Wednesday, February 28, 2007Y
i hear things that make me smile from ear to ear today. and what i hear really make my heart melt. (: thanks for making my day. (: you really did. (:ake was good. (: continued with our "DANCE FANTASY". and for heaven's & earth's sake. i cant catch with the speed that grace dear is going. in the end. you will only hear GRACE & NILAM. SHIRLEY & JANNAH the two babats are MISSING TO NO WHERE. =x its not a good thing luh! we're always lost. and difficult to catch back. MORE PRACTICES NEEDED! i will practice real hard. i promise i will. (:when we did our FIRST run through for the whole piece. mr pow & ms lim say that we are FANTASTIC! (: and they were awed by how fast grace could go luh! she played the piece before. so its not really difficult to catch the speed. i think the difficult part for her is our co-ordination. cos we're always losing our way through the piece. =xmy day didnt end off really good. but it was still good. (: HAHA! *contradict...contradict...contradict...* i told junlong. looking OUTSIDE is better and more soothing. and whenever i see/hear the person. i feel like banging myself onto the wall. or even jump and commit suicide. =x tzekiat overheard me. and he tell me that i wont die by jumping out of the ake room. then he say he will save me on the account of me giving him sweets. (: but in the end. he say he dont want to save me already. cos i say he evil. =p but leh. its true that its not worthwhile dying so soon for such a person. i got MORE THINGS and BETTER THINGS to do. (: LOOK ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE SHIRLEY! (: things are always better over the other side. and I AGREE! cos when i turn away... =pA levels results are going to be released this friday. =x and the same goes for my CLAO. ok. i think im going to do rather badly. i got the feeling that i will do badly for it. cos i practically anyhow whack luh! and i really is anyhow WHACK for the paper. ): i dont know how i will look like or feel when i see my result slip on friday. HOPE ITS GOOD. i hope it will be...BIG BIG THANKS TO JUNLONG who listened to me grumble/complain/nag & stuffs over the phone yesterday and today. allowing me to really let my feelings all GO. (: i know its shocking to see me being so angry. cos i really & seriously didnt get so angry and fed up before. =x so yesterday was really my last & final straw.BIG THANKS TO SERAPHINE DARLING who had lunch with me. and we had our LUNCH-TALK as promised. (: i love having lunch with this darling of mine. cos we just have loads to gossip and talk about. (: and i totally love her companion. (: LOVES! <3BIG THANKS TO SHER GF for coming to pat me on the back and ask me to cool down when she know what happened. (: I LOVE YOU GF. (:BIG THANKS TO YINWHEE. who is so understanding. and i really admire her power of tahan-ing. (: SHE'S MY IDOL! haha. i love you ok? (:and to all who made my day. YOU YOU YOU. especially YOU! (: i love you & you all. (: (: (:
Tuesday, February 27, 2007Y
im SUPPOSED to LOVE MY DAY today. especially when LOVELY things happen. (: BUT! ITS NOW SPOILT! ALL GONE! my love for today was cut by HALF! or maybe 3/4! or maybe MORE! =x WHY AT THIS POINT OF TIME WHEN I SIMPLY LOVE MY DAY? WHY MAKE MY MOOD GO DOWN THE DRAIN? WHY WHY WHY?IM ANGRY! IM PISSED! IM IRRITATED! IM BURSTING! i think i can enter IMH now without any qualms or doubts from the people there. I THINK IM GOING CRAZY. i've never been so angry before in my entire life. I REALLY DIDNT GET SO ANGRY BEFORE! =x and still....IM ANGRY! VERY VERY ANGRY!PERIOD!
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mr tan says that my gp results have been lingering at just pass so far. and over all. i'm lingering at only C6. so... he was telling me today that i need to do something to BURST away from my C6 and just pass region. in order to do well. HOHOHO. i will try. (: he gave us a set of "COMMON MISTAKES/REPEATED MISTAKES MADE" by us. and i saw my name. =x twice some more. =x well well. just learn from my mistakes. and make myself BURST out from that dark region.everything is fine in school today. (: no lunch time training this week because of the coming napfa test on thurs & friday. i so badly want to pass my 2.4k this week. i dont want to do MORE lunch time. =x oh yes. 2.4k is in the evening on thurs. that means. i need to stay till 5+ before i can get to run. =xake tomorrow! (: starting at 2pm! (: going to settle our "DANCE FANTASY". lucks to all melodies! (: (: (: YAY! ake = i get to see my dearies & darlings & every one i LOVELOVELOVE in ake. (: (: (: LOVELOVE! <3<3i love today. dont ask my why. i just love today. (: I LOVE TODAY! (:
Monday, February 26, 2007Y
i love MONDAYS. (: first of all. school starts late at 9.30am. and i end the earliest as well! (: at 2.45pm. im released! (: (: (: how great can monday's timetable be? HAHA! =pwas super tired. didnt sleep until like near to 2am last night because i was helping daddy & mummy out with the praying. so in the end. we finished everything at around 1+. watched a little of the soccer match. ARSENAL vs CHELSEA. (; saw LAMPARD in action! (: and i went " LAMPARD! LAMPARD! LAMPARD! " i go on and on until daddy wants to "hit" me. HAHA! =p sorry. i still want to go " LAMPARD! LAMPARD! LAMPARD!" (;
ooo. he got really nice eyes. HAHA! =pparents meet this saturday. im going to tag along and follow mummy & daddy meet mr tan. just want to know how im doing in school. and of course! to see what other teachers have to say. good or bad. i want to know. and of course. i want to accept it and change for the better. (:i want lasting friendships. i cant bear to lose any single friend that i have. cos i love them so. no matter how much disappointment / unhappiness there have been between us. i know they will be gone one day. because the friendship we build between us. its the strongest bridge that can allow us to cross every single ordeals. but. is it that easy to do so? ):
im still avoiding. i dont want to avoid anymore. but i cant reveal everything. im going to lose all that i have now if i do. and i really dont wish to lose anything. ):
Sunday, February 25, 2007Y
shi han just talked to me online just now. (: and he suggested to have a gathering for the graduated NP people. (: it really has been long since we last met up with one another and really update about ourselves already. and i told him that i will go discuss with the rest. and get back to him asap. (: it aint going to be easy to set a confirmed date where everyone can make it. since most of us are still schooling or working. but we will still try to settle on one date. and have our LONG-AWAITED outing. (: (: (: ooo. i cant wait to meet every single np mates that i've not met up with for very long. miss those training days. miss the CIs. miss the cadets. miss the camps. miss everything.didnt go out for visiting today. been visiting since friday night. and yesterday was one full day of activities. dozed off at god mummy's place. and god daddy was like "are you ok?" haha! =p i was really very very tired and exhausted already. =x since friday... =p slept at 2am last night. and all the way till noon today. (: power aye? BABI-ing IN PROCESS! haha. =p 10 full hours of sleep make me feel refresehed now. FINALLY! i get 10 FULL HOURS of rest since the start of cny. i was telling god daddy. cny is getting really tiring. insufficient rest and still got to cope with school work, cca and visiting. RAHS! but... I STILL LOVE CNY. the mood is still in the air. although its already subsiding. =x uncle caisheng was telling me. NEW YEAR IS COMING AGAIN! haha. and i say "YES! very soon. CNY IS COMING AGAIN!" haha. =pgot to do real hard core studying and revision already. to make up for what i am suppose to do and haven't do since thurs night. ok. loads to catch up on. =xmeanwhile. ENJOY MY BLOG SONG! i love the song. (: ooooo. im going to enjoy my MAYDAY's "BORN TO LOVE" album huiying dearie lent me yesterday. (:ADIOS LOVES! <3
photos! (:
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Saturday, February 24, 2007Y
im trying to convince myself that, as i know someone or some people longer. faults and little negative points will just pop up and appear. and these are things that i can never avoid or ignore. i got to accept them. and treat it as a definite route that i have to go through. but i can never stand people being untruthful to me and also people taking advantages of their friend. sorry to say. im just disappointed by some people's actions. so much so that i dont even know how to tell them and i dont even know how to face them. =xake has been great for friday & today. (: we got our second piece for SYF already. and its damn fast can? the vibes, marimba, bells & melodies are going CRAZY! haha. we are going crazy trying to catch the beats, timing, the notes & most importantly, the co-ordination between the five of us, which is our RIGHT LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT LEFT. haha. =p but still. we had fun right? (: the new piece is challenging. but pleasant to our ears. (: hope it will be pleasant to the JUDGES' ears as well! (: (: (: ooo. im excited for SYF already. but between this excitement. i also feel nervous & scared. =x but im enjoying every single moment of this preparation for SYF. its my FIRST and probably last time taking part in SYF. so i got to make the best out of it. (: (: (:
yinwhee proposed the idea of having an AKE CAMP in school during the march holidays. (: (: (: and im soooo excited over the idea all over again. =p its my first time having an ensemble camp! =p a lot of first time thingy i have since i joined ake. hehs! oh oh! during the camp. we will have practices for SYF. we will also study together. so as to ensure that we won't neglect our studies while preparing for SYF. (: HENDRA LOVE suggested having bbq/steamboat on one of the nights. me & ms wee both say that we can bring out POTS along. HAHA! =p yadayada! just by discussing. we are all like HIGH already. haha! cannot imagine. if the idea really comes true. how MAD we are all going to be! =p im looking forward to it!!!!! (;
going to god mummy's house in a while's time. (: oh yah! thurs night's dinner was GREAT! the food was GOOD! the ambience is DAMN NICE. and of course! every one is happy and enjoying. (: (: (: last night went to uncle tan's house. (: cabbed there and on the way. there was a jam. =x and because of the jam. my cab fare mount to $22. =x then today. after ake. got to go tuition. then mama was telling me. if im released past 12.45. i got to cab down. and i was like OH SHUCKS! CAB AGAIN! =x haha. but leh. in the end. i didnt cab down to bishan. i took a bus instead. (: and THANKS JUNLONG! for accompanying me to take bus 157. (: and YIHONG too! (: for talking with us on the bus. (: (: (:hohoho. i HEARTS macdonald's breakfast. (: junlong met me again this morning. and we had mac breakfast today. (: he ate this new omelette burger. which has a HOLE IN THE MIDDLE as described by him. it looks nice... shall try it someday! (: (: (:ALRIGHT! i got to go already. have to shower before i go out. (: SEE YA PEOPLE! (: lovelovelove.
oh yes! i need to say this. I LOVE MY SUNSHINE LOVE! (: he's finally back with us at ake! (: (: (: and YAYNESS! he has recovered. (: (: (: LOVELOVE DEARIE! (: (: (:i hope to be true to myself & my feelings. at least. i feel the presence. (: sometimes. its more than enough. (:
Wednesday, February 21, 2007Y
common test results are all back except for maths. i have no worries over maths. i can do it. and i have confidence in the paper. (: but the others. in short to say. its a great disappointment. and i feel dejected. =x it should be more or less able to reveal how the grades are like. the resolution of "doing well for C.T." is not even completed or achieved. for now. all i can say is. i will work double hard for my MYE. and i really yearn to do well for it. i need to and have to do well for it. period.was dismissed early from ake today cos ms wee is not here. did sectionals. but i wasn't really in the mood to do practice today. =x slacked here and there. and spend most of my time lazing in HARMONIS. and watch jas gf conduct her sectionals.sunshine love is unwell still. didnt appear today for school and ake. i feel something amiss. like. no sunshine. =x i dont know. i just feel something missing from me today. well. get well soon dearie! i miss you like crazy!there is this thing in my heart. that i dont know how to describe it as. im not sure if its me who cant let my heart open up and face the true feeling. or am i trying to ignore the feeling inside me by forcing myself to do so. i dont know. but i know that i have made every little thing that has concern with this feeling a very important thing in me. even if its a very small and little thing. i still make it an important thing. i still dont know how to say that feeling out. =x最重要的小事我走过动荡日子追过梦的放肆穿过多少生死却假装若无其事穿过半个城市只想看你样子这一刻最重要的事是属於你最小的事世界纷纷扰扰喧喧闹闹什么是真实为你跌跌撞撞傻傻笑笑买一杯果汁就算庸庸碌碌匆匆忙忙活过一辈子也要分分秒秒年年日日全心守护你最小的事我就算壮烈前世征服滚滚乱世万人为我写诗而幸福却是此时静静帮你提著哈罗凯蒂袋子这一刻最重要的事是属於你最小的事世界纷纷扰扰喧喧闹闹什么是真实为你跌跌撞撞傻傻笑笑买一杯果汁就算庸庸碌碌匆匆忙忙活过一辈子也要分分秒秒年年日日全心守护你最小的事你笑得像个孩子每个平凡小事变成永恒故事世界纷纷扰扰
喧喧闹闹
什么是真实
为你跌跌撞撞
傻傻笑笑
买一杯果汁
就算庸庸碌碌
匆匆忙忙
活过一辈子
也要分分秒秒
年年日日
全心守护你
世界纷纷扰扰
喧喧闹闹
什么是真实
为你跌跌撞撞
傻傻笑笑
买一杯果汁
就算庸庸碌碌
匆匆忙忙
活过一辈子
也要分分秒秒
年年日日
全心守护你
最小的事-END-im still trying and learning. how to keep my eyes to myself. and just myself. i need time. a lot and a lot of time. cos im still unsure. of what im feeling right now. really unsure.
Tuesday, February 20, 2007Y
today's the last day of my CNY break. =x thats fast isnt it? time really have to fly when its filled with nothing but happy moments & enjoyment. ): although i very much dont wish for the CNY break to end like so soon. i still have to face reality. and tell myself. TODAY'S THE LAST DAY OF THE BREAK. =x but visiting will still continue over the weekends! hehs. =p another thing that i love about CNY for my family is that. our visiting dont end till CNY ends officially after the 15 days. (;
visited HUIWEN & WENQIANs places today. (: yesterday was MY busy day. and today is THEIRS! (; huiwen was telling me that she hardly have time to rest her butt on the chair. and say that its the same for me yesterday right. OF COURSE! haha. we are all kept busy on different days. (: like what pat jiejie say. yesterday was people coming over to "mess" up my place. and from today onwards. its MY turn to "mess" up others' places. HEHS! =p but im a very nice girl. so i dont mess up their houses. i only go there. and see the human flow. HAHA! =p *evil*
i THINK there aint any homework to be handed up tomorrow. and i dont think im able to switch myself over to the "school-mode" tomorrow as well. HAHA! =p but i will try ok? (: AKE TOMORROW! DOUBLE DOUBLE YAY YAYs! (;
there are still A LOT of new year goodies left over from yesterday's party. =x and i really mean A LOT! =x this time. i think my family will have to eat new year goodies for breakfast. =x and maybe snack time also. RAHS! i dont understand. there were SO MANY people over at my house yesterday. yet i still have TONS of goodies left over. weird! =x i really dont understand... shall bring some over to AKE. hehs! =p no choice. i sayang them mah! HAHA! =p
im so falling in love with 花样少年少女 can? I LOVELOVELOVE THE SHOW! =p and 吴尊 is like SUPER CUTE! haha! =p now i understand why people are all "FALLING IN LOVE" with him. haha! =p the other actors are all cute and funny luh! its like my FIRST time watching it today. and i laugh till im dropping. its really damn nice and damn funny. im bugging mama to rent it for me already. WAHAHAHA! =p 我是你的头号FANS! wahahahahahahahaha! =p
Monday, February 19, 2007Y
party has ended! *PHEW!* been really really busy. hardly have time to sit down to rest or even visit the toilet. let alone have a proper meal. =x the entire day. i only eat HALF a sausage mcmuffin. and have my lunch only at like near to 4pm, where my friends have more or less left. and dinner is only a little rice with soup. =x thats how BUSY my family & i will be on every year's 2nd day of cny. (: BUT! today. we ended sort of early. by 10pm. all our guests have gone back home to rest. and we finish packing & cleaning up by like 10.30pm. (: EARLY! (: good also. can get to rest early and prepare for tomorrow's visitng. (;woke up super early today to help out. and maybe because i haven't been having sufficient sleep and rest. halfway through the help-out. im having really really bad headaches. =x and when i finally get to sit down to rest while spending time with my dearies ake members. i was telling junlong. i feel as if im fainting. cos my headache got really really worst. =x but still got to hang in there! cos there're still A LOT of guests around. so...i manage to hang till now! (: *KUDOS!* but really is lack of enough rest. thats why like that. but i still enjoy myself to the ultimate MAXIMUM! (: (: (:however. some dearies didnt manage to make it. ): its alright. we still have NEXT YEAR. NEXT NEXT YEAR. AND MORE TO COME! (: hendra sunshine! please take good care of yourself ok? (: drink more orange juice. and TAKE GOOD CARE! loveloves.BIG BIG THANK YOUs to:tuankiak, junlong, jas gf, sher gf & claris gf, yihong & seraphine darling : thanks for coming today. (: you guys made my day you know? (: i love spending time with you all. gossiping. talking. and just sit down and chill. (: we must have more of such meet ups & gatherings ok? (: and YES! this will continue EVERY YEAR! and its going to be a yearly thing! (: unless... one day... when i say that "sorry!this year, there wont be any this year. ): " but. still. IT WILL CARRY ON THE NEXT YEAR AFTER I SAY THAT OK? (: i promise. EVERY SINGLE YEAR. and thanks for making my place your home. a really nice place to stay at. (: im really thankful that i've got you guys as my friends, GFs & buddies. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! (: and still... LOVELOVELOVE! <3<3<3xianyang, teewei, wendy & caihua : sisters & teewei! thanks for coming today! (: and thanks for helping me entertain mr raj. keeping him company and free from boredom. (: THANK YOU SO MUCH! (:halimah, shannon & thakirah : goodies. its so great to see you girlies again. although we didnt have the full strength with us today. still. THANKS FOR MAKING THE EFFORT TO COME TODAY! (: i know you girlies are tied down by work/exams/other places visiting. so so. thanks for coming! (: we need to meet up like so badly ok? i miss the chance of catching up with you girlies today. been so busy. =x i feel bad for leaving you girlies while i move in and out and all. SO SORRY! =x but still. THANKS FOR COMING! and thanks for helping yourselves and making yourselves at home. (: I LOVE MY GIRLIES! <3diane & yunzhen : dearies. thanks for being the FIRST to come over today. (: and of course. making yourself at home as well. (: sorry if i haven't been able to talk to you girls and catching up all that we've lost all these while. but i still love you two ok? (: we will meet up soon. i know the date is coming. I WILL TRY TO SQUEEZE OUT TIME OK? (: LOVES.pengsiong, patrick, weikang, shengkai & angie : ok dearies! it has been FOUR years! four years in a row that you guys have come over. and PS. i love it when you say my place is already like your place. (: it is like so damn sweet luh! and yes yes! these four years. we've although met one another like only once a year. but its this day that allow us to meet up. and get together again. (: regardless of what. YOU GUYS WILL ALWAYS BE ON MY LIST. (: lovelove.nancy, charmaine & xiaohao : my three goodies! (: every year. im looking forward to this day. the day when we four will meet and catch up. (: of course. because of this day. when xiao hao came with nancy darling on the first year. i know xiao hao. and thats when you start to come every year. (: thats how a new friendship was formed! (: (: (: so... LETS KEEP THIS GOING! of course. i still have to say. sorry for not being able to stay with you all to entertain & keep you all company. but i really love having you guys around today. (: THANK YOU! (:so much for all the THANKS & stuff. ITS PHOTOS TIME! (: (: (: i think im addicted to must post pictures that i've took on the blog posts. HAHA! =p enjoy people! and im dead beat already. =x
so long dearies! (:MORE PHOTOS @ : cny day two '07
Sunday, February 18, 2007Y
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! (: (: (:
alright! (: its finally here. (: and IM HAPPY! hehs. =p my phone haven't stop working since midnight last night. HAHA! big big THANK YOUs to those who messaged me to send their greetings and well wishes. (: LOVELOVE TO ALL OF YOU! (: and of course. not forgetting the rest. HAPPY NEW YEAR AS WELL. and LOVES to all of you. (:
visiting today was smooth & fast. by like 4+. we're back home. and getting ready for dinner now. (: eugene and family are downstairs as i blog away. HAHA! =p whoopsie! im naughty. didnt entertain guests. and here i am. HAHA! =p its ok. the three little kiddos are here with me. playing away with my OTO FLABELOS. and making all sorts of weird vibrating voices. and ranie is here with me. looking at me sorting out the songs i have. HEHS! =p
im excited for tomorrow! my GFs, DEARIES & DARLINGS are all COMING! (: (: (: i miss those that i seldom see. and very long never see people. (: as usual. i miss my AKE DEARIES & DARLINGS like crazy. (: cos i love them the same as well. HAHA! =p im VERY VERY sorry that i cant invite ALL of them over. but they will all get my UTMOST SINCERE & TRUE BLESSINGS. (: cos i love them so. <3
OFF I GO FOR DINNER! (: some photos taken today. (:
Saturday, February 17, 2007Y
let the photos do the talking! (: (: (:
the before.
the after.
my french.
my nail art.
just some of the decos.
the significance of my house. (:
i will blog later. (: not now. STAY TUNE! (: (: (:
Friday, February 16, 2007Y
chinese new year celebration in school today. its a little too long & draggy. but overall. its alright. (:the highlight to me was the lion dance. (: VERY VERY LONG NEVER SEE LION DANCE ALREADY! =p the last time i saw was during last year's cny celebration at bartley. where caihua picked up the vegetables that the lion's "spit" out. HAHA! so just now. when the lions "spit out" the vegetables & orange skin. it reminded me & wendy of CAIHUA! hehs. =p oh! and mr tan our principal. he actually performed as one of the lion's head during the performance today. COOL AIGHT? (; mr tan is sporty luh! =p I LOVE LION DANCE! (: (: (: used to have it like yearly at home on the second day of cny in the past. but now no more. ): maybe...should ask daddy to get in one troop maybe next year. (; i will be very very happy. HEHS! =preceived my vday present from SERAPHINE DARLING today. (: so...SHE'S THE ONE WHO'S GIVING ME THE PRESENT FOR THE GIFT EXCHANGE! haha. =p its a really cute bear. with a sweet note & magnet. (: i love you sera dearie! (;saw jas gf in the morning before assembly. *HUGS* then saw sher gf in the hall. AND MR POW ACTED OUT IN A SKIT TOO! hehs. =p in the skit. he was getting ready "ang baos". so i was telling sher. WE CAN ASK FROM HIM ANG BAOS! haha. =pITS COMING! ITS COMING! CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING IN ONE DAY'S TIME! (: (: (: im getting all HIGH. and all NUTS. and all EXCITED! =p i cant wait cant wait cant wait! I REALLY CANT WAIT! haha. =p just finish my last round of spring cleaning for my room and other parts of the house. and hang up all the decorations. and packed up the tupperwares & food containers. (: OUR HOUSE IS NOW PRETTY PRETTY ALREADY! (; YAYS! (;yadayada! im still EXCITED! the mood is...HERE! (: (: (:
Thursday, February 15, 2007Y
im waiting VERY VERY PATIENTLY for cny to come. hehs! its drawing near! so near that i can "SMELL" it. HAHA! =p im just exaggerating. but im really really excited about its arrival. YAY! (;school's fine. had total defence celebration today. (: performance was HIGH. everyone laughed loudly. clapped loudly. and of course. enjoyed. (: only have TWO serious lessons today. CHINESE. didnt have management because of the celebration. didnt have gp because there's practically no electricity in the classrooms & container classrooms. so that means. NO AIRCON. NO LIGHTS. no nothing. =x damn stuffy & hot luh! so we didnt have gp. but decorated our class's notice board for cny. (:there wont be any lessons for tomorrow. chinese new year celebration! (: (: (: hope it would be fun! (; NO LESSONS = NO PE! yay yay yay! =p im happy when there's no pe. (;
Wednesday, February 14, 2007Y
HAPPY VDAY TO ONE AND ALL! (: and also... HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY! (: (: (: well well. today is a LOVE-ABLE & HUG-ABLE DAY. wherever i go. i see friends around and we exchanged hugs & say "HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!" (: the person i HUGGED the MOST today is JASMINE GF! (; we hugged a total of FOUR times. and we can never get tired of HUGGING! (: received little & big gifts from my loveloves. my THREE SISTERS, FAD, YICHUANG, SHER, CJ & BABAT SAYANG. (: of course! aside from these people's presents. the HUGS & GREETINGS & SMS-es i receive are already one of the best presents i had. (: THANK YOU! <3me & jas gf gave chocolates to ake. (: like gf says. we are expressing & spreading our love to them. HOPE ALL OF YOU FEEL LOVED TODAY! (: (: (: and of course. not only today. but EVERY SINGLE DAY AFTER TODAY. (: may everyday be as love-able as today. and every single moment. everyone feel LOVED! <3as i walk around HARMONIS giving out chocolates to half side of the room, while jas gave to the other half. the smiles & thank you(s) i get back are like so damn sweet. even when they ask for "this this flavour" or "can i change flavour?" they all sound SO PLEASING to the ear. =p and im very very happy when i see everyone being so happy and enjoying their chocolates. (: i really love every single ake member to bits. and i really mean it. and i really do. (:me, sher & jas are all looking forward to the coming monday! (; they will be coming to "mess" my house up with their laughters & joy. which i welcome whole-heartedly. (: and they might be staying LATE! yayness! (; that means we can do LOTS of catch ups. and have LOTS of fun. (: i hope all that ive invited can make it and come. i would be really happy if ALL of them do. (: (: (: IM EXCITED AGAIN! haha. =ptried on the SYF costume today and played the pieces for quite some time. BUT! i look wierd in my costume luh! =x cos my top is VERY VERY BIG! haha. =p i go around telling people that im DORAEMON & GOD OF FORTUNE. =p because my top is big. there's this hole where i can "hide" all the things that i have. just like a doraemon. =p and because the top is big. the sleeves are BIG and long as well. so as i play the piece. my sleeves keep hooking onto the vibes keys. so i have to play and "struggle" to remove the sleeve from hooking. HAHA! so i look comical. and ben was like "AIYOH!SO BIG YOUR TOP!" =x the moment ms wee come into HARMONIS. she see me. and she ask "why you wear so big the top? its so loose!" yes yes. i look funny & cartoon in it. =p i have fun wearing it. HAHA! =p but i definitely wouldnt want to wear a baggy top for syf. HAHA! so cj already mark down for me even before i go and see her to remind her for alteration. HAHA! =pi have to love my bird call more. so that i can play better for it. (: bird calls seems to get more and more. but im starting to enjoy it. cos I CAN CATCH THE TIMING for MOST parts. (: im happy! YAY! (: (: (:
Tuesday, February 13, 2007Y
lunch time & pe was pretty slack-y today. (: especially for me & caihua. the two injured soldiers. HAHA! =p we can hardly run. so we just enjoy our walking. (:tomorrow's the day! (: my FIRST ever VDAY celebrated with ake. (; im happy & excited. HEHS! =p me & jas the two SLs have prepared something for our dearies & darlings. (: just a little of our thoughts. and let them feel our love for them on ST. VALENTINES' DAY! <3 hope all MIAKE-ians will feel LOVED tomorrow! (: (: (:yadayada. gift exchangings will be ON tomorrow. between us the FOUR SISTERs & not forgetting my all time support 7B + T^2. (:got back econs MCQ results. not satisfying definitely. but i pass it. 13/25. a mere scrap through. but i expect myself to flunk it since i thought it was tough. but there are smarties who got 23/25. =x that already poke through my "i think its tough" thought. okok. stop lamenting on the CT results. nothing i can do to it now. except to
work even harder for MYE. actions die hard have to speak louder than words please.more more spring cleaning! and im going to clear and pack my wardrobe now. since dont know when. my wardrobe is in a COMPLETE UTTER MESS. =x and i cant stand it anymore. HAHA! =pLOVELOVE PEOPLE! till tomorrow. HAPPY VDAY! (: (: (:
Monday, February 12, 2007Y
my left leg is painful. ): the fall on sat somehow caused the nerves of my left leg to swell a little. and its very straining for me to walk. dont know if i can do lunch time & pe tml. i will try luh. if really cannot. then got to stop. =xgot back chi lit paper. a disappointment. 28/50. i think i nearly cried when i see my paper. the first two sections was wonderfully done. section A : 10/12. section B : 5/6. section c : 13/32. SEE THE SECTION C! damn saddening luh! =x the first question i got 10/16. the last question. i got only 3/10. THREE ONLY OK?! =x damn damn sad. =x gp was quite badly done too. compre only 22/50. and the essay that is supposed to be included in the overall marks for CT. i only got 23/50. so total is 45/50. although i pass it. but i merely just clear it with borderline results luh. =x i got loads to brush up on and really work hard on. ): but chi lit is really very very disappointing. ): more will come tomorrow. and hope my heart is strong enough to accept what i've done for myself. =xi cant wait for ake on wed! i miss ake like crazy man! when i see GFs and others around. oh man! i really cant wait. haha! =pssdc was great. (: a lot a lot better than yesterday definitely. (: and i saw the instructor that taught me the other time round. the one who make me really relaxed and feel that "i can drive safely". (: might book him weeks before my actual test. (: yadayada! (;
Sunday, February 11, 2007Y
last night's chalet was ULTIMATE FUN and tiring of course. (: me, wendy & caihua were supposed to help yang with her party. start it and entertain our friends. (: we didnt stop down to eat or rest. we were all happily helping out and talking and playing, and taking photos. HAHA! =p but it was real fun. (;
we reach yang's chalet at around 5.30pm. and i was VERY "welcomed" by her dog. that kept JUMPING AT ME and i got so scared that i SCREAM AND SCREAM AND SCREAM. and kept moving backwards until i FELL. =x i was so scared that i didnt even turn to look whats/whos behind me luh! i just kept moving back until i miss a step of the staircase. and i "PLONK!" right onto the step. =x my right butt and left ankle hurts. =x but nothing as compared to the scare i got. HAHA! =p im quite useless luh! im damn scared of her dog please. and for the entire night. i dont dare to enter the chalet because of her dogs. HAHA! =p
people started to stream in. and of course! we did our part on entertaining and helping her run little errands. (: we wouldnt mind doing all these. cos she's our DEAREST FRIEND, OUR DEAREST SISTER! (:
the usual celebration of mingling & cutting the cake and smashing cake at one another. (: and yang became really creamy after that. HAHA! =p she's PINKY! =p loads of inside jokes that we have yesterday. and im now officially LEMON called by keke. he dont know how to pronounce my name. and he called me "girly". then wendy teach him to call me "PINKY". which is a bit EEEEWWWWW. =x caihua teach him to call me "ah shir". which sounds damn nice when he called. haha! but in the end. he decided to give me a fruit name. lemon. (: so now. im MISS LEMON! =p
didnt leave the chalet until 12+. and we couldnt leave yang alone cos she's abit haywire already. so left caihua with her. i left with wendy. yang & caihua left the chalet at 6+ in the morning. i know cos caihua msg-ed me. hehs. =p but glad that she's safe and sound home. (:
GREAT TIME LAST NIGHT! (: and im looking forward to my 21st bday party. HAHA! =p i know its early... but well. i just look forward. HAHA! =p caihua & wendy were saying. my guests number will definitely exceed yangs. and i think so too! =p but THE THREE OF THEM HAVE TO BE THERE! and my DKSYJ, 7B + T^2, GFs, DEARIES & DARLINGS from AKE & CLASS. not forgetting. my RACIAL HARMONY GROUP. and many many more! (: (: (: HEES!
photos time! (:
us with ms yok, mrs heng & mrs heng's sister. (:
yang & me with syaza, fad & nurul. (:
forever sisters. (:something rather unhappy happened just now. and im feeling damn sad about it. i feel useless & dumb. but im going to prove myself. by getting a ONE TIME PASS for driving. i dont believe that i cant do it.
big THANKIES to JASMINE GF. (: she listened to me and talked me round. (: thanks dearie gf for everything. (: you're deeply loved. (: and not forgetting my HAO JIE MEI EDITH. (: she also talked me round. (: thanks girl. and you're loved too! (:
yesterday. i passed my FTT. and its yang's bday. (: my actual practical test will be ONE DAY after my dearest EDITH'S bday. so. hope the bday girl will bring me luck. like how my yang did. (:
let the actions do the talking.
anyway. ive received the letter from ABRSM. notifying me that my practical exam is on 27/03/2007. ok. i've got one plus more month before the exam draws near. and i need to buck up like damn badly. especially when i need to teach my fingers to PLAY SOFTLY. oh well. can train for SYF too! my BIRD CALL! =x rahs. note the date of my piano exam? 27th march. ONE DAY AFTER WEND'S BDAY! greatness. GIVE ME ALL THE POWER YOU CAN GIRLIES! (: and im sure i can do well. and PASS! (: (: (:
Saturday, February 10, 2007Y
ANNOUNCEMENT! (: (: (: SHIRLEY CLEARED HER FTT! (: (: (: like finally! i was very very nervous and scared that i cannot make it luh. when i send the test for marking. while waiting for the results to be out. my heart was like thumping damn hard luh! im really damn scared that i fail. =x but when the result was flashed. it flashed "PASSED"! (: i was like damn relieved. and before i leave the test room. i look at the screen again. to confirm that its a PASS. and YES! IT IS! (: (: (: damn happy. called mama. and went to book for my practical test date. its all the way in july. =x but also good lah. got time to practice and revise. (: (: (: IM SO HIGH NOW! (: (: (:received msg-es from cj, jas & sher. (: they are all having ake now. and as i type this post. they are still having practice. RAHS! I WANT TO GO FOR AKE! =x its ok. there's wednesday. (: I CANT WAIT FOR WED! hehs. =pdaddy "banked" in $50 into my personal spending account today! (: and i have an additional $50 to spend! hohoho. can go get the necessary VDAY presents. (; yadayada. (;my msn messenger seems to be going nuts! =x last night when i sign in. it keep sending messages to all my online contacts. =x but they were all rejected in the end. dont know why. it just cant stop sending. and the whole system will cock up. sher gf & hendra sunshine say maybe kena virus. =x which i think so. running the stupid full system scan now. RAHS! =xtuition later. after that. YAYNESS! party! (; get to see all my LOVELOVE 05b3 classmates. (: have fun. and not forgetting to CAM-WHORE! i love to cam-whore! (; alright! (: going off now! getting ready for part 2 & 3 of my eventful day! (; yadayada! will update tml. and post up pictures of tonight! (: (: (:LOVELOVE! <3<3
Friday, February 09, 2007Y
CTs are OVER! (: yadayada. IM HAPPY & RELIEVED! (: (: (:the papers are okok on the overall. yesterday's maths & todays chinese lit are two papers im QUITE confident over. the rest. *PIAK* no comments. HAHA! =p whatever it is. ITS OVER! (: and im gonna enjoy my BEAUTIFUL WEEKEND packed with events and events. (: (: (: OH YES! and im so gonna decorate my house nice nice for cny. (: (: (:although my LAST paper is at 2.30pm in the afternoon. where almost ALL of my dearies & darlings are already out there PARTY-ING THEIR AFTERNOON AWAY. i still strive through it. and I SURVIVED! (: now. its MY TURN to ENJOY! (;results will sure be out next week. and regardless of what the outcome is going to be. i know i've already gave my best. (: and i reap what i sow. do well? PAT ON THE BACK! and smile smile smile. (: didnt do well? run to a corner. cry. shout. scream. mood swing. then back to normal. get back on track. learn from my mistakes. and do better for MYE. (: see! both ways. i get smileys at the end of the day. thats me. emotional at times. cant control at times. but i always end my day with a smile. (:i enjoy shopping with mama for the past two afternoons for cny decos. (: hung up the pineapples outside my house yesterday evening with my maid (auntie). (: i LOVE to talk to her luh. she's like so nice. and so understanding. and so lovely to talk with. (: we had a great time! (: today. before i was sent to school. followed mama to buy MORE new year decos. (: i cant wait! =pjust finish vacuuming & mopping the second level of my place. (: clever hor? HAHA! =p but im pespiring like crazy. =xanother HAPPY thing to be HAPPY over! (: today's the release of the Os results. and my dearest sister. she got... 12 POINTS for L1R5! (: and after deducting her cca points & the bonus point of staying in the same JC. she is entering SRJC with 8 POINTS! (: (: (: clever sister! (: WELL DONE! (:got to give ake a miss tml. ): cos i need to go do my FTT @ SSDC. =x better let me pass it tml luh! if not i sure cry i tell you. I BETTER PASS! and I NEED TO PASS IT. like damn badly. =x oh man. i miss ake luh! it has been ONE WEEK since we last had practice. =x and I CANT GO TML! ): i want want want to go. nevermind. i will be celebrating my V-DAY with whoever turns up for ake that day. (: HEHS! =ptomorrow is my FIRST eventful day! (: and im EXCITED for it. HEHS! if i pass my FTT tml. it will be DOUBLE HAPPINESS for me! YAY! (; haha. i think im getting HIGH and a little out of control. HAHA! =p thats the aftermath of CT. (: i need to replenish my brain cells already. ive killed MILLIONS, BILLIONS, ZILLIONS, TRILLIONS of them over the past FIVE DAYS. HAHA! =poh yeah! thank you time! (:thank you for those who MESSAGED me to wish me luck. (:thank you DIANE for listening to my rumbles & grumbles. (:thank you HIDAYAH SAYANG for cheering me on & helping me through all that she can. (:thank you JASMINE & SHER GF for hugging me & giving me lucks whenever we meet before our papers. (:thank you TZEKIAT for wishing me luck for my last paper today. (:thank you thank you thank you! (:
