the ake fever is still on. (: its still on me. HEHS. =p

supposedly i should be going swimming with dino darling this morning. but when i woke up. my legs are like not listening to me at all luh. they were aching like nobody's business. and i can hardly walk. no choice i've to cancel swimming session with dino. ): i promise to make up on next wed. (:

rahs. diane asked me to go shopping with her tml. but i've decided to be good and stay at home to clean up my room. (: for the past few days. cos i have been returning home late. and all i did to my stuffs that i brought home was to CHUCK THEM ONE SIDE. and now my own area is worst off than last week. =x its like a total rubbish chute filled with things im using and things i need. =p dont ever imagine how my area is like now. cos its DISASTROUS. =x

i cant wait to go for retail therapy. (; and i cant wait for our ECP cycling outing. (; ooo. i miss my gfs already. ):

I LOVE MI AKE! (: WE ARE THE MIAKEs. (; woohoos!

the TWO days of esplanade performance ended last night. it ended with all AKE-ians HIGH and relieved. i believe all of us enjoyed ourselves to the max for the past two nights. (:

first night. reached ttc earlier to have a last run through. (: we did great. and we were all rather excited and nervous. after packing and sending off our instruments. we had our super early dinner. at like 4pm? haha. at 4.30 sharp we boarded the bus and set off to the esplanade. (: im like super excited and i talk so much on the bus throughout the entire journey. HAHA! =p me & jannah babat sayang got our exclusive bangles. (; they are actually the "heart" of the masking tapes. =p i designed mine on my way to the esplanade on the bus. HEHS. and i make YICHUANG, EDITH, SERA, CJ & JUNLONG to sign on it. =p and they had a great time designing it luh! (; when we reach. we saw our instruments with tuan kiak & tze kiat (OLD UNCLE). then we wait for our passes. (: they are super nice. and I LOVE IT! haha. =p after getting our passes. we went to our designated room. its rather small. and it smells of smoke. =x since its too small to "contain" all AKE-ians. we got to take turns to change. so the year ones went first. then the year twos & threes went to shift the instruments and get ready the set up. (: after the year twos & threes have changed. we did our sound check. (: after sound check. its MAKE-UP time. (; after making up. we all proceeded to the GREEN ROOM which is not GREEN. haha. =p and we found another GREEN ROOM. which is GREEN. and sadly. its the TOILET. =x the green room is like a mini cafe where people eat drink and rest. when the clock strikes 7.20pm. we were called to go the concourse to get ready. as i go up the escalator. my heart thumps like crazy. and im like wanting to go to the toilet. =x when i finally see the concourse. i really start to shake. =x and while shaking i see FOUR familiar figures. YANG, CAIHUA, WENDY & TEE WEI! haha. =p i was so excited and passed my camera to yang to ask her help me take photos. i was surprised luh! i didnt expect them to come. (: saw familiar faces like HUDA, LIZHEN, DIAN, AMANDA, LIANGKAI, FARID, SADDAD, SIRAJ etc. and guess who i saw? ERVY SAYANG! (; haha. i spotted her only when the first session ended. =p but i still spot her ok? (; after talking to ervy. went to talk to yang they all. (: they are super sweet la! gave me flowers. (; and i love it! and i treat it like a little pet. haha! =p the first session was nervous racking enough. not going to give any further details luh. if not this post is going to be SUPER LONG. =x but we did well. and we were all tired. =x

second day. we met at the esplanade itself. i thought i was early. but there were people who were even earlier than me. =p auntie boredom gave me a little candy box with chocolate inside. (: and xiao xuan gave me a candy stick. (: THANK YOU DEARIES! (: i love them ok? (; then the rest stream in as time pass. (: we went to change and all then did sound check. after that. back to the GREEN ROOM. (: camera-whore along the way. until its 7.20. ms wee didnt watch our first session and she manage to come when we were about to start our second session. (: her presence is very very important. when she arrive. we were all smiling very brightly and i think we were more or less relieved. (: first session was alright. saw people like VILA, SADDAD, HUDA & LIZHEN. then second session. we all smiled more and moved more. and enjoyed even more. no matter what. its like our last session that night. and for this year. its our final performing session at the esplanade. so we really enjoyed. and we really got high. (: i love that period. cos the ake high-ness is all there. and the spirit and tension was brought to the max. (: i love love love it. (: and during break time. i saw LUQMAN. (: then during the second session. i saw DIAN. *tweece* when the last song "selamat hari raya" was over and done with. i dont know why. when the whole thing ended. and when the spot lights were off-ed. and when sher called me. i teared. i really really start to choke and i really feel like crying. i dont know why. the tears just build up in my eyes. when i hugged meiling, jas & claris. i really really cannot control my own tears already. haha! but they were held back. so. ya. i didnt cry in the end. =p all ended with packing and shifting and changing. we were pretty rushing and all. and while waiting for the bus to come. we were all so HIGH that we took photos. talked and made a lot and a lot of noise. =p we were all so HIGH that when on the bus. we did what mr pow introduce to us as the "evening prayer". we laughed. talked and made alot of noise again. thats AKE. (; when we all get ready to go home. its near 11pm already. late and all tired. but we had alot of fun. (: oh yes! WE GET TO KEEP OUR PASSES! cool isnt it? (: WOOTS!

ake room packing today was jiffy. (: we did everything within one hour. and we talked. (: i love ake alot really. and i really really mean it. i really love ake. and i really really value every single moment and every single memories i hold with ake. when next year come. and when i have to leave. i know i wont bear to leave. and i will be very very very sad. ): i really love it to the max. and i really love it wholeheartedly. i've never love my cca so much before. i love npcc. but i love ake even more. so much more that i dont know what to say or use to describe my love for ake. two years passed. unknowingly. and ive been in ake for near to two years. for the two years. i love ake more and more each day. no matter what happens in between. i still love it more and more. (:

POOF! super long post huh! if you are already reading until here. KUDOS to you. (:

KUDOS TO AKE. KUDOS TO MS WEE. KUDOS TO MS LIM. KUDOS TO MR POW. KUDOS TO ALL AUDIENCE WHO WENT TO SUPPORT US AND GAVE US YOUR UTMOST ATTENTION. WE LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU. (:

photos are up already. (;

IM VERY VERY VERY NERVOUS PLEASE! =p i dont know what i can do to reduce the nervous-ness in me. haha! =p when hendra sunshine told me that he is nervous. i can like tell him to relax and all. but i dont know how to tell myself that though! haha. jas & clar gfs are also nervous. hmmmm. i hope that there is a toilet nearby the esplanade's concourse. cos the toilet will be visited by me a couple of times before the performance start i guess. =p

OK! i cannot contain the nervous-ness. my heart is thumping like nobody's business. and i feel so excited. haha! =p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RODRICK. (: its his birthday again. and i manage to say happy birthday to him exactly on his birthday for the first time of the so many years. (: well. im very happy that the uneasy feeling is gone. and we can talk like normal friends. something that i've always been hoping for since 2004. (: and YAY-NESS! i fulfilled one of my MANY MANY WISHES. (: hope he's happy today. and every single day from today onwards. (:

RAHS! im still nervous. SOMEONE HELP ME! =x

camera-whoring tml. (: and i cant wait to upload them when i come home tml. haha! =p

IM A BIG BIG GIRL. IN A BIG BIG WORLD. shirley is going to school by herself tml! yes! (: she's going to TOH TUCK CAMPUS on her own tml. (: KUDOS TO MYSELF! (;

hendra love just sent me a sweet and warm message. (: I LOVE YOU SUNSHINE! (;

i spoilt my house's microwave last night. =x was trying to heat up something. and who knows. the microwave went "BOP". and then there's smoke coming out from the top of it. =x i was damn scared la can? and then the smell is like i burnt something. i panic like crazy. and started shouting for my maid. in the end. i look at the food im trying to heat. its CHARCOAL BLACK. =x we have to open up ALL windows and the big door to let fresh air enter the house to clear up that burnt smell. =x RAHS. i was super worried that the microwave will set up a fire that i cant sleep well last night. =x before i went to bed at 2am last night. i checked the microwave FOUR times. and i woke up at 4.30am again and went down to check on it again. =x RAHS!!!!!!!

karen & diane came over to accompany me today. (: TRUCKLOADS OF THANKS LUH! (: and we watched tv. cook lunch together. and talked. and even played UNO together. haha. =p although there aint much entertainment. but at least their companion made my day pass faster. (:

didnt go for ake today. and jas gf kept me updated. (: I MISS MY GFs TOO! ): and i cant wait for monday to be here sooner. so i can see my dearies and darlings. (;

lunch & dinner were simple. (: tml's lunch will be MACDONALD'S DELIVERY. and dinner will be WESTERN FOOD cooked by ME! (; hehs. i will try to make sure that the food is absolutely edible and nice. (: haha!

i miss my daddy & mummy. ): we kept in touch through telephone & sms. but when i hear their voice over the phone. i tend to tear. ): RAHS!

SONG FOR INTRODUCTION:
when there was me and you.
[high school musical OST].

its funny when you find yourself.
looking from the outside.
i'm standing here but all i want.
is to be over there.

why did i let myself believe.
miracles could happen.
cause now i have to pretend.
that i don't really care.

i thought you were my fairytale.
my dream when i'm not sleeping.
a wish upon a star.
that's coming true.

but everybody else could tell.
that i confused my feelings.
with the truth.
when there was me and you.

i swore i knew the melody.
that i heard you singing.
and when you smiled.
you made me feel.
like i could sing along.

but then you went.
and changed the words.
now my heart is empty.
i'm only left with used to be.
and once upon a song.

now i know you're not a fairytale.
and dreams are meant for sleeping.
and wishes on a star.
just don't come true.

cause now.
even i can tell.
that i confused my feelings.
with the truth.
because i liked the view.
when there was me and you.

i cant believe.
that i could be so blind.
it's like you were floating.
while i was falling.
and i didn't mind.

because i liked the view.

i thought you felt it too.
when there was me and you.

-END-

i seriously think that i need to learn how to grow up. i dont know how am i going to cope later when my parents carry their luggage and walk out of that gate of my home. they have never left us at home while they go on a trip overseas. and this is the FIRST time. what to do? i voiced out the choice of letting me and my sisters stay home since i dont wish to miss the esplanade's performance. when the day is finally here. they are going to bangkok later in the evening. and i dont know what will happen to me later. maybe i will get over it pretty soon. hurhur. hope so. =x but i really need to start to learn how to be independent. and not letting myself be super-dee-duper dependent on my parents. but i think it takes eon years for me to do so. =x

ake was fine today. (: did the run through and stuffs. AFIDAH, YANI, XIAOXUAN & LIANGKAI came to join us for practice today. i think they are performing with us on that day itself. (: COOL!

im not going for ake practice tml. mummy & daddy are not at home. i cant possibly leave my sisters and grandma at home. while i run in and out of home. going to school and coming back home. RAHS! =x so yes. not going.

daddy passed me something just now. and i have to say. im SUPER HAPPY. (: (: (: (: its the letter to notify me that i got the edusave merit bursary award. (: (: (: (: i thought i would never get it this year. its unexpected. but at least my hard work really paid off. (: and my name is on the board too! for CLA. (: heehee. im happy. very very happy. (:

COUNTING DOWN:
2 DAYS TO AKE'S ESPLANADE'S PERFORMANCE! (:

while balloons are normally helium-filled. im a balloon that is ANXIETY-FILLED. =D

today's swimming session was not really ok. =x the water pressure was so strong that it keep pulling me downwards. so much that i feel that im sucked towards the ground. and i cant breathe properly. =x im not going there again if can. i prefer the tampines one. (;

after swimming. went over to dino's place to shower. hehe. thank you dino for letting out your LOOLOO. =p then when she's showering. she ask me to entertain myself. haha! and i did! i looked at the mags she left on the table. =p when she come out. she burnt RAIN'S CD FOR ME! woohoos! (: thank you again dino darling! (;

yadayada. we rented "SONRIA PASTA" already! although only part one. cos part two is being rented out. hehs. and that dino already finish watching la can? AND I HAVENT GET IT YET!!!!! =x rahs!

uncle roy came over already! (: and my chinese software is installed. my bluetooth adaptor is already here. its super cool! haha. =p now i need to "wake" my scanner up. so that i can scan in the neoprints me and dino dearie took together. (;

daddy and mummy are going overseas tml already. we're on our own for the next few days. ): mummy ask me if its going to "rain" = "cry" tml. REFERRING TO ME LA! =x but i dont know. i cant leave my home. and i cannot stand my parents leaving me also. =x thats me. =x rahs. everything will be ok i hope. cos there is DINO & TOH TOH DEARS! (;

ake tml. YAYNESS! and batik skirts to be brought. humphs! off to iron them! (: two pieces. cos... there is YICHUANG'S TOO! (;

SONG TO INTRODUCE:
tian tian ye ye.
[F.I.R.]

How Do I Live Without You
I Want To Know
How Do I Breathe Without You
If You Ever Go
How Do I Ever
Ever Survive
How Do I
How Do I
How Do I Live

当你的手还握在我手中
没有一次
我还停留
说不出口
的感动

当你的手还握在我手中
灿烂的笑容
不论过多久
都让我心动

每一天在你的怀里等待
每一次我感觉你的存在
不能重来
不愿离开
是永远都灿烂的爱

每一天在你的梦里等待
每一次我感觉你的存在
So How Do I Live
How Do I Live
How Do I Live
Without You

How Do I Live
Woo-Oh
Woo-Oh

当你的手还握在我手中
没有一次我能放手
没有一次停留

当你的手还握在我手中
灿烂的笑容
不论过多久
都让我心动

每一天在你的怀里等待
每一次我感觉你的存在
不能重来
不愿离开
是永远都灿烂的爱

每一天在你的梦里等待
每一次我感觉你的存在
So How Do I Live
How Do I Live
How Do I Live
Without You

And Tell Me Now

每一天在你的怀里等待
每一次我感觉你的存在
不能重来
不愿离开
是永远都灿烂的爱

每一天在你的梦里等待
每一次我感觉你的存在
So How Do I Live
How Do I Live
How Do I Live
Without You

每一次我感觉你的存在
不能重来
不愿离开
是永远都灿烂的爱

每一天在你的梦里等待
每一次我感觉你的存在
So How Do I Live
How Do I Live
How Do I Live
Without You

How Do I Live Without You
How Do I Breathe Without You

-END-

fixing of songs are fun. trust me. (: haha! cos for ake practice today. we fixed the first five songs of our repetoire. and its damn fun. especially when everyone is trying to sort out when to enter and exit and all. then the process is filled with people discussing and mixing around. (: enhance interaction! haha. =p

the new version of "selamat hari raya" is nice! (: and im playing the vibes for "chan mali chan". hurhur. got to leave the angklungs and switch to the kulintangs. sorry sera! supposedly im playing with her luh! got our costumes today. the attire is black top with batik skirt. (:

MY BLOG SONG NICE? haha. "PERHAPS LOVE"! (: jas gf says that this song is better as compared to the one in full house sang by rain. so i chose this song instead of using rain's. (; but i love both songs. (:

the headaches spells aint getting any better. they are still going on. and im seeing blurred vision. =x maybe i sleep too little. or maybe i sleep too much. haha! =p anyways. i slept till near to noon today. haha! =p

i feel so bad for having to reject my jas gf for retail therapy this week. no choice ah. i cannot possibly leave my sisters at home while i head out to play aye? and mummy & daddy are both not around. so ive got the responsibility to take care of my three sisters. (: moreover. diane & toh toh darlings will be coming over to accompany me and help me out. which means more fun. (: i cant wait. and really thank them alot luh. lovelove.

going airport to fetch daddy. (: daddy's coming back from china today. he has gone over since last wed. the day i went for my chalet. so didnt get to send him off. =x and now. got to go fetch him back. (: yay! and maybe a session of ice-cream with them at swensens. (:

moo moo sandwich ice-cream is NICE! <3

try swimming 11 laps after about 6 hours of shopping. its cool. cos your bones seem to be separating from your body. (: thats how im feeling right now. my original target to swim today is 12 laps luh! but leh. i think the shopping makes my legs tired. then i still go swim. double attack. =x but damn shiok. haha!

ok. as i browse through jas dearie gf's blog. saw that she bought clothes. (: and as i look through my shopping list again. i still got alot haven't buy yet luh! or rather. i only manage to buy ONE. which is the handphone case. =x that means. MORE RETAIL THERAPY! haha. but but but. my moolahs are running OUT. and im turning broke soon. i also dont know where my money goes to. haha! =p but ya. im running short of money. and if there's any kind soul out there willing to grant me some moolahs. or sponsor me on my THINGS-TO-BUY list. i dont mind. (;

my THINGS-TO-BUY list includes:
1) toiletry bag
2) wallet
3) NALGENE bottle
4) nike short distance running shoes
5) nike sports-wear
6) HEELS
7) bag (:
8) handphone accessories
9) ear rings
10) clothes

just some. haha! =p and i think thats alot already. =p

MY SCANNER IS NOT INSTALLED! MY CHINESE SOFTWARE IS MISSING! and. i dont know how to burn dvds. ): and my BLUETOOTH ADAPTOR is not here yet. i think im going to go nuts because of computer and those little little details. they are IRRITATING. =x

retail therapy is good and wonderful! haha. =p dino is a great friend and sister luh. (: bought quite some stuffs. handphone case & one knick knack. and also my "DEVIL BESIDE YOU" storybook. (: yayness luh! (;

yipee! diane & karen dears are going to come over to my place on saturday to accompany me & my sisters. (: daddy & mummy are going to bangkok and we are not following. cos of my ake esplanade performance. but nevermind la. we can always go again next year. (: and then more retail therapy there ya? (; hohoho. i cant imagine how life will be like for me when i end my As next year. haha! =p its abit early to talk about this aye? especially when i haven even start year three. =p

alrights! got to go get ready for swimming. (: and a piece of reminder. if you ever go to N.Y.D.C for lunch/dinner or just a meal. order one set of food. and share between two people. haha! =p cos the portion is quite big and me & dino cant finish our food today. =x abit wasted ah. but leh. the food is nice. (:

went over to mrs lee's today. (: while playing my C piece. she says that im not romantic enough. hurhur. being romantic is not easy la! and i must put in that romantic feeling. =x some more the best thing is if i put in that romantic feeling. i will score well. hohoho. i shall be more ROMANTIC from today onwards. (: and my FIRST FEW TARGETS will be my GIRLFRIENDS! (; jasmine, claris & sher! wahaha. =p jas GF. see. i wont break up with you de! (:

trying to get those dvds burn-ed. catching a new HK drama. FORENSIC HEROES. very very nice. (: worth watching! hehs.

yays! tmls my retail theraphy day! and like finally. im getting my long-awaited theraphy. going out with my DARLING. (: and after that. got to rush home and get ready for swimming. (: i lovelove tampines swimming pool. cos they say. from monday to thursday. its just like private pool. haha! im going to SWIMMMMMM! (:

rahs! i want the tan that wendy ng ze hui has got for herself just by swimming for THREE hours under the BIG HOT SUN. (: but too bad. i just cant get CHARCOAL BLACK. or rather. tanned. i think im fair-based. thats why no matter how much TANNING i give myself. im still FAIR. eh... not really. im a little tan. the tan i got from the OBS trip like 3 years back. HAHA! =p

oh yes! i've changed the web to upload my photos. myphotoalbum is a little haywire. so i've switched to YAHOO! (: its friendly and nice to use till now. (: hope it last. (:

yays! finally my com is back. (: and and and. it has been super long since i've last updated huh. haha! =p and IM BACK NOW! (: loads has happened. and i had my fill of joy. eh. not fully though. cos there are MORE coming up. (: alright! for the updates. be patient ok? its going to be a LONG entry i suppose. haha! =p

after my OP. we got to go back to school to support the others. till friday. we were all back in school and all. so ya. those few days surround school school and still school. (: finally. everything ended when we wrap up for our GPF. (:

hohoho. and over the weekends. i did my very very FIRST swiss roll. not really a swiss roll la. cos i didnt manage to roll the cake. and the cake is abit too hard. =x best still. i forget to buy vanilla essence for the chocolate cream in between the roll. and i tried to use MOO MOO ice-cream. =x i think im nuts to do so. the whole thing while i tried to stir it became GOOEY. damn disgusting luh! the chocolate coating was rather alright. i think its too sweet. but mama and daddy say its alright. hehe. each of us had a slice each. and the rest was kept in the fridge. (: when it becomes cold. its even nicer luh! haha. i want to bake it again. (; hopefully it will be more successful the second time. and i must not over-bake the cake. HAHA! =p

chalet was WOOHOO! (: before i go over to the chalet. i went for ake. and for the FIRST TIME in my life. i feel so malu-ed. and i feel like dying on the spot. =x i was caught by the security guard for wearing slippers to school. he even ask me where's my shoes when its damn obvious im wearing slippers and thats why he caught me isnt it? *roll eyes* then i say i got no shoes. then he say i cannot enter the school. i went "what the hell?!" and ask him "how come last time can?" then he say "cos i close one eye". =x then he ask me to give him my student pass and he will pass to mr ivan lim. man! i was damn scared la! and throughout the entire ake practice. i feel damn uneasy and worried. adding on with the trouble and uneasiness i've been feeling due to some other things. i became rather weird and a rather bad temper. ): when practice end. yinwhee ask me to go and get my student pass from mr teng. and my fear comes again. i kept asking her if mr teng is scary and all. cos i never even see him before. =x although she tell me that he's a nice person im still damn scared. and junlong assured me that he's nice. =x but im still scared until i dont know what to do. in the end. my name was not recorded and all. and i DARE NOT WEAR SLIPPERS/JEANS/HOME PANTS or whatever aside from school uniform to school. RAHS!

