Sunday, July 31, 2005Y
31/07/2005. *scratches = heart-broken*
was werking on my AQ just now.
and suddenly.look over at my hp.
saw the scratches on my phone
due to the "flying" and hitting on
the rooftop.
it just brings pain to my heart again.
the phone is barely one month old.
one month with me only.
and it suffer two falls.
and one major blow.
which left deep scratches.
mans.
im sads over it kaes?
super sads lahs.
i dunnoe how to tell that person
who did it that im sad.im angry.
but i realli m sad and angry.
im down in my mood.
and whenever i see the scars.
i drop rite down the pit again.
rite down.and cant climb up.
im devastated.
im disappointed.
i dunnoe wat to say abt it.
i just hope that the scratches and wear
can go off the nxt morning i wake up.
and hold onto a nice.brand new phone.
that i had one month ago.
i feel so darn sads over the accidents.
and im realli gonna cry.
out loud.
and i mean it.
:(
*[no matter what appears before me.
will nort make my mood any better.
nort even sweet smile i guess.]*
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31/07/2005. *boredom*
mans.this sunday is filled with
nth but boredom arhs. :s
gort nth to do.hahas! x)
but i did my mgt tutorials.so.
at least nort that bad.
hmmm.
my com have been on ferr the entire
afternoon wors.hahas!i didnt play!
i was just listening to music.
hahas!
listen until i fell aslp.
=p
wat a quiet sundae.
pe tml!
hope its nort mr ser again.
the trainings are 'psychotic'
and a total madness.
im toking about the trainings.
nort the person.
hahas! x)
"hua zhong dai ci". =p
*[cant wait to see eu badly.]*
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31/07/2005. *completed*
whees!
completed yangs chinese file lerhs.
hahas!sort of like a sense of
achievement arhs.hahas! x)
going to have steamboat ferr
dinner tonite.woots! x)
so long never had steamboat lerhs.
*hints hints*
hahas. :D
hmmm.gort lots of werk to finish.
better get going.lols! =p
*[its mondae tml.will eu be there?]*
Saturday, July 30, 2005Y
30/07/2005. *pariss international seafood buffet*
strongly recommend eu guys over
to tampines mall and try out
the restaurant arhs.
yeps.pariss international seafood
buffet.
just went there tonight.
and its pretty good.
hahas! x)
the food is rather unusual lahs.
cos gort dim sum together with
jap food.
and seafood somemore.
nice nice. x)
worth trying wors. :)
shall bring yang they all there
the nxt time we go there.
hmmm.hahas! x)
*[i care.ferr eu.]*
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30/07/2005. *"role of honours"*
went ferr ake practice todae.
okes lahs.nort too bad.
learnt a new song todae.
but didnt get to play lahs.
"over the rainbow".
nice nice. x)
and in the morning.
while waiting ferr sera,yc and sben.
me and cj went to the exams notice
board to see see look look.
and guess wat i saw?
under the "1 distinction achieved"
no. 34.
theres my name.
hahas! x)
"NG AI LI SHIRLEYWIJAYA".
A - CLA.
woots!
first time lahs.so was over the moon.
hahas! x)
and below me.is VEERA!
hahas.both of us gort distinction ferr
our A level mother tongue arhs.hahas!
and its only the two of us from 05B4.
whees!
we made 05B4 proud wors. x)
hahas.and only the two of us gort distinction
ferr A level mother tongue i suppose.
hahas! x)
alahs.todae i mood good.
hahas. x)
during ake practice.farid made fun lahs.
and liang kai oso.
liang kai pretty nice hur.
see me turn and look at the conductor
like difficult.
help me shift my angklung.hahas! x)
no doubt.ake is full of nice nice peeps.
:)
yang lehs?this yang arhs.
super gud lahs.
went to BC ferr the current affairs
preparation.and was in the library.
and msged me.
sae she saw sweet smile there.
studying wors. x)
hahas! x)
*[study hards.strive thru.]*
Friday, July 29, 2005Y
29/07/2005. *stressed*
life in MI is starting to get
pretty stressful wors.
even mr raj says that im stress
during the exam periods.
mr raj ask me to control myself.
and be less stressed.
he asked me to read up more.
and nort depend on the model essays
he give us.
and ask me to werk on my essays time
to time.
and i will improve.
he say i can make it. :)
everyone is stress.
so m i.
mood swings again.
*[eu are the one ive been looking ferr.
but eu are just nort mine.]*
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29/07/2005. *parents nite*
just came back from parents nite.
hmmm.quite a no. of ppl there wors.
at first i thot there isnt much people.
esp when theres like.three time slots.
but didnt expect there to have so
many people lahs.
hahas.when i was in my car.
saw sk there.hahas! x)
at the foyer.
then went over to the gym side.
saw shen.then went to the audi liaos.
went in.saw mr raj.
and mr raj came over to tok to my
marmie liaos.
he just say that im good and all.
hahas! x)
and mrs heng oso say im good.
mrs stef wong oso say im good.
hahas.in short.
all teachers say that im good. x)
and mrs stef wongs first sentence is...
"except ferr econs.theres nth bad."
hahas! x) i knew it. :)
and mrs wong say theres no complains
abt me.and im a gud girl.
*thans mrs wong.mr raj.and lao shi.*
hahas! x)
will continue to werk hards derhs.
and do well ferr my promos. :)
i will derhs!!!!!
wont let everyone who cares down. :)
esp.mr raj,lao shi,mrs wong,
marmie,and daddie. :)
i will werk hards derhs! x)
*[the more i noe abt eu.the deeper i fall.
fall onto eu.]*
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29/07/2005. *fergetful me*
im so god damn ferrgetful sias.
never bring this.
never bring that.
and last nite.
i actually ferrget about the chinese
dictation that im going to take todae.
*blurred* =/
luckily lahs.gort frens like yang,
wend and cais around to help me.
if norts arhs.
i sure die lahs! :s
schs fine.so far i mean.
tonight?
i dunnoe whether it will still be as
fine as it is this morning. :x
nort trying to be sacarstic or wat lahs.
but its like.parents meeting session?
in MI.first time wors.
sure gort jitters lahs. :p
dunnoe wat mrs stef wong is going to
tell my marmie later. =/
pretty worrying wors. :s
sweet smile cut hair again.
yes.again. =p
this time is realli short lahs.
super super super short.
surprised to see him in that hairstyle.
cos yesterdae.his hair is still long.
but todae. *taps* shorts.
but still as cute as ever.
as gud looking as ever. x)
yang say he maybe stress.
hahas.thats y keep cutting hair.
hahas! x)
hope its nort becos of stress lahs. :)
ake prac tml.
at 9am.
so.wat time do i have to wake up?
7.30.
early hur.on a sat mind eu. =p
*[no matter wat.eu are still eu. :) ]*
Thursday, July 28, 2005Y
28/07/2005. *hand whack*
mans.
while doing lunch time run todae.
i whacked my hand on the wall lahs.
and now its aching madly. :s
today pretty tough on my legs.
pe ran ferr six rounds.
and did two rounds of circuit trainings.
ferr lunch time.
ran five rounds.
with interval obstacles.
after that.
played a game.
i dunnoe wat its called.
but i laughed ferr most of the time lahs.
so i enjoyed it alot.
hahas! x)
omg!
mr azlan thot i was late this morning.
cos i walked past 05B5 after i went off
from the gym after meeting mr raj and
mr lai on behalf of yang.
hahas! x)
but in the fact.
i wasnt late lahs.
and mr azlan is a super - dee - duper nice
teacher lai derhs wors.
he may look fierce on the face.
but is actually super nice one.
hahas! x)
ms gan oso.
friendly.
can laugh with us.
and tok with us.
and crap with us as well!
and shes oso very caring. :)
did i mention that mr azlan is oso very
encouraging and motivating?
he encouraged me when i was running.
"four more weeks!and thats it!"
hahas.
nice rites?
in all.
all MI teachers are nice.
erm...
nort realli.
theres one.whom i dun tink so.
*bweahs* =p
no ake practice tml.
thank god.
cos my hand like that.
dunnoe whether can play or rather.
shake norts. :p
its sweet smiles time! x)
saw him in his class today.
*like finally!*
cos my first two periods free liaos mahs.
no chinese lessons.
change to wed. :)
so saw him there.studying.
and when i go change pe attire come out.
saw him in the canteen.
buying food.
*and sth horrible happened*
someone tried to "throw" me my phone.
and my "bao bei" flew out of the casing.
and hit the rooftop.
and came down in between yang and dunnoe who.
and there are FOUR major scratches and
damages on my phone.
BOOHOOS!
was so darn heartbroken lahs.
feel like shooting that person off.
but didnt.
cos firstly.
theres sweet smile.
and secondly.im nort at home.
im in sch.
dun want to malu myself in front of sweet smile.
orites.dun steer away.back to my sweet smile.
saw him again when i was going ferr mgt.
saw him coming down from the library block.
and YANG ALMOST BANG RITE INTO HIM!!!!!
