; AN UN-OPENED HEART ;

Wednesday, November 30, 2005Y

30/11/2005. *barney*

barney is a dinosaur.
hahas! x)
went to watch the drama
with my sisters today.
okes larhs.
quite nice.
and the songs are cute.
hahas!
the kids there are cute as
well.
all small small derhs.
lols. =p
cute nehs.
and i saw mr tan!
my previous physics teacher.
hehes.
he was there with his wife
and two kids. =)
and i saw this guy frm ttc as
well.
hes malay arhs.
hahas. x)
and i saw auntie kelly.
the one working at CP derhs
OP shop.
now no more working there.
hmmms.
the world is small aint it?
my hair is flat.
and im walking like a stick
woman. =)
im so stiff! =/

*[the one i lurve.]*

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10:33 PM

30/11/2005. *hard work*

hard work does pay off. =)
im serious abt that okes?
cos im in that situation.
hehes.
ive received the bursary
edusave award. =)
i receive the letter on thurs.
and im damn happies okes?
cos ive waited for 11 years.
ive been studying for 11 full
years.
and this is the first time i
receive the award larhs kaes?
i may nort be the top 15% of
the whole MI cohort.
but at least.
im part of the 25% larhs.
damn happies can? =p
put on ear rings liaos.
hehes.
just to let the hole be there.
and a few days later.
gonna change to nice nice
ones.
hehes.
and going to buy some more!
hahas! x)

*[beautiful mood.]*

3:02 PM

Tuesday, November 29, 2005Y

29/11/2005. *unforgettable trip*

this is gonna be the most
unforgettable trip for me larhs.
i almost cant come home with
my mummy and my two younger
sisters sias.
we got stuck at the customs at
thailand.
and me and my other sister and
some other frens who went
along cant clear the customs
and we cant board the first plane.
we are asked to take the other
flight larhs.
and i thot my daddy left already.
i was so worried that i almost
cried can?
sighs.
so timid of me yarhs?
shant talk abt it anymore.
hehes.
but its realli memorable kaes?
hahas! x)
the trip there was okes.
took the mrt.
hahas!
damn fun larhs.
we all almost lose our balance.
and we are all laughing realli
hards when on the train.
hahas! x)
and shopping at MBK was damn
shiock okes?
hahas! x)
cos we walked every level this
time round.
and i bought yani a bag.
huda a pair of earrings.
and myself a bag as well.
didnt get anything for my four
dearies.
cos i dunnoe wat to buy for them
and i didnt shop realli much
larhs.
oh yarhs!
had my first cup of espresso
at thailand.
mans.
its realli very BIG cup.
hahas! x)
didnt noe it in the first place.
that its so cute.
hahas! x)
but i had fun larhs.
especially eating!
hahas! x)
but surprisingly.
i didnt put on weight!
hahas! x)
so damn happies.
road side stalls are best.
eat bird nest like drink water
there sias.
and the food there.
damn best!
hahas. =)
went to do rebonding today.
now my hairs very short.
and its more layered.
and im walking like a stick man!
hahas! x)
but ive gort a bew hairstyle. =)
whees! x)

*[i lurve my hair.]*

8:04 PM

Thursday, November 24, 2005Y

24/11/2005. *fly away*

gonna fly away today.
hahas! x)
flight is in the evening.
hmmms.
still gort quite long to
go yarhs?
gees. =p
anyways.
MS WEE GAVE BIRTH
TO A BABY BOY
YESTERDAY!
hahas. =)
23/11/2005.
our little "colin tan"
is born.
hahas! x)
congrats to ms wee ooo. =)

*[shoppings on its way. =) ]*

11:06 AM

Wednesday, November 23, 2005Y

23/11/2005. *harry potter*

went to watch harry potter
today with my sister. =)
damn nice larhs the show.
hahas. x)
a great 2.5 hours.
a great deal of $7 larhs.
hahas! x)
i enjoyed the entire thing.
woohoos! x)
the sound effect there.
damn blasty sias.
best nehs.
the whole thing is jus
so damn wonderful can?
hahas. =)
hmmms.
going off tml lerhs ooo.
and my com is going to be
sent over to its hospital
tml as well.
hahas!
yupps!
its sick!
AGAIN! x)
will get it back on monday.
hehes. =p
then can blog abt my trip
as well ooo.
gonna do a hella load of
shopping there.
especially at MBK.
hehes. x)
gonna get the bags.
get some stuffs for my
buddies and darlings. =)
i wont forget eu guys derhs
larhs okes?
hahas! x)
must miss me okes?
hehes. =p
counting down to the 26th.
three more days.
HAPPY BDAE RODRICK!
cos i wont be saying happy
bdae to eu on time again
this year.
so sories.
happy bdae yarhs?
and.....
enjoy eurself on eur day.
and all the best yarhs?
*hmmms.
dedication board arhs?*
lols. =p

*[all rise for harry potter! =p ]*

9:37 PM

Tuesday, November 22, 2005Y

22/11/2005. *boring holidays*

long holidays can be realli
boring sias.
nth to do.
and dunnoe wat to do.
*pouts*
luckily going on a trip
soon lerhs ooo. =)
will be flying off on thurs
night.
hmmm.
should be quite fast larhs
yarhs?
hahas! x)
have been tv-ing since
morning.
didnt go gym-ing with
diane.
she nort free.
and its raining damn
heavily larhs.
so troublesome sias
want to carry an umbrella
and walk to the bus stop.
and theres construction work
at the bend of my house.
so difficult to want to
walk out to the main road
larhs. =/
*yawns*
shall continue to lament
in front of the computer.
and in front of that tv
that serves such a great
purpose on a rainy
and sleep-alluring day.
im crapping. =)

*[im thinking of someone
so impossible.since.this
morning. =/ ]*

3:17 PM

Monday, November 21, 2005Y

21/11/2005. *theology*

dolphin = come with me.
tiramisu = pick me up.
hahas.
some theory that yang
told me during our stay
at the chalet. =)

*[will eu come with me?]*

8:10 PM

21/11/2005. *similar*

hehes.

this skin looks like sth

similar to the one that

i had sometime ago aights?

does it ring a bell to eu nehs?

cos its the same skin!

hahas! x)

pretty like this skin larhs.

nice and simple. =)

gees.

had a great sleep last night.

probably because my mood

was damn good.

so my sleep was damn good

as well. =p

grace invited me for a pdtion

by her church.

on the 23rd of dec.

still deciding whether im

going or nort.

the pdtion is "magic of love".

maybe yes.

maybe no arhs.

see how.

maybe ask diane to go with

me to watch.

hahas! x)

meeting dino for gym-ing

tml.

and im going to book

badminton courts for

badminton-ing when i return

from my thailand trip.

gotta get yani her sling bag

while shopping at thailand.

and nort forgetting my precious

dearie huda. ;)

watching harry potter with my

little sister on wed.

gonna hit for the kiddy combo.

(if available.)

hehes.

and nachos!

hahas. x)

i lurve the dip larhs.

hahas. x)

*[he brighten my day.]*

3:45 PM

Sunday, November 20, 2005Y

20/11/2005. *delhi performance*

yupps.

we went. =)

guai aights?

hahas! x)

of cos larhs. =)

hmmms.

went to city hall to meet farid

and huda.

and came to know that they

were just there to collect

the ake forms and money.

hahas! x)

was surprised that they aint

going with us larhs.

so i asked farid.

how to go?

and how we noe that thats

the place that we're suppose

to be at.

then farid says.

luqman will be there.

so okes.

at least.

someone we noe is going

to be there with us.

*smiles*

went there.

couldnt locate luqmans

postition.

hahas! x)

so many ppl sias.

so i search.

then didnt see him.

so we settled down somewhere

by the side.

and see him walking towards us.

then he waved.

so i wave back larhs.

then we talked.

adn we watched the performance.

the first song was nort bads.

but im nort feeling realli

good.

so the music made my heart

beat very fast.

but i still enjoyed it.

at least. =)

after that.

at about 8.

we left arhs.

i cant take it anymore.

feeling very bads.

and luqman went with the rest

for dinner.

while i left for home.

had a great night today.

for some reason. =)

im just happie.

and damn excited.

*sera.i noe eu're reading

my entry.pls tag me! x) *

*[eye candy.eu rawk. =) ]*

10:02 PM

20/11/2005. *agm 2005*

HAPPY BDAY PATRICK DEARIE!

lurve eu to bits yupps? x)

patrick invited me back for

their agm this year.

its an unforgettable agm

last year larhs.

okes.

because of rodrick larhs.

but this year.

a different me liaos arhs.

rites?

still deciding whether i

should or should nort

go for it.

*pouts*

shall discuss with ps

about it later.

ps gort tell me before.

and he asked me to go

as well.

see how later.

chat with him first.

then decide.

moreover.

ive to go to thailand

first before going

for the agm arhs.

its on the 28th. =)

just nice i come back from

my thailand trip.

hees.

going for piano lessons

later on.

and after that.

going to head down to

city hall.

to meet the rest to go for

the esplanade performance.

wells.

i can leave earlier later.

cos still nort feeling quite

well.

although im better than

yesterday. =)

*[the one i want to see.who?]*

3:26 PM

Saturday, November 19, 2005Y

19/11/2005. *sacrifice*

for the sake of my school work.

i just have to make sacrifices

to other things in my life.

im nort going to take up

flute course anymore.

maybe.

until i finish my As.

im scared that i dun have enuf

time to spread out between

sch work.

piano lessons.

pw.

and tuition.

i just want to finish my As

smoothly.

and without any hiccups.

the rest can wait yarhs?

sch work is more impt. =)

went to register for my

gp grp tuition just now.

its at bishan.

hmmms.

so near J8.

hahas! x)

and might be registering

for the econs tuition some

time in jan nxt year.

for gp.

im joining the year 2 class.

while for econs.

im joining the year 1 class.

teehees. =p

wells.

the gp teacher is right.

in grp tuitions.

i get to mix with ppl

from different schs.

and i get more notes and

info.

hope i benefit and improve

yarhs? =)

*[so near.yet so far.]*

8:25 PM

19/11/2005. *post chalet:sick*

back frm chalet since thursday

night.

but was too late to blog abt

the fun that we five had. =)

and i came home sick!

severe headaches on thursday

night.

followed by fever. =/

luckily i never stay overnight

on thursday larhs.

if nort my poor buddies will

just have to suffer. =/

chalets damn fun!

especially when we started

to gossip.

talk about almost anything!

and played a lame game by

wendy. =)

we called it the "HAHA" game.

cos that game made us laugh

like mad women.

and im officially labelled as

"RETARDED"!

hahas. x)

im still living up to lay kuans

calling.

the retarded girl.

cos im from group 5 remember?

hahas! x)

bbq night was fun!

this time round.

im down to cook okes?

hahas! x)

and the food are absolutely

edible.

and pass the grade ooo.

lols. x)

and we even choose our

class sitting partners

on thursday.

i gort cais.

and we are both sitting in front.

hahas! x)

in short.

i had damn loads of fun. =)

went down to ttc yesterday

to collect the consent forms.

and met huda. =)

and i saw my eye candy as well.

woohoos! x)

oh yarhs.

farid called me last night.

and posed of as

"farid from starhub".

hahas! x)

silly boy.

and for one moment.

i actually believe him.

and became damn serious

and talked to him.

and the next thing i noe.

is i hear him laughing over

the other side of the phone. =p

then he tell me.

farid larhs.

the farid frm ake.

the ake president.

then i ohhhhhh!

hahas. x)

akes full of fun ppl.

just take tze kiat for example.

he can crap with me sias.

and talk to me for long.

and we are just crapping.

and poking fun at one

another larhs. =p

i guess.

thats wat akes all about.

the fun.

the laughter. =)

*shir harts ake*

ooo.

im falling in lurve with the

choco minis that yang and

cais intro me ooo.

hahas.

i grabbed the last six boxes

thats left in ntuc.

hahas! x)

im going on a spree for

that choco during my trip

to thailand!

hahas. x)

ive gort all to myself.

cos no one else is lurving it

like i do as yet.

hahas! x)

argh.

im feeling damn terrible

sias.

head still aching like hell. =/

hope i get better by tml.

tml going down to esplanade.

to watch a performance.

*yawns*

sleepy again!

argh......

*[chocos fiesta.]*

11:45 AM

Tuesday, November 15, 2005Y

15/11/2005. *protection*

mummy say ive to learn

how to protect myself.

especially when this is the

first time im leaving home

for a chalet on my own

larhs. =/

wells.

i noe.

things always have their

first time. =)

phews.

finally finish packing.

just somemore toiletries

to pack in.

and im done with all.

ready to set off. =)

whees.

i think my year end hols

for this year is damn fun

larhs.

hahas.

like packed with activities

lorhs. =)

gort chalet.

then thailand trip.

then ake outing (maybe).

genting trip.

ake overseas trip to m'sia.

hahas! x)

fun - filled hols.

flute course starting. =)

whees!

yadyada. x)

suddenly i lurve hols for

the first time. =)

yadayada! =p

*[ake performance video.

