**to Shirley.. congrats.. ure the new Kulintang Section Leader.. have the will to learn.. respect them and they will respect u.. remember me always k? love ya.. **
so sweet of her. (: i promise. i will do well. i really promise...
*[no more.]*
6:28 PM
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yes. going away soon. flying off for my holiday tml. (: will be missing TWO dearest ake pracs. TWO! and jas dearie girlfriend will be missing THREE! and jannah sayang babat is going to miss TWO/THREE! hahas. =p so many ake ppl going overseas sehs! =p mans. im as worried as jas about ake pracs luhs. well well. shall worry about them when i go back for ake prac next thurs. WOOHOOS! im so excited for tml. hahas. x) although the flight is at night derhs. 11+ flight. but i cant wait for myself to touch down. and see the beautiful scenary. (: and help jannah sayang babat to say "HELLOS" to japan. (: im so going to miss my girlfriends jas,clar and sher. my dearest sayang huda. my sayang dian. and my sayang babat jannah. every single person in ake. my DKSYJ. gosh. hahas. my missing list like never ending derhs sias! =p ake prac was alrights yesterday. *since when is it not good? (: * as usual. the year twos practised their "the lord of the dance". and the year ones did their "shenandoah" and also learn "di tanjong katong". OH MANS! i miss my ANGKLUNG! hahas. during the year ones break. i went over to the angklung that i always play. and played "shenandoah". hahas! nice song luhs! and the year twos who are in the room played "di tanjong katong" together. (: woohs! miss the times where we had pracs with the year threes. blasting the MR with our music pieces. and loads of blabberings. talkings. disturbing. and all those laughters. (: after ake. went back to school for the econs learning journey to senoko incrimenation plant. as i thought. and many thought. theres no link of the plant to econs arhs. only one point. when the economy is good. there will be more rubbish to be burnt off. and vice versa. (: the rest was like. a tour around the plant lorhs. okes lahs. an experience to have lorhs. after that. went home on my own. cos our car went for servicing. changed tyres. hehes. =p tuition at night. need to do presentation for the essay that me,celina and josephine did the previous week. mrs low said its a well tied essay. (: hahas! so happy luhs. but credits goes to everyone! x) then had to do this politics quiz. okes. im so going to FLUNK it. =x i dont understand the questions. and i dont know the answers sias. hahas! im going to be the lowest scorer in class. and i have to buy little munchies for my classmates. (: im willing to do so. cos im going to be the lowest scorer! hahas! =p no school or anything today. and WHOAS! this post is damn long. hahas! enjoy reading ppl. HEARTS YOU ALL MANY MANY!
BON VOYAGE DEAREST JAS GF! x)
*[lose.]*
10:28 AM
Monday, May 29, 2006Y
after ake prac today. went down to the book fair at suntec. mans. the place is quiet luhs. and not much people. so quite an easy time looking around and buying things. (: bought a music book. and a story book. its a chinese one. the title is "现在，很想见你" (i wish to see you now). read the back. and its quite a sad sad love story arhs. thinking of bringing it up to the plane to read. the flight is 7 hours long lahs. and i cant sleep and eat on the plane. you will see me puking like mad. =x so yupps! shall go on the plane. and read the book. (: wows. unbelievable. i spent nearly $50 there luhs. and i still happily think. the books at the fair should be quite cheap. lols. =p ake prac was GREAT! as usual of course. (: huda sayang messaged me. but i never see her msg. cos i left my phone in the room. and she say im very orange. wahahas. =p cos im in my orange tee arhs. miss her loads at prac sehs. ): and auntie boredom also. and my dearie luncheon. and my darling dian. ): huda sayang accompanied us till about 10+. before she go for her lesson. (: and luncheon yani came to look for us at around 11. hehes. =p nice to see them around luhs. (: the year ones are here today. and ooo! they liven up the MR. lols. did sectionals today. so the year twos had to go out. and the year ones stayed in the room to learn "shenandoah". like the last prac. the year twos practised "the lord of the dance". wahahas. we had fun. (: another prac tml. 9 - 12. may be dismissed earlier. cos ms wee wont be around. there will be prac this coming sat. but i'll be enjoying myself away at hokkaido. cant join dearies for prac. and monday. theres prac too. and im not back yet. so... I WILL MISS TWO PRACS! gosh! =x and i miss playing my angklung. hahas! =p its nice to see the year ones play the angklungs. and the memories of last year came back to me at once. and it also reminds me of HILMI. the one who gave up his place at the angklung so that i could get to play. (: i miss hilmi too! (: alrighty. got to do my EoM. have to hand in tml. and tee wei still laugh at me for having no one to help. fine fine fine. =p
P.S: to view the chinese wordings.must change encoding to unicode. (:
*[i wish to see you now.]*
6:58 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006Y
ooo. finally finish watching "天国的嫁衣" (tian guo de jia yi) last night. lols. i played cheat lahs. i watched only the last vcd. was quite sads. so i cried at the part where 海诺 (hai nuo) ask 陶艾青 (ai qing) to go look for 子皓 (zi hao). damn sad lahs. letting the person you love go and get married with another person. i guess. thats what love is all about? where you want to let the person you love get the maximum happiness that they can get. (: loves just so sweet. (: ahhhh. im having terrible cramps. =x ake tml. woohoos! cant wait. (:
*[i dont want to.but.i have to.]*
1:14 PM
Saturday, May 27, 2006Y
finally! found this song. (: "forgive" by celest chong. 原谅. have been hearing it on the radio these few days. its really nice luhs. (: do go find it and listen to it. its very touching. nice nice nice. (:
ooo. the year twos had their first practice without the year threes. hmmms. kinda quiet and i feel a sense of emptiness. like the whole room. only the year twos. and huda sayang came to visit us. (: shes in the ake orange tee. got this feeling like shes coming back for practice with us. and when she enter the room. we are all like "HUDA!" hahas. as if we havent seen her for AGES. in fact. we just saw one another yesterday. (: yes sayang. i cant wait for the day. where i can play the PBs with you and dian again. and play music with all of you. i miss you all dearly. yes. im missing all of them already. ): we cant bear to take down the decos that we put up. the big big farewell party banner. and the streamers. we even hate to erase away whatever edith drew on the board. but ms wee needs the board. so we just have to erase them off. despite how much we are reluctant to. ): practice was great. and we did "the lord of the dance". im playing the marimba with yc. THE INSTRUMENT THAT IVE BEEN WANTING TO PLAY SINCE DAY ONE IN AKE! hahas. =p dunnoe why. i just want to play the marimba. =p so... had a great time. hahas! x) was so tired that i came home and slept from 1.30 - 3.30. hahas! yes. a little babi. =p and i cant open my eyes when daddy woke me up to attend piano lesson luhs can? thats how tired i am. hahas! first day of hols. and i spend my time sleeping. ake-ing and piano-ing. hurhurhurs. how i wish life of mine is just filled with nothing but sleep,ake and piano. wahahas! x) heavenly sehs! =p but thats not possible. guess what im doing now? beside typing this post. im staring really hard at my EoM notes. i cant lay a finger on it. not because im not allowed to. but i dunnoe how to do. and im not sure what to do. and im a little teeney weeny lazy today. wahahas! =p ake prac again on monday. WOOHOOS! more lord of the dance. and the year ones are coming! yays! i haven get to see them since the orientation! hahas. =p can finally get to see them. and urhs. yahs. probably the last prac before i fly myself to hokkaido? oh yes! wend dear will be leaving for cambodia tml. with hidayah and diyanah sayang. and veera. and... TUAN KIAKs GOING TOO! wahahas. he seems so depressed yesterday cos he have to come for prac today morning. and all the way. he cant go home until he comes back to singapore on sunday. hahas! and because of that. he shook me madly yesterday. hahas. complaining. but... this guy did not come for prac today luhs! must have been staying at home. hugging onto his pillow for as long as he can. hahas! and wendy dear. dont start sneezing and say. my mama miss me. or my bed miss me. hahas! maybe... if the three of us got some time. we will try to miss you. (: but most importantly. DONT MISS US TOOOOOO MUCH YAHS? hahas. x) BON VOYAGE DEARIES! x) and... TAKE CARE WHILE YOU GUYS ARE THERE OKES? *dumb shir. as if they can see you msg or blog now lahs! they are at ttc. waiting patiently for tml. (: ALL THE WAY PEEPS! (x *
*[first day was great. (: ]*
7:52 PM
Friday, May 26, 2006Y
before i begin on todays fun and laughters. JIE YAN! HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! yays! you are FINALLY 18 luhs! (: and you are the LAST DKSYJ member to become 18. YAYS! we are all LEGAL liaos! =p gp paper was so so. paper one was good. (: paper two was BAD! i dont understand the qn. cant handle the short answers. and i cant do the aq. okes. im prepared to FLUNK my paper two lahs! =x after that. had mgt lecture. and after lecture. RUSHED to ttc to prepare for the LONG AWAITED farewell party. (: we smuggle ourselves into the MR. and tried to do everything as quietly as possible. BUT! when i go toilet. the year threes seems to know sth. and xiao xuan sprayed water at me lahs! and make my back wet wet wet. =p when the farewell start. the year threes were shocked. surprised and all. (: when we sing them songs. i saw dian cry. and i teared also. ): and me and sher controlled our tears. gave them their presents and the process of seeing them open them is like so fun lahs. their faces so cute. wahahas. =p had their lunch. (: took loads of photos. and ms wee gave her talk on all the year threes. (: after that. its the agm. i got the post of a section leader. KULINTANG SECTION LEADER. and DIAN. the kulintang section leader of last year gave me a little note. so sweet of her luhs. (: and when she come over. i sniffled a little. but i controlled. she pinched my cheek! hahas. =p the president is BEN! x) the first and last CHAIRMAN from bartley. (: and the vice president is HAFIRAH! x) i suppose. all of us got the post we wanted? (: i will do my best in performing my role. and wont let DIAN down. (: I PROMISE! x) took loads of photos again. and ah pok hugged me. and i cried. i really cried. like so sad arhs. have to part with them. ): but... our bonds will never end here yahs? we will be FRIENDS FOREVER. (: went home on my own today. and memories flow back when i wait for the 173 bus. and i start to tear. people are around me. but i didnt bother. then when i board the bus to the 985 bus stop. i kept thinking about all that has happened. and when im on board the 985 bus. i look through the photos that we took today. first i smiled to myself. then i start to tear again. ): sighs. im gonna miss them truckies loadies. LUNCHEON YANI. SAYANG HUDA. TWEECEY DIAN. and many more of course. (: I HEARTS ALL OF YOU. hope everything will go on smoothly for them. strive throught the big "A"s. take good care. I LOVE ALL OF YOU. (: ake prac tml. (: first day as SL tml. hahas. im pretty excited. ALL THE WAY SHIR! lord of the dance tml. woohoos! =p im excited. (:
*[i want to share my joy.with you.]*
P.S.:photos are uploads. (: under archives. (:
9:13 PM
Thursday, May 25, 2006Y
25/05/2006. *maybe.*
maybe. theres another version. maybe there isnt. whatever it is. the trust is there. (:
schools not bad lahs. econs got on pretty well. and im loving the sitting plan in my class now. like so nice. and the space between one table and another is quite okes. so i had a comfortable econs lesson today. (: last econs lesson for the term. last gp lesson for the term. last pw period for the term. and last chinese lit lesson for the term. will be heading for term three soon. and all will be more texing. TEXATION! hahas. =p if theres this word. lols. =p gp paper tml. and im worried. i cant fail! never ever fail. sighs. just try my best tml. better perform for summary and AQ. cos my short answer questions are totally CMI. hahas! =p alrights. have to REMEMBER TO CHARGE MY CAMERA BATT TONIGHT. (: and bring them too! hahas. i suppose... i wont forget anymore. <3
*[i know.its alrights.]*
-shir-
4:56 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006Y
24/05/2006. *sleepy-ness.*
im exhausted. im tired. im sleepy. im deprived of sleep. IM TIRED! i dunnoe. since the carnival on sat. having to wake up at 6 on a beautiful saturday morning. and sleeping for 12 full hours over sat to sun. im feeling better. but! monday morning! woke up at 5.30 to go to the hotel for ake performance! IM BUSHED! sleepy-ness has yet to be fully recovered. im so so tired. when i see the notes lying on my table. im so so tired and my eyes blurred. i cant take it and want to hit the bed. but i haven finish studying for GP! and now?! im stuck at EoM! i dunnoe how to do! arghhhhh! this week's life is damn damn tiring for me luhs. i cant wait for hols to come. at least i can sleep in. and make sure i replenish my sleep hours to the max. HOLIDAYS! FASTER COME! count down to HOLIDAYS : 2 days. JIA YOU SHIR! the moment the gp paper ends. I WILL SWITCH TO MY HOLIDAY MOOD. =p although i need to study lahs. but i can sleep in late mahs! hahas. x)) YES! I HEARTS HOLIDAYS! cos i can sleep sleep sleep! x)
*[depressed over EoM. =x ]*
-shir-
7:34 PM
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24/05/2006. *im sure to miss you all.*
yes. im sure to miss every single year threes in ake. although we have to part. im sure. the friendship that we share. and the bonds that we build will never fade and go away. (: sweet memories will be in us. AIGHTS?! <3 theres something. that has been bothering me for quite some time. i dunnoe if im over sensitive. but i know somethings not right. well well. forget it. (: i shall continue to be ME. and not change because other did. (: SHIR is always SHIR. (: and... who likes last minute information? schools fine lahs. *im always saying that* i miss playing dodge ball luhs. hahas. and i miss playing dodge ball with mr heikal. the badminton sessions with s ben. (: so much things i miss. and as i go on in life. there will be more. the major one is coming. but i dunnoe how to cope with it. i guess. im in deep trouble again...
*[till the day the stars stop shining...]*
-shir-
5:30 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006Y
22/05/2006. *conference.*
YAYS! finally. finish up the last performance for may. (: relieved and finally can concentrate on the GP papers. (: was pretty tiring arhs. and the mood was quite tense at first. relaxed in between. and heavy at the end. the part where we went around and take photos with one another. playing and fooling around and all. and the parts where we hug one another good byes. especially with the year threes. my heart sank. it really sank. i cant bear to tell myself that its their last practice and performance with ake. its like. so fast luhs. but actually. a year has slipped past us. and ive been in ake for almost a year. well. things always have to come to an end. and im sure. today. all of us had our fill of fun. memories are to be kept. and not forgotten. we will remember every single moment we share with one another. every single bit of memory is so precious and true. and they will always be remembered dearly. (: I LOVE AKE. (: conference was okes. perform quite a few songs. but we have to wait till the whole event end before we can shift the instruments onto the truck and go back to school. so while waiting. as said. we took loads of photos. they are uploaded under my photo album. last navigation on the right. (: after everything has ended. we the bartley ake members have to make our own way back to school. so i suggest that we all go wave the, goodbye and send them off. while farid and tze kiat are still fiddling with the instruments together with the truck uncle. we wave to the people who are already on the bus. waiting to leave. and we wave all sorts of patterns. and blew kisses. (: amanda took photos of us! hahas. x) after that. when the bus left. we held hands. and we bow thank you to them. hahas! x) mrs chen - the hotel person who came down to hear us play waited for us and see us off. (: so nice of her. (: after that. we rush back to school. and me and yc had breaks till 3.45. so we slept in the library! hahas. =p then gp ended early also. (: YAYNESS! =p had a great day today. and i wish for everything not to end so soon. sighs... friday is ake's very own agm. im not very bothered about the results of the agm. but im more concern about phtoo taking. =p cos.... the sooootooooongggg me. this time round. i remembered the battery! but! guess what?! I NEVER CHARGE IT! AND ITS BATT LOW! =x stupid sehs. friday. have to take alot of photos with every single ake member. (: YES! I HEARTS PHOTO TAKING! wahahas. x)
*[getting lesser.but stronger.]*
-shir-
6:28 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006Y
21/05/2006. *the lord of the dance.*
TURN ON YOUR SPEAKERS! AND LISTEN TO THE SONG ON MY DEARIE BLOGGIE! wahahas. did you hear THE LORD OF THE DANCE SONG? wahahas. x) finally. theres some music to my blog. YAYNESS! x) tmls the conference performance. and im all over again nervous. =x i just cant stop myself from being nervous and all lahs. sighs. better not rush to the toilet again and again like sat. hahas! x))
*[one day of not seeing.]*
-shir-
7:26 PM
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21/05/2006. *i-day.carnival.*
yesterday was a total BLAST! x) institute day went on great. ake members had a wonderful time! x) before the institute day performance of ours. we are all so bored lahs. after changing and make up. we just sit around and slack. liang kai,ben and edith got so bored that they started playing scissors paper stone. =p and i got so scared and nervous. and farid keep laughing at me. =p and i keep wanting to go to the toilet. and just before our turn. i go toilet again. and sera ask me why i keep going to the toilet. and ms wee say let me go. cos i nervous. hahas! x)) finally! our turn! x) the principal and guests of honours are all in front of me arhs. i see already also scared. hahas! x)) but everything went on well. (: saw ss as well. yays! x) hahas. after performing the two pieces. we did some more performances for the audiences remaining in the hall. and at the same time. practise for the conference on monday. (: performance is finally over. and we start to change and all. and get ready for the carnival opening. (: we all started to get HIGH luhs. and there were balloons being let to fly into the sky arhs. i went HIGH also. lols. =p and at that point of time. i suddenly wish to become one of the balloons. and fly to the sky. as high as i can go. (: saw daddy low. and other teachers. people start streaming in. and me and yc went to our stall to help out as well. (: me,yang,wend and saddad had to soak our hands in ice luhs. hahas! to get drinks for our customers. (: and our hands are freezing at the same time. wahahas! x)) the fun part is. i start pulling peoples hands and putting into the ice box. (: hahas! x) and one of the victim is AKBAR! wahahas. he came and ask me if got COLD COLD DRINKS. and i say HAVE. and he ask HOW COLD. so i PULL his hand and PUT INSIDE THE ICE BOX. wahahas. he pull away his hand and OKESOKES. lols. =p our stall close shop at around 3.30. and we start to source for food. me and yc are so hungy luhs. lols. =p and we start to pack and everything. ERVY,IMAH,ATA,AHMAD AND FAWAAZ came over to our canival! hahas. x) YAYS! THANKS BUDDIES! (; ooo. didnt go out with yang they all for dinner. i was too tired. and another performance tml. the conference. and i want to rest. and the moment i head home. after dinner. i showered and pull out all the smelly clothes that i change. and i hit the bed at 9.20. WAHAHAS! x) and slept till morning 9.30. OOOOO. 12 hours and 10 minutes of sleep. (: SHIR IS WONDERFUL! x) lalalalas. I CANT WAIT FOR TMLs PERFORMANCE ARHS! x) and. YES! I WILL REMEMBER TO BRING MY CAMERA AND THE BATT! wahahas. i actually forget to bring the batt yesterday luhs. and i didnt get to take any photos. ): wasted lahs! so its okes. hahas. tml i will take more. MANY MANY I MEAN! x)
*[thanks for accepting.]*
-shir-
1:45 PM
Friday, May 19, 2006Y
19/05/2006. *i think i did.*
i think i did disappoint you somehow or another? =x i didnt mean it though. but im bad at such things. =x
pe today. mr ram asked me a qn. what is "forced play"? i was like. OH SHUCKS! i dunnoe the answer. and the answer is actually what mr low just said. all that he say if "forced play". argh. i dunnoe how to answer luhs! mans. kena caught for not paying full attention to what they are talking about. but arhs. i also not sure what they talking about. wahahas! =p helped mr raj to celebrate his birthday in advance today. (: he's so happy lahs! hahas. x) we are pretty innovative as well lahs can? we actually put candles on his PIZZA! hahas. x) I day rehersal is okes lahs. still got one to two wrong notes from me. =x but i will try not to make the mistakes tml yahs? (: i will try my best. (: but arhs. there is bound to be a majoy distraction thats going to lie before me when im performing lahs. no no. not you. im not scared of performing in front of you. WHO SAYS? i better not get over distracted. and all the wrong notes come out. and thats it mans. IM SCREWED! hahas. nahs nahs. i better not let that happen! I WONT LET THAT HAPPEN! x) our stall is BEAUTIFULLY done up. with credits to YANG,WEND AND CAIS! and not fogetting. TEE WEI. (: hahas. and when i went down to see see and look look. i seems to be entertaining them more than helping lahs! one minute think that im tall enought to paste the poster on the wires. and one minute keep saying the wrong thing that make everyone laugh like crazy. and got ppl say i not tall enough. and step on my fingers some more. wahahas! x) its okes. cos i love entertaining people. thats why im AUNTIE ENTERTAINMENT. thats what my AUNTIE BOREDOM calls me arhs. (: 2 rounds of rehersal today. and everything ended at around 6+. mama came to fetch me at near 7. reach home near 8. luckily tmls sat. not thurs. if not i sure FAINTS! lols. =p need to be in school by 7.45 tml morning. to get ready and stuff. GONNA TAKE TONS OF PHOTOS! hahas. x) with ALL my dearies and darlings. (: YAYS! hahas. im looking forward to tml. and im looking forward to the whole of everything tml. (: ALL THE WAY SHIR! ALL THE WAY AKE! ALL THE WAY 05B3! ALL THE WAY MILLENNIA! x) hearts. <3
*[smile pls.]*
-shir-
8:49 PM
Thursday, May 18, 2006Y
18/05/2006. *GPP.EoM.*
*poofs* pw is getting really tough luhs. =x GPP is still okes. i guess is the EoM thats the big trouble luhs. =x but we will strive through it aights? (: no matter whatever is going to lie ahead of us. im sure. we can do it. (: JIA YOU PPL! x) schools fine. and maths test was okes. started off for matrices. WOOHOOS! my fav topic. hahas. cos its easy. hurs hurs hurs. =p I day rehersal again tml. (: all the way ake. (: WE ARE GOING TO ROCK THE SCHOOL! hahas. we are always going that anwyays. wahahas. x) I HEARTS AKE! daddy low is sick. ): must take care lehs daddy! if not no one take care of me how? ): GET WELL SOON DADDY! x)
*[ive to be more alert.]*
-shir-
6:49 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006Y
17/05/2006. *hair.*
ooo. grace did my hair again today. (: hahas. its a new way of doing. lols. =p and clar also ask her to do it for her after she saw mine. lols. =p ake was great. (: we didnt follow the bus from bartley. cos need to go down and perform for a group of secondary school students. (: and im super nervous luhs. =x and clar was like saying. wait till I - day. lols. im excited for I - day sehs. =p lols. im mad. as usual! lols. =p pe was a little bad today. cos we did 8 rounds of warm up sias! =x legs tired. pespire madly. =/ rehersal again on friday. and OFF WE GO! x) my first institute day performance. JIA YOU!
*[i can do it.]*
-shir-
8:30 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006Y
15/05/2006. *just.*
got this urge to rush up this morning. =p but i didnt. have a pretty good control over myself hurhs. (:
school was okes. everything went on fine. at times. i really wonder. if im over soft hearted. im not determined in what i want to be. sighs. its okes. i guess. its just me. (: this ERC guy came over to encourage us to join this diploma in entrepreneur course. hurs hurs hurs. so many nowadays luhs. last week one from MDIS. and today. one from ERC. anymore? hahas! x)
COUNTING DOWN TO : GP MYE - 11 days. HOKKAIDO TRIP - 16 days. (:
*[controlled.]*
-shir-
6:47 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006Y
14/05/2006. *excited.*
ooo. im getting all excited! hahas. just read throught the itinery for my hokkaido trip. ahhhhs! i cant wait luhs. lols. =p and i was looking at the one for europe as well as america. gosh! i want to go! lols. =p hahas. im a holiday freak lahs. i love love love to travel. and look around. and shopping! YAYS! hahas. (: im so so so so SO EXCITED! (:
