY ON THE 28TH! rah rah rahs! =x im like going to be DAMN BORED for that period luh! although got ake and stuffs. im still going to be damn bored. no one to "boil phone porridge" with. no one to marathon sms with. no one to go swimming with. no one to go gym-ing with. no one to crap with. no one would be generous enough to lend me her house's LOOLOO. and talk really secretive & personal stuffs with. RAHS! i hate to see her leave luh! when she tell me last year that she might me migrating to america after her As. i nearly went bonkers! and now she's like going away. good luck to me man. =x she's really a good JIE MEI to have. (: wonder how can i dont like her when im in sec one & two. just because her chinese is good. and i often beat her for chinese results. HAHA! enemies can also become BEST FRIENDS/JIE MEI/ZHI XIN PENG YOU. so. LOVE YOUR ENEMIES! (;
Monday, December 04, 2006Y
i feel super stiff. haha! like dont dare to move. any big movement is going to cause disaster that kind. =x and i hate to pespire at this time. =x RAHS! and the weather is super hot la can? =xwe're not going for GF's bbq tml night. most of us cant make it. except for snake. hmmm. if he's going. THEN HE SHALL PLAY OUR PARTS AS WELL! hehs. =pIM SO HAPPY! i bought SONRIA PASTA's OST TODAY! inside there is a book of photos. and two little button clips. SUPER CUTE CAN? =p and i lovelovelove my OST. (; BLAH. im still waiting for my FULL HOUSE's OST. which is like taking eon years to come. =x RAH RAH RAHS! =xand and. i've rented "TRIUMPH IN THE SKIES"! (; i cant wait for the tv to telecast it already. its like so long. =x and i cant wait to watch. so RENTED! (: and im going to chew them off. heh heh heh!
Sunday, December 03, 2006Y
SHIR SUCCUMBED THE 10K STANDARD CHARTERED MARATHON! (; heh. i didnt really run throughout the entire thing luh! i ran about 6k. and walked about 4k. =p but at least i ran ok? (: thank you to JUNLONG who accompanied me and run. but leh. this snake's walking speed = my running speed. so as i start to run. he is like walking RIGHT beside me. =x and i think thats super jia lat. he some more have to slow down when running to wait for me to catch up with him. NO CHOICE. I'VE GOT SHORTER LEGS! =x saw MANY MANY people while running. (; i saw JAS & CLAR GF! the road marshalls! =p i saw JAS first. then i heard someone shouting "SHIR SHIR!" i start looking around. and i see CLAR waving to me from the opposite side. HEH! (; i miss them. yang & caihua soon already disappear from my sight. =x but luckily there is SERA LOVE, EDITH DEARIE, RAE BOREDOM, and the STUPID SNAKE. (: as i run/walk along. i saw ALOT of MI people. i saw ISRAH, IAN, SYAQIR, SALLY, JASWINDER LOVE, SHER GF, RURY, NADIAH, YICHUANG, JAY LOYD [PSS], SAMANTHA [PSS], LEONG, AGNES, RACHEL, LENICE, HO CAIHUA, PHOEBE, LYNETTE, YEE WEN, JACQ, LING QING etc. alot lah! haha. and i saw MR RAM TOO! as me & snake was running towards the turning point. mr ram saw me and he was like HI SHIRLEY, from beside. the path where the opposite meet. (; and also the path where i see MANY MANY PEOPLE! (;im so proud of myself. i manage to finish the 10k luh! at first i was thinking of walking the entire 10k. but when the marathon started. almost everyone is like running. and i feel awkward walking. so YES! might as well RUN LOR! some more got snake accompany. hehs! oh yes oh yes! i took about 2 hours to complete the 10k. heh. not very good timing. but im still happy that i completed it. (: we each got a medal after we return the championship chip. when we gather. im like super thirsty. and i drink like a fish. i gulped down one bottle of mineral water. and after that. i feel like puking. but im super thirsty. when snake give me his half can of 100plus. i drank one big gulp and pass the can on. cos i know another mouthful of water. i will become merlion. =xyayness! me & yang agreed upon signing up again next year! hehs! =p and we got to start training early if possible. and run throughout. (;went for rebonding just now. as the aunties were meddling with my hair. i was dozing off. im like super tired. =x then now i feel woody. =x haha! =p i love my new hairstyle! i think its nice. (:
Saturday, December 02, 2006Y
im back for tuition! yes yes. at bishan as usual. at "DISTINCTION TUTORIAL". the absolutely GREENY tuition centre. (; the green reminds me of the GREEN ROOM at the esplanade. haha! =p the GREEN ROOM that is not GREEN. and the "SHIR-POK" version of GREEN ROOM - the toilet outside our dressing room when we were performing at the esplanade. ooo. im still thinking of the performance. =p tuition was fine. a new class im into. and new friends made. they are "noisier" than the class i was in last year. with only TWO guys. the teacher is the same. and the topics that will be covered will also be the same. so its a good chance for me to brush up on all topics. and have a better understanding. (: and hopefully. do better. (;time to switch back to study mode already. although in between there sure got to be times for playing and fun. but its really time i get back the momentum of studying. so that when school starts on 03/01/2007. i can at least be on track. (: LAST YEAR IN MI NEXT YEAR! it is also the most important year out of my three years stay in MI. the year where i will be taking part in my FIRST and probably my LAST SYF competition. (: the year where i will pass my GRADE 8 PRACTICAL EXAM. the year where i will dash for my BIG As. and the year HOPEFULLY we can have an AKE CONCERT at the esplanade, with US year threes INVOLVED. (:
Friday, December 01, 2006Y
last night i received a sms from mui woon & ben. telling me that the new class list and class timetable is on MI LINK already. so i went to check. saw the msg on the main page and i went to the repositary to look for the name list and time table. when i click on the name list. i see alot of classes. and i see 05B... i happily thought that i will be in the 05B... class. so i look through these classes first. WHO KNOWS?! I CANT EVEN SEE MY NAME FROM 05B1 - 05B4! and when i look at the 05A... classes. i finally saw my name. IM IN 05A2!!!!!! =x FROM 05B... I GO TO 05A... *piaks* i nearly faint ok? and out of the 30 people in 05A2. i only know like 9! and they 9 are this year from 05b3. man! =x
when i look at my timetable. hohoho. im more or less happy with it. the latest time im released from school for curriculum based is tuesday, 5pm. although wed & fri got ake and school will also end late. but in all. only one day of the week im released late for school. (: when i look at the teachers' allocation. im happy that MR THIANG is taking me for maths. (: i got mr lai for econs. and hopefully i get mrs heng for MT language. (: then i will be happy. hehs! =p
OK. THIS IS SO NOT NICE & FUNNY. im having PE & break with ROMMANCE! =x and not only him. also tze kiat. and PE with SHER & BABAT SAYANG! (;
packing of room today! i think the more i pack. the more irritated i get. =x there are like so much things to pack. so much things to throw. and so much to arrange. =x just finish packing only. RAHS! =x i threw away alot. and i kept alot also. =p i think my entire area is like so nice and neat now. my study table space is also BIGGER. cos i do away with the shelf & photo frames. (; i love my table now. (:
