Tuesday, September 27, 2005Y
27/09/2005. *dodgeball.econs*
whees!
had fun during pe yest.
lols.
played DODGEBALL!
hahas.
was in veera's and fil's
team.
with yang and the rest larhhs.
the usual four of us. ;)
hmmms.
played with different
types of balls larhhs.
ranging frm volleyballs
to tennis balls.
soft balls.
and indoor cricket balls. x)
hahas! x)
and tennis ball will hit ppl
with a super loud "pak"
sound. =p
and poor me.
kena twice at one go.
one n the front.
the other on the back.
hahas! x)
but its fun larhhs.
dodge here.
dodge there. =p
whees!!!
mr raj wont be here till
nxt wed.
cos hes on NS.
hurshurs.
and he gave us werk
to do.
whichs so nice.
cos at least.
we get to noe wats
the diff types of qns
like. ;)
*thans mr raj!*
econs essays are getting
on my nerves.
lols.
cos i cant seem to complete
one qn on time!
i have to spend that extra
5 mins to complete a 25 mks
essay sias.
how i wish on that dae.
i can tell the examiner.
can i have 15 more mins?
so that i can round up
everything.
and have a nice nice essay? =p
im mads.
lols! x)
i feel okes with econs.
mgt is loads and truckloads
of memorising.
can fight with chi lit lerhhs ooos.
hahas.
but alls going to be over soon
yarhhs? x)
saw the msg on dears derhhs
blog lerhhs. x)
*thans dear.
i'll strive thru derhhs yarhhs?
eur gelare is on its way! x) *
wooties.
lurve my nancy dear. x)
i walked past ss class aft gp.
i walked past ss aft mgt.
on my way down.
hes on his way up.
loolalalas. =)
*[perseverance is failing 19
times.and passing the 20th.]*
ps. [go peeps.we are in ferr our
promos lerhhs. ;) jia yous
kaes?partying is on its way!]
=)
Saturday, September 24, 2005Y
24/09/2005. *happiness?sadness?*
back to update lerhhs. =)
hmmms.
shall start frm thurs ayes? =)
thurs.
went ferr lunch time.
and had a full time of sightseeing.
yepps.
saw ss ferr full 45 mins.
whees!
and played badminton
jus next to his court. x)
but sadly.
i was damn excited and happie
that i didnt perform larhhs.
and i gort tired damn fast
cos i laughed too much! =/
and i feel so damn pai sae
larhhs.
cos i didnt do well.
and cais was a little irritated
by me.
lols! =p
yest was okes.
stayed back in sch to study
with yang,cais and wend. =)
did quite a bit ferr econs
yest.
and the library is damn quiet
larhhs.
no ppl derhhs kaes? x)
oh yahhs!
met mr raj to discuss abt
my econs essays. ;)
he say nort bad.
jus need some tightening
up of my pieces. x)
and i'll be fine.
and pass my econs essay
ferr NIA and elasticity.
as ferr mkt equilibrium.
hurshurs.
gort to werk on it.
haven done anything on that
topic as yet.
lols! x)
woke up damn late todae.
abt 11am?
hahas. x)
cos i mugged till almost 2
yesterdae arhhs. =p
but i feel successful. ;)
and i sort of had a bad
news todae.
but im waking up frm it.
i noe.
hes nort going to be ferr me.
and its nort possible. =)
so im slowly waking up frm
the drim that has him.
its coming to an end. =)
i promise.
i will. =)
*[waking up is tough.]*
Wednesday, September 21, 2005Y
21/09/2005. *blogging*
wont be blogging ferr
quite a while.
only after promos.
or in btw the weekends. =)
mugging has started.
and stress level is building up.
mood swings crawling on me.
and irritation tolerance level
drops greatly.
i cant stand ppl yakking
non - stop by my ears.
i jus cant stand it.
i realli want to shout
at them.
and get them to SHUDDUP! =/
orites.
yang and cais understand me.
they noe.
i still cant get over ss so soon.
well.
thats true.
yang noe when she saw my
nick on msn.
and cais maybe thru my
expression when liyana
told me that she saw him.
yes.
im smiling.
frm ear to ear.
i finally get to see him. =)
it seems to be so damn
long larhhs. =/
i dun care.
if eur status is single.
or in a relationship.
i jus dun care.
jus let me continue and stay in my drim.
and nort wake up so soon.
i cant afford to wake up so soon.
i might lose eu.
and everything within a glance.
i dun want to lose everything so soon.
i jus want to carry on driming.
period.
hmms.
mr raj is uptight over our
class's performance.
hes anxious.
he wants us to do well. ;)
ehhs.
todae.
he popped me a qn.
i dunnoe how to ans.
i noe.
hes disappointed.
i did study ferr econs.
i realli did.
but i dunnoe how to answer.
i feel bad.
and useless.
wat the hell is wrong
with my brain?
it dun seem to be werking.
sighs!
watever! =/
gort to get my ass moving.
and start studying. ;)
so.
yepps.
see everyone arnd yahhs?
although im nort blogging
as often.
do keep tagging.
hahas!
who noes?
i might feel like popping by
when im stress up.
lols! x)
lurve eu all. x)
muackies-
huggies-
OOPS!
BEFORE I FERRGET!
HAPPIE EARLY BDAE TO:
AKBAR! X)
EUGENE DEAREST!
and....
RANIE DARLING. ;)
lurves-
*[i saw eu.like finally.
i smiled.ear to ear.
my heart beats.
too fast to count. =) ]*
Monday, September 19, 2005Y
19/09/2005. *alls going to be okes*
caught wat mr heikal said
during pe todae.
"dun well on the past.
alls going to be okes."
hope to tell this to ps.
dearest brother.
alls going to be fine yahhs?
move on.
and be the usual eu.
im owaes here. ;)
schs fine.
gort two major tests tml.
and i dunnoe which to
start off with.
going to study with yang
and the rest on fri.
after sch. ;)
in preparation ferr the promos.
hees. ;)
whoas! x)
ive gort so many things to
want to do aft promos larhhs.
ask abt FLUTE course. =)
PIANO lessons! x)
go chalet.
lps performance.
sgh performance.
thailand trip.
shopping.
relaxing.
sleeping.
hahas! x)
tv-ing!
nort ferrgetting.
my gym-ing!
miss the gym.
and my dearest gym
partner....DINO!
hahas. x)
and punggol-ing.
lols! =p
i mean.
going back to punggol.
see see.
look look.
lols! x)
cant wait ferr promos to end
chopsters!
hahas! x)
loads of fun ahead.
waiting.
patiently.
ferr.....
me and jus me. ;)
eye candys online! x)
*[missing eu badly.]*
Sunday, September 18, 2005Y
18/09/2005. *worried*
im super worried ferr ps.
hes having a paper tml.
and yet.
he send me news that is
so saddening ferr him.
i realli hope he can hang
in there ferr the sake
of himself.
and his future.
sighs.
i can push him to study.
can make him study.
but i cant do that ferr
myself.
ive been lazee since yest.
sighs! =/
i can comfort him.
and tell him to let her go
when its time.
but i cant do it myself.
hurshurs.
i realli wonder.
if me this sis realli have
the stand to say that to him.
although he say i can.
and ive helped him alot.
sighs! =/
no mood to study
ferr todae wors.
sian-ded. =x
*[will eu be there tml?]*
Y
18/09/2005. *flutist drim*
fulfilled.
my flutist drim.
fulfilled.
wahahas! x)
daddie allows me to
go learn flute! x)
whees! =)
hahas.
im damn happie larhhs.
he say.
"eu like.then go and learn
lorhhs."
wahahahas! x)
yest.
went over to aunt mingzhu's
place to celebrate
mid aumtumn festival.
okes larhhs.
not bads.
hahas! x)
and asked god daddie
to go ferr akes performance
on the 12th nov.
and he agreed! x)
whees!
woohoos! x)
hahas. =)
im mads. =p
*[drims do come true.
but nort the one with eu.]*
Saturday, September 17, 2005Y
17/09/2005. *drims come true*
i believe in drims.
and i believe that drims
do will come true. =)
marmie told me this
morning that she told
daddie abt me wanting
to pick up flute in private.
and i suppose.
he agreed to it. =)
hehes.
going to confirm with him
tonight. =p
im so darn excited arhhs. x)
studied till 2+ am last night.
did three econs essays.
and nia brief notes. =)
so proud of myself.
teehees. =p
going to study mgt todae.
and prepare ferr test
thats coming on tues.
mans.
i jus found out that ive
gort loads to remember larhhs.
man. =/
its going to be tough man.
but i'll strive thru! x)
and enjoy my hols aft my
BIG MAJOR promos.
lols! x)
*[sometimes.when i hate the
world so much.i stop to
think.how can i hate the world.
when eu are part of it. =) ]*
Friday, September 16, 2005Y
16/09/2005. *erased*
erased.
its erased.
by cais.
sighs. =/
i noe she didnt mean it.
but it hurts to see it being
erased larhhs.
and in front of me somemore
larhhs.
managed to trace it back.
but nort as nice anymore
lerhhs. =(
i didnt dare say anything.
same thing.
i dun want to let them noe.
that im still hanging on. =/
trying very hard to cover up
the feeling.
and im tired of doing so. =(
gp remedial todae.
only like.
6 ppl? =/
and we did summary.
im so proud of myself
ferr once ferr gp.
cos i gort almost all the
points ferr it. =)
but the hard part comes
when its rephrasing.
i suck at that.
terribly. =/
yes!
marmie agreed to let me
learn flute. =)
although.
she prefer me to learn
organ larhhs.
ehhs.
thats in part of my
"want - to - learn" list wors. =p
and i feel bads larhhs.
cos i seem to want to learn
so many things. =p
but honestly.
i cant help it.
i like larhhs. =p
ehhs.
have to ask daddie abt it
tonight.
if he agrees to me learning
flute.
hehes.
when i finish my promos.
im going to call yamaha.
and check the time.
cost.
and teacher teaching
larhhs.
and most probably need
to buy flute.
whees! x)
im so excited ferr tonite.
cant wait ferr daddie to
come back.
so i can tok to him nicely.
and see if he agrees. ;)
lalalalalalalalalas.
seng kiat is still calling me
"shirleynal"!
hmmms.
have to think of a way
to change his mindset.
and make him call me
SHIRLEY!
hmmms.
yang cais and wend
seem to lurve my
wijaya larhhs.
hahas! x)
*[tracing dosent bring
back the original.]*
Wednesday, September 14, 2005Y
14/09/2005. *its show time!*
its show time todae.
all seems to go on well.
but i dun seem to be able
to hear myself read the story
larhhs. =/
but i suppose.
all of them enjoyed it yahhs?
especially the rabbit larhhs.
i myself was amused by the
costume when i ran up to
the back during quiz.
lols! x)
and ignatius did a fantastic
job todae.
he fell right flat onto the floor
larhhs.
mans.
that surely hurts. =/
and hari and jo.
wooties!
they are great!
jon is wonderful as well.
he cant wipe the smile off
his face larhhs. =)
and mr raj is engrossed in
his acting.
hes superb.
i lurve his hands.
can change positions. =)
and lao shi is happie.
we are all happie. ;)
glad that the entire thing
ran smoothly.
but honestly.
when i see the crowd coming
into the audi.
and settling down.
i start to "pia" cold sweat. =x
im serious.
im soaked in my pespire larhhs. =p
but im realli wet.
hahas! x)
the photos i took are
up too.
hehes.
do take a look.
they are nice!
hahas! x)
ignatius is nice in that costume
larhhs. =p
hahas! x)
went ferr ake prac todae.
and the bc ppl are like.
1/2 an hour late?
cos the driver drived the wrong
way over to ttc.
lols! =p
and when i reach ttc.
went to fill in my bottle.
and saw liang kai.
he called me.
hahas! x)
went up.
and yani brought me to ms wee.
telling her that i belong to
none of the instruments.
and ms wee ask me to take any
one first.
and in the end.
i ended up with edith.
ehhs.
i ferrget the name of that ting.
but its like a drum.
hahas!
had fun with edith larhhs.
shes a super fun girl.
shi hui oso.
can play arnd derhhs.
woohoos! x)
no more ake pracs ferr me.
until 19/10.
then gort. =/
and we.
the ake members.
are going to performa at lps
again.
yepps.
again. x)
on the 12/11.
hehes.
luckily didnt clash
with my chalet with yang
and the rest larhhs.
if nort.
sure kena killed derhhs norhhs.
=p
wont be blogging much lerhhs.
have to study liaos.
although im still sticking
to my own schedule.
i didnt put in enuf efforts i guess.
cos im still here. =(
gort to get my ass going. ;)
oh yahhs!
toked to huda before she
left school todae.
hehes. ;)
miss her loads larhhs.
pearlynn too! x)
*muacks*hugs*
to all ake peeps. ;)
lurve eu all.
loads. ;)
*[looking out.]*
Tuesday, September 13, 2005Y
13/09/2005. *shocks*
ive been receiving shocks
since early in the morning
larhhs.
first shock was frm sben.
and its abt that guy.
which i completely gort
nth to say abt him lerhhs
larhhs.
hes jus a total idiot!
orites.
and second shock i received
frm yang and wend
right aft my ltt.
yangs lantern didnt get
into top three!!!!
they gort like.
consolation?
mans. =/
dun ask me how i noe.
im jus suppose to noe. =p
but its realli wasted larhhs.
i dun care norhhs.
its so impossible.
although i agree that the
other teams too put in
their best efforts in the
making of their lanterns. =)
but its alittle too
disappointing ferr us bahhs. =(
tmls the mid autumn festival
derhhs actual performance
lerhhs.
im feeling super nervous larhhs.
wat if.
theres no one to ans my qns?
wat if.
i start to stutter when im
facing the big crowd.
wat if.
wat if.
mans.
i sure have loads of wat ifs
inside me larhhs. =/
i cant crash the whole thing
noes?
i cant afford to crash it larhhs.
we put so much effort into
organising the prog noes.
cannot crash it! =x
hope i dun stutter.
or start to burst out laughing
when im popping quiz qns
and doing the intro and all.
gort to keep my best cool.
have to! =)
ill try.
*[eu werent here.]*
Monday, September 12, 2005Y
12/09/2005. *stress level = 15.
[on a scale of 0-25]*
stress level is building up.
and im beginning to feel
the urge of hitting books.
have been on schedule
ferr so far.
todaes supposed to be werking
on gp.
and im going to do so right
away after blogging this.
lols! x)
theres a rehersal todae.
causing me to lose maths
lesson. =/
but mr tiang promised to
help us have remedial on
todaes lesson.
hehs. =)
so nice of him yahhs?
and i gort a close look
at yang they all did derhhs
lantern.
mans.
its damn nice larhhs.
if im the judge.
im sure to give it first wors. =)
hahas.
cos its super nice larhhs.
although im so called inside
the team of making the lantern.
but i didnt do anything at all arhhs.
so nehhs.
if we win.
and gort that box of mooncake.
im sure to give that to tee wei
derhhs norhhs.
cos he did it larhhs.
and he spent so much time and
effort on it wors.
cannot ferrget him and his
efforts yahhs? x)
hehes.
cant wait ferr wed to come arhhs.
so can noe whos the final winner.
hees.
hope its yangs.
its realli nice!
and rehersal is gud.
like finally.
we gort the entire thing going. ;)
happies wors. =)
met jie yan jus now.
hes came to take my 56 derhhs
new cd.
ferr autograph session this sat.
hehes. =p
he want to take and sign ferr me wors.
hahas! x)
thans 4jie! x)
and...
i saw ss todae.
woohoos! x)
i get pretty excited larhhs.
but i didnt show it out.
cos i didnt want them to noe.
i still cant get over it.
*[i cant get over it.]*
Saturday, September 10, 2005Y
10/09/2005. *good girl*
ive been a good girl worhhs.
hehes.
ive been studying since
this morning till now. =)
gees.
so proud of myself.
lols! x)
did mgt tutorial on org.
all 5 qns.
and studied econs.
on the latest chaps.
shld be having a test on
mondae i guess.
hmmms. =p
alahs.
at first.
i didnt thot that i would
actually study larhhs.
cos i aint in the mood.
cos i seem to be addicted
to the show "little bride"
larhhs.
and i bought the vcds!
wooties! x)
hahas.
but im disciplined todae.
i sat down.
took out my books.
and studied.
hards. =p
hehes.
and i found out that.
my bookshelf is filled
with quite a lot of
econs reference books.
and i seem to have
insufficient mgt books to
do referencing frm. =/
going to buy a new book
ferr mgt tml. ;)
spotted on one quite long
ago lerhhs. =p
oh yahhs.
was playing my sayang piano
jus now.
and tried to play "rondo".
hurshurs.
the desire to learning flute
jus gushed thru me larhhs.
and i feel like popping my
parents the qn of picking
up flute. :p
mans.
im falling craziliy ferr
flute! x)
and i told my sister.
i want a flute ferr my
bdae prezzie nxt year.
and she laughed! =/
well.
im serious. =)
*[in lurves.with dunnoe who.]*
Friday, September 09, 2005Y
09/09/2005. *clean up*
hehes.
did a complete clean up
ferr my room.
and nort ferrgetting my
precious table wors. ;)
hahas.
my table now is more
like a table lerhs.
a place ferr me to study.
and it actually urges me
to study there nw lahs! =p
hahas! x)
ehs.
had a pretty bad morning
at first derhs.
all thans to some ppl.
make my morning so
horrible sias! =x
and i complained to cais
abt it jus now.
and i tink shes more
pissed than im larhs. =/
but its realli infuriating
norhs!
nort i putposely want to
go against him larhs.
i tink hes beyond any hope.
damn sensitive larhs.
"i only merely ask.
y eu never give me
the chi lit notes ferr
photocopying?"
thats all.
and he shoot me like
dunnoe wats.
count his own blessings
ferr nort calling me.
if nort.
im sure to give him a gud
dress down larhs!
irritating noes? =/
spoil my moods.
and my irritating nose.
have to sneeze like.
every two to three mins?
argh!
and its like a broken tap. =/
prac tml!
whees!
but still dunnoe wat time.
hurshurs.
shall grab hold of any single
senior or buddies online
when i see them! x)
lols! =)
*[i noe i can live w/o eu.]*
Thursday, September 08, 2005Y
08/09/2005. *fallen*
ahhh!
im feeling terrible lahs.
feverish.
"sexy" voice.
and an owaes tired body.
mans.
i dun even have the
moods to pick up my book
to study liaos lahs. =/
very sick sias. :'(
very long never so sick
liaos noes?
madness! =x
hope i get better by sat.
if nort.
cant go ferr ake liaos.
*cannot let that happen*
rehersal todae is abit absurd.
cos we didnt have a FULL
one.
its very seperated.
and yc nort here.
so ive to like.
read out the entire story
on my own.
and i feel damn tired. =/
*[where are eu?]*
Wednesday, September 07, 2005Y
07/09/2005. *my wife is 18*
wahahas.
was watching the show
"my wife is 18".
hahas.
nice and sweet show.
farnie oso arhs.
determined to watch it
when i finish my promos.
hahas! x)
either buy it.
or rent it to watch. =)
ahhhh!
cant wait ferr promos
to be over asap.
so many gud things
and fun thing
awaiting ferr me lahs.
lols! x)
whees! =)
going ferr ake prac
this coming sat!
woohoos!!!!!!!! x)
over the moon liaos. =p
ooo lalalas.
yadayada.
hahas! x)
whees!
im going ferr prac!!
whees! x)
*[i condone eur behaviour.]*
Y
07/09/2005. *sick*
officially sick.
having a farnie voice.
and a troublesome nose.
it has been running ever
since i woke up. =/
terrible little creature! =/
schs fine todae.
maths remedial was okes.
went to sch on my own! x)
*clever ayes?*
gees.
a pretty easy journey. =p
went to the library to rest.
and did some tuition hw.
and found out that.
the library is actually
a realli nice place to
study in lahs.
its jus so comfy.
with the minimum amt
of distractions.
i was totally into my
werk. =)
until xuan yu came to
tok to me lahs. =/
cos its time ferr maths?
hees. =p
hmmms.
shall go there and study
more often lahs.
and moreover.
the library brought back
tons and tons of memories.
which can never be replaced
by any single people
i now noe in MI.
realli. =x
i miss them lahs.
i realli miss the times.
we slack in the library.
making paper cranes.
laughing at one another.
they are just the people
whom i never want to ferrget.
and those are the times.
which i want to replay
the moments.
i just want them to be with me.
nort ferr todae.
nort ferr a day.
but ferr a whole lifetime. =)
*[gawking days are coming to
a complete end.]*
Y
07/09/2005. *a big turn*
yahs.
theres another turn in
my life.
but this time round.
i suppose.
its a better one ferr me. :)
"there can be miracles.
when eu believe."
i'll continue to believe.
hoping ferr a miracle.
that might never ever come
true.
i noe its nort possible.
but i just hope.
just hope.
to continue in my drim.
anyways.
toked to the BIG AKE FAMILY
online last night.
and woohoos!
its damn fun lahs. x)
cos i gort loads of ake ppl
derhs email addie.
and noe more of the ppl. :)
so nice lahs. x)
and that tuan kiak.
played the naming tingy.
and i became the sotong
in spongebob.
which is SQUIDWARD!
mans.
im squidward.
that reminds me of... =/
argh!
dun tink abt that guy.
but tink of the fun that
i had during ake pracs.
and ake meetings.
ooooooo.
i miss them so darn loads.
shall make it a pt to go
down ferr prac this sat.
even though its theory.
and i might nort be allowed
to learn the song that they
played on sat. =/
shall go and see them yahs?
cant wait!
miss them! x)
*[eu will when eu believe.]*