back to chalet. i had FUN. first night was steamboat. (: we ate for FOUR HOURS. and watched FOUR SHOWS. every show seems to FLY. after eating and packing. i did the washing. (: yes. ME! (: went out to buy mineral water. cos we ran out of it. haha! =p then then. after showering we played monopoly. (: until 1.30am. then we played our lame game. (; i laugh until really want to burst la. and we named ourself alot of names. all damn funny until i cannot stop laughing and even laugh until i tear. =p we intend to sleep after that. went up to our room. 3+. we didnt sleep. we TALKED. talk until 6.00am! haha. =p after that. we slept. me & cai hua woke up at 9am to buy breakfast for us. (: after breakfast. wend & yang went swimming and me & caihua stayed in the room to watch tv. haha! =p when they come back. its our PHOTO TIME! and we got our new partners. (: mine is XIANYANG! haha. (; after that. went for our class's bbq. (:

class bbq was great too! (: met our ex-classmates like RIYANA, MARLIA & KHALIS. FATAH, ILIYASA & RURY joined us too! (: and the entire bbq was successful. YAY! kudos to rachel & veera. the main co-ordinators. took loads of photos with yang and the rest. (: uploading them later.

ake is damn best! especially when i get to see my lovelove girlfriends & all ake members. (: esplande performance is drawing near. and we're all busy with getting pieces right and all. a slight change for me for "suara takbir". from marimba. im switched to vibes. to play CHORDS. =x the "best" thing i can ever play man! =x but...NEVERMIND! im ready for the challenge. hehs. got a new song yesterday. another version for "selamat hari raya". not an easy piece. but its SUPER NICE! (: and ms wee says it might be a potential syf piece. hohoho. good luck to me man! ms wee says she wants to add in running notes for me. i think if the notes are too running. i will end up like what meiling says. i will run before the notes run. HAHA! =p

i cant wait for ake on wed. (: and i cant wait for the esplanade's performance. WOOHOO! that day other than performing day. it will also be CAMERA-WHORING day! haha. can forsee the amount of photos i will be taking. with EVERYONE! yay! (:

恶魔在身边 is damn nice can? damn touching and damn sweet. haha! =p and im falling in love with 賀軍翔 like crazy! haha. its a damn worth watching show. must go watch ok? (:

off to photo uploading! (: lovelove everyone! (;

going to be away! (: not that i will be away. but my computer will be away. (: and i dont know when will it be back. so it means i will not be blogging till my com comes back home. meanwhile. TAKE CARE PEOPLE. i love you all still ok? (:

ok. my stupid wisdom tooth is squeezing itself through that tiny space. and its pushing those teeth in front of it. and its giving me real hell. its freaking pain and im refraining myself from taking those painkillers. i dont want to depend on them. if can tahan then tahan. cannot then take. =x and and. i think i will pluck it out if the pain didnt subside after my anti-biotic finish. i dont care. even if that means i have to forgo my chalet. ): but at least. chalet can always go again. this pain is really killing me like CRAZEH. =x ok. thats settled.

alright! till the day my com comes home. (: BYE EVERYONE! (: lovelove. <3<3

*[settled.]*

yays! OP is over! its over! (: haha. i've also submitted my final copy of I&R. FINALLY. im over and done with for PW. yay yay yay! =p OP was alright la. i was very very nervous. and as i present. i perspire. and as i present. i try to talk loudly and tahan-ing the pain at the same time. and i hope i didnt make myself sound weird ah. it was quite scary. cos when we did our final dry run in the morning. i have problem pronouncing "ethnic". i keep saying it like its "ethic". rahs! but i force myself to open my mouth and really talk. after the entire session of OP. i tried to shut up. cos its hurting like crazy. =x mrs wong says i refer to my cue cards quite frequently. =p i really did. cos i was super-dee-duper nervous until i forget what i want to say. =x but whatever. its over! (: and ITS PARTY TIME! (: (: (:

still got to go back to school till friday though. got to give the other groups support and boost. (: alah. im sure we will all do well. (: CHEERIOS TO 05B3! (: also. THANK YOU to those who came and support us. and send us sms-es to wish us luck. (: in all. 05B3 is really really wonderful. i love my class to bits. (;

im going SWIMMING! and mama bought me badminton racket. (: yayness! i can hit those courts & the pool again. i cant wait for monday. where i go swimming. (; "just keep swimming. just keep swimming. swimming swimming swimming. SWWWWIIIIIIIIIMMMMMMMMM!" =p

*[when its over.i miss the times.]*

went to the doctor just now. cannot tahan already. the pain came back last night. and its so super dee duper pain that i cant sleep properly. =x and i cant eat or talk. the doctor say that my wisdom tooth got no space to grow. and then its growing. so the pain and the swell. she gave me painkillers & anti-biotics. she say if the pain & swell never go down after one week. i must pluck that stupid tooth out. there is major SPACE CONSTRAINT. oh yes. this space constraint is common in modern people's life. thats what the doctor say! haha. =p but ya. its super painful. and mrs wong and buddies say that my face is swollen. =x hope i dont need to pluck it out la. if need to pluck. THEN I CANNOT GO CHALET. ): i want to go chalet. I WANT! AND I INSIST! =p

OP rehersal was alright. i only went through once. cos mrs wong dont allow me to present. she scared later tml i cannot present. =p but i still presented in the end. haha. once only. after that. me and wendy went to gave annas's group support. (:

tmls my turn! can you believe it? its super fast luh! and tml. we will be handing in our I&R. and that marks the end of our entire PW. time really really flies. its like yesterday is still CNY. or. the exam that we just took was our common test. rahs. im dreaming. but ya. we have to accept the fact that. 2006 is ending. ): in just a few weeks or months. CNY is here again. and not long later. the BIG As will be here. oh. thats fast. =p

*[the pain makes me SICK.]*

im alot better already. (: and thanks to all who HALO me. and those who msged me. (: im sooo much better than yesterday. at least i can talk clearly and eat something. (: the swell is going down and the pain is getting less intense. must be that two panadols that work on me when i pop them in yesterday. =p i seldom eat panadols. some more i took TWO pills together. i think its working STRONG. =p but glad that its better already. then no need to worry so much for tues OP. but...the pain is still there ah. by tues it should have gone down. (: yays! (:

my computer is going to be admitted to the hospital again. on the 8th. (: after i hand in my final I&R. and thats it. its off for its repair. the soundcard. the burner. the anti-virus. the anti-spyware. the EVERYTHING. good good. then when it comes back. i can do alot of things with the well repaired com. (: *excited* haha. =p

need to go get my OP rehersed on my own now. thanks to yesterday. i did NOTHING. no memorising. no going through. and all i did was lie down on the bed. and watch tv. and sleep. and watch tv. and sleep. (:

was telling mama about my HK trip next year with DKSYJ. (: im soooo looking forward to it. haha. imagine. DKSYJ on the plane with LOADS of noise. in the hotel with LOADS of noise. and all over HK with LOADS of noise. haha! =p i think the HONG KONG-ERS will go crazy when they meet us. lols. =p

*[the best of the best.]*

THAT STUPID TOOTH. THAT STUPID TOOTH. THAT STUPID TOOTH. my wisdom tooth is growing. and its giving me hell. its painful like CRAZEH! and i cant talk/eat or even swallow water luh! stupid right? all because of this STUPID TOOTH! =x everytime also like that. whenever i am to be tested/exam-ed on something that i need to OPEN MY MOUTH AND TALK. the STUPID TOOTH will GROW. and it just dont want to grow once and for all. but grow BIT BY BIT. and poor me. i have to tahan the pain BIT BY BIT. its freaking crazy la can! because of my STUPID TOOTH. i cannot go for rehersal at wendy's place. and because of this. my entire group cant have rehersal. RAHS! =x

went over for piano lesson today. and mrs lee wants to do aural. YES! aural in my state. in the end. she didnt ask me to sing. we did modulations instead. but i think she cant hear what im saying clearly. cos im merely mumbling with my half open mouth. =x AH!! im angry. very very angry. WITH MY STUPID TOOTH. =x rahrahs!

i think i need to sleep. SLEEP IT AWAY. SLEEP THE STUPID CRAZY PAIN AWAY. and i just want it to be GONE when i wake up. WILL IT? no it wont. cos i know it too well. RAHS!!!

i lovelovelove HELLO PANDA BISCUITS. (: they are my mental support. haha! =p

chinese paper is alright. ok. not too bad. rahs. i also dont know. =x the compo was pretty tough. and the comprehension is like. out of four questions. three needs your own views. and the summary. man! i really have problem summarising the passage into 100 words. im super dee duper used to 130 words luh! the last two sections are rather "stranger" to me in fact. =x whatever. its already over. one down and RELIEVED. (: now im left with OP. and WOOHOOS. im over and done with this year's A level papers. (:

oh ya! as i pop by jas & clar dearies blog. i saw them promoting for ake our performance. (: so. here i go. (:

AKE WILL BE HAVING A PERFORMANCE AT THE ESPLANADE CONCOURSE ON:
27th & 28th NOVEMBER 2006.
THERE ARE 2 TIME SLOTS FOR EACH DAY.
7.30 - 8.00PM & 8.30 - 9.00PM.
do come down and support us ok? (:

*[if i have the chance.]*

dry run was pretty ok today. at least i feel that its not too bad. =p mrs wong says that im very robotic and monotonous. =x thats pretty bad. but tee wei & yang already tell me that yesterday. im always monotonous. haha! =p but im super dee duper nervous when presenting today. my hands are ICY COLD. but luckily i didnt stutter. i keep missing out words that i need to refer to my cue cards. haha! =p tml will be better. and tues will be the BEST OF THE BEST. (:

tml's CLAO paper. and im so not prepared. hohoho. i really really dont know what to study. and i really really dont know what im suppose to do now. all i can do is to only learn how to write the chinese words. and thats it. well. hope i can do the paper tml. and i will do well. (: LUCKS TO ME. (:

kudos to mama. she bought me GREEN GREEN FOREST, MY HOME 's novel. (; yayness luh! i sooo love it. haha. but i need to go DIG out its OST. (:

i cant wait for tml's paper to end CHOP CHOP. then i can start my tv-whoring & massive shopping. (:

*[when everything comes.and go.]*

a busy day today. went to school for op rehersal this morning. yes. SCHOOL. when theres no school for bartley campus today. im in school. =x after rehersal. went to hougang mall to meet mama before she fetch me down to ttc. (:

rehersal went on alright. confirmed our slideshow. and run through our op twice. tee wei was our "examiner". and he gave us comments and sample questions for us to consider and go through. (: he has been a great help today. (: LUCKS FOR YOUR PAPERS! (;

ake was AWESOME. really really awesome. although we didnt have our practice in the MR because there's a class having their op rehersal. so we have to shift out. angklung was in one classroom. and at first. the kulintangs are along the corridor. but the rain came and we have to shift into one classroom. but dont know why. we decide to be in the third classroom from the anklung classroom. and making the middle room empty. =p practiced on our own for quite sometime. and the kulintangs played a lot of songs. not only those that we are preparing for the esplanade performance. and also songs like "accidentally in love, japanese mononoke, the lord of the dance & taste of classics". in the end. grace came over and say "ms wee ask, these songs are for hari raya ah?" haha! =p

before we pack up and leave. and with tzekiat ready with his drumset in the middle classroom. we played "suri ram" together. it is a combined effort. but in three different classrooms. (: and we did GREAT! well done ake! (:

claris & tuankiak followed my car to toa payoh today. (: and they are cool luh can! talked and laugh and all. haha. totally enjoyed their companion today. not only on the car. but at ake as well. (:

alright. im still high over todays activity. but i really really really enjoyed alot alot alot. (: LOVELOVE.

*[whats most enjoyable.is them. (: ]*

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mrs heng's daughter's wedding
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guzheng concert '07
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yang's bday '07
cny eve '07
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junlong's bday '07
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phantom of the opera musical '07
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PU3 retreat @ Raffles Marina '07
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grandma's 80th bday '07
singapore flyer
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CNY day 1 '08
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karen's bday '08
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ake concert - IN HARMONY '08
diane & yunzhen's bday '08
KEMING - last day of term 2 '08
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