=/
and yang say he said "sories".
but thats the first time i gort pretty close to him.
cos i brushed past him first before yang did.
hahas! x)
cais was like. "shir!shir!shir!"
and yang was like."shir.here he is!"
hahas.
i noe.i get excited.
and nervous and all.
but they make me feel more high.
hahas!
but i lurve it. x)
*[finally.eu are there.i caught eu since morning.]*
Wednesday, July 27, 2005Y
27/07/2005. *blisters*
mans.
i gort two blisters on my fingers.
one on each of my middle fingers.
damn pain arhs.
cos today.
while playing the angklung.
i forget to put tape arhs.
only until when i do warm up.
then notice i never put tape. :s
ake practice was okes todae.
played songs again.
and discussed abt our ake tee.
i didnt hand in my tee design.
cos i made two mistakes in it.
i mispelled "angklung" and "ensemble".
grave mistakes.
so didnt hand it in.
i oso dunnoe how to alter it lahs.
we all decided on s bens design.
hahas! x)
well.those who handed in the designs.
are all from BC arhs. :)
school was okes.
didnt do much lahs. :p
lots of things to be completed tonight.
so rushing against time. :p
didnt see sweet smile in school ferr two days lerhs.
wonder how is he.
saw eye candy when i hopped on the car.
still the same old him. :)
*[just one glance will do.]*
Tuesday, July 26, 2005Y
26/07/2005. *mgt of biz*
gort back my mgt paper today lerhs.
didnt do realli well lahs.
gort 32/65.
man.1/2 a mark more.and i pass.
hahas! x)
but i manage to clinch an A pass lahs.
which is sth to be happy about.
first try.can get A pass.
i realli very happy.
shall werk hards from todae.
and do better in the promos.
i will.
and.i will. :)
lunch time training is fun todae.
although the starting sucks lahs.
did 8 rounds of corridor run.
then played basketball.
hahas.
obviously.
i didnt play lahs.
i just stand there.and cheer them on.
hahas! x)
sharinee is a super farnie girl.
she can laugh and laugh and laugh.
hmmm.
i tink ive found my match.hahas!
did sth realli stoopid todae.
in the canteen.
took one of the bartley senior as tee wei.
hahas!
making yang sads.
and cais and wend are attacking me. :s
but i didnt realli mean anything lahs.
jus that that guy realli look like tee wei mahs!
then they say no!
and start to condemn me. :(
but i noe they just play play nias lahs.
and yang say.
if sweet smile was to walk down
into the canteen at that time.
shes sure that he will think:
"whos that girl?so crazee!"
hahas.
but im realli mad at that time arhs.
toking.
doing essay.
and rushing against time
to complete my essay.
cos im late ferr maths lesson.
so im a total mess.
hahas!
well.i realli tink of wat yang say lahs.
its going to be realli malu
when sweet smile walk down.
and see me in that state.
the state that i least
want him to see me in.
hahas! x)
didnt see him in sch todae.
dunoe if he came to sch lahs.
cos its raining super heavily todae. :x
tmls another day of hope. :)
ake practice tml at ttc.
only ferr the angklung players. :)
have to go memorise song scores lerhs.
:)
*[where have eu been?]*
Monday, July 25, 2005Y
25/07/2005. *pe sucks*
pe today sucks as usual lahs.
did excercise journal.
then do circuit trainings.
:s
lessons was pretty relaxing today lahs.
cos mrs stef wong is nort in sch.
so gort breaks breaks breaks.
and mr raj is nort coming tml.
cos he gort course.
so another day of breaks.
:)
gort back my econs essay today.
i failed lahs.
dun have to say. :x
part a.
gort 0/10 norhs.
cos im out of focus.
and part b?
i gort only 8/15.
cos nort enuf examples.
mr raj say too superficial.
:s
sweet smile?
only manage to glance a few times nias.
nort realli like see lahs.
just gort to catch short glances.
man.
i miss him.
=p
*[heard that?i miss eu.]*
Sunday, July 24, 2005Y
24/07/2005. *black pepper crab*
had black pepper crab ferr dinner todae.
:)
thats the only time eu will see me
eating loads and loads of crabs.
hahas!
x)
simply jus lurve black pepper crabs.
woots!
x)
long day at school tml.
shall strive thru yahs? :)
i will derhs.
wont ferrget wat i promise mr koh derhs.
:)
*[see eu tml.]*
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24/07/2005. *done!*
whees!
im done with my chinese file lerhs.
woohoos!
hahas. x)
lurve my end werk.
hahas.
filled with pictures.
and pictures.
and PICTURES!
hahas.
=)
hmmm.
have to go and settle my mgt tutorials lerhs.
alort to get done sias.
cos i haven do the small biz one yet.
=p
better get going lerhs.
tats!
xD
*[argh.i miss eu.]*
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24/07/2005. *chinese file*
good morning everyone.
surprised to see me here at this time?
dun be.
im just rushing out my chinese file.
thats all.
cos ive been sitting in front of the com.
and doing up my blog the entire afternoon.
i mean.
yesterdae's.
and im still nort done as yet.
best of luck to me hur.
=/
gort to go over to mrs lee's.
at 5.30pm.
cos i cant make it yesterdae.
gort ake practice mahs.
hees.
toked to huda online again.
shes realli a super dee duper nice mentor arhs.
lurve her to bits.
*muacks!*
*[just one more glance.]*
Saturday, July 23, 2005Y
23/07/2005. *new skin.new tagboard*
gort myself a new skin.
and a new tag board as well.
=)
hahas.
nice aye?
lurve the colours.
and the patterns arhs.
spent quite a long time on it.
=p
argh!
still haven do my chinese file yet!
its so darn difficult to get it done.
dunnoe y oso.
=/
*[i want to see eu smile.]*
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23/07/2005. *racial harmony 2005 [photos]*orites.this time.the photos are realli up lerhs.hees.so can go take a look yah? x)http://xxdrimworldxx.multiply.com/photos/album/1woohoos!i lurve the pics mans.hahas! x) im mad again.*[she who lurves him.]*
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23/07/2005. *ake practices*phew!didnt get to blog yesterday.cos my com was down. *uh oh* hahas.anyway.back today lerhs.so happie.hahas!x)sch was fine yesterdae.gort back my chinese A derhs lit paper.hahas!x) yerps.i tink i gort the highest bahs.i dunnoe.dun dare to make any comments.just in case it isnt. =p but i was realli over the moon.i gort 43/50.hahas!i passed!with flying colours. x) so darn happie. :) and i gort an A level pass liaos!woohoos!if this carries on.im going to pass promos.and be promoted to year 2.waaa!!! ;)the other highlight was of cos ake practice. :)the bus driver that drove us there gort the wrong road.and resulted in arriving later than expected.but no one was late ferr cca!cos its a fridae.hahas! x)ake practice was fine yesterdae.played 'the moon'.'chan mali chan'.and learnt 'if we hold on together'.gees.gort to noe that have to perform on the 12 or 13 of aug.at marina south.and on the 27/08.at lau pa sat.woohoos!my first outdoor performance wors.hahas!cos i never perform outdoors before.shall be a gud gud experience ferr myself. :) oh yah!and farid made me do counting when doing warm up.and i was pretty tired yesterdae.so my counting like want to die like that.hahas!but due to this counting thing.some ppl noe my name.hahas!like...liang kai?hahas!yah.he remembered my name.and when farid ask me to count.i see pearlynn and huda shooting their head back at me.and smiled.oooo.nice nice sweetie and comforting smile.hahas! x) and farid made me count twice!! :phave to go ttc today as well.oso ferr ake practice.reached pretty early.and saw hilmi. :) nice of him to ask if i want to go upstairs and wait.but i have to wait ferr yc and small ben.so.didnt go up until 9.30. :)learnt a new song today.'di-tanjung katong'.finished learning the whole song.and the last part of 'if we hold on together'.so.now.i have learnt 5 songs lerhs.hahas! x) im lurving ake more.and lurving practices more.hahas!i didnt made the wrong choice.i didnt. :)*[i saw my eye candy yesterdae! x) ]*
Wednesday, July 20, 2005Y
20/07/2005. *chinese A*gort back my cla paper todae.compo.i did pretty well ferr it.gort 24/35.hmmm.highest in class lahs.but mrs heng say."ai li de zuo wen hen hao.ke shi bei paper 2 la xia lai le.paper 2 hen cha"[shirley's compo is very good.but kena dragged down by the paper 2.paper 2 very bad.].whoa!when i hear that arhs.i noe my paper 2 sure gone case liaos.and its realli a goner.18/50.madness.i never ever fail chinese before derhs sias.this is the first and only time sias.super depressed and sad lahs!18/50 wors.nort 18/30.sigh.have been brooding over it since the time i gort my paper.yang say i look depressed.and sads.in fact.i realli do.never did so badly ferr my chinese before derhs norhs! :(i manage a pass ferr my gp. :) which is a good thing.and a bad thing at the same time lahs.cos its on the dot derhs pass lai derhs.nort realli very good. :s but will continue to try harder. :)class and cca photo taking today.hmmm.did my class derhs liaos.dunnoe when take cca derhs.or rather.will we be there ferr the cca photo.i oso dunnoe. :pwent ferr that toopid sgp heritage tour.and guess wat?its so darn boring and stupid lahs.went there.its just some boats and some boards to look at. :x totally nth to look at.nort even five mins.then see finish liaos.can go off.hahas! x) and thats wat bartley ppl did.hahas! x) went off after a while.cos theres realli nth to see lahs! :xand i saw xiao hao at suntec.i was toking to my sister on the phone.then i saw him.and i wave to him.he wave back.and looks like hes trying super hard to recall who am i.hahas!in the end.he called nancy.to confirm.hahas! xDits sweet smile time! :) saw him at assembly today.then when i finish gp.went to the canteen.and saw his bag outside the library.then saw him again when i finish lunch.he having his lunch and toking to his fren in the canteen as well.hees.so cute!saw him again when i was waiting ferr time to pass by and go to the gym before setting off to suntec.hees. ;)*[i miss the times when i can see eu in class.]*
Tuesday, July 19, 2005Y
19/07/2005. *brainwashing*hmmm.todae in sch.two teachers brainwash us continuously sias.erm.only applies to the mgt students lahs.first is ms gan.then mr raj.well.they did that ferr our sake lahs.so.we didnt realli mind norhs. :)todae is rachel dearie's birthdae wors.hahas! x) happie birthday sayang. :)*[hot.gorgeous.eu.]*
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19/07/2005. *maths 'ao'.econs drq*whees!pretty happie today arhs.mainly is becos of my maths results arhs.teehees.hmmm.gort back two papers today.econs drq and maths paper.econs lehs.i didnt do realli well lahs yah?i gort only 6.5/10.so its pretty saddening.and when mrs stef wong did the compre answers with us today.i was pretty "depressed" and like sad like that.upset ferr the results arhs. :( but after awhile.okes liaos. :pand.maths ao.hahas! x) was pretty satisfied with my results lahs.cos never get so high before.unless its e-maths.hahas!i top the class.yes.i did it. :) after so long.yerps!i made it!hahas!and i gort 75/100.hmmm.pretty okes lahs yah?but the angry thing is.I LOST 13.5 MARKS ALL THANS TO CARELESS-NESSAND THOSE UNNECESSARY MISTAKES!:x i was super angry with myself lahs!13.5 marks arhs.that can allow me to take a 88.5/100 sias.im that close to it okes? :ssuper sad.never mind.shall werk loads harder and aim ferr that marks yah?yah!ferr my PROMOS!hahas.shall be that mark ferr my promos. x)went ferr LTT today.and mr azlan made us run the corridors.six rounds.at different paces.was super tired and shagged after the run.while running.past by iggy's class.and i tink he gort back some papers.he looks.pretty sad. :( *its orites iggy.continue to werk hard okes? -hugs- hope eu are better now. :) *going ferr sgp heritage tour at suntec tml.and theres no ake practice.so didnt miss any.hees.how great.no missing of ake!woots! x)sweet smile!hes late ferr school again today.and i tink gort to do service arhs.cos he didnt go back to class after assembly. *oops* saw him again when i was going back to class.and saw him again.when i was about to go ferr mgt lecture. :) thats it.*[gorgeous bod.]*
Monday, July 18, 2005Y
18/07/2005. *gp paper 2.econs mcq*
im feeling so lousy today sias.gort back some papers todae.econs mcq.and gp paper 2.i failed my gp paper 2.i gort only 20/50.so bad sias. :( and my econs mcq.which im pretty confident of.is jus a meer pass.15/30.i feel so lousy.and so poor.all my hard werk.and this is wat i get. :( i oreadi tried very hard.or is it still nort hard enuf?i dunnoe. :(
gonna do better during the promos. :) thats wat i realli hope ferr.i werk harder now.till promos.hope to see some light.that will bring me thru year one. :)
pe today sucks to the core lahs.gort mr ser.hmmm.hes nice.he can joke and all.but the trainings are realli shitty.so tough!my legs are almost breaking lerhs. :shahas! x)
sweet smile!hmmm.mrs heng nort in sch ferr chinese lesson today.that makes me having 4 breaks in a row.so...gort the chance to slack around in the canteen.and enjoy scenery.and tok craps.hahas!and guess what?during my chinese period.the first period.its sweet smile recess!since i gort no lesson today.so.yang,wend and cais accompany me and sit in the canteen!hahas.so nice of them.and i have to agree.sweet smile's a big eater. :)but he dun look fat.hes too fit.hees. *ooo.* and his second round of eating.he was like.sitting right in front of me!hahas.with his back against me arhs.and he sits right behind cais.hees.but i dun seem to care.we still joke.tok and laugh.hahas! x) yerps!being crazee. :) my lurve. :p
*[im mad.when i see eu smile.]*
