Tuesday, October 31, 2006Y
pw is a freaking long process la! staring at the computer screen for hours is terrible. head gets giddy. temper gets bad. and momentum slows down. but luckily it will be over in another 1 week. (: lets look forward to the end. (:today as usual is OP day. and i went to school myself again. (: today was slightly later. woke up later and left home later. and i reached serangoon mrt at like 8.15. and staring at how my 158 went off right beside me. waited and waited. and i saw jaswinder, fadlinah and joanne at the bus stop. 158 arrived at 8.25. and at 8.30 sharp. im walking into school. arrange to meet girls in school at 8.30. so. IM NOT LATE. (: just went to bengawan solo to get tomorrow's breakfast. and i saw sinyee. the sinyee who used to be in 05b7 last year. (: she served me and i was pretty surprised to see her. been a long time.special thanks to hendra dearie sunshine. he help me look through my op slides. (: and i promise him a cheesecake on his birthday. (;*[get together by mistake.]*
Monday, October 30, 2006Y
got our ake schedule for the november & december holidays today. man. its packed and packed and still packed. i guess. over the holidays. i will see my ake mates more than i see my own classmates. haha! =p and guess what? there is ake practice on the 15th & 17th of november. thats like. on the day i check in for my chalet and on the day i check out for my chalet. (: good good good. i think im screwed. haha! =p well. my buddies are nice people. so im sure they will not blame me. HOR? (;
got to play on the marimba for "suara takbir" and the vibes for "geylang sipaku geylang". (: im playing with claris dearie gf for "suara takbir". (: goodie goodie. and im sooo excited for the esplanade performance luh! haha. first time performing there. and yup! although its no longer my first time performing in public. but im still nervous and excited. HAHA. =p but i cant wait for the performance day to come. i want to play play play. with my ake dearies & darlings. and enjoy with them to the max bits and pieces. (; i love them loads. REALLY. <3<3<3
dian sweetie and huda sayang came to see us today. (: and when dian saw me. she did the "TWEECE" sign. (: our symbol/logo or whatever. haha. MISS THEM! *muacks-
got our ake photo today. (: nice nice. and i see myself with the phone sera put by my face. and i feel retarded. well. even caihua also say that sometimes im a tad slower than others. haha. and i agree! =p
my holidays are filled with activities. (: so BUDDIES. dont have to worry that ive got nothing to do during the holidays while you three go overseas ya? im packed with loads of things to do. haha. =p
i still love holidays. cos they represent LATE NIGHTS. TV WHORING. and a hell load of enjoyment with my dearest DKSYJ, 7B+T^2 & my all time lovelove AKE. (:
*[free from everything.]*
Sunday, October 29, 2006Y
hogged onto the radio last night from 7pm to 12 midnight. haha. was catching 全球华语歌曲排行榜 live on 93.3FM. =p and my idol ANDY LAU won the "most welcome male artiste" award! (: (: (: haha. im mad luh. and i think i influenced my dino darling also. cos got her MAYDAY's ASHIN yesterday. and mayday won 3 awards. (; andy lau won 4! (: haha. and i love love love his song "心肝宝贝" to the max. super nice la! =p next year's 全球华语歌曲排行榜 is at hong kong. if its after my As. i will drag my dino darling there to watch together. and on the way. RETAIL THERAPY. (; hope it is after my As. then can GO! (; lovelove.CANDY FOR EARS:心肝宝贝 [ANDY LAU].我我为你付出所有的我的担心我的甜蜜我的呼吸你的笑绝对的神奇你的哭绝对的可惜因为你让我明白生命的真谛可知道你的不小心会让我伤心一辈子我是愿意为了你今生永不渝为我你要好好自己保护自己慢慢的学习不要干着急一步一步走出每一个谷底坚定不移为我你要好好自己保重身体在每一段的路总会一身污泥心肝宝贝不要怀疑最爱就是你你你是我一生的唯一你的声音你的鼓励我的意义可知道
你的不小心
会让我
伤心一辈子
我是愿意为了你
今生永不渝为我
你要好好自己保护自己
慢慢的学习
不要干着急
一步一步走出每一个谷底
坚定不移
为我
你要好好自己保重身体
在每一段的路
总会一身污泥
心肝宝贝
不要怀疑
最爱就是你如果没好好的身体你我怎能永远在一起外面的风和雨已不是问题为我
你要好好自己保护自己
慢慢的学习
不要干着急
一步一步走出每一个谷底
坚定不移
为我
你要好好自己保重身体
在每一段的路
总会一身污泥
心肝宝贝
不要怀疑
最爱的是你-END-*[i love music! (: ]*
Saturday, October 28, 2006Y
made a "wasted" trip to school this morning. =x supposedly have chinese remedial lesson. but mrs heng changed the date to monday and forgot to inform us. and me, wendy, cai hua and yi chuang happily go to school. and waited in class for lessons to start. but when yi chuang came. its already 10.30. so we decided to call mrs heng to check if theres lesson. and who knows? she said lesson changed to monday. =x after our pw lesson. hurhur. and wonderful! theres ake practice after pw on monday. shall see how me & yi chuang divide ourselves on that day for two things at the same time. (;did an CLAO exercise just now. too bad. no answer scheme to tally with. and OH! i want to go shopping. since promos are over. i havent really get to SHOP MY HEARTS OUT. and i badly need the retail therapy. *pouts* arranged with dino darling to go VIVOCITY after her As. (: im waiting darling! (; we're going to shop till we drop. and we are going to buy clothes! (: and my "things-to-grab" list is getting longer and longer. and so. that means. i need more MOOLAHS. (: anyone kind enough to top up my shopping account? hohoho. =p and i cant wait to wear my hand-painted shoes out. the pair drawn by fadinah. ): i love my GOONG's ost. i love my detective investigation files. (: KFC for dinner today! (: and got to hit my books again. i dont want to score anything less than an A for my CLAO. i want that A. if not. i wil re-take next year. =x *[a place for angels.]*
Friday, October 27, 2006Y
i hate it when the word count of things just exceed. just finish editing my I&R draft two. and goodness gracious. i exceed the actual word count by like 78 words. and i totally dont know what to strike away in order to meet that stupid 500. at first i had a tough time adding info and info to meet that 500. but no matter how much i try. i only manage a 490. =x and after editing and all. i got a 578. rahs!mummy got me GOONG's OST. (: and she bought me three pieces of new clothes as well. which i havent try yet. =p still. THANK YOU MUMMY. I LOVE YOU. <3
feeling better today. i miss her alot. ): like what i told hendra sunshine. it just takes time for us to overcome all these. time is what we really need. and like what fahmi dearie says. "life goes on". although i've already start to accept it. the shock and unbelievable and missing is what i haven really get through. grant us the strength to move on. grant us the ability to get use to it. she stays in our heart. for now till forever. I LOVE YOU FADINAH. <3
*[she is the one and only.]*
Thursday, October 26, 2006Y
it is never easy to accept the loss of someone. i didnt. and most of all ake members as well as schoolmates didnt. comforting words just couldnt come out. and only tears will start to flow. but at the end of the day. we have to accept the reality. and tell ourselves that she has gone to a place without any worries and pain. she will be very happy. (: thats the most we can do. and also. help her to complete her route that she has yet to finish completing. perform well for the november's esplanade performance. as well as next year's syf performance. we will all be determined to bring back the honour once again. for our school. for ake. for her. (:talked to daddylow last night. he really helped alot. after talking to him. i feel more settled. and the severe confusion and unsettled-ness that i have within me subsides a little. he really gave me alot of encouragements and motivation. and telling me to stay strong and move on. thank you daddy. (: lovelove.ake. lets move on. lets stay strong. for one another. and be there for one another. it aint easy we all understand. but as long as we try. we can do it. ake. we can do it. (:LOVES. <3*[stay strong.]*
Wednesday, October 25, 2006Y
sometimes. when things happen. you will think of "only if". only if we this this this. only if we that that that. but often enough. we only think of "only if" at the point where we lose someone or something. which is already too late. ):ake was alright. but we received a news. that really shocked us. and i guess many of us are still shaky and unable to accept the news. for me. i dont know what i should do or even say. i didnt cry. when i receive the news. i just stand there. stare into space. and do nothing. went out of the MR. did the same. gave hugs and held onto one anothers hands. and stare out into the sky again. looking at the heavy downpour. at that moment. i really dont know what to say or even do. my mind just went blank. completely blank. salad called me. i've already more or less settled down. he told me to calm down and take care. (: thanks salad dear. (:deeparaya celebration today. but. the mood just went down the drain. and washed. we will remember every single event we took part together. every single moment we spend together. at least. photos and memories are intact. and they serve a great purpose. (: suddenly. i feel like hugging everyone. and tell them how much i love them. and how much i hate to see anyone leave. once again. i got the feeling of life being fragile and unexpectable. *[loss.]*
Tuesday, October 24, 2006Y
did quite some work today. (: mgt notes. chinese AO exercises. I&R draft one. OP slides. (: sense of achievement aye? haha. =p but at least i start off for my CLAO already. not too late huh. =pwatching my top favourite show now. (: "DETECTIVE INVESTIGATION FILES 4". and they just played the song "BIG BIG GIRL". and i love that song. memories memories! haha. =p im at the 12th disc. and 18 more to go. love this show. but the ending is rather sad. couples meant to be together are never together. ): thats the greatest sad part in the show. if not. its perfect. with the perfect cast and perfect storyline. (:today is nancy dear dear's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR DEAR! (: i love you as much as before! (: and...BE HAPPY OK? lovelove. <3 its hari raya. (; and wendy must be gaga-ing over the KUEHS&COOKIES. =p
ake tml. yays! (: get to see my dearies&darlings. and woohoo! my dearest gfs. (:
*[人始终要往前走.不可以老是活在回忆里.]*
Monday, October 23, 2006Y
hohoho. dismissed early today. and daddy came to fetch me with auntie yue-er's car. (: mercs benz! woots! =p no luh.cos mummy went out with auntie yue-er they all to pray. and got to drive our car along. so auntie yue-er let daddy use her car to fetch us from school. (: another day with about nothing to do in school. =x only had one period of lesson. which is management. then went for pw briefing. hmmm. next week still got to go back to school for about the whole week to prepare for OP. and i feel so dead. cos i have yet to start studying for my CLAO exam. =x rahs. no school tomorrow. and got to stay home to finish up draft 1 of I&R. then get ready my part for OP slides. and got to start studying. and also tv-ing at the same time. haha. tv is my new date. (: but i will not forget my LOVE date. <3
and ooo. we've decided to bring "GOONG" along for our chalet. (: and we are going to watch it while we have our steamboat. and also watch it while we bbq. (; YAYNESS. i cant wait i cant wait! =p
*[erased.]*
Sunday, October 22, 2006Y
it is near to two years since ive started this blog.and this is my 700th post. (: over the past two years. time past. things and people change. sometimes. they change over the split second. some took a long time. as days pass by. injuries and hurt that were caused heal up slowly. and bad memories start to fade. whatever thats in the past were no longer bothered. and life continues to move on. (: thats good to hear isnt it? (:just came back from god daddys house. its his birthday today. went over to pass him the present. (: hope he likes it. (: on my way there and back. many things ran through my mind. thinking of those days i had when i was in sec 3&4. and those times i had with my np mates&cadets. then to the days i had in MI. and im going over to the new campus next year. (: so memories of those days i had in bartley just flashed back. from pae till today. so much have happened. and ive learnt alot. (: at least. the most basic thing ive grasp and learnt is how to let go and move on. and most importantly. bringing myself back from what i thought was reality.people, friends aside (: , who came into my heart over these two years were just a stepping stone and a life buoy im trying to hold on to. but they are not the one that im looking for. after that night. ive woke up. and everything seems to be gone.the burden. that uneasy feeling. they just went away. at that moment. i know ive gotten over it. and i can face the world and everyone with a big wide smile. (: its never easy. but i made it. (: time to leave the past. and continue with the present. (: and im all ready to face whatever thats going to come to me. and i will pick every challenge up strongly and throw it back strongly. (: IM READY TO PLAY IN THE NEXT GAME. (:*[lets go.]*
Saturday, October 21, 2006Y
finally i've finish watching GREEN GREEN FOREST,MY HOME. (: yes.finally. (: the ending is super sweet.and the whole show is super nice.LOVE IT. (;ooo.i want to learn how to bake cakes. (: BLUEBERRY&STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE. (; but not now i guess.after the whole pw end.then will start getting the necessary things ready.and bake bake bake. (:piano today was alright.slips here and there.common. =p after that.went to shop for my sister's snacks she want to chew on as she mug.and before that.went into poh kim.and they are playing the OST of "GOONG" --- "perhaps love".love that song man.and im so gonna get the OST. (: and also the OST for "GREEN GREEN FOREST,MY HOME". =p i think i will spend alot real soon.and my personal account will drop to ZERO by the time school starts.hahaha. =p went to bluemax after that.and "GREEN GREEN FOREST,MY HOME" vcds are selling at $29.90.but the offer of 2 for $50 still holds.and if i get another set of vcd.i can get 2 sets of shows at $50. (: but...still considering if i should get "green green".well.see how it goes. *shrugs*alrighty.time for "GOONG".and as i was telling yang.i will be suffering from mental diabetes soon.too much sweet shows.one just end.and another is coming.oh oh. =p*[想飞就飞吧！不管你身边或心里有谁.只要你想飞回来.我的心永远会是一个你能飞回的家.]*
Friday, October 20, 2006Y
IM PROMOTED. (: with an overall results of 3A passes & 2AO passes. (: i passed all.but for promos.i got one underline. =x ECONS.i got only an O. =x no point brooding over it now.its all over.i can only work even harder for next year all the way till my As. (: i will.i really will. (:ake is AWESOME.the esplanade people came over to hear us play our repetoire. (: when playing SURI RAM.ms wee asked me to use a new pair of HARDER sticks which is YELLOW in colour.cos i play too soft.haha. =p at first i was using the soft light green sticks.then ms wee ask me to change to a harder pair.and i chose the dark green ones.but ms wee say its still verysoft.so she gave me a new pair of YELLOW sticks which are super hard.she even say.if use the yellow pair still cannot play loudly.then its the player's problem. =p haha!but ok la.manage to play louder. =p and tuan kiak say the yellow sticks look like lollipops.HAHA. =palright.i think i made myself a fool today.wendy forgot to bring along her pw stuffs.so when i see her going out of the school.i started "psst...psst".then she turn.and i waved.and who knows.she didnt see me wave.but instead.JASWINDER SINGH saw me wave.and he thought im waving at him.and he waved back. =p haha!not you la LOVE.but never mind.HAHA. =pyadayada.weekends are here. (: piano tml.oh great!i haven been practising for the entire of this week.HOHOHO.i feel so dead.hurhur.*[perhaps love.]*
Thursday, October 19, 2006Y
the results are out.econs is a major disappointment.and when i see the results formy econs paper.i really broke down.i cried.like crazy. =xMGT:paper 1 = 55.5/100paper 2 = 49/100TOTAL = 104.5/200 = 52.2%ECONS:paper 1 = 18/30 = 12%paper 2 = 24/50 = 16.8%paper 3 = 22.5/75 = 13.5%TOTAL = 64.5/155 = 42.3%CLA:paper 1&2 = 47/85 = 27.6%paper 3 = 65.5/100 = 32.7%TOTAL = 112.5/185 = 60.3%GP:paper 1 = 27/50paper 2 = 23/50TOTAL = 50/100MATHS 8174:paper 1 = 85/100paper 2 = 35/50TOTAL = 120/150 = 80%econs is a big mistake.i put in so much effort in it luh.and in the end.i did better for mgt then forecons. =xi really feel so disappointed inmyself that i really dont knowwhat to do at that point of time.saw mr raj in the canteen afteri cool down.but when he start talking to me.there goes my tears again. ):but im really really disappointed. ):as for my CLA.i didnt do as well as i expect formy language paper.but i manage a B.the two A level subjects and thetwo AO level subjects are a formof comfort for me though.at least i know i made it.but.still.econs is a great impact on me.really it did. ):last night.i had a dream.so weird yet so true.i dont know.it seems so close to my heart.that i dont know whether to believeit or not at all.but after all.its just a dream.my blogskin nice?haha.i made it myself last night.lols.but i dont know why.my purple highlight is gone. =xhaha.will improve on it soon! (:got to attend a wedding dinnertonight.with my mama.im her "husband" for the night.haha. =pgot to go get ready. (:*[appear.go.]*
Wednesday, October 18, 2006Y
learnt a new song atake today. (:"suri ram".haha.reminds you of someone?hohoho. =pbefore going for ake.brought my sister out forlunch before meeting mama.we had lunch at "CAFE CARTEL".and it sucked $37.10 out ofmy wallet. =xex huh.had chicken with mushroom sauce.and a cup of mint frappe. (:lovelove.but it made me super full that ican hardly eat dinner.haha!mama sent me to ttc. (:and saw tzekiat & tuankiak.who asked me whether i want tojoin them for lunch.and i said NO.im super dee duper full.till the brim.haha!and tzekiat start to tell his storyof "no...cannot like that.in thissociety...cannot like that say..."then tuankiak add on "ya...mustsay ok...then go drink water..."and best.leong added "correct..."haha. =pthen saw jas & junlong doing pw.junlong is nice.he brought my bag upstairs forme while i waited for sera darling. (:ake was great.as usual. (:chose our room name for the newake room at our new campus."THE SOUND OF MUSIC".nice aye?lovelove. <3yayness.mama bought "goong".and im eyeing for "green green forest,my home" & "ai qing mo fa shi".hohoho.shall get them at BLUEMAX.where i get TWO shows at $50.cool deal. (:tmls the day.and im scared.nervous.ah whatever.mrs wong msged me this morningand say that our WR is still filledwith mistake.oh well.tmls another WR day.before we take a breather onfri and over the weekends.after so.banging on OP.good luck to me for tml.the results. =x*[roars.]*
Tuesday, October 17, 2006Y
i conclude.WR sucks.to the core.its not the gathering of info.its the editing and gettingeverything together.and done up nicely.we spent half and more ofthe day editing and settlingour entire wr.from the front to the back.and everything. =xgirls are suppose to finishschool at like 1.30.but in the end.they finish everything at 4.30.and ive finished my mathslesson as well.and when i go into the com lab.they were about to packand leave.hurhur.thats how long we take. =xbut...at least we got it churned out. (:ake tml. (:and woohoo!im going. (:im in a good mood today.but i feel my fever and allcoming back again.i got major headaches beforemaths lesson.and i cant see things properly.i feel feverish. =xbut i just popped in two M&Msand chewing them now.haha. =p*[the love.]*
Monday, October 16, 2006Y
at times.when we are all alone.and have to handle things andface things all by ourselves.we have to be strong.and be stronger than what othersthought of us to be.thats the only way.because no one else will pityyou and take you in their arms.and tell you that everything willbe ok.no one.we just got to be strong.and love ourselves more thanothers do.thats the only way out.schools alright.**面对苦难和挫折、你要抬起头，笑对它，相信“一切都会过去，今后会好起来”。向往美好的未来，是困难时最好的自我安慰，在多难而漫长的人生道路上，我们需要一颗健康的心，需要绚烂的笑容。**
*[the one.]*
Sunday, October 15, 2006Y
im still having headache spells.and it never seem to subside. =xwoke up pretty early this morning.went for breakfast at bedok.and now back to PW. =xrahs.the OP ppt and activities makingare making me giddy.and i start to feel the bore andfading of feelings already. =xoh man.but its ending luh.so can only keep going. (:im seeing double visions now. =xrahs.*[blurred.]*
Saturday, October 14, 2006Y
it is officially and certified thative fallen sick. =xrunning a fever.and coughing like nobodysbusiness.ate medicine just now and tryto catch some sleep.but i cant get to sleep nomatter what. =xRAHS.GREEN GREEN FOREST,MY HOME is super nice. (:its sad and funny at the same time.tears do flow.but sweetness and laughterscovered up most of the bitterness.should life always be mixed withloads of different feelings?so much that sometimes peoplemay feel suffocated and unbearable.well.thats life isnt it?ooo.i feel like eating buffet now.lols. =pit has been ages since i lastate buffet.and i want to have a bbq too! =pit has been long also luh.and i miss those bbq stuffs.like seoul garden.with DKSYJ. =pmy dearest dearest DKSYJ.of course.not forgetting my 7B + T^2. (:*[only this.]*
Y
hehs.new blogskin. (:love it!<3SONG OF THE DAY:HAI SHI XI HUAN NI.[SWEETY].只要能够远远这样看着你看着你看着你就算伤心心里还是好想你好想你好想你只要能够静静这样陪着你陪着你陪着你就算分手还是选择喜欢你喜欢你喜欢你我好希望整个地球只剩下我和你我就能勇敢的说我还爱你我好希望我会忘记说再见的声音我不再回忆也不再伤心只要能够静静这样陪着你
陪着你
陪着你
就算分手还是选择喜欢你
喜欢你
喜欢你我好希望整个地球
只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的说
我还爱你
我好希望我会忘记
说再见的声音
我不再
回忆
也不再伤心我好希望整个地球
只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的说
我还爱你
我好希望我会忘记
说再见的声音
我不再
回忆
也不再伤心我好希望整个地球
只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的说
我还爱你
我好希望我会忘记
说再见的声音
我不再
回忆
也不再伤心-END-*[im sick. =x ]*
Friday, October 13, 2006Y
did out our activities for our
pw today. (:
and we had so much fun luh!
although the process was
LONG and TIRING.
but we laughed and played
and concentrated.
so...
everything went well.
handed in our updated and
newest draft for wr. (:
sense of satisfaction.
went for ake by cab. =x
cos there isnt any bus.
talked and all on the cab. (:
went into the MR room.
and i saw...
HUDA,DIAN and someone else.
i cant remember who is that.
but im happy to see them. (:
and huda even want to take
photos with me. (:
but we didnt. =x
never mind.
theres next time. (:
after that.
had lunch in the canteen with
edith,sera,yc,cj,junlong,jas
and claris. (:
talked and laughed again.
haha! =p
went back.
carried on with practice.
and i saw...
HENDRA SUNSHINE. (:
like super long never see him
around already.
haha! =p
practice was great!
ended off everything with a
super great laugh and playing. =p
with edith,sera,yc,cj and jun long.
haha!
we laughed at almost anything.
and then we did something
really adventurous that i think it
super exciting.
haha. =p
hush.
its a secret between us.
HAHA. =p
oh.
i saw YANI LUNCHEON TOO!
<3>
wished me luck for the promo exercise. (:
love her to BITS.
*muacks*
*[i love the times. (: ]*
Thursday, October 12, 2006Y
while exams are over.
we worry over our results. =x
everything cannot be revealed
till next thurs.
like one more week? =x
man.
next week is going to be a
damn horrible week luh.
monday and tuesday we will
be worrying for our results.
and wednesday and thursday
we will either be happy or sad
about our results. =x
as long as i can get promoted.
i will work even harder.
and make sure i use a better
strategy when studying.
and i really really hope that
the entire 05b3 can be
promoted together.
as one class.
i really dont bear to part with
my class la.
any single one who leaves
our class.
i will be very sad.
no matter what.
we've been classmates for the
most 2 years.
the least one year.
its has been a great year
knowing more people and friends. (:
so all the more.
i dont wish to part with anyone.
just let us tide through as a class.
and let us be together.
as a class. (:
oh ya.
i received an award this morning.
"outstanding effort award" for
my napfa test. (:
my second time i receive this
award. (:
but to be able to get this award.
really have to thank people like
yang,wend and cais.
most importantly.
daddylow. (:
he gave me loads of support
and encouragement throughout
the entire run thru and actual
test. (:
thank you daddy! (:
*[i wish.i hope.]*
Wednesday, October 11, 2006Y
ake resumed. (:
wonderful.
played the angklungs for
the first half of practice.
and it is a super nice scene
to see everyone from the
back of the room. (:
everyone is within my span
of sight.
and i miss ake pracs alot
and really alot.
happy that it has resumed.
and once again.
every wed and fri will be
ake day. (:
no lessons again today.
although they say normal
lessons resume today. =x
tmls going to be a tough
and long day.
there will be lessons for
every single subjects.
good luck man.
all the positive and negative
will be coming. =x
*[try.]*
Tuesday, October 10, 2006Y
still searching for FULL HOUSE's
soundtrack.
no avail.
BUT.
ive already place in order as
reservation.
TWO copies. (:
one for myself.
and another one for cai hua. (:
i think im going to have mental
diabetes soon la!
haha.
too much sweet sweet shows.
haha! =p
YAYNESS.
we've more or less done up our
third draft for WR.
kudos to us! (:
another yayness.
AKE TML! (:
like finally.
im going to see ALL ake peeps.
and i so miss them la! =p
cant wait cant wait.
normal lessons resume tml.
oh man.
and we are left with only one
week or so before our final
submission of WR.
hohoho.
ganbatte girls! (:
we're gonna make it. (:
*[mega watt.]*
Monday, October 09, 2006Y
school was another boring
day today.
with practically nothing
to do.
cos we haven get back
our WR.
haha.
so we ended up watching
things from youtube. =p
ooo.
cai hua brought along the
OST for high school musical. (:
transferring them into my
thumby-drivey now. (:
went to watch "singapore
dreaming" with my class,
05b1 and 05b2.
as well as other classes from
ttc. (:
and i see alot of people! (:
HAFIRAH,JANNAH,GRACE,
TZEKIAT,SERAPHINE,ILI,MASSHA,
NADIAH,FAHMI,HENDRA... (:just a few of those i can
remember.
haha! =p
the movie was ok-ok.
but the companions are
great! (:
before that.
me and cai hua searched
around for FULL HOUSE'S
OST. =p
and we went to sembawang.
and the person tell us that
there is no stock everywhere.
*pouts*
but nurul has it!
so shes bringing it for us tml! (:
yayness! (:
"GONG" is showing on tv.
watching it now.
if nice.
mama is gonna buy it.
and i will try my best to
PSYCHO her to buy it from
BLUEMAX. (:
cos 2 sets costs $50.
and i so want to buy vcds.
haha! =p
yadayada.
maybe...
"ai qing mo fa shi" or any
that i see.
HAHA. =p
*[start of sth new.]*
Sunday, October 08, 2006Y
when you talked to me.
i feel nervous once again.
its the first time after so
long did you talk to me.
im happy. (:
at least i know.
theres friendship. (:
the past is the past.
and all thats left will be
the memories.
since the start.
till the end.
thanks for all the memories.
and everything.
all the heartless words and
actions.
ive long forgotten them. (:
that conversation.
didnt continue the dying spark.
it just lit another new spark.
which makes me move on
even further and faster.
alls over.
and a new relationship starts
between us.
thats called.
friendship. (:
thank you.
probably.
when people go through
something.
the next step taken by any
one party is important.
during the past two years.
i know i havent let go.
i still hold onto something.
which i dont know what it is.
it has been such a tough and
difficult process.
that i almost couldnt pull
myself through.
but in the end.
i finished that route.
all on my own.
i bear with all the hardship.
all the heartless acts and
words.
but ive crossed that section
of my life.
and im moving on. (:
from today onwards.
im confident and sure that.
the next time i see you.
i can talk to you and look
into your eyes.
i can smile and say "im fine".
i can wish you all the best and
hope you get your utmost
happiness.
im glad you chose the right
path.
and im glad.
i chose the right one too. (:
also.
im very sure.
i can now smile at the world.
and shout out loudly.
"IVE LET GO."
my heart is lighten and officially
empty with no burden. (:
im glad.
he made it possible for me.
thank you. (:
*[i wish you.HAPPINESS. (: ]*
Y
SONG OF THE DAY:
WO HEN XIANG AI TA.
[TWINS].
天空
下起雨了
他撑的伞
在你身边
陪着
可是
我不快乐
因为看见
他脸上的笑
是很勉强的
我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂
我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答
爱情
是模糊的
可怜的是
没有勇气选择
如果
再舍不得
这样下去
我们每个人
都是受害者
我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂
我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答
当爱情
陷在危险边缘
是否都会伤痕累累
是否都会苦不堪言
我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂
我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答
我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂
我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答
爱情教会我们都放不下
-END-im bored to the max. =x
rahs.
