Sunday, July 31, 2005Y
31/07/2005. *scratches = heart-broken*
was werking on my AQ just now.
and suddenly.look over at my hp.
saw the scratches on my phone
due to the "flying" and hitting on
the rooftop.
it just brings pain to my heart again.
the phone is barely one month old.
one month with me only.
and it suffer two falls.
and one major blow.
which left deep scratches.
mans.
im sads over it kaes?
super sads lahs.
i dunnoe how to tell that person
who did it that im sad.im angry.
but i realli m sad and angry.
im down in my mood.
and whenever i see the scars.
i drop rite down the pit again.
rite down.and cant climb up.
im devastated.
im disappointed.
i dunnoe wat to say abt it.
i just hope that the scratches and wear
can go off the nxt morning i wake up.
and hold onto a nice.brand new phone.
that i had one month ago.
i feel so darn sads over the accidents.
and im realli gonna cry.
out loud.
and i mean it.
:(
*[no matter what appears before me.
will nort make my mood any better.
nort even sweet smile i guess.]*
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31/07/2005. *boredom*
mans.this sunday is filled with
nth but boredom arhs. :s
gort nth to do.hahas! x)
but i did my mgt tutorials.so.
at least nort that bad.
hmmm.
my com have been on ferr the entire
afternoon wors.hahas!i didnt play!
i was just listening to music.
hahas!
listen until i fell aslp.
=p
wat a quiet sundae.
pe tml!
hope its nort mr ser again.
the trainings are 'psychotic'
and a total madness.
im toking about the trainings.
nort the person.
hahas! x)
"hua zhong dai ci". =p
*[cant wait to see eu badly.]*
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31/07/2005. *completed*
whees!
completed yangs chinese file lerhs.
hahas!sort of like a sense of
achievement arhs.hahas! x)
going to have steamboat ferr
dinner tonite.woots! x)
so long never had steamboat lerhs.
*hints hints*
hahas. :D
hmmm.gort lots of werk to finish.
better get going.lols! =p
*[its mondae tml.will eu be there?]*
Saturday, July 30, 2005Y
30/07/2005. *pariss international seafood buffet*
strongly recommend eu guys over
to tampines mall and try out
the restaurant arhs.
yeps.pariss international seafood
buffet.
just went there tonight.
and its pretty good.
hahas! x)
the food is rather unusual lahs.
cos gort dim sum together with
jap food.
and seafood somemore.
nice nice. x)
worth trying wors. :)
shall bring yang they all there
the nxt time we go there.
hmmm.hahas! x)
*[i care.ferr eu.]*
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30/07/2005. *"role of honours"*
went ferr ake practice todae.
okes lahs.nort too bad.
learnt a new song todae.
but didnt get to play lahs.
"over the rainbow".
nice nice. x)
and in the morning.
while waiting ferr sera,yc and sben.
me and cj went to the exams notice
board to see see look look.
and guess wat i saw?
under the "1 distinction achieved"
no. 34.
theres my name.
hahas! x)
"NG AI LI SHIRLEYWIJAYA".
A - CLA.
woots!
first time lahs.so was over the moon.
hahas! x)
and below me.is VEERA!
hahas.both of us gort distinction ferr
our A level mother tongue arhs.hahas!
and its only the two of us from 05B4.
whees!
we made 05B4 proud wors. x)
hahas.and only the two of us gort distinction
ferr A level mother tongue i suppose.
hahas! x)
alahs.todae i mood good.
hahas. x)
during ake practice.farid made fun lahs.
and liang kai oso.
liang kai pretty nice hur.
see me turn and look at the conductor
like difficult.
help me shift my angklung.hahas! x)
no doubt.ake is full of nice nice peeps.
:)
yang lehs?this yang arhs.
super gud lahs.
went to BC ferr the current affairs
preparation.and was in the library.
and msged me.
sae she saw sweet smile there.
studying wors. x)
hahas! x)
*[study hards.strive thru.]*
Friday, July 29, 2005Y
29/07/2005. *stressed*
life in MI is starting to get
pretty stressful wors.
even mr raj says that im stress
during the exam periods.
mr raj ask me to control myself.
and be less stressed.
he asked me to read up more.
and nort depend on the model essays
he give us.
and ask me to werk on my essays time
to time.
and i will improve.
he say i can make it. :)
everyone is stress.
so m i.
mood swings again.
*[eu are the one ive been looking ferr.
but eu are just nort mine.]*
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29/07/2005. *parents nite*
just came back from parents nite.
hmmm.quite a no. of ppl there wors.
at first i thot there isnt much people.
esp when theres like.three time slots.
but didnt expect there to have so
many people lahs.
hahas.when i was in my car.
saw sk there.hahas! x)
at the foyer.
then went over to the gym side.
saw shen.then went to the audi liaos.
went in.saw mr raj.
and mr raj came over to tok to my
marmie liaos.
he just say that im good and all.
hahas! x)
and mrs heng oso say im good.
mrs stef wong oso say im good.
hahas.in short.
all teachers say that im good. x)
and mrs stef wongs first sentence is...
"except ferr econs.theres nth bad."
hahas! x) i knew it. :)
and mrs wong say theres no complains
abt me.and im a gud girl.
*thans mrs wong.mr raj.and lao shi.*
hahas! x)
will continue to werk hards derhs.
and do well ferr my promos. :)
i will derhs!!!!!
wont let everyone who cares down. :)
esp.mr raj,lao shi,mrs wong,
marmie,and daddie. :)
i will werk hards derhs! x)
*[the more i noe abt eu.the deeper i fall.
fall onto eu.]*
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29/07/2005. *fergetful me*
im so god damn ferrgetful sias.
never bring this.
never bring that.
and last nite.
i actually ferrget about the chinese
dictation that im going to take todae.
*blurred* =/
luckily lahs.gort frens like yang,
wend and cais around to help me.
if norts arhs.
i sure die lahs! :s
schs fine.so far i mean.
tonight?
i dunnoe whether it will still be as
fine as it is this morning. :x
nort trying to be sacarstic or wat lahs.
but its like.parents meeting session?
in MI.first time wors.
sure gort jitters lahs. :p
dunnoe wat mrs stef wong is going to
tell my marmie later. =/
pretty worrying wors. :s
sweet smile cut hair again.
yes.again. =p
this time is realli short lahs.
super super super short.
surprised to see him in that hairstyle.
cos yesterdae.his hair is still long.
but todae. *taps* shorts.
but still as cute as ever.
as gud looking as ever. x)
yang say he maybe stress.
hahas.thats y keep cutting hair.
hahas! x)
hope its nort becos of stress lahs. :)
ake prac tml.
at 9am.
so.wat time do i have to wake up?
7.30.
early hur.on a sat mind eu. =p
*[no matter wat.eu are still eu. :) ]*
Thursday, July 28, 2005Y
28/07/2005. *hand whack*
mans.
while doing lunch time run todae.
i whacked my hand on the wall lahs.
and now its aching madly. :s
today pretty tough on my legs.
pe ran ferr six rounds.
and did two rounds of circuit trainings.
ferr lunch time.
ran five rounds.
with interval obstacles.
after that.
played a game.
i dunnoe wat its called.
but i laughed ferr most of the time lahs.
so i enjoyed it alot.
hahas! x)
omg!
mr azlan thot i was late this morning.
cos i walked past 05B5 after i went off
from the gym after meeting mr raj and
mr lai on behalf of yang.
hahas! x)
but in the fact.
i wasnt late lahs.
and mr azlan is a super - dee - duper nice
teacher lai derhs wors.
he may look fierce on the face.
but is actually super nice one.
hahas! x)
ms gan oso.
friendly.
can laugh with us.
and tok with us.
and crap with us as well!
and shes oso very caring. :)
did i mention that mr azlan is oso very
encouraging and motivating?
he encouraged me when i was running.
"four more weeks!and thats it!"
hahas.
nice rites?
in all.
all MI teachers are nice.
erm...
nort realli.
theres one.whom i dun tink so.
*bweahs* =p
no ake practice tml.
thank god.
cos my hand like that.
dunnoe whether can play or rather.
shake norts. :p
its sweet smiles time! x)
saw him in his class today.
*like finally!*
cos my first two periods free liaos mahs.
no chinese lessons.
change to wed. :)
so saw him there.studying.
and when i go change pe attire come out.
saw him in the canteen.
buying food.
*and sth horrible happened*
someone tried to "throw" me my phone.
and my "bao bei" flew out of the casing.
and hit the rooftop.
and came down in between yang and dunnoe who.
and there are FOUR major scratches and
damages on my phone.
BOOHOOS!
was so darn heartbroken lahs.
feel like shooting that person off.
but didnt.
cos firstly.
theres sweet smile.
and secondly.im nort at home.
im in sch.
dun want to malu myself in front of sweet smile.
orites.dun steer away.back to my sweet smile.
saw him again when i was going ferr mgt.
saw him coming down from the library block.
and YANG ALMOST BANG RITE INTO HIM!!!!!
=/
and yang say he said "sories".
but thats the first time i gort pretty close to him.
cos i brushed past him first before yang did.
hahas! x)
cais was like. "shir!shir!shir!"
and yang was like."shir.here he is!"
hahas.
i noe.i get excited.
and nervous and all.
but they make me feel more high.
hahas!
but i lurve it. x)
*[finally.eu are there.i caught eu since morning.]*
Wednesday, July 27, 2005Y
27/07/2005. *blisters*
mans.
i gort two blisters on my fingers.
one on each of my middle fingers.
damn pain arhs.
cos today.
while playing the angklung.
i forget to put tape arhs.
only until when i do warm up.
then notice i never put tape. :s
ake practice was okes todae.
played songs again.
and discussed abt our ake tee.
i didnt hand in my tee design.
cos i made two mistakes in it.
i mispelled "angklung" and "ensemble".
grave mistakes.
so didnt hand it in.
i oso dunnoe how to alter it lahs.
we all decided on s bens design.
hahas! x)
well.those who handed in the designs.
are all from BC arhs. :)
school was okes.
didnt do much lahs. :p
lots of things to be completed tonight.
so rushing against time. :p
didnt see sweet smile in school ferr two days lerhs.
wonder how is he.
saw eye candy when i hopped on the car.
still the same old him. :)
*[just one glance will do.]*
Tuesday, July 26, 2005Y
26/07/2005. *mgt of biz*
gort back my mgt paper today lerhs.
didnt do realli well lahs.
gort 32/65.
man.1/2 a mark more.and i pass.
hahas! x)
but i manage to clinch an A pass lahs.
which is sth to be happy about.
first try.can get A pass.
i realli very happy.
shall werk hards from todae.
and do better in the promos.
i will.
and.i will. :)
lunch time training is fun todae.
although the starting sucks lahs.
did 8 rounds of corridor run.
then played basketball.
hahas.
obviously.
i didnt play lahs.
i just stand there.and cheer them on.
hahas! x)
sharinee is a super farnie girl.
she can laugh and laugh and laugh.
hmmm.
i tink ive found my match.hahas!
did sth realli stoopid todae.
in the canteen.
took one of the bartley senior as tee wei.
hahas!
making yang sads.
and cais and wend are attacking me. :s
but i didnt realli mean anything lahs.
jus that that guy realli look like tee wei mahs!
then they say no!
and start to condemn me. :(
but i noe they just play play nias lahs.
and yang say.
if sweet smile was to walk down
into the canteen at that time.
shes sure that he will think:
"whos that girl?so crazee!"
hahas.
but im realli mad at that time arhs.
toking.
doing essay.
and rushing against time
to complete my essay.
cos im late ferr maths lesson.
so im a total mess.
hahas!
well.i realli tink of wat yang say lahs.
its going to be realli malu
when sweet smile walk down.
and see me in that state.
the state that i least
want him to see me in.
hahas! x)
didnt see him in sch todae.
dunoe if he came to sch lahs.
cos its raining super heavily todae. :x
tmls another day of hope. :)
ake practice tml at ttc.
only ferr the angklung players. :)
have to go memorise song scores lerhs.
:)
*[where have eu been?]*
Monday, July 25, 2005Y
25/07/2005. *pe sucks*
pe today sucks as usual lahs.
did excercise journal.
then do circuit trainings.
:s
lessons was pretty relaxing today lahs.
cos mrs stef wong is nort in sch.
so gort breaks breaks breaks.
and mr raj is nort coming tml.
cos he gort course.
so another day of breaks.
:)
gort back my econs essay today.
i failed lahs.
dun have to say. :x
part a.
gort 0/10 norhs.
cos im out of focus.
and part b?
i gort only 8/15.
cos nort enuf examples.
mr raj say too superficial.
:s
sweet smile?
only manage to glance a few times nias.
nort realli like see lahs.
just gort to catch short glances.
man.
i miss him.
=p
*[heard that?i miss eu.]*
Sunday, July 24, 2005Y
24/07/2005. *black pepper crab*
had black pepper crab ferr dinner todae.
:)
thats the only time eu will see me
eating loads and loads of crabs.
hahas!
x)
simply jus lurve black pepper crabs.
woots!
x)
long day at school tml.
shall strive thru yahs? :)
i will derhs.
wont ferrget wat i promise mr koh derhs.
:)
*[see eu tml.]*
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24/07/2005. *done!*
whees!
im done with my chinese file lerhs.
woohoos!
hahas. x)
lurve my end werk.
hahas.
filled with pictures.
and pictures.
and PICTURES!
hahas.
=)
hmmm.
have to go and settle my mgt tutorials lerhs.
alort to get done sias.
cos i haven do the small biz one yet.
=p
better get going lerhs.
tats!
xD
*[argh.i miss eu.]*
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24/07/2005. *chinese file*
good morning everyone.
surprised to see me here at this time?
dun be.
im just rushing out my chinese file.
thats all.
cos ive been sitting in front of the com.
and doing up my blog the entire afternoon.
i mean.
yesterdae's.
and im still nort done as yet.
best of luck to me hur.
=/
gort to go over to mrs lee's.
at 5.30pm.
cos i cant make it yesterdae.
gort ake practice mahs.
hees.
toked to huda online again.
shes realli a super dee duper nice mentor arhs.
lurve her to bits.
*muacks!*
*[just one more glance.]*
Saturday, July 23, 2005Y
23/07/2005. *new skin.new tagboard*
gort myself a new skin.
and a new tag board as well.
=)
hahas.
nice aye?
lurve the colours.
and the patterns arhs.
spent quite a long time on it.
=p
argh!
still haven do my chinese file yet!
its so darn difficult to get it done.
dunnoe y oso.
=/
*[i want to see eu smile.]*
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23/07/2005. *racial harmony 2005 [photos]*orites.this time.the photos are realli up lerhs.hees.so can go take a look yah? x)http://xxdrimworldxx.multiply.com/photos/album/1woohoos!i lurve the pics mans.hahas! x) im mad again.*[she who lurves him.]*
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23/07/2005. *ake practices*phew!didnt get to blog yesterday.cos my com was down. *uh oh* hahas.anyway.back today lerhs.so happie.hahas!x)sch was fine yesterdae.gort back my chinese A derhs lit paper.hahas!x) yerps.i tink i gort the highest bahs.i dunnoe.dun dare to make any comments.just in case it isnt. =p but i was realli over the moon.i gort 43/50.hahas!i passed!with flying colours. x) so darn happie. :) and i gort an A level pass liaos!woohoos!if this carries on.im going to pass promos.and be promoted to year 2.waaa!!! ;)the other highlight was of cos ake practice. :)the bus driver that drove us there gort the wrong road.and resulted in arriving later than expected.but no one was late ferr cca!cos its a fridae.hahas! x)ake practice was fine yesterdae.played 'the moon'.'chan mali chan'.and learnt 'if we hold on together'.gees.gort to noe that have to perform on the 12 or 13 of aug.at marina south.and on the 27/08.at lau pa sat.woohoos!my first outdoor performance wors.hahas!cos i never perform outdoors before.shall be a gud gud experience ferr myself. :) oh yah!and farid made me do counting when doing warm up.and i was pretty tired yesterdae.so my counting like want to die like that.hahas!but due to this counting thing.some ppl noe my name.hahas!like...liang kai?hahas!yah.he remembered my name.and when farid ask me to count.i see pearlynn and huda shooting their head back at me.and smiled.oooo.nice nice sweetie and comforting smile.hahas! x) and farid made me count twice!! :phave to go ttc today as well.oso ferr ake practice.reached pretty early.and saw hilmi. :) nice of him to ask if i want to go upstairs and wait.but i have to wait ferr yc and small ben.so.didnt go up until 9.30. :)learnt a new song today.'di-tanjung katong'.finished learning the whole song.and the last part of 'if we hold on together'.so.now.i have learnt 5 songs lerhs.hahas! x) im lurving ake more.and lurving practices more.hahas!i didnt made the wrong choice.i didnt. :)*[i saw my eye candy yesterdae! x) ]*
Wednesday, July 20, 2005Y
20/07/2005. *chinese A*gort back my cla paper todae.compo.i did pretty well ferr it.gort 24/35.hmmm.highest in class lahs.but mrs heng say."ai li de zuo wen hen hao.ke shi bei paper 2 la xia lai le.paper 2 hen cha"[shirley's compo is very good.but kena dragged down by the paper 2.paper 2 very bad.].whoa!when i hear that arhs.i noe my paper 2 sure gone case liaos.and its realli a goner.18/50.madness.i never ever fail chinese before derhs sias.this is the first and only time sias.super depressed and sad lahs!18/50 wors.nort 18/30.sigh.have been brooding over it since the time i gort my paper.yang say i look depressed.and sads.in fact.i realli do.never did so badly ferr my chinese before derhs norhs! :(i manage a pass ferr my gp. :) which is a good thing.and a bad thing at the same time lahs.cos its on the dot derhs pass lai derhs.nort realli very good. :s but will continue to try harder. :)class and cca photo taking today.hmmm.did my class derhs liaos.dunnoe when take cca derhs.or rather.will we be there ferr the cca photo.i oso dunnoe. :pwent ferr that toopid sgp heritage tour.and guess wat?its so darn boring and stupid lahs.went there.its just some boats and some boards to look at. :x totally nth to look at.nort even five mins.then see finish liaos.can go off.hahas! x) and thats wat bartley ppl did.hahas! x) went off after a while.cos theres realli nth to see lahs! :xand i saw xiao hao at suntec.i was toking to my sister on the phone.then i saw him.and i wave to him.he wave back.and looks like hes trying super hard to recall who am i.hahas!in the end.he called nancy.to confirm.hahas! xDits sweet smile time! :) saw him at assembly today.then when i finish gp.went to the canteen.and saw his bag outside the library.then saw him again when i finish lunch.he having his lunch and toking to his fren in the canteen as well.hees.so cute!saw him again when i was waiting ferr time to pass by and go to the gym before setting off to suntec.hees. ;)*[i miss the times when i can see eu in class.]*
Tuesday, July 19, 2005Y
19/07/2005. *brainwashing*hmmm.todae in sch.two teachers brainwash us continuously sias.erm.only applies to the mgt students lahs.first is ms gan.then mr raj.well.they did that ferr our sake lahs.so.we didnt realli mind norhs. :)todae is rachel dearie's birthdae wors.hahas! x) happie birthday sayang. :)*[hot.gorgeous.eu.]*
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19/07/2005. *maths 'ao'.econs drq*whees!pretty happie today arhs.mainly is becos of my maths results arhs.teehees.hmmm.gort back two papers today.econs drq and maths paper.econs lehs.i didnt do realli well lahs yah?i gort only 6.5/10.so its pretty saddening.and when mrs stef wong did the compre answers with us today.i was pretty "depressed" and like sad like that.upset ferr the results arhs. :( but after awhile.okes liaos. :pand.maths ao.hahas! x) was pretty satisfied with my results lahs.cos never get so high before.unless its e-maths.hahas!i top the class.yes.i did it. :) after so long.yerps!i made it!hahas!and i gort 75/100.hmmm.pretty okes lahs yah?but the angry thing is.I LOST 13.5 MARKS ALL THANS TO CARELESS-NESSAND THOSE UNNECESSARY MISTAKES!:x i was super angry with myself lahs!13.5 marks arhs.that can allow me to take a 88.5/100 sias.im that close to it okes? :ssuper sad.never mind.shall werk loads harder and aim ferr that marks yah?yah!ferr my PROMOS!hahas.shall be that mark ferr my promos. x)went ferr LTT today.and mr azlan made us run the corridors.six rounds.at different paces.was super tired and shagged after the run.while running.past by iggy's class.and i tink he gort back some papers.he looks.pretty sad. :( *its orites iggy.continue to werk hard okes? -hugs- hope eu are better now. :) *going ferr sgp heritage tour at suntec tml.and theres no ake practice.so didnt miss any.hees.how great.no missing of ake!woots! x)sweet smile!hes late ferr school again today.and i tink gort to do service arhs.cos he didnt go back to class after assembly. *oops* saw him again when i was going back to class.and saw him again.when i was about to go ferr mgt lecture. :) thats it.*[gorgeous bod.]*
Monday, July 18, 2005Y
18/07/2005. *gp paper 2.econs mcq*
im feeling so lousy today sias.gort back some papers todae.econs mcq.and gp paper 2.i failed my gp paper 2.i gort only 20/50.so bad sias. :( and my econs mcq.which im pretty confident of.is jus a meer pass.15/30.i feel so lousy.and so poor.all my hard werk.and this is wat i get. :( i oreadi tried very hard.or is it still nort hard enuf?i dunnoe. :(
gonna do better during the promos. :) thats wat i realli hope ferr.i werk harder now.till promos.hope to see some light.that will bring me thru year one. :)
pe today sucks to the core lahs.gort mr ser.hmmm.hes nice.he can joke and all.but the trainings are realli shitty.so tough!my legs are almost breaking lerhs. :shahas! x)
sweet smile!hmmm.mrs heng nort in sch ferr chinese lesson today.that makes me having 4 breaks in a row.so...gort the chance to slack around in the canteen.and enjoy scenery.and tok craps.hahas!and guess what?during my chinese period.the first period.its sweet smile recess!since i gort no lesson today.so.yang,wend and cais accompany me and sit in the canteen!hahas.so nice of them.and i have to agree.sweet smile's a big eater. :)but he dun look fat.hes too fit.hees. *ooo.* and his second round of eating.he was like.sitting right in front of me!hahas.with his back against me arhs.and he sits right behind cais.hees.but i dun seem to care.we still joke.tok and laugh.hahas! x) yerps!being crazee. :) my lurve. :p
*[im mad.when i see eu smile.]*
Sunday, July 17, 2005Y
17/07/2005. *punggol npcc unit*
yerps.they are mine.all mine.dearies and darlings of punggol NPCC unit.hees.from sec two to sec four [2005] and my NCO mates.steven and jinzhu.they are my precious little ones.they are my favourites.they are mine!all my precious sayangs.all my beloved cadets.that makes my life in NPCC so great.so fun.and so memorable.second batch of NCOs are out.and graduating.how fast!i miss punggol.i miss NPCC.i miss my cadets.i miss the teachers.i miss the CIs.i miss the trainings.i miss the tekan-ings.i miss the camps.i miss the fun!i miss the joy!i miss the happy moments.i miss the sad moments.i miss the competitions.i miss the gossiping.i miss the tears.i miss the quarrels and squabbles.i miss the NCOs.i miss my fella mates.i miss...everything in punggol.from the teachers.to the sch mates.to the juniors.to my beloved unit.i just miss.EVERYTHING!*[im going back to punggol someday.no matter what.]*(ferr more pics.refer to:http://asia.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/teoh_peng_siong/album?.dir=/f70b)
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17/07/2005. *geylang serai.bishan.town*yesterdae was hella load of fun arhs. ;) except ferr the first part of it arhs.when cant find kebaya ferr myself. :( but it was orites after a while.we still joke.and fool around. ;)first stop.geylang serai.walked in and out of shops so many times.that we all become a little restless arhs.cos cant realli see wat we like.until theres one shop.went in.and saw nice ones.but all dun want.i spot one pinkish baju kurung.but didnt get it.tinking that over at bishan.there will be somemore.so decided to hold onto it first. :)went over to bishan.and went to the pasar malam. :p then saw the peranakan clothes.stood there ferr quite long.yang ask if i see any.i say no.then they went on to try out.and in the end.only yi chuang bought one set.the others no. :( yang decided on her sari.wen oso.and cais tink oso wearing peranakan clothes bahs.and me?i shall settle on my baju kurung. x) oh yah!when we were at the pasar malam.tee wei came.at first i didnt noe he was tee wei.hahas! x) he look so different from the pic that yang show me arhs. :p but hes a nice guy lahs.can crap.can joke.can tok norhs. :)went town.cos cais want to meet feng yang.and her fren as well.so was waiting ferr cais to look ferr her fren.tee wei tok to me arhs.hahas!and he and yang and wen were like.disturbing me and SS.hahas.i was laughing so damn hard arhs. :p then intended to eat steamboat down at marina.but was oreadi pretty late.so decided on seoul garden instead.and guess wat?we only manage to get a seat at like.8.15?pretty late hur.hahas! x)wait until about 10.30.then yang they all walked me to the mrt station.cos i dunnoe how to.hahas!tee wei still intend to draw me a map.but i tell him.i dunnoe how to read maps.hahas! =p im a super lousy girl lahs. =/yesterdae was realli fun.hees.looking forward to the next outing wors.hees. =p*[its no one else.but eu.]*
Saturday, July 16, 2005Y
16/07/2005. *fun night*whees.had a fun night last night online.hahas.was chatting with huda.hahas! x) and we were like exchanging photos?hahas.and talked non stop.hahas! x) lurve her loads. *muacks* lesson in school was okes yesterdae.didnt realli had gp lesson.was toking about racial harmony day.and mrs stef wong was hoping that our class can like wear the traditional clothes arhs.so yang,wen,cais,yc and me decided to wear kerbaya.and the five of us all wear the same arhs.then that day.gort no pe.hahas! x) so can wear ferr the entire day. ;) then when toking.wen and yang are like trying to help me'fish' someone.hahas! x) was practically laughing my head off arhs.chi lit was best.cos ms yok gave us one lesson lesser.hahas!cos ms zhou want to prepare yang and the other two boys with the current affairs competition.hees.:pthen wen,yang and cais went to j8 to source ferr kerbaya.then they tink of me as well.when see cards that is suitable ferr me to give that someone.hahas! x) and wen was like asking me.want to buy?hahas! xDwen called me after that.and we toked ferr about 1 hour or more.hahas!then she was like talking to me aboutthe entire event that they went thru.hahas! x) then we were laughing and laughing.and LAUGHING!hahas. :)going out with yang,wen,cais and yc later in the afternoon.going to source ferr kerbayas.and than makan at marche.hahas! x) gonna enjoy myself ferr the entire day of today. :)*[ive gort it.]*
Thursday, July 14, 2005Y
14/07/2005. *ake rawks*woots!ake syf derhs pic are up lerhs wors. x) hees.click the link!http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=2124845908hees.after so long.the pics are finally up.hahas! x) but nort realli clear lahs.cos its like.focused one.from my hp somemore. :p want clearer pics?get from small ben!hahas.he used his digi cam to take derhs.so clearer. :)woohoos!simply lurve ake to the core. x)*[eu are there!]*
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14/07/2005. *exams fever.over*woots!exams finally over lerhs.hees.three days is like.one week to me?hahas.maybe becos very long never take exams after my Os lerhs.so now like.a bit stressed up somemore.hmmm.first time i exams until so stress sias.no one is suppose to disturb me.or else.i blast at them.i have mood swings.that swing realli high.oh no.exam period is realli tough ferr me this time round. :pargh!i tink im going to do super badly ferr my CLA arhs.my paper one was okes.paper two jus sucks.i cant do the cloze passage.the sentence and the meaning.and the 'zao ju'!i dun understand a single thing written on the cloze. :(mgt was okes lahs.can write.except ferr one qn.i dun realli noe wat to write. :p but the essay was okes.hees. :)econs was okes too!can do the essay.but dunnoe can score norts. :p the mcq was me and cais fav arhs.hahas.cos we did the tys the nite before our paper.then like.the nxt day.go there.see the paper.like the qns comes from the tys.hahas.was damn shiok arhs. x)maths today was fine.totally fine.except ferr one. :s chi lit.okes lahs aye?but i noe.the first 20 marks.they belong to me!hahas.the other 30 marks.i realli gort no idea how much i will get.but im sure to get at least an A level pass ferr my chi lit paper. x)time to chill.sit back.and relax.hees.today is free day.tml have to do chan choo's hw lerhs. :( alahs.nvm lahs.hahas.enjoy myself today first.tml.tml then say yah?hees. :pgoing out with yang they all on sat. x) maybe with mrs heng as well.ooooo.hahas.gonna enjoy myself on sat.a total enjoyment. x)saw sweet smile today.when i preparing ferr my chi lit in the canteen.hahas.when i saw him.my mind went.BLANK!i totally ferrget where i stop.and what is next.hahas.then im so tempted to turn and look.that i decided to turn back to yc.hahas.and concentrate.and cais wen yang and yc keep disturbing me arhs! :p luckily i can still remember wat i have studied last nite. :) still ask me nort to write the 'zu ren gong' derhs name become sweet smile's name. :s i noe its ridiculous.but.if i realli blur out.maybe will.hahas! x) english name on a chi lit paper.thats going to be.nice. =/*[eur hair has grown!]*
Sunday, July 10, 2005Y
10/07/2005. *queen of my heart*
Queen of My heart.
so here we stand.
in our secret place.
where the sound of the crowd.
is so far away.
eu take my hand.
and it feels like home.
we both understand.
its where we belong.
so how do i say.
do i say goodbye.
we both have our drims.
we both wanna fly.
so lets take tonight.
to carry us thru'.
the lonely times.
i'll always look back.
as i walk away.
this memory will last.
ferr eternity.
and all of our tears.
will be lost in the rain.
when i find my way back.
to eur arms again.
but until that day.
eu noe eu are.
the queen of my heart. (queen of my heart)
so lets take tonight.
and never let go.
while dancing we'll kiss.
like theres no tomorrow.
as the stars sparkle down.
like a diamond ring.
i'll treasure this moment.
till we meet again.
but no matter how far [no matter how far].
or where eu may be [where eu may be].
i just close my eyes [just close my eye].
and eu're in my drims.
and there eu will be.
until we meet.
i'll always look back.
as i walk away.
this memory will last.
ferr eternity.
and all of our tears.
will be lost in the rain.
when i find my way back.
to eur arms again.
but until that day.
eu know eu are.
the queen of my heart.
i'll always look back.
as i walk away.
this memory will last.
ferr eternity.
and all of our tears.
will be lost in the rain.
when i find my way back.
to eur arms again.
but until that day.
eu know eu are.
the queen of my heart.
oh yeah.
eu're the queen of my heart [queen of my heart].
no matter how many years it takes [queen of my heart].
i'll do it all to eu.
oh yeah [queen of my heart].
oh yes eu are.
the queen of my heart.
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*[eu are nort the queen.but the king of my heart.]*
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10/07/2005. *three more ferr chinese*orites.left with three more chaps ferr chinese.i noe.i cant remember that much of words.but i have the idea up there.so.its good enuf. :)im left with the serious memorising of mgt.and im all set and ready ferr monday.nort rushing.doing at my own pace.and realli satisfied with my progress. ;)im sick.sneezing thru'out the entire last nite.wondering whos missing me?or whos scolding me. :p hahas.but i realli feel uncomfortable arhs.my nose. :smugged until three last night. *yawns* and woke up at like 9.30 todae?hahas.nvm.used to it. ;)*[im stressed.im mad.]*
Saturday, July 09, 2005Y
09/07/2005. *mgt.all thru*satisfied.happie.and totally unbelievable. =pi managed to look thru the entire three chaps of mgt notes.and gort the gist of the topics.how nice.but i still have to memorise!thats pretty tough.cos my brain gort limited memory space. =p im serious.i cant remember things ferr long ferr goodness sake.unless its being drilled all the way in my mind.ferr at least 2 weeks. :) then.there maybe a possibility.that i can remember it clear.and yah.clear. ;)*[i miss my fella punggolites.i miss my fella np mates.i miss eu,punggol.]*
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09/07/2005. *oopsies*oopsies!i jus read pearlynn's tag on her board.and i gort to noe that she is my buddy in ake!hmm.this is farnie wors.i thot im with huda.then now pearlynn say she's with me.argh!hahas.nort that i mind.just a bit confused.hahas.nvm.cant wait ferr the nxt practice as well.hees. :p whoever my buddy is.i will still enjoy and lurve my buddy.hees. :)mugging realli hard.'burn' until 1+ last night.very very tired.having a headache now. :s cant wait ferr the papers to be over soon.so can get more rest.hees. :pooo.going to learn tennis with diane wors.hahas!so excited. x)*[i lurve ake.i lurve my ake buddies.i lurve everyone in ake.esp...teehees. =p ]*
Friday, July 08, 2005Y
08/07/2005. *mood swings*when exam periods draw near.my terrible and detestable mood swings struck me again. :( honestly.i didnt expect them arhs.when im stressed.especially during exam periods.the swings just crawled onto me. :(so.to prevent me from venting out on anyone.i just shud my mouth.and refuse to talk to anybody.just shrugged every single conversations off. :( realli sorry to those whom i have ignored ferr the past few days.sorry to yang,cais and wen.ferr putting up a sickening face.i realli dun feel like talking.i might just scold eu guys.when i tok.im trying realli hard to control myself.after the exams.i promise.i will be better.hahas! ;)*[shoo!mood swings.swing away!]*
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08/07/2005. *chinese lit*orites.im starting to feel the boredom that i have during chinese lit lesson.nort that i dun like the subject.but becos the teacher teach abit boring arhs. :s sigh.no choice lahs.still have to 'tahan' ferr two more years. *hang in there shir!*yang sick lerhs.poor yang.have to go home even before lesson starts. *takkaires yang.muacks!*mrs wong is nort in school today as well.she went ferr her son's registration tingy.so didnt come to school.so.have gort two breaks continuously before chinese lit lesson. :sI DROPPED MY PHONE!like AGAIN!man.my heart realli sank arhs. :s so nort careful.so butter-finger.SO STUPID OF ME!!!! :xfinally!finished my chinese notes. :) a sense of satisfaction.trying to meddle with my mp3 loader.dunnoe y.give me farnie stuffs.and cant load songs into my player wors. :s getting a bit fed up. :x*[i miss eu.]*
Thursday, July 07, 2005Y
07/07/2005. *syf instrumental ensemble*wow.have been rather long since i last blogged hur.hahas! x) was busy mugging ferr my papers arhs.so tried to stay away from the computer ferr as much as i can. x)tuesdae was a long day ferr me arhs.suppose to end school at 3.45.but nehs.mr koh want to extend lesson wors.cos we monday no school mahs.so missed one lesson.he use another 45 mins to like cover up ferr mondae norhs. :pwednesday was a short day.only have two lessons arhs.econs and gp.then the rest are all breaks.hees.and during htp.went to the audi to watch the cip trip vcd.hahas! x) yang teaching the children how to brush teeth.then mr heikal teach them about body.and cais did dancing.hahas! :)went over to the singapore conference hall last night.ferr the syf instrumental ensemble.woohoos!and the moment i enter the hall.i see eye candy arhs.hahas! x) he's sitting there.waiting ferr dunnoe wat.hahas.the whole thing started off with a prize presentation.and MI was the first to go up to receive award arhs.and eye candy went up! x) hees.ake was the third on the performance.so waited until then.and tadah!MI's ake is out! x) played two songs.erm.ferrget the title.i noe one is 'festive medley'. :) and eye candy was with the drum set thru out.and he's practically smiling all the way.hahas! x)me and ben are realli 'gud' arhs.hahas!we took pictures all the way.hees.ben took with his digi cam.and i took with my hp. :p and we took alot.when the MI finish performing.the emcee came out and say we cannot take photos or videos.hahas! x) but who cares sias.MI oreadi over.so.never mind.hahas! xD wooties!now in my cammie.gort ake's pics.hahas.and mostly are eye candy's pics arhs. :ptoday is a terrible day. :s had pe.and the pe was tough.gort punished.cos some ppl were late.had to stay in push up position ferr about 10 mins.then did some warm up.and did circuit training.did a total of four rounds.but my legs were aching.maybe i overstrain them liaos.causing me with a tired body.and a very bad mood. :s didnt realli tok to yang they all.was realli in a foul mood arhs.to prevent me from scolding or taking out on anyone.i jus kept realli quiet. :xsweet smile!like finally i saw him.in school i mean.he was in the canteen when me and yc went to change.then saw him wearing specs.hahas! x) looks pretty farnie in the specs.but still cute.hahas! :)*[bad mood.shoo!]*
Monday, July 04, 2005Y
04/07/2005. *nokia 6681*whees.have gort my phone changed! x) hahas.to nokia 6681.and my that samsung phone.worth only $50!hahas.luckily there's this man over there.who offer to buy it over at $70. :) sold it to him arhs!like $20 more.hahas! x)actually.suppose to take nokia 3230.then i see sheena's phone.i scared liaos. :x so didnt want to take it.but in the end.still gort the phone that i want. x)thans marmie and daddie.i noe wat to do lerhs. :)*[one wish fulfilled. :) ]*
Sunday, July 03, 2005Y
03/07/2005. *marc anthony - i need to know*was listening to music.then marc anthony's 'i need to know' played.which brings back loads of memories.the pae orientation.my ogl.belinda and lynn.and we did the MI dance.and games.had the most fun times.and can still remember sweet smile doing pole dancing and dancing the MI dance as well.rite beside me.rite in front of my eyes. x) of cos.nort ferrgeting seng kiat's pole dancing.that brings the entire gym roaring.hahas!then the jae orientation.ogl lyvia.and the time when i gort to noe akbar more. ;) and found out that MI have gort other seniors who are nice. x) but.the jae seems to be more less lively during orientation.making me miss the pae batch even more.well.these are memories.that i will never ferrget.they will stay in my heart.and mind.never to be erased.i will keep the pae video super properly.its the most basic that i can do.to keep the memory flowing.non - stop. :)*[three more mths.]*
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03/07/2005. *chicken wings*hees.had chicken wings ferr lunch todae.hahas.and i fry them all! x) hahas. :)that guy came to get the survey forms from me lerhs.and guess wat?that girl followed him here as well.i didnt noe arhs.is marmie and daddie tell me say he came with a girl.then i look out.then saw her.hmmm. :pstill waiting ferr yang derhs picture and hk websites.then im done with the chi proj lerhs.left with the printing that i have to do tml. ;) then alls done! x)*[ooo.i miss ya.]*
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03/07/2005. *conference*slept realli late last night.at almost 2am. :xhad a conference tok with yang and that guy last night.at least.some things were sorted out.and the ending was rather okes.realli glad to have frens like yang,wen and cais around.alwaes there to help me when i need help. *thans yang.ferr shooting back ferr me.when i cant handle him.lols. x) * thans to tee wei as well.hahas.he lend yang his phone to tok on.ferr almost an hour. :pthans to akbar too.he was there to listen to me while i vent my frustrations.and consoling me. x) *thans bar!* x)its yet another sundae.but this sundae.is going to be filled with revisions. ;)yippee!maybe changing phone either today or tml. ;) alahs.its near to the day i change my phone.hahas!like finally! xD whees. :)*[frens.are people that make me move on in life. ;) ]*
Saturday, July 02, 2005Y
02/07/2005. *what a ton of shit*i realli dun understand how one person can be so irresponsible arhs.never contribute anything.and all he noe is.to flaunt his chinese skills!wat rubbish!and the work he did.we dun seem to be understanding wat he is doing arhs.and he still dare to come late ferr our meeting sias.realli cant stand him arhs. :x dun wish to tok about him anymore.later my blood boil more. :xthans to yang.she and tee wei are now at the library along millenia walk.looking ferr relevant info ferr our proj.tee wei is to accompany her arhs.nice tee wei hors? :) tough ferr yang lerhs. :p *thans yang!* muacks.lurve eu loads yang. x)went over to mrs lee's pretty early todae.and sat there.and look thru the pw stuffs. :xmakan with yc in the afternoon.hees.and then head ferr yang's. ;)argh!i cant wait ferr the pw to finish sooner.then no need to see his face.and listen to him tok!a person with no contribution!hope nxt year.my pw ferr A levels.i dun get him in my group arhs.if norts arhs.i sure faint.realli faint big time! :xhahas.yesterdae.was looking at the I day pics on the notice board.and i saw sweet smile in one of the pic.told yang today.and she say.she is going to 'steal' the pic ferr me.hahas! *thans yang!* notti yang arhs. :p*[i saw eur pic on the notice board at the foyer.both.eu and eye candy.]*
Friday, July 01, 2005Y
01/07/2005. *pissed*im pissed.yang is pissed.we are all pissed.cais is pissed.wen.eh i nort sure.but we three are pissed.me and yang pissed over that idiot guy.cais is pissed over someone else.we are all pissed on a fridae.a fridae which is supposed to be so nice.but we are all pissed. :xgoing over to yang's tml.ferr project.and over to mrs lee's ferr piano lesson. ;) after lesson.going over to cp to meet yc ferr lunch.then go over to yang's.hees. x)*[i will make gud use of the remaining time which i can see eu.]*
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01/07/2005. *ake buddy*whees!im so happie todae.hahas.cos huda is my ake buddy wors.hees.realli thank her so much.if nort ferr her.i would never be able to get her as my buddy. x) she msged yani.and tell her that she want to partner me.hahas!and yani say.YES!cos she haven do the list yet.hahas.so...i get huda as my buddy!hahas. xD whees!sch was fine.until when chinese lit lesson comes.was pretty tired todae.and the droning lesson made me feel worst.luckily.wen,cais and yang were there to joke around with me.and nic and nancy dear dear was msging me.and i was replying at the same time.but heis!i did pay attention to ms yok kaes.and i did listen and take down impt points. :)i realli cant stand the cashier in school.and the queue is so darn long.and we have to spend such a long time at the queue.i guess.many people are totally irritated with it liaos arhs. :pmet akbar at the canteen during my break.then he ask me if i was queueing as well.i tink he oso cant tahan that cashier.then he ask me to help him.so i sae.okes!then i tell him sae i pay ferr him as well.then later then pay back.its okes.so the auntie see me take 5 cans of drinks.then ask me.if i only order drinks.i sae noe.still gort others.then i complain to her.say very slow.then she oso shake her head.and laugh.hahas! x) akbar still sae she my best friend. :s but i dun mind.that auntie is nice.hahas! xD then when my turn come.i am like.taking food from akbar,cais and wen.then the uncle was pretty shock to see 5 cans of drinks.and 5 plates of food.hahas! :p no choice arhs.who ask him to be slow.and the cashier tingy is realli nort a good idea.more improvements to be made.i would rather a canteen with only two stalls.and every thing is so quick.and chop chop. ;)its the best part of the day again.sweet smile! x) saw him todae.in the audi.when we were there ferr morning assembly.but didnt see him during assembly.until when we are leaving to go back to our own classroom.saw him in his class.saw him walking out of class.saw him in the canteen when i have my break! x) and yang chose a seat which can see him derhs. *thans yang!* but nehs.i just sit down ferr nort long.he leave lerhs. :x then no more.lols! :p*[eu are the only one i see.]*