one word:WOW!]*

8:32 PM

15/11/2005. *boys*

was on my way to hougang

mall after my piano

lesson and saw shi jing

with brandon and others.

shi jing called out to me.

and asked where i going.

so i say home.

and brandon was like.

going home?

hahas. x)

miss them loadies.

and boys.

refer to my np boys.

they wanted to take

pictures with me.

but i was yawning all the

way.

and having a minor red

eye.

so i turn them down.

brandon was sads larhs.

and they were like.

please.

sories dearies and darlings.

im realli nort up to the

standard to take photos today.

romise to get eu guys out

one day okes?

sure can take loads of

pictures. =)

im sure to be beat up on that

day yupps?

sories dearies.

gort the stuffs for our

chalet. =)

but in between.

sth cropped up.

and i hope things get on as

usual larhs.

cos its pmostly because of me

that the problem arises.

sighs.

hope i wont dampen

anybodys mood. =/

*[excitement says them all.]*

4:53 PM

Monday, November 14, 2005Y

14/11/2005. *pink earphone*

went shopping again today.

sheena went to get a battery

operated mp3.

and i went to get myself

a set of pink earphones.

woohoos!

yes.

pink again!

hahas!

and....

eye candy is online!

hahas. x)

hmmms.

mgt remedial today was okes.

pretty beneficial.

completed motivation

and leadership.

now.

online.

discussing with yang and

wend dearest about our

upcoming super dee duper

siaos chalet. =p

hahas.

the chalet is going to be

damn fun larhs! =)

*[gila club.i lurve eye candies.]*

6:39 PM

Sunday, November 13, 2005Y

13/11/2005. *scars*

was looking at my leg

just now.

the scar that i get from

cycling the last time.

ah duis.

i cycle for two times.

fell twice.

all on the same leg larhs.

left leg.

poor leg. =/

and other than the new

scar that i get.

the old one still gort the

bruise arhs. =/

and the scar that i get

from felling on the first

day of cny two years

ago. =/

wells.

i just feel that my left leg

very poor thing. =p

hahas.

fancy me being pitiful

over my leg.

hahas! =p

watching the last second

disc of "return of the cukoo".

nice nice show.

touching and sweet.

lurve hk dramas larhs. =)

*[gym-ing date. ;) ]*

4:14 PM

Saturday, November 12, 2005Y

12/11/2005. *lau pa sat 2*

whees.

had our second performance

at lau pa sat today. =)

god daddy and god marmie

were there too today!

hahas. x)

and aunt jos with her kids

and of cos.

uncle henry. =)

and i receive thumb ups from

them.

hahas.

and im sure.

all of us did enjoy ourselves. =)

i did. =)

honestly and sincerely.

i do. x)

and did the tambourine part

for "a taste of classics".

and we were too loud.

hahas!

so ms wee was like.

softer softer.

hahas.

but the ending was like.

quite.

HIGH!

hahas.

everyone in ake was HIGH!

and we dedicated mrs ong

with the song

"one moment in time".

mrs ongs leaving.

and we even cheer for her.

hahas! x)

hope she enjoyed herself. =)

and mr ng was there too!

hahas. x)

and...

i found out sth today.

shall be hush hush abt it.

hahas! =p

oooo.

chalet with yang dearest.

wend darling.

and cais sayang is coming!

woohoos!

gonna enjoy myself for the

whole of november.

and get down to serious

studying in december.

ive to fulfil my promise

to others rites? ;)

*[smiles.]*

11:01 PM

Friday, November 11, 2005Y

11/11/2005. *full*

finally.

we get to hear the full

ensemble playing.

hahas! x)

finally can hear the rambling

sounds of the angklungs

larhs.

hahas! x)

had fun today. =)

played the tambourine

for taste of classics.

and me,ben and yc

are going to play the

tambourine for the song

larhs.

hahas! x)

and we are three BIG

sotongs.

cos we cant seem to get

thru the entire piece.

and are always lost!

hahas! x)

wells.

jun long oso become lost

with us lorhs.

and the four of us are always

crazying there larhs.

hahas! x)

but gort a little frustrated

when near the end.

and im having headaches

and giddy spells larhs. =/

sighs.

hope i dun suffer from

that tml larhs.

cos tmls going to be a

damn long day for me. =/

from 12 noon to dunnoe

wat time larhs. =/

sighs.

but im sure to enjoy myself

loads tml. =)

im going to make myself

enjoy the day tml.

