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Thursday, March 31, 2005Y

30/03/2005. ooo.prezzies.hahas.got a number of prezzies from my dearest frens and family.thans loads ppl.lurve eu guys tuh the core!muacks! x)
lalalalalala.tml ish gonna be a fun dae.hahas!i am determined tuh make it a fun dae.and i am going tuh make it a fun dae.hahas. xD
my new class!05B4.hees.mrs stephanie wong ish my home tutor.so good.hees.and mr raj really remembers me.hehes.mr koh ish going tuh teach maths at AO level.hees.hope tuh get him arhs.hahas.mish his lessons.mish his laughters.woots! xD
going over tuh toh tuck campus on this fridae ferr house meeting.and next wednesdae ferr cca open house.sigh.that campus again.gives me a farnie feeling again. :s
saw my sweet smile todae!hahas.i was getting readi tuh proceed tuh the audi ferr my mass lectures.when i saw him coming down from the library side.hmm.he just finish his papers bahs.hees. x)

30/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[sories ps dear.sk dear.and wei kang dear.i cant make it down tuh punggol this fridae.i am realli sories.i promise.tuh realli make up kaes?sometime again.when i am realli free.i promise. :) ]*

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30/03/2005. quite long never update lerhs.hees.anyway.orientation has oreadi ended.ended well.ended great.ended super best. x)
orientation on the last dae was fun!hahas! xD iggy used his butt tuh write the word "sexy".and man.he's real cute doing it.hahas!sk almost became a "gay" dancer.cos a guy from my OG asked him tuh dance.hahas!the best part was i tink the MI dance.hehes.we did like three continuous times ferr the finale.woohoos!best!legs were super damn tired.but.i had real fun.OG4 didnt receive forfeit on the last dae.which ish realli sth tuh be proud of.hees. x) the mr and miss MI tingy was real cool.although.its not as "high" as during the pae arhs.hahas.we chose fatah and rauldha *dun realli noe how tuh spell* as our rep.and they won!hahas! xD fatah did a really great job by acting realli sissy.hahas! x)
iggy knew i bluffed him.hahas! :p iggy.its fun!hahas!well.yeah.my OG was caught.but never mind.at least.eu believed me in the first place.hees.thanks ferr the fun! x)
lyvia!i lurve eu!hahas.lyvia ish cute.so nice.lurve her dimples.so kawaii nehs.hees.anyway.orientation as a whole was awesome.the last two daes was the highlight.its realli noisy.and thats the way it ish.hahas! xD

30/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[oops.mished the chance of saeing : happy belated birthdae, sweet smile. x) ]*

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Tuesday, March 29, 2005Y

28/03/2005. man.i am actually feeling stressed now.when school has yet tuh even start properly.sigh.chan choo ish really making me stress like mad.those essay plans are choking me.those essay plans are making me blur.those essay plans are making me crazee!argh! :'(
i feel so useless at times.i am oreadi turning 17.yet i am still so dependent on my marmie and daddie.and i really seems tuh cant stay away from them.argh! :s
btw.some good news tuh brighten up my dae.or rather night.hmm.i saw sweet smile todae!hahas.he got morning papers.so saw him attending the morning assembly.and before i learn my MI dance.he was getting ready tuh go home i tink.and saw him lingering in the gym.hees.muacks!its his birthdae tml. *if that info ish accurate.*

28/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[i am still positive.and moving on.]*

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28/03/2005. ooo.orientation was best todae!hees.had loads of fun. xD the people are toking.the people are mixing together.there's NOISE in the gym.which ish like finally.hees.and this ish they real type of orienatation that i have been looking forward tuh all these while.todae ish realli best.best tuh the core! x)
started off with ice-breaker games during our OG period.hees.we played "whacko".and fatha,justin and jia quan was asked tuh do forfeit.cos they were 'whacked' three times.hahas! xD
did the MI dance too!throughout the whole dance tingy.i was with tessa *punggol derhs tessa* until hafizah changed our partners.and i ended up with a malay boy.feel like farnie while dancing with him.dunnoe y. :s but in the end.i am with tessa again.hees.
played quite a no. of games in the gym oso.erm."tangled hands"."stand in a line"."bombing game".yeah.and in the "stand in a line" game.we are supposed tuh line up from the youngest tuh the oldest.and i happen tuh land in the october zone.so.when iggy was checking.justin signalled tuh me tuh sae that i am born in october.hahas! xD and iggy believed.hmm. :)
ooo.did frenship dance oso.hehes.my first partner was jia quan.then change change.become akbar.hees.we are supposed tuh like intro ourselves tuh our new partner.and when i am with akbar.he was like : "hahas.i noe eu.and i noe where eu are from." hahas!so nice.hahas! xD
after the frenship dance.we played "circle of life".we are supposed tuh be in a tight and close circle.and then sit on each others' lap.and then walk.its tough arhs.but fun.hees. x)
thats like.the summary arhs.dun wish tuh tok too much.hahas.but todae ish realli fun. x)

28/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[happy birthdae tuh ps dear.eu are one year older lerhs wors.muacks!ai ni wooo.hahas! xD ]*

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Monday, March 28, 2005Y

27/03/2005. hmm.i seems tuh be having afternoon naps recently.and i am so super tired.maybe becos i have been staying up late ferr the past few nites.and last nite.i slept at 2am.hahas!was toking tuh akbar and komala online.until i like.realli ferrget the time.hahas! xD
its different todae.have tuh sleep early.there's school tomorrow.and i hope.realli hope.tomorrow will be a better orientation dae.and the jae people will realli be more "alive".enuf of the "dead" situation faced during orientation.they jus got tuh tok.and i am going tuh have fun.real fun. x)

27/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[w00ts!ps derhs birthdae ish tml wors.hees.thats so fast.and he's oreadi one year older.oh yeah!sweet smile derhs birthdae ish oso coming right after ps derhs.ooo.hahas.so many birthdaes.]*
*[i am making it a point tuh go back tuh punggol this fridae.tuh give out prezzies.hahas.i will be santa ferr the dae again. ^thats wat venus saes when i gave out chocos tuh iggy,sk,lynn,venus herself and belinda^.hahas!santa at werk!hees.oso tuh see my cadets arhs. ^shir ish gonna drag yz,karen and diane along!hahas!^ xD ]*

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27/03/2005. lalala.jus now in the afternoon.auntie yu zhen came over.and passed me prezzie.hees.thats my first prezzie.well.it comes pretty early.but.never mind lahs. :) they bought me a necklace set with a pair of ear rings. *heart shaped derhs wors* and a watch. *heart shaped too* muacks tuh eugene and family.thans loads! xD
hees.marmie fried chicken wings ferr dinner tonight.and oso some seafood tingy.dunnoe wats the name.hees.nice nice wors.had a really gud dinner.but sad arhs.marmie and daddie never join us tonight.cos they have tuh go out ferr dinner with grandpa. :x never mind.daddie and marmie bringing me out ferr dinner tomorrow wors.hees.tuh celebrate early b'dae.cos daddie have tuh go ferr work on wed lerhs. x)
watched kindred spirit jus now.man.jing chuan admit into hospital lerhs.but i never get tuh watch wat happen.sigh.thats so sad. :(

27/03/2005. *food ferr thought*.
*[the greater the obstacle.the more glory in overcoming it. :) ]*

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27/03/2005. decided tuh be a gud girl.and stayed at home tuh work on chan choo derhs homework.poof!so many articles tuh be read and search up the meanings.guess.this will keep me busy ferr the whole afternoon bahs. :p
nancy dar dar seems tuh be sad sad again lerhs wors.poor thing.owaes sad sad becos of other ppl.dar arhs.dun be sad lerhs kaes?smile wors.me here sayang eu arhs.stick by eu ferrever derhs kaes?dun sad lehs. :D muacks!hugs!better?hees. x)

27/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[boo!hahas. xD jus a little way too bored.hees.]*

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Sunday, March 27, 2005Y

26/03/2005. ta dah!!here ish 'tong hua' derhs lyrics wors.hees.nice nice song.ooo.listening tuh it.make me feel.realli.in love.hahas! xD but hors.its in han yu pin yin arhs.hees. x))

tong hua.

wang le you duo jiu.
zai me ting dao ni.
dui wo shuo ni.
zui ai de gu shi.
wo xiang le hen jiu.
wo kai shi huang le.
shi bu shi wo you.
zuo cuo le shen me.

ni ku zhe dui wo shuo.
tong hua li dou shi pian ren de.
wo bu ke neng.
shi ni de wang zi.
ye xu ni bu hui dong.
cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou.
wo de tian kong.
xing xing dou liang le.

wo yuan bian cheng.
tong hua li.
ni ai de na ge tian shi.
zhang kai shuang shou.
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni.
ni yao xiang xin.
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li.
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju.

ni ku zhe dui wo shuo.
tong hua li dou shi pian ren de.
wo bu ke neng.
shi ni de wang zi.
ye xu ni bu hui dong.
cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou.
wo de tian kong.
xing xing dou liang le.

wo yuan bian cheng.
tong hua li.
ni ai de na ge tian shi.
zhang kai shuang shou.
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni.
ni yao xiang xin.
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li.
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju.

wo yao bian cheng.
tong hua li.
ni ai de na ge tian shi.
zhang kai shuang shou.
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni.
ni yao xiang xin.
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li.
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju.

wo hui bian cheng.
tong hua li.
ni ai de na ge tian shi.
zhang kai shuang shou.
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni.
ni yao xiang xin.
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li.
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju.

yi qi xie.
wo men de jie ju.

=end=

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26/03/2005. boring!argh!okes.i oreadi tell marmie about the over expectations.and the toopidly fast pace that chan choo ish going at.and marmie ask me tuh tell her myself.oops.thats gonna be real havoc.cos i cant realli like express myself tuh teachers like how i express myself tuh frens.hahas!they are like two totally different group of people.sigh. :s

26/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[happy easter people! x)) ]*

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26/03/2005. wat the hell.i am actually bored on a saturdae nite?erm.okes.this ish not the first time liaos.sigh!but i am realli bored.i noe.i am supposed tuh be working on the two essay plans that chan choo asked me tuh do.and my o my.her expectations are realli high.she ish stuffing me with year two work.when i am like.year one in MI?!man.this ish realli getting tough.and she ish coming down pretty hard on me.hmm.wat should i do?i dunnoe.maybe.i should tell marmie bahs.sigh.she ish realli giving me pressure on gp sehs.and mind eu.i have yet tuh start school proper!well.unnecessary stress ish supposed tuh be out.while i try my very best.tuh enjoy my orientation.argh.i doubt.i will enjoy it as much as i do during the pae. *boohoos* i mish the pae people!get the msg clear.pae people.OG5.05B9.ah!!!!the bunch of "crazee" people i have met in 05B9!those people who will accompany me tuh the gym just tuh see sweet smile do pe on mondae.i mish them hell loads.realli.hell loads. :(

26/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[i just feel so small.so small.]*

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26/03/2005. woots.went tuh an easter celebration with nancy jus now.it was real fun.hees.and i mean it.although.the starting of the programme was full of singing.and still singing.hahas.well.it was fun. x)
met nancy at 12.30pm at the stairways of the indoor stadium.and i almost lost my way.hahas.cos i cant find nancy.hees.but in the end.we managed tuh get together at the north entrance.and we had our lunch there.sitting down.hees! xD after that.we waited.at about 1.45pm.we started tuh move in.and soon.we are inside.we waited.and we managed into the stadium. x) found seats.and nancy's fren came.a guy called nicholas. *hmm.he's a very quiet person. :) but he's nice lahs. x) * then later.diane called.and while i was talking tuh diane on the phone.another fren of hers came.erm.no no.should be her leader.yeah.by the name of yan chao. *if i never remember wrongly arhs.* he gave me a choco bar as a welcome gift.hees.so nice of him yeah?oh yeah!did i mention that i saw her brother too?!man.they dun look alike.hahas! xD oh yeah!i met nancy derhs leader.erm.the "bigger" one.yeah.ferrget her name.but she's pretty!hahas.realli nice lady too. xD
yeah.they sang.i watch them sing.the play on the whole easter thingy was rather okes.but some of the make up seems gross. *no offence tuh eu guys ppl.* yeah.then came the praying part.and yan chao invited me down tuh the bottom.and the people prayed.yan chao asked me tuh just close my eyes.so i did.hees.and yeah.the pastor prayed and like.tuh wash off all sins bahs.i not realli sure arhs. :p yeah.then.yan chao and nancy helped me tuh pray too.hees.so nice of them! :) after that.went back tuh my seat.and the whole thing ended pretty soon after we reach our seats arhs.it ended off by showing like.erm.sicks are cured after ppl pray ferr them.yeah.i dun realli noe how come.but its a real eye opener ferr me. :)
after that.time tuh go off.so yeah.nancy led me out.and yan chao keep thanking me.i dunnoe y.hahas!well.i feel like pai sehs.cos ppl are like thanking me ferr coming.hahas! xD
well.todae ish fun.and yeps.met new ppl.hahas!nice ppl.yeah.and XIAO HAO NEVER GO!hmph!ask me go.then never go himself.hmph!but.never mind.i still enjoyed myself.hees!

26/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[thans nancy dar.ferr bringing me there.and have fun.thans yan chao and nancy ferr praying ferr me.and thans nancy derhs bro and her leader.ferr welcoming me.hees.i seems tuh be thanking ppl all around.thats so nice.hahas! xD ]*

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Saturday, March 26, 2005Y

25/03/2005. i am not a spoilt brat arhs.i changed bed sheets todae wors.hees.all four beds kaes?!hees.this goes tuh show.i do housework wors.hahas! *nancy dar dar arhs.cannot sae me spoilt brat liaos arhs. :p * nanny nanny poo poo.hahas! xD
50 more minutes.before chan choo comes.counting down tuh the time she ish gonna show me my beautiful essay.hahas!and i am going tuh show her my beautiful compo draft.and my beautiful compre derhs corrections.hahas! xD this ish gonna be fun.hehes. :p

25/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[pls kindly add in " " ferr the beautiful.hahas! xD ]*

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25/03/2005. whoos.public holidae todae wors.thot ish a dae ferr me tuh relax tuh the fullest.but didnt expect chan choo tuh change tuition tuh todae.sigh.guess there goes my relaxing dae liaos. :p actually not arhs.1pm tuh 2.30pm.hmm.still got the rest of the dae arhs.hahas! xD better try tuh complete my tuition homework earlier.hees.then nxt week can enjoy again. :)
*poof* two more daes of orientation.then three continuous days of mass lectures.man.i guess.it will be the same stuffs bahs.this time round.have tuh let go of poa.and pay attention tuh management.can never believe it.i am actually doing mob.argh!i am so a not business person wors!sigh.no choice lahs.have tuh give up on maths C and geog ferr the sake of my chinese.ooo.i better do well ferr chinese.if not i am going tuh regret ferr the rest of my life man! :x

25/03/2005. *food ferr thought*.
*[the way i see it.if eu want the rainbow.eu got tuh put up with the rain. (: ]*

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Friday, March 25, 2005Y

24/03/2005. argh!no more toh tuck campus ferr me please!argh!
todae.went tuh toh tuck campus ferr orientation arhs.at first.we are like so excited.and when the OGLs are collecting the subject combination forms rite.time like pass so quickly sias.and we are like so eager tuh get tuh toh tuck tuh see the school and stuffs.on the bus.me and tessa chatted about a lot of things.and i realli have tuh sae.this ish realli the first time we realli tok so much. :) its realli nice tuh tok tuh her arhs.hees.we laughed and joked.hahas! x)
when we reach there arhs.once i step into the school.i suddenly like.my mood drop sias.dunnoe y.just like.see the SCs there.i suddenly oso become no mood liaos norhs.the SCs are like so fierce.so not friendly derhs!so not like bartley norhs.SCs in bartley are like so super nice.so super friendly.so super cosy when with them eu noe.but when i see the SCs in toh tuck arhs.the frenly feeling ish totally not there sias. :x
and we didnt have much time ferr eating too.and i was like starving from morning till i reach home.didnt catch breakfast this morning oso!i was practically growling.and i realli almost faint.tired.restless.hungry.argh!feeling like yikes. :x
bought my school uniform liaos.hees.bought only one set nias.cos i scared the size not fitting arhs.like a little way too big.hahas!become quite baggy.hahas! xD if can wear liaos.want tuh go on wed tuh buy another set arhs.just two sets should be more than enuf i guess.if i remember tuh throw my uniform into the pail arhs.hahas! x)
had tuh play games with the toh tuck campus people todae.and i am in OG 8 over in toh tuck arhs.so.have tuh get tuh noe them.then we are suppose tuh intro ourselves.but we just dun bother tuh go remember their names.hees.so when playing the games and nid tuh noe toh tuck ppl derhs name.and vice versa.when its our turn.we are like.wats eur name stuffs.hahas! xD then.i got sabo-ed by lynn norhs.cos the toh tuck guy dunnoe the bartley ppl derhs name.then he ask lynn ferr namelist.and lynn cant find the list.so she tell that toh tuck guy my name. :s then i am supposed tuh chase that guy and catch that guy tuh prevent him from getting my seat.then the toh tuck OGL help me.and lynn and jonathan cheered me on.hees.so nice of lynn and jonathan rite?moreover.i dun realli noe jonathan.and he actually like "go shirley.go shirley.come on." hahas.so sweet and nice of them. *thans lynn and of cus jonathan! ;) *
whees!something happy happen todae wors!hees.i saw my sweet smile!hahas!i was bringing tessa,riccia,amala and amala derhs fren tuh the library there derhs toilet.then i walk pass his class.hees.saw him in his class.hahas!so cute!he doing his work.hahas. xD very long never see him lerhs.and saw him coming into the gym ferr morning assebly.hees.and i saw him sitting down.and standing up.ooo.i am going crazee again.lalalalalala.sweet smile! x)

24/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[no more toh tuck ferr me please.unless ish ferr cca purpose.i wouldnt want tuh go there again.i just feel so unsecured. :x ]*

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Thursday, March 24, 2005Y

23/03/2005. ooo.how nice tuh have seniors around eu.its like a fortunate thing.hahas.maybe becos.last time.back then in secondary school.we are the oldest.and we are people derhs seniors.now.we are people derhs junior.the feeling ish like wow.best.hahas! xD
alamak!dunnoe why sias.my two legs like turn wobbly and are aching like mad.i didnt realli walk or even run todae arhs.must be those steps in school.hahas!make my legs too tired lerhs.hahas!after one week never climb.then leg cannot tahan.never mind.i am going tuh climb those flights dunnoe how many thousand times lerhs.hees.so will get use tuh it all over again.hahas! xD

23/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[i mish my sweet smile. x) ]*

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23/03/2005. okes.orientation todae ish okes lahs.its quite fun norhs.just that.the people seems so "dead".and they seem like they dun fit in anywhere.so quiet.so not happening.its so super different from the pae batch.so crazee.so hyper.so happening.so screamy!there ish realli no sound derhs norhs.until the last part "paint me a picture" then there ish a little voice.sigh.its supoosed tuh be fun rite?!but it just became so dull.definitely nth tuh do with the councillors arhs.they are doing fine.just that the jae batch are realli quiet.even when sk did the pole-dance.totally not like the pae batch.we go so realli crazee and ppl are screaming.cheering.and all those.sigh.just feel not so rite without the pae people. :x
without my usual gang.realli felt so uneasy.cos like everydae.come tuh school.then they will be there.either earlier or later than eu.but eu noe.they are bound tuh come.just that the timing ish not so accurate.but they are sure tuh come.but todae.i actually felt lost.they are not there.and i am like suddenly so alone.until i saw lynn in the morning.and she gave me this realli big hug that i realli appreciate it.at the very very least.i noe.there ish someone there.i actually noe.and can tok tuh. *thans lynn* :)
when comes the usual routine.subject talks.ice breaker.things which i have oreadi gone thru before in the pae orienataion.its not boring at all.its actually more apprehensible.i can like understand more and noe more.and i noe wat tuh do next.and wats going tuh happen. :) this ish probably the advantage of the pae students who are staying in MI bahs. :)
sigh.but nehs.the subject combinations available ferr us this time round.not realli gud ferr me arhs.i dun realli have a combination that realli fits me in eu see.i want tuh study A level chinese arhs.then there ish only one combination ferr this course.and that ish the combination of econs and management together with A level chinese arhs.then i cant take maths C and A level geog liaos.sigh.have tuh take maths at AO level.sad sias.but never mind lahs.just have tuh strive through these three years.and make it tuh the Uni.the rest.wont matter anymore.as long as i am able tuh reach my target of being a chinese teacher.i will realli be more than satisfied. :)
as ferr cca wise.i still cant make up my mind on what tuh choose.bowling?!tennis?!badminton?!its just so messy up there in my brain.hahas.seems tuh be having so many many things up there in my brain.hahas.actually.i am just bothered by my subject combination.sigh. :'(

23/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[i mish nancy.yz.yi ting.wendy.jia hui.i mish them so much. :'( realli feel like crying out loud.realli loud. :'( ]*
*[didnt get tuh see sweet smile todae wors.sigh. :x ]*
*[things seems tuh not be in my way.i dun seem tuh fit into any situation. :'( ]*
*[happy birthdae tuh myself. *chinese b'dae* :) ]*

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005Y

22/03/2005. argh!y all mechanic stuffs so easy kena problems derhs?!first ish my com.then now my mp3.can get stuck.then cannot off.cant upload songs.argh!then cannot be fully charged after one full dae!this ish getting irritating and i am totally getting frustrated over these mechanics!toopid mechanics! :x
ah.i cannot get irritated or frustrated wors.tml go school lerhs.hahas.cant help but be excited.although.the things we are going tuh do tml.will be more or less the same ferr the nxt week and daes.hahas. xD
heard from venus that there are 28 pae students staying in millennia wors.hees.so nice.at least.get tuh see some farmiliar faces.hahas.wont be so bored.hahas. x)
getting realli gaga over 'tong hua' by guang liang liaos wors.hahas.but i cant upload it into my mp3 sias.so sickening! :x

22/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[cant wait ferr tml tuh come.hahas. x) ]*

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22/03/2005. ooo.i got into MI.okes.i oreadi made a big proclamation about it in my previous entry.hees.no choice arhs.way too happy liaos.hahas! xD
both tessa and cheryl got into MI too.yeah.thats a good thing tuh cheer ferr too wors.got companion liaos.tml will be orientation lerhs.hope i dun get bored out ferr the next few daes and next week.gonna do the same old stuffs.orientation.mass lectures and learning the MI dance.learning the dance shall be the best part of all i guess.its gonna be fun.hahas. x) love the dance.so cool! xD
hmm.actually planned tuh go tuh the gym just now after going tuh hougang mall derhs.then suddenly got headache.and oso feel super sleepy.so came home.and slept.felt much much better now.at least the splitting headache ish gone.the tiredness ish still there arhs.sigh.of cos tired.woke up at 7.20am tuh go online wors.and slept pretty late last night.not enough sleep sias.tonight must realli sleep early lerhs.must conserve energy tuh go ferr orientation.hees.wonder who will be my OGLs hors.hmm.will noe tml liaos.hahas. :D
getting excited ferr school tml!new life.new start.everything ish new again.new frens tuh be made.new things tuh face in life.hope this year goes on well ferr me yeah?! x)

22/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[happy birthdae tuh tessa.see eu in school tml arhs.at the foyer!remember.hahas!]* (ps. will she see this anyway?!hahas! xD)

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22/03/2005. yeah!i got into MI!MI bartley!hahas.thats my best birthdae gift i can ever give myself now lerhs.i wont ask ferr more.its realli a good present ferr myself.so happy. xD update later bahs.i dunnoe wat tuh sae.or rather dunnoe how tuh express my utmost happiness.hees! x)

22/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[from now on.till the end.i will work hard.harder than others.harder than anyone else.cos i want tuh excel.and prove tuh ppl who are up there so high.that i can do it.as much as they can. :) ]*

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005Y

21/03/2005. school was pretty boring and dry ferr us todae.as usual.not many pre u 1s turn up in school. :s the chinese teacher and gp teacher all never come tuh school.so had onli maths and econs lessons.we did nth lahs of cos.and we talked.crapped.thats all. :s not realli fun arhs.and seeing the people around me leaving MI.and embarking ferr their future endeavours.i cant help being sad and happy at the same time.well.parting ish just part of life bahs.and i noe.we will owaes get tuh meet up once in a while.and even catch up on one another on msn derhs. :)
heard from mr raj that the total enrolment ferr the jae pre u 1s ish 252.hahas.they expected 250.and there are two additional ones popping out.hahas. xD well.looking forward tuh the orientation.hope i will enjoy it arhs.and of cos.noe more frens.and be able tuh adapt once again.tuh MI.and the people i am going tuh meet. :) hope all goes on well ferr muis yeah?! :)
bought mois sports shoes liaos.pink and grey derhs.mix mix lahs.more of grey.then a little pink pink derhs.new model.nike brand.women running shoes.hahas.nice nice nice.hahas!love it. x)
argh.getting gastric pains these few daes.and i oreadi avoid gassy drinks.and am surviving on self-made ribena,cold icy water and pokka green tea.hees.but still.the pain comes.dunnoe wats wrong with it.hahas. xD maybe too hungry lerhs bahs.hees.have sort of been skipping meals.cos too lazee want tuh go find food.hahas. :p

21/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[happy birthdae tuh my dearest didi wei kang.lurve eu loads. xD muacks! and tuh sophia too!happy birthdae! *lalalalalala* ]*

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Monday, March 21, 2005Y

20/03/2005. hees.changed a new blog song liaos loos.hahas.have been searching ferr this piano piece ferr very long liaos.finally found it.actually.didnt thought of being able tuh find this piano piece.wanted tuh use wang xin lin derhs 'honey'.hees.but in the end.managed tuh find 'marriage d'amour'.so put that song on lors.hahas.enjoy arhs.

20/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[marriage d'amour : marriage in a drim.]*

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20/03/2005. phew.finally.got the load of mois heart.met hafiz.and passed him the notes.he might not go tuh school tml arhs.so.have tuh look out ferr him.if he never go.have tuh get him maths notes.help must help tuh the end mahs.hees. x) erm.his colonge or perfume arhs.quite strong arhs.hahas!so like.can smell.hahas! xD no offence hafiz.hahas! xD
watching mois dearest 100% senorita again.hahas.chasing ferr that show.since last nite.2 more down.and 6 more tuh go.starting on mois disc 24 liaos.and the exciting part ish here again.alahs.the whole show ish exciting norhs.hahas!so no difference lahs.just that.some part may get a little boring.but overall.best!realli best.fei yang and xiao feng in the end like princesses like that.how nice. x)

20/03/2005. *food ferr thought*.
*[your talent ish god's gift tuh eu.what eu do with it ish eur gift back tuh god.]*

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20/03/2005. managed tuh drag mois self out of bed at 9.30am.hahas.not easy sias.especially when i slept like at 2.30am.near tuh three wors.hahas!now.waiting ferr hafiz tuh call now.then can go meet him liaos.he have tuh remember tuh call muis wors.if not.later i have tuh go out again.then cant go meet him again. :s
hees.now on scv showing the show "wu ming tian shi 3D".sias lahs.mois fav show wors.hahas.lalas.going tuh watch it now lerhs wooo.before i go meet hafiz.hahas! x)

20/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[nth tuh sae now.hahas! xD ]*

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Sunday, March 20, 2005Y

20/03/2005. oreadi a new dae lerhs wors.and i am still awake.hees.trying tuh finish watching 100% senorita.only at disc 22 nias sias.hahas.still got 8 more discs tuh go.hope can finish all by latest tml arhs.dun want tuh drag ferr too long. :)
whoa.so late liaos.dunnoe whether tml can wake up onorts.sigh.have tuh make time tuh meet hafiz tml morning arhs.he want tuh take the maths notes arhs.hope i can wake up wors.hees.cannot like delay again liaos wors. :x very pai sehs tuh like delay again sias. :x
poor fei yang.sigh.the story ish so saddening.sigh.but thank god.in the end.its a happy ending.yeah!happy ending again!lalalala.i just love sad stories.with final happy ending. :) hope.i can find mois happy ending soon too. x)

20/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[tinking about eu.and eur smile.]*

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19/03/2005. hees.here i am again.tuh blog.yeah.i have been blogging alot todae.no choice.have tuh do some stuffs on the com.then just decided tuh blog.hahas! xD
went ferr dinner just now.and we had steamboat.lalalala.very long never eat steamboat from that stall lerhs wors.every since we shifted tuh punggol and back.guess.about 3 years lerhs bahs.yeah.sudden urge tuh want tuh go there.so.yeah.we went there.and had our fill. :)
after dinner.went tuh look at toh tuck campus.hahas.supposed tuh go locate the new site.but in the end.we ended up looking at toh tuck campus.rather dark arhs.so cant realli see much.just street lights.and still street lights along the way.when we reach the campus.i was like wow-ing.it looks so big.hahas.and i managed tuh take a glance at the canteen.yeah.so different from the one at bartley.hahas! xD but never mind lahs.all the same. :) *self console* :p
time tuh mug on chan choo derhs hw liaos.hees. x)

19/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[when can i see mois sweet smile?!hees.mondae!pe dae!lalalalalala.]*

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19/03/2005. whees!got mois song up once again lerhs wors.happy!yeah.perfect blog.nice blog.wonderful job.lalalalalalalalalalala.hahas.i turning crazee liaos.hees. xD

19/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[i am still waiting.waiting ferr eu.tuh turn around.and look at muis once more.acknowledge muis as a fren.and nth else.let bygones.be bygones.i will never ask ferr more from eu.other than.saeing hi when eu see muis around. :) i will be more than satisfied.realli. :) ]*

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19/03/2005. lalalala.feel so cleansed now.hees.went tuh auntie hui zhen there ferr facial.now.look brighter.cleaner too.hahas.too bad arhs.i got rather oily skin.have tuh visit the toilet now and then.tuh prevent it from getting way too oily.hahas! xD
saw this cedar girl who studied in millennia ferr the PAE.dunnoe wat xian one.erm.no offence arhs.just that.i dunnoe her name.sorries. :p she walking towards the overhead bridge.hees. :)

19/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[hees.i just get so excited whenever i am going tuh bishan.hees. x) ]*

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19/03/2005. y hasnt hafiz called?he said in the morning rite?!its oreadi near tuh noon.i feel like slapping mois head on the pillow and go ferr another sleep before i go out with mommie at 2pm.sigh.nvm.i shall wait on.and do mois cross stitching at the same time.hees.i am crazee over cross stitching again.lols! xD
chan choo ish now downstairs.and i dun dare tuh go down.later she ask muis.whether i have done her hw or anything.or want tuh put the tuition dae earlier or wat.then i dunnoe wat tuh sae.hees. :p
ooo.school posting ish out on tuesdae instead of wed wors.its out at 8am.and i dun have tuh go tuh school on that dae.how sad. :x then have tuh report tuh the new school *ferr JCs and MI ppl only arhs* by 7.30am on wed.orite.there it goes.proper school life ish here ferr muis.and it mark the start of having tuh work hard and do well.thats mois birthdae wish i guess.god marmie owaes ask muis tuh wish ferr as many As as i can.and in the end.i only managed one A1.sigh.mois e maths derhs A1 oso fly.hahas! :D

19/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[cant wait ferr mondae tuh come.its pe dae! xD ]*

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19/03/2005. still waiting ferr hafiz tuh call.and i can send him his notes.toopid blur muis.promise tuh send him and nazatul their maths notes.and i actualli completely forget about the entire thing!until yesterdae hafiz was like calling muis.asking muis about it.and so "suay".mois scanner went all the way cock up.and cant scan.dunnoe wat parallel tingy.aiyah!i dunnoe lahs.so.went tuh photocopy it.actually.wanted tuh send it over tuh hafiz by mail.tuh his house.but he suggested meeting up.since we both stay in potong pasir.aint that difficult tuh locate one another lahs.hees. :) alah.all thans tuh mois sotong - ness.make hafiz come all the way.tuh just get the notes.sigh!y am i so blur derhs?! :s
watched mtv just now.listened tuh jay chou derhs 'qing tian' and 'dao dai'.nice nice nice.and oso wang xin lin derhs 'honey' and 'ai ni'.jolin derhs 'ai qing san shi liu ji'.and 5566 derhs 'shou hou'.and now.there ish nth tuh watch on the tv.hahas! xD

19/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[i still want tuh sae.i mish eu. :x ]*

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Saturday, March 19, 2005Y

18/03/2005. whoa!happy ending wors.hees.nice nice show. x)

18/03/2005. *food ferr thought*.
*[it ish more blesses tuh give than tuh receive. x) ]*

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18/03/2005. ooo."eu are the one" final episode todae wors.hees.quite nice arhs the show.catching it now.and doing mois blog.hees! x)
tomorrow ish gonna be a lazee dae ferr muis.hees.supposed tuh do chan choo derhs homework one.i tink.i shall do a little bit arhs.then can slack a bit more nxt week.sigh.dunnoe whether want tuh go tuh school on tuesdae onort lehs.like not many ppl go sias.then if i go alone.thats gonna be realli scary.i dun want sias! :x hope got ppl go with muis arhs.at least.got someone.tuh pei muis.hees. :)

18/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[ps and wei kang derhs b'dae coming liaos wors.hees.sweet smile derhs.ish just one dae after ps.hees.so easy tuh remember.hahas! xD ]*

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18/03/2005. first mois com.then the blogger!so irritating!ferr the past 2 hours.i have been fiddling with mois blog.cos when i go in.there ish nth under mois entries,profile and links!all i can see ish just mois tag board.mois feelings at that time was like *swoosh!* fell tuh the bottom of the pit! :x changed a few skins.and none worked!so.tried back mois old one.and ta dah!its all back tuh normal liaos.hees.okies.i am going tuh stick tuh this skin.till i find another better and nicer one. :D
sad thing ish.i cant sign in onto msn!cant tok tuh mois dearest fellow punggolites. :(
toking tuh venus.and got tuh noe that there ish econs at AO level.yeah!i am gonna take that up.and i can take chinese,maths and geog at A level.yipee!hahas.but nehs.can like that one mehs?choose the courses that i like.and the courses that i want.sounds like a buffet.hahas!choose and take wat i want onli.the others.shoo!hahas! x)
lalalalala.no piano until two weeks later.by then.should noe mois time table ferr school liaos bahs.so.can arrange with mrs lee.hees.managed tuh play a bit better this week.hees. :p when i go arhs.still got this girl.playing her pieces.then she's in grade 8.so the pieces are all very super long.7 pages or sometimes.more arhs.then she play very fast some more.realli 'pei fu' her man.i play four pages nias sias.mois fingers cannot tahan liaos.all turn stiffy.hahas!she can still do until 7 pages.realli best!the pieces oso very nice.not like mine that i am doing now.the first piece ish nice.the second one not bad.but the third one.like yikes!!! xD

18/03/2005. *justt ferr 05B9 and OG5*.
*[i saw a painting of friends holding hands.i was wondering ferr how long will it stay intact.its old but never fading.wish we were that painting.getting older.yet.never changing. :> ]*

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Friday, March 18, 2005Y

17/03/2005. didnt get tuh blog yesterdae.pretty tired arhs.and a long dae too. :p
went ferr a swim in the morning with diane.and we swam 12 laps.thats way pass our record the previous time.hees.after that.met jie yan ferr lunch.went tuh bishan.didnt noe wat tuh eat at first.and finally.we settled down on cafe cartel.wow.i spent $20+ there.hahas.nvm lahs.as long as we all happy.hahas.had sphagetti.and drank choco mint coffee again.the three of us shared this seafood platter.yummy.hahas. xD
after lunch.went shopping.hahas.bought photo paper.hees.can print photos liaos wors.yeah!hahas. xD too full.and muis and diane.on our way home.we actually felt nauseous.i almost spit everything out.hahas.but i didnt arhs.managed tuh survive till i get home. :s but the feeling ish terrible arhs.and that feeling persist till i fell asleep norhs.sigh. :x
when i got home.saw marmie cleaning up our room.and i helped out arhs.i have a new arrangement in mois room wors.now.the room looks much more spacious.and more space tuh move about.cleaner and neater too!hees.spick and span. xD
thans ma!muacks! x)
tuition todae was fine.did "pretty well" ferr the compre that i handed up tuh her the last lesson.hahas.i onli managed tuh score full points ferr one qn.hahas.and the rest are like yikes.real yikes norhs.hahas! xD the teacher rather headache arhs.cos i dun seem tuh understand the passage well.difficult sias.toking about suicide. :s hahas.i dunnoe the topic well.so.yeah.pretty tough tuh understand norhs.sigh.never mind.i will try harder.and will work harder.hees.hope tuh do better the next time round. :)
yeah!no tuition until next saturdae.oso dunnoe wat time tuition.xiao hao asked muis tuh go ferr this easter thing nxt sat.at indoor stadium.3pm tuh 6pm.dunnoe whether can make it onot.dun wish tuh disappoint him arhs.cos like.he came over on cny.and he's a realli nice guy.hahas.great person tuh be with norhs. xD
ooo.i mish mois sweet smile. :x

17/03/2005. *food ferr thought*.
*[it ish only with the heart that one can see rightly what ish essential ish invisible tuh the eye.]*

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005Y

15/03/2005. argh!toopid com!sick and tired of getting such a problem whenever i try tuh get online.cant sign in with mois msn internet.boohoos. :'( all mois wanted webbies are all in there sias.sigh.guess.its time ferr it tuh bid its goodbye liaos.keep getting hang derhs norhs. :x irritated.frustrated. :x can like restart on its own.when doing sth.the web page can like close on its own.sigh.troublesome. :x
hees.managed tuh complete mois tuition hw liaos wors.although.i onli finish it todae arhs.which ish way past mois expected completion dae.which ish yesterdae arhs.hahas.all thans tuh that compo that i am supposed tuh work on arhs.i wrote six pages sias.chan choo sae its a bit too long.hahas.well.thats onli mois first try arhs.hahas.and i spent three hours on it kaes?dunnoe how its gonna be like.hahas.thursdae then see how lahs yeah?! :D
went tuh jack's place ferr lunch todae wors.hees.tuh help shannon celebrate her b'dae.hahas.guess.this year ish gonna be her best year on her birthdae.celebrate in school.and we as a family.celebrate it with her ferr twice wors.how lucky.hahas.well.she ish our family derhs dearest bao bei arhs.hees.but we are not biased derhs.we all sayang one another.we very "xiang qing xiang ai" one wors.hahas! x)
went tuh the gym.and bumped into another selfish bug!from i start mois work out until i end arhs.she just stick tuh that strider like sticking tuh her hubby like that.never get off it sias!so selfish. :s
lalalalala.teevee time now wors.hehes.can go watch mois 100% senorita.disc 19.toking about 100% senorita arhs.then remind muis of the shop that i went tuh this afternoon at hougang mall.i went tuh that video shop.and ask if she can like allow renting ferr one disc onli.but she sae.CANNOT!then i dun get tuh borrow mois disc 17.sigh.have tuh go around and see who has.or where can get tuh rent onli one disc.and i onli want ONE DISC!not the whole set.i oreadi have the WHOLE SET liaos.hahas. x)

15/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[happy birthdae shannon!muacks!ai ni loads loads wors. xD ]*

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005Y

14/03/2005. homework dae ferr todae.die die oso have tuh finish up mois tuition homework.then tml can watch mois vcds.hees. :) chew off mois 100% senorita.then i still have 'golden faith'.'seed of hope'.'di nu hua'.'eternal happiness'.then still got 'summer scent'.whoa!alot sias!hahas.enjoying mois date with the teevee.hahas! xD dun get jealous arhs. x) ooo lala.i still got 'the champion' tuh watch!hahas.whees!gonna enjoy mois self hell loads!hahas. xD
still considering whether i should go tuh the gym later in the afternoon.but i abit lazee arhs.and i still got chunks of hw tuh get over and done with.so i tink.no arhs.hehes.lazee bummy. :p
chan choo gave alot of hw arhs!one whole stack of newspaper articles tuh read and do vocab.then still got one compo and compre.sigh.this ish texing.but definitely better than bryan *the weird guy* rite?come onli bombard muis with newspapers and newspapers and still newspapers.sigh.sians of it liaos norhs.at least.chan choo gave muis work.other than articles.hees. x)

14/03/2005. *food ferr thought*.
*[shi jie shang.mei you yong yuan de sheng li zhe.ying de na yi fang.xu yao zhang sheng gu li.shu de na yi fang.xu yao zhang sheng zhi chi.]*

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Monday, March 14, 2005Y

13/03/2005. argh!tink i am falling into a sick trap.coughing like mad.cant be that ice cream i had yesterdae rite?not realli a big serving wat.or ish it the cold icey water that i had been drowning mois self with ferr the past few daes?!the weather aint realli cooling arhs.and i owaes love tuh drown mois self with that bottle of water.hahas.well.serve muis rite.cant drink it anymore. :x
ooo.komala ish getting over her first one.wondering.if its good or bad.well.she noes the best. :) go komala baby.eu have mois support in all eu do. :) cheers! x)

13/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[i mish nancy,yi ting,jia hui,wendy,yun zhen,mr koh,mr raj and even ye lao shi.i mish iggy,sk,lynn,belinda and venus.I MISH MOIS SWEET SMILE!!! xD ]*

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13/03/2005. where should i go todae?!the library and work on mois GP tuition homework?!or the gym tuh sweat it all out?!i dunnoe nehs.hahas.actually.wanted tuh visit the gym derhs.but sheena wanted tuh go tuh the library tuh do her research.and i tink.i am dressed more ferr library then ferr gym.hahas! xD orites.i shall head ferr the gym. xD
hmm.that tuition teacher was late todae.hahas.she overslept.lesson ish supposed tuh be at 9am.and she arrived at 9.35am.thats late okies?and made muis woke up at 8am.just tuh get ready ferr lessons.hahas.i aint late.ish she the one.who's late. :p but never mind lahs.at least.i got mois lesson arhs.hahas.so.no harm lahs. :)
going ferr swimming and movie on wednesdae.that means.mois wednesdae ish gone lerhs wors.gone ferr good.enjoying mahs.hahas! x) yeah yeah!can go 'gai gai' lerhs wors.whees!time ferr shopping.mois shopping addict ish here again liaos wors.hehes.wanna catch the show "spongebob square pants".hahas.so childish yeah?but its onli on theatres wors.cant afford tuh mish it.its either "spongebob" or "hitched".and there's still "child of the mask".hehes.who want tuh watch nehs?nancy dear dear!gonna grab her tuh the cinemas!hahas! xD
since wednesdae ish outing dae ferr muis.that means.i have tuh finish all mois tuition homework by latest tuesdae.cos the teacher ish coming over on thursdae wors.and its at 10am.hmm.yeah.better buck up.and finish it.although.the work given.not realli sae very little arhs. :x


13/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[happy birthdae tuh brendan!hehes. :x march babies are alot sias. :) ]*

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Sunday, March 13, 2005Y

12/03/2005. argh!this sucks!mois 100% senorita hors.the disc 17 cannot be played!i thot it cant be played on the com.brought tuh the teevee there tuh try.oso cannot!alamak.now have tuh watch that show with the skipping of one episode.so sucky!dun even noe wat happen in that episode.sigh.dun like tuh continue a show like that sias.diane have the show.but ish bought in indonesia.then have malay words.eeeee.i dun like the malay words that arhs.like farnie.watch watch.then got malay words.like a bit yikes yikes arhs. :x no offence tuh diane yeah? :x
hmm.mois com seems tuh be facing some major problems.i oso dunnoe wat problems.sigh.cant watch mois dearest discs.ish realli hell of life ferr muis.sobs sobs. :'(
boohoos!no sweet smile ferr like ONE WHOLE WEEK!omg!how can i ever survive on that nehs?sigh.mish mois frens in MI too.boohoos! :'( thats y i sae.I HATE HOLIDAES!although holidaes are daes whereby i can sleep late.and wake up even later.hahas! xD
have tuition tml at 9am.sians sias.so earli.and on a sundae some more.no choice lahs.tuition teacher sick on fridae.then todae have parents meeting session at cheung cheng.forgiven.hahas! *wat rite do i have tuh forgive a teacher?well.i dunnoe.i am sort of.crazee again. :p *

12/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[hmm.i am blogging alot todae.or rather.recently.almost everydae.i make it a point tuh blog.hahas! x) ]*

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12/03/2005. whoos!gym was okies todae.the number of people oso quite alot arhs.then there's this lady.super inconsiderate.took the running machine ferr like 40 mins?!and not allowing other people tuh use norhs.so irritating!there are lots of people waiting.and after the maximum mins.she press again.and use ferr another 20 mins.kaos.diane wait from i start cycling.until i finish arhs.she still haven step off the track norhs.sigh.this kind of people arhs.sigh. :x
went ferr dinner just now.and saw mr lam.the teacher who brought muis into MBS last time.hmm.he didnt realli change arhs.still the same.hees.but he dun recognise muis animore. :( hahas! x)
muis not going ferr the class outing lerhs.not a single one.sigh.got sth on arhs.then like.oso a bit sians sians.then.yeah.rather stay home.and get ready ferr school norhs.yz oso not going.she got choir. :p at ny i tink. :)
oh yeah yeah!i changed mois blogskin liaos wors.hehes.chose four actually.hahas.quite nice lahs.pink and black derhs.lurve it.hahas!spent a rather long time editing the template oso.hees. xD

12/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[ooo.y are some ppl so damn irritating huh?! :x cant stand them! :x ]*

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12/03/2005. oh man.guilty ish like banging on muis ferr running away from sk yesterdae.the whole night.i was feeling bad.and just feeling bad.sigh.just why did i run away?!man.i dunnoe.i realli dunnoe.got tuh tink realli hard. :x
well.still got who i haven take photos with nehs?jia hui.yi ting.yee wen.wendy.mr koh.mr raj.ooo.thats alot!not ferrgetting venus.belinda and lynn!oh yesh!there's still sk!whoa!thats ALOT!hahas.okies.i shall take mois time then.hees. :)
class outing on mondae and fridae.ice - skating and bowling respectively.well.i dunnoe whether i should or should not go sias.first of all.i dunnoe how tuh ice skate.and i dunnoe how tuh bowl!later bowling.become a super clumsy ball or rather.a super clumsy person. *i just cant help dropping things around* and when ice skate.i oso dunnoe wat will happen.although.i noe.its gonna be a fun outing.cos.its with 05B9.mois dearest HG during the PAE period. :) dunnoe lahs.see how bahs yeah?nancy dear dear sure got go arhs.see how lahs.see if yz ish going.and i promised diane tuh go swimming oso. :x so many things tuh do.and seems tuh have so little time. :x
going tuh the gym later.setting off at 10.45am.and i am still here.instead of getting a quick shower and getting readi.hmm.no choice.just want tuh get some things done on the com before i leave the house.with a safe mind.hahas! *wat rubbish shirley?!* x)
komala msged muis.and told muis she saw sweet smile!well.i feel bad ferr not being able tuh accompany her todae ferr the walkathon.die sias.i am feeling bad ferr like these few daes.just kept feeling bad.sigh.but!y aint i feeling bad when i am ignoring ROCKET?!ooo.life ish gonna be fun without ROCKET!but.there ish some other people.whom i dun wish tuh see.are getting into mois life once again.i thot i can get away.but.not so lucky this time round.lady luck ish not with muis.sigh. *just face it shirley.eu can do it!* :p self encouragement.yesh!go! xD

12/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[argh!i feel super dee duper bad ferr running away!!!!! :x got tuh make it up! argh!!!! :x ]*

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Saturday, March 12, 2005Y

11/03/2005. i am a notti girl.i not going ferr the walkathon tml.dun ask muis y.i dun want tuh tell eu.hahas! :p well.i may be part of MI.but i still dun want tuh go.no wonder nancy dear dear owaes sae i betrayer.hahas!well.i not betrayer.just that.i not free mahs.so.cant do anything rite? x)
poor iggy.sick liaos wors.must takkaires.cannot see a sick pok in school.hahas. xD

11/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[sleepy.]*

i feel bad.real bad.tuh run away. :x

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11/03/2005. omg!i am so damn bored.got nothing tuh do now sias.tuition was cancelled cos the teacher was sick arhs.poor thing.so many people sick nowadays. :s must drink more water wors people!hahas.sound so sandar.with her "heis people" thing.hahas.ooo.i mish sandar! :D
hmm.mr heikal ish a nice guy.hahas!he said "bye girls" tuh muis,nancy,robyn and komala.heehees.so nice rite?hahas!he realli reminds muis of rodrick sias.they look rather alike.heehees. :) ooo.can eu imagine?i am going tuh see mr heikal ferr pe ferr the next two years and 9 mths!hahas!with mr azlan and mr ser.hahas! :D sounds both bad and gud at the same time. :)
hehes.todae.i bump into sk outside the council room.after taking pictures with iggy.hahas.iggy was like asking : "him lehs?!" then i was like running away.hahas!i dunnoe y oso.just like ran away.sort of blurred iggy i guessed.hahas.and nancy went : "dun want!" hahas.hmm.sk ish suppose tuh noe who i am instead of noeing mois name onli.but i actualli ran away when i see him.hahas! :D sories sk.hahas.i dunnoe y.i just.RAN AWAY!hahas! xD so farnie! x)

11/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[i hate partings!they hurts!they sucks!but.they just have tuh happen. :'( ]*

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11/03/2005. school was pretty saddening todae.maybe.its sort of like the last dae ferr most of the people here.sigh.people brings their cammie tuh school.and took photos with one another.sad tuh sae.i dun have mois cammie with muis todae.so.its okies.i still have the mondae and tuesdae after the one week break.the number of people may lessen.but.frens are still around.but.mois favourite gossiping and going gaga partner will not be there animore.gonna mish her like hell. :(
took class photos with mr raj todae.and he gave us kit kats as promise. :) how nice of him.he ish realli a nice teacher.and i hate tuh sae.if i can take A level maths and A level chinese at the same time.i am dropping econs. :( i noe.its sad tuh like leave mr raj.but heis!i still get tuh see him in school rite?wondering.how's life like in MI without mois group of crazee people.the laughing grp.the wonderous daes we had in the canteen.laughing non stop.and making fun of one another. :) these are realli great memories. :)
saw mois sweet smile todae.ferr quite a number of times arhs.in the morning.saw him in the audi.he walked past yi ting.and i saw him left the audi too.i saw him walking past 05B9 classroom after his pe while i was in the toilet.saw him walk across the audi towards the gym when i was toking tuh komala in the audi.saw him in his class.drinking and looking out of the class when i was going up tuh LR3 ferr maths tutorial.and i saw him left his class when i left the LR3 room.and saw him walking out of school when i was waiting ferr iggy tuh take photos.so happy! xD
yeah.i may get tuh see him ferr like the rest of this year.but will i ever get a new bunch of frens.who are as crazee as komala?!as nice as yiting,yz and nancy?who can accompany muis.and go gaga with muis?!i dunnoe.and i dun dare tuh tink about anything else.i just noe.i m gonna mish the PAE group.mois OG.mois HG.yeah.PAE period ish like the best part of this year.and.it will owaes be in mois memories. :) i wont ferrget the daes we had together.they are just.way way way too precious tuh muis.at least.tuh muis. :)
finally.got tuh take photos with iggy todae.he's sick.so poor thing.still have cca some more.sigh.oh yeah.have tuh take with him again on mondae when school starts.with mois cammie this time round.hees hees. x)

11/03/2005. *words.just ferr the PAE people*.
*[we may go on seperate ways.live different lives.but.ferre as long as we believe.we are friends.not ferr a short while.but ferr a life time.once a friend.ferrever will we be frens.lurve eu guys.loads. xD ]*

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Friday, March 11, 2005Y

10/03/2005. school was rather relaxing todae.and we have got like FIVE breaks in a row.instead of a normal three.hahas.well.we had fun though.went tuh the library and everyone slacked around.muis and komala had this heart tuh heart toking session.and we toked about a lot.we gossiped and all those stuffs.laughed alot too! xD and before maths lecture starts.the two of us were like crazee girls.walking past other people's classroom.hahas.well.onli the two of us noes wat i mean.hahas!a secret between the two of us. *hush...* :) watched the movie "forever fever" ferr geog lesson todae.pretty nice show.although.its a little old.hahas.comical.sad and nice. :)
saw mois sweet smile before the morning assembly starts todae.and saw him left the audi too.woohoos!saw him in his class too.as i am walking down the stairs towards the canteen after i left the library. x)
took photos with ms fong todae!hahas.she ish so kawaii nehs.she looks like a japanese.while mr koh saes she looks like a malay. :s
ooo.toking about photos.actually reminds muis of iggy.suppose tuh take photos with him todae.and we actually skipped GP.just tuh take photos with him. :p *well.wait!mr tan aint in school todae.so.no big deal.hahas! xD * nancy dear dear msg him.but dunnoe he got receive onot oso.then when he saw us in the canteen.he onli waved hello.hmm.nvm.i still get tuh see him.but.nancy dear dear dun wors.she wants tuh take with him arhs.hmm.tml cannot.nancy dear dear when iggy finish lessons.she got accounts arhs.and i oso dun have cammie tml. :p have tuh tink of other ways liaos. :x
saw sk in the library AGAIN!he sitting beside his teacher.hehes. ;)

10/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[read from the newspaper : "LAUGHING ISH GOOD FERR THE HEART!" xD ppl.must laugh more! xD ]*

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Thursday, March 10, 2005Y

09/03/2005. ooo.saw mois sweet smile todae.in the canteen.he having his break.and i happen tuh go tuh the canteen tuh get straws ferr mois self and some classmates.he was there!ooo.so cute!hahas!and he was smiling.ooo.he smiling!hahas.love his smile tuh the core.ooo. *shir ish flying.and going crazee!* and hors.after mois first break rite.walked past his class.and saw him too!whees. xD
todae's lesson was rather okies lahs.watched the movie during GP lecture.and econs lecture did that elasticity tingy derhs curve.econs tutorial.didnt do anything.and we folded paper cranes instead.nice mr raj bought us drinks wors. :) so sweet of him.and he left us on our own tuh fold the cranes ferr mrs heng. :) maths tutorial we did mathematical induction.finally!i understand all that toopid proving and stuffs.and managed tuh work on it. *well done shirley. :) cheers ferr eu!* hehes.self praise. :p

todae.cheryl crashed MI again.well.mr koh commented that she aint focused enuf.thats wat i tink so too.and she seems tuh be like.asking about our seniors.and mostly guys.and she pops questions tuh us like:"eu guys got like anione in school?or rather.a crush?" its like.how am i supposed tuh answer this question of eurs?and.y do eu have tuh noe?its like.not eur problem sias.i dunnoe.all i noe ish.i feel rather restricted.sigh.just have tuh get used tuh it.if she ish gonna stay in MI.sigh.i have tuh get used tuh it.asap. :x
got mois walkathon tee shirt todae.its rather plain lahs.one white tee.with footprints and then some words.on the top left hand corner of the tee.and thats it.it costs $10 sias.hahas.well.i got it ferr free.so.yeah.hahas.never mind lahs.take it as an additional tee under mois collection.hahas! xD

09/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[happy birthdae tuh yu ling mei mei.ooo.must takkaires kaes?muacks and hugs dearie.ai ni wors. xD ]*

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Wednesday, March 09, 2005Y

08/03/2005. wat a great dae i had in school today.pon pe todae wors.sounds so not muis yeah?hahas!well.this ish the first time and probably the last time i am gonna pon pe.hahas!i cant get tuh run away from it once school officially starts.mr heikal or mr ser or mr azlan ish sure tuh catch muis and put muis back tuh the place where i should be at.hahas! :p well.seems tuh muis that i cant run away from the pe system of MI.i am going tuh be under it ferr like the nxt two and 3/4 years?ooo.thats."short".hahas! :D
slacked in the library after our meal ferr two and a half periods.almost three.can eu ever imagine.muis sitting there ferr near tuh two hours.doing practically nth except toking and making paper cranes?hahas!well.i make until hand tired.sit until backside pain.hahas! :D sounds like i am owaes suffering from butt pain.sit too long liaos.die arhs.how tuh survive the exams like that? :s saw sk and iggy in the library too!iggy was in that dunnoe wat room in the library.and sk was sitting rite behind muis on the upper level of the library.he obviously never see muis. *like duh!he still dunnoe who i am!hahas! :x *
did sth new ferr maths lessons todae.we did AP and GP.looks rather fun arhs.not too bad.and heard from mr ng that he will be covering everything that he covered during the first three mths again ferr the new JAE batch.oh man.if i were tuh take C maths later.i have tuh listen all over again.well.it dun seem tuh be a bad thing after all.hmm.can make use of this chance tuh pay more attention. :) hahas!well.some lectures.i dun realli understand mahs! :)
whees!saw mois sweet smile quite a number of times todae!hahas!saw him early in the morning.he raised the flag again!hahas!its like.dunnoe how long never see him raise flag liaos wors.hahas. :) he ish just so damn cute when he flash that smile of his and make all sorts of faces.hahas!he ish so CUTE! xD well.i am crazee. *no wonder nancy dear dear want tuh go chop place ferr muis in woodbridge.i am realli crazee.but.who cares!hahas! xD * ooo.he ish so damn cute!sweet smile! :) hees.saw him when i am in the audi.saw him while i am going ferr mois geog tutorial.he just came out of the library.ooo.saw him before i go home.he was in his classroom.ooooo.i am realli going crazee!!! x)

08/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[HAPPY BIRTHDAE KAREN!muacks and hugs.lurve eu loads... x) ]*

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Tuesday, March 08, 2005Y

07/03/2005. my oh my.i tink i realli made a wasted trip tuh school todae.went tuh school as pernormal.tinking that there will be school todae.went there.waited at the foyer ferr cheryl tuh come. *she crash* and mois dear cheryl.came at like almost 7.30am.wat a nice timing yeah?luckily i smart enuf tuh go leave mois bag in the gym.tok tuh charmaine.and kind soul char.offered tuh go with muis tuh wait ferr cheryl.we tok and waited.after that.brought cheryl tuh mois classroom and left our bags and set off ferr the gym.went there.and saw many pre u 1s standing outside of the gym and not going in.surprised.blur.dunnoe wats going on.hahas! :D then noe that there aint lessons ferr us todae.cos the JAE registration ish extended.well.we came tuh school.without noeing anything.hees.so.attended assembly.and ms gan asked us tuh go back tuh class tuh have lessons.but nehs.we go back class.tok tuh mr koh until 9am.then we all go home liaos.hahas!how nice yeah?!but.we made a wasted trip. :x
mr koh lahs!last nite i msg him.tell him that i bringing cheryl along.tuh crash.i send the msg at like 9+.he receive it onli at midnight!then he never reply tuh tell muis that there ish no school.cos he thot we all slp liaos.sigh.if he at least msg arhs.then i can still pass the msg arnd.so that ppl wont make a wasted trip.but nvm lahs.mr koh didnt mean it.he meant well.he thot we slp liaos mahs. xD
didnt get tuh see mois sweet smile do pe todae.sigh.left early mahs.sigh!sads wors. :( sobs sobs.wondering.when can i get tuh see him do pe again.although.i am staying in MI.boohoos! :'( nvm.can see him tml morning.whees! xD

07/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[sweet smile!excited.happy!hahas.i crazee. :p ]*

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Monday, March 07, 2005Y

06/03/2005. yesterdae.went tuh the npcc webbie tuh see the photos that they had taken ferr the past mths.and memories flew back like wow.they all just came back.camps.trainings.tekanings.the sirs.rodrick.shi han.elson.wei jian.moses.yi li.ooo.so many!well.daes in np.not every single dae ish fun and best.but at least.it leaves memories yeah? :) different people gives muis different memories.rodrick will remind muis of scoldings.hahas.and all the farnie punishments that can come out from him.shi han reminds muis of his commanding.elson will be the water bomb tingy.wei jian.someone whom i have some sort of difficulty calling.moses.scolded muis on the very first dae of training.yi li.the nicest madam i can ever have.cadets.mois dearest.the best bunch i have was the current sec fours.they realli light up mois daes.np daes.are just the best although.like i said.not every single dae ish fun and nice.but at least.there are memories yeah? :) all these memories.will be like a precious souvenier that np gives muis.i may not realli excel and be a good leader.but.they are all precious little thots that i have. :)
will be starting a new life again.in MI.hope all goes on well ferr muis.and i pass mois tests and exams.and get promoted successfully.get mois complete A level cert.and move on. :)
from now on.everydae ish precious tuh muis.everydae will be a memory.that lives and lights up forever.and ever. :)

06/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[tuh the people in punggol npcc unit: thans ferr all the wonderful daes.they are realli the best daes.i can ever have.when i am in punggol.punggol npcc unit.ish just the best unit. xD ]*

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pass it on

it onli takes a spark.
tuh get a fire going.
and soon all those around.
will warm up in its glowing.
thats how it is with god's love.
once you've experienced it.
you'll spread it round.
tuh everyone.
you'll want tuh pass tuh pass it on.
pass it on.
pass it on.
pass it pass it pass it on.

what a wonderous time is spring.
when all the trees are budding.
the birds began tuh sing.
mmm hmm.
the flowers starts their blooming.
thats how it is with god's love.
once you've experienced it.
you'll spread it round.
tuh everyone.
you'll want tuh pass tuh pass it on.
pass it on.
pass it on.
pass it pass it pass it on.

i wish ferr you my friend.
this happiness that i've found.
you can depend on him.
it matters not where you're bound.
i'll shout it from the mounTain Top.
i want my world tuh know.
the lord of love.
has come tuh me.
i want tuh pass tuh pass it on.
pass it on.
pass it on.
pass it pass it pass it on.

-end-


Linger.

mmm hmm.
i want tuh linger here.
mmm hmm.
a little longer here.
mmm hmm.
a little longer here with eu.

mmm hmm.
its such a perfect night.
mmm hmm.
it dosent seem quite rite.
mmm hmm.
this is my last night here with eu.

mmm hmm.
and when comes december.
mmm hmm.
i will remember.
mmm hmm.
our camping days and friendship thru.

mmm hmm.
and as the years goes by.
mmm hmm.
i think of eu and sigh.
mmm hmm.
its just goodnight and not goodbye.

-end-

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06/03/2005. just now.marmie and daddie asked muis about mois final decision.i told them.i want tuh stay in MI.daddie sae.stay stay norhs.but.dun ever regret mois choice.and cannot blame anione about anithing.yeps.i wont.and i will heed venus and iggy derhs advice.not tuh get distracted.and be disciplined.tuh work hard.and achieve wat i want tuh achieve.well.its realli time tuh buck up.and its time tuh move on liaos.time tuh work hard.time tuh hit the books. :)
going tuh the gym later with diane and sheena.tinking of the gym.makes muis a little tired arhs.cos firstly.mois eyes still pain pain.then nehs.i lazee.hahas.but nehs.still have tuh go arhs.oreadi promised people liaos mahs. :x cannot go against mois promise derhs wors.thats so not muis. :p after going gym.sheena want tuh go mall tuh get some prezzie.time tuh tink properly wat tuh get ferr mois 'bao bei' didis ps and wei kang ferr their birthdae lerhs wors.hmm.nid some time tuh tink.oh yesh.must go back punggol tuh see them.hmm.must make one dae free. :)

06/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[the feeling after decision made.ish so nice.so relieved.and so relaxing. :) i wont tink too much.]*

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Sunday, March 06, 2005Y

05/03/2005. decision made.finalised.not thinking about anithing anymore.just going along with mois decision that i've made all these while.MI.the place i want tuh be in.the place where i am going tuh be in ferr the nxt two years.and this year as well.thans loads tuh sk,iggy,mrs seah,pat jie jie and gor gor ferr all the advices.encouragements and help.thans loads tuh pa and ma.ferr their utmost support and understanding.muacks tuh all! xD
finally.i am relieved.but.mois eyes are still swollen and red.sigh.hope its better tomorrow.if not how tuh go out sias?lols.who asked muis tuh cry so much and cried so hard? :x
was watching the korean tv show "ba li dao derhs gu shi".hmm.looks like a nice show.hahas.maybe.i should go borrow it and burn bahs. :)

05/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[MI.here i come. :) ]*

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05/03/2005. just now.pat jie jie called.and i spoke tuh gor gor.gor gor tell muis.that ngee ann poly derhs uni admission.has oreadi changed.it ish no longer so stringent.70% from the poly work.which ish an average of three points or better.which ish about 1-3 points.then 20% from the O levels.which ish at least 5 credits.and 10% from the cca.i can easily hit the 20% ferr the O levels tingy.but.i dunnoe y.i just dun like poly life.and i have tuh admit it.i dunnoe how tuh explain that dun like feeling.but.i just dun like.and i dun want tuh have a poly life. :x
i noe.people normally used different perceptions tuh look at MI and the students from there.people owaes tink that students in MI are not realli motivated tuh study.but i owaes tink.there are definitely some different ones rite?i noe.if i were tuh enter MI.definitely got people sae things derhs.but.i realli dun care.cos wat i am doing.ish ferr mois own good.and not other people's problem.if i were tuh stick tuh mois choice and join MI.marmie and daddie will never object.although.they are afraid that i will make the wrong choice.so does pat jie jie and gor gor.i realli dunnoe. :(
asked iggy.iggy sae.sk oso want tuh go ferr that diploma course in ngee ann.iggy suggest that i go into MI.if i want tuh go into a teaching profession arhs.sigh.see lahs.different people sae different thing.although.the final decision ish still with muis.i realli dunnoe wat i should do sehs.i realli hope tuh stay in MI arhs.sigh. :x
i cried a lot todae.cried harder and more than when i took mois results.i cried way too much.mois voice ish hoarse.mois eyes are red and puffed up.i dunnoe.i just kept crying.and i dunnoe wat tuh do.all i noe.ish tuh cry bahs. :'(

05/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[confused.dunnoe wat tuh do.cried like hell.no help. :x ]*

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05/03/2005. yeps.i have tuh listen tuh 'gor gor' (pat jie jie derhs hubby).i have tuh trust mois inner voice.and mois inner voice directs muis towards MI.and yeah.i am going tuh have fun over there.and i am going tuh prove tuh all the others that i can do it.just like wat pat jie jie say.she and gor gor noes that i can make it.and i will. :) i have tuh have confidence in mois self.and not tuh be influenced by others.i have tuh relax.and rule out all the opportunities i have.pat jie jie ask muis tuh go along with something that i am comfortable with.and i should not outcast mois self.and should not let others outcast muis. :) thans tuh pat jie jie.gor gor.pa and ma.ferr all their support.i noe.eu all.want the best ferr muis.and i wont disappoint eu all.mois promise. :)

05/03/2005. *food ferr thought*.
*[the only time when i get outcast.ish when i outcast mois self.not when others outcast muis.]*
*[listen tuh eur inner voice.10 out of 10.eur inner voice ish true.listen tuh it.it brings eu everywhere. :) ]*
*[the above two.are wat gor gor tell muis derhs.thans gor.]*

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05/03/2005. y are people around muis trying tuh make muis change mois mind nehs?wats the problem of muis entering into MI?!wats wrong?thats mois choice.wat i want tuh work ferr mahs.i oreadi made up mois mind.and i am sure tuh walk on this route.so wat if others are looking at muis in a different way when i study in MI?!aint MI a school?!aint MI able tuh provide scholars and people who entered the uni?!then wats all these psycho-ing about?!wats the problem with MI?!i realli dunnoe wat these people are thinking lorhs! :x poly life maybe free and easy.but will i ever be happy over there?!i want mois A level cert.thats y i am in MI cos i cant get into a JC!wats wrong with these people around muis?! :x MI.onli one more year mahs.in poly oso three years wat.and from MI.if i work hard and do well.i can get mois A level cert wors.whereas in poly.i can only get a diploma.if i want a diploma.i might as well go sign on the NIE teaching tingy liaos rite?y still go thru the poly stage?!not that poly isnt a good choice or that they are lousy.poly grads can oso make it big.but wat i want.ish a complete A level cert!thats all i ever asked ferr!but now.people are asking muis tuh change mois mind and maybe consider a poly.wat rubbish?! :x
i oreadi made up mois mind.and i am going tuh MI.die die oso want tuh go!no one can ever change mois mind anymore.its time i have mois own thinking.and its oso time i have tuh stand up and tell the others i can do it!no one ish tuh change mois mind!NO ONE!!! :x

05/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[bad mood!shoo!stay away! :x ]*

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Saturday, March 05, 2005Y

04/03/2005. wat should i do?!if its true.wat should i do?i realli dun have the feeling ferr him sias.tuh muis.he ish just a nice fren.a realli nice fren tuh tok tuh.and a super fun person tuh ka jiao and irritate.i dun wish tuh give him the wrong thinking.oh man.dun tell muis that history ish gonna repeat itself.although.i noe.he ish not as violent as 'bus - stop'. :x sigh.karen ask muis not tuh worrie.but.the more i tink about it.the more i worrie.maybe.i should realli divert mois tinkings a little liaos. :x divert tuh tinking about sweet smile.or maybe.wat type of tuition teacher i am going tuh have tml. :p
new teacher.new start.hopefully.the previous weird teacher dun appear tml outta the blue arhs.then i realli dunnoe wat tuh do liaos wors.hahas.i dun tink he will appear lahs.cos we oreadi send him sms.telling him that we want tuh stop tuition.hmm.hope he gets it arhs.
hmm.i feel realli bad.owaes sacking tuition teachers from their jobs.but.not totally mois fault though.some are not up tuh our request bahs. :x

04/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[i dun like this feeling.please tell muis that wat i am thinking ish not true.not true at all. :x ]*

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04/03/2005. *yawn* wat a start.hahas.yeah.thats wat i am feeling rite now.tired.sleepy and all those things that can classify tiredness.or rather.exhaustion. :x woke up like normal school daes.cos i have piano lessons at 9am.9 sias!then i have tuh wake up with the rest of mois sisters.so that.things are easier ferr marmie.sigh.in order tuh make things easier ferr marmie.i just have tuh sacrifice mois sleeping time. :x wat a good daughter. *bluek!* :s
piano was pretty okies todae.fingers finally not cramped.can start jumping on the keys again.and more freely this time round.all thans tuh the practices that i had. *cheers* must realli practise more.one time exam.so damn ex.and hors.last nite.i received the school fees ferr the first three months i studied in MI.omg!its like $78.and i oso dunnoe how they calculate.hahas.so ex!hahas. :p
todae ish another sians day.school have tuh start faster.if not arhs.i sure 'beng'.'beng' of boredom. :x

04/03/2005. *words left unspoken*.
*[happy birthdae eliza mei mei.muacks!]*

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Friday, March 04, 2005Y

03/03/2005. woohoos.never get tuh blog yesterdae.hees.went tuh the gym.then go swimming after that.hahas.cos arhs.got sun mahs.so kena tanned.hahas.good!thats wat i wanted!gees.last nite.see mois arms and back.all red red derhs.woohoo!best!hahas.until todae nehs.still got red red derhs.then mois face oso red red one.hahas!so happy. *hmm.i tink.i'm a little 'sot sot' one.kena tanned oso so happy GILA!* :p
hmm.todae.went tuh bras besar derhs popular.bought some A level chinese books and then some gp books too.hmm.looks rather a chimology tingy wors.hahas.but lehs.will try tuh look thru them.ferr mois own sake.hees.but.i will try tuh have fun in the process lahs yeah?!after that.went back tuh school.tuh accompany cheryl look around MI.saw mois sweet smile!hahas.he was having chinese lessons.hees.cute boy.sweet smile!woots!i am going crazy again!hahas. ~lalalalalala~ hes just so damn cute!hahas. :p then.brought cheryl tuh 05B9 derhs classroom.hmm.dark dark derhs.hahas.never bother tuh on the lights oso.after that.went tuh the library with her.saw iggy inside the dunnoe wat room in the library. :) then saw venus having maths with that mr ng bahs.hmm.cos muis and cheryl in civillian clothings mahs.then many people in the library like stare stare or rather.look look *sounds nicer* at us.like we are aliens like that. :x after that.went home arhs.then saw sweet smile walking towards the gym that side.cant go that way.cos i have tuh bring cheryl tuh the bus stop at the back.went there.and waited ferr about 15 mins before that toopid 70 comes into sight. :x
tml nyjc got drama.but i cant go.although.i promised jy that i will try tuh go.sigh.sories 4 jie.realli pai sehs. :x then todae.supposedly.ish 05B9 derhs class outing.then i never go oso.just.got no mood tuh want tuh go play.luckily marmie brought muis tuh popular.hees! :p sundae.nancy dear dear got free steamboat.ask muis tuh go.but i again cant make it.cos.i got tuh go tuh the gym with diane mahs.then oso have tuition.sigh.disappoint mois nancy dear dear again.cos iggy oso not going.hope that char ish going arhs.then at least.there ish someone there tuh accompany mois dear dear. :)
oh yeah!i changing tuition teacher ferr english liaos wors.yipee!tuh a female one somemore. *claps* xD

03/03/2005. *food ferr thought*.
*[riches may enable us tuh confer favour.but.tuh confer them with propriety and grace.requires something that riches cannot give.]*

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