*[i wish.]*
Saturday, October 07, 2006Y
the haze is super thick.
or rather.
strong or heavy.
ah.
whatever.
the PSI hit 130 just now.
and on my way back home
from piano just now.
i keep coughing. =x
RAHS.
one last episode to the end
of FULL HOUSE.
but waiting for mama to watch
together.
haha!
the more the merrier. (:
last night proceeded to watch
GREEN GREEN FOREST,
MY HOME. (:
going to continue catching it
afterwards. (:
its HIDAYAH SAYANG &
MR TEO TEE WEIs BIRTHDAY
TODAY! (:
happy birthday hid sayang. (:
and of course.
happy birthday tee wei. (:
lalalala.
im feeling the christmas & new
year mood.
haha! =p
im always looking forward to
chinese new year.
i love the mood. <3
and its time for me to start
saying "CNY IS COMING!" (:
oops. =p
ooo.
rain's "move on" is nice! (:
*[move on.]*
Friday, October 06, 2006Y
WHERE TO GET FULL HOUSE'S
SOUNDTRACK?
WHERE? =x
ive started to search for it.
went to heartland mall today.
and i couldnt find it.
IM GOING TO FIND IT! (:
managed to progress for WR
today. (:
and we manage to finish up
our draft.
and handed it in. (:
nothing else happened.
pretty boring like yesterday. =x
ooo.
i had my first try of mini
melts ice cream today.
haha.
quite nice la. =p
back to FULL HOUSE NOW! (:
yadayada.
<3
*[dates.]*
Thursday, October 05, 2006Y
still going on with my FULL HOUSE.
haha.
and i cant stop already.
lols. =p
its super nice.
and the story is super sweet. (:
I LOVE FULL HOUSE! (:
*[not that way.i know.]*
Y
what if.
its true.
what should i do?
i dont know.
and i dont dare to think
about it at all. =x
schools was pretty boring
today.
went to school.
mrs wong went thru our WR.
and we talked for the rest
of our time.
haha!
from 7+ to 2.15.
aint we POWER?
haha.
really miss these times la.
like so long never sit down
so relax to talk already. (:
LOVELOVE.
<3<3
now i cant wait for our chalet
to come faster.
haha! (:
all the lame-ness and fun will
be coming their way.
WOOTS!
now.
i really hope we can all be
promoted. (:
i really really hope we can. (:
*[i dont dare to think.]*
Wednesday, October 04, 2006Y
ahhh!
im watching FULL HOUSE now.
and its damn nice la!
haha. =p
im addicted.
WOOHOOS.
rain is super handsome.
song hui qiao is super pretty.
even my maid finish watching
FULL HOUSE already la can?
another show i want to watch
is "GONG".
hurhur.
its going to be aired soon!
on channel U. (;
just came back from gym-ing.
and i miss that place. (:
and i really work out today.
but the place is crowded.
and i still happily thought that
there wont be much people.
but.
HAHA.
the place is crowded. =p
back to FULL HOUSE-ing! (:
*[oh yeah!]*
Tuesday, October 03, 2006Y
promos have ended. (:
and ive gave my best.
whatever the outcome is.
i will accept it.
cos its my effort that ive put
in over the past weeks. (:
well.
i hope the results will be good.
while studying for CL lit last
night.
i totally gave way.
and i broke down. =x
i know i wont do well for the
lit paper i sat for today.
no choice.
only myself to blame.
cos i studied the easier stories
over the weekend.
and i left the difficult ones to
last night. =x
thats the greatest or stupidest
mistake ive ever made for
this promos. =x
but.
its over.
so.
FORGET IT. (:
and enjoy my break till the results
day is here.
i cant wait to chew off my vcds
and play.
haha.
and i cant wait to do shoppings.
and i cant wait for DKSYJ and
7B+T^2 to all be done with
their exams. (:
i cant wait for the FUN. (:
daddyLOWs bday yesterday.
managed to sneak online to
send him a QUICK wish. (:
HAPPY BELATED DADDY.
loves. <3
hohoho.
i love post - promo. =p
*[i hope you can.]*