to the fullest. =)

ooo.

ive just entered in

my 400th entry for this blog.

hahas! x)

*well done shir!*

oh yarhs!

yani gave me this realli nice

card.

hahas.

so sweet of her yupps?

gees. =)

*thans yani sayang*

*[nort gud at all.]*

8:24 PM

Thursday, November 10, 2005Y

10/11/2005. *sky high*

went to watch "sky high"
with diane today.
rating it 5 out of 5 stars
for it larhs.
hahas! x)
its damn nice noes?
hahas.
farnie.
and sweet at the same
time. =p

hahas.

the will is cute larhs.

lols. =p

lalalalas.

enjoyed myself alot today.

it has been long since

i last went out with diane

alone larhs. =)

so today.

i bet.

the two of us really enjoyed

each others company. =)

dino dear.

we shall do it sometime again

okes?

hahas! x)

before sch starts. =)

whees.

ake prac tml. =)

hope its fun. =)

ohh.

performance at LPS is

on saturday ooo.

hahas.

diane and the rest shld

be going bahs. =p

hees.

cant wait.

as usual.

*[harts.]*

sky high poster.

will.

7:56 PM

Wednesday, November 09, 2005Y

09/11/2005. *tired*

im very very very tired.

physically tired.

mentally tired.

emotionally tired.

ive been hitting the

pillows whenever i can.

but ive to go down to

ttc for ake pracs.

the long journey.

and the long wait if

mummy havent reach.

i dont blame anyone larhs.

but im realli very very

tired and sleepy.

*yawns*

went shopping with mummy

in the morning.

at toa payoh.

bought clothes again.

hahas! x)

whees.

going outs tml again.

sure going to buy things

again derhs larhs. =p

hmmms.

maybe can go and source

for hudas cake ooo.

have been dragging her

bdae present larhs. =p

lalalalas.

i lurve shopping. =)

AND...

i saw EYE CANDY!

hahas. x)

*[shopping spree.]*

8:04 PM

Tuesday, November 08, 2005Y

08/11/2005. *practice*

went for ake practice

today.

wells.

prac start at four larhs.

hahas!

okes larhs.

nort too bad.

did country garden.

with only me as the only

bass player.

and did simple serenade

too. =)

getting the real hang of

simple serenade loos. =)

hahas.

happies wors. =)

hmmms.

nort many people came

for prac.

but we still had fun.

esp when pearlynn "pinch"

me and walk at the same

time.

and poking fun at sera

with pok.

hahas! x)

went shopping today.

bought a few new tees from

new world order.

and skirts. =p

the skirts are nice.

the tees are cute.

hahas! x)

going out with diane on thurs.

to watch "sky high".

and do somemore shopping. =p

ive come to notice.

ive to grow up lerhs.

and act more mature.

hahas!

cos im still like a kid larhs.

people are saying that my

sister looks older than me

liaos sias.

hahas!

wells.

in fact.

shes younger by 2 years noes.

hahas! x)

ehs.

it dosent seem too bad to be

young larhs.

but im no longer at the "young"

age liaos sias. =/

have to learn to grow up.

and nort be like a kid. =p

take my time bahs!

hahas! x)

*[love is a form of acceptance.]*

8:13 PM

Sunday, November 06, 2005Y

06/11/2005. *copy*

have been copying some

stuffs since 3pm.

lols.

yes.

im still copying.

hahas! x)

went for my first

piano lesson today.

yadayada.

had fun of course.

hahas.

miss touching the piano

loads larhhs. =p

have to go to sch tml.

to get our second mgt

project done. =/

have to wake up early

tml lerhhs ooo. =/

pretty quiet day today.

lalalalas.

continue tv-ing ooo. =p

*[tv craze.]*

8:37 PM

06/11/2005. *treat*

daddy gave a treat today. =)

to all his buddies. =)

okes larhhs the food.

nort bads. =)

and had fun talking to

the rest who are on the same

table as me larhhs.

hahas!

i talked loads and loads

of craps sias. =p

but i kena gastric on

the way larhhs.

so didnt eat much. =/

have been receiving giddy

spells and often gastric

recently sias.

dunnoe why oso. =/

whees!

god daddy and god mummy

are going to lau pa sat

to watch akes performance

wors! x)

woohoos!!!!! =p

another mgt project due

sias. =/

have to do everything soon

loooos.

if nort.

no time lerhhs sias. =/

*[the boy i lurve.who?]*